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8th November 2001

Wise men say only fools rush in

But I can’t help falling in love with you

Shall I stay?

 would it be a sin?

If I can’t help falling in love with you

Like a river flows

Surely to the sea

Darling so it goes

Some things are meant to be

Take my hand take my whole life too.

For I can’t help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea

Darling so it goes

Some things are meant to be

Take my hand, take my whole life too

For I can’t help falling in love with you

For I can’t help falling in love with you

 

And so the late king of rock croons.

 

Put your head on my shoulder, hold me in your arms baby

Squeeze me oh so tight

Show me that you love me too

Put your lips next to mine dear

Won’t you kiss me once , baby

 Just a kiss goodnight , maybe

You and I will fall in love

People say that love’s a game

A game you just can’t win

If there’s a way

I’ll find it some day and then this fool will rush in.

Put your head on my shoulder

Whisper in my ear, baby

Words I want to hear, baby

Tell me that you love me too

Put your head on my shoulder

Whisper in my ear, baby

Words I want to hear, baby

Put your head on my shoulder.

 

Was it that easy to make a big hit then? To merely write about the heartache and the idealism created by the masses about how love should be? Ok I'm rambling again and it's not even 3am yet.

Just got back from a session of kart racing. Kids these days *sigh* can be mad ass roadsters just any glorified license bearing ‘adult’  *shudders*. Clocked a top speed of a crawling 34.6km/h. Wouldn’t have killed an ant driving around in that speed.. ok ok so I am expecting too much outta  a chair attached to a lawn mover engine and yes, ants would’ve died.

Oh and I’ve finally pierced my ears!!! *jumps around*.. ok so half the world has have them pierced.. But yeah for those who have been growing old waiting for the day… well I did it!! And it didn’t even hurt after the first hour *sticks nose proudly in air* Ok so now I shall set out on a quest to get more piercings!! (Yeah, by the looks of it a second stud on my ear will prolly be as hard core as it gets). And as I put this down , I’m looking at a pair of earings I should really have disposed of ages ago. It bears no meaning anymore so why can’t I seem to chuck it into the bin? Besides it’s monetary worth of course. Why is it so hard to push away simple things to make way for all that’s waiting?

I’ve been out of school for so long I’m afraid I’m losing my handwriting skills.. Not that I had much of it to start of with. Surely anyone who’s seen me write would agree I should employ someone to write for me. The best scenario being having rang Myra who was halfway across the world to ask if she got my pictures. Her reply? “Yeah of course, I looked at the handwriting and knew it couldn’t have been anyone else…. Woman, the handwriting… *gales of laughter* is just CLASSIC!”. Just the other day I tried to sign my name for a form and got writer’s cramp from it. Time to consider studying again Kat.

 

It’s over and done but the heartache lives on inside

And who’s the one you’re clinging to instead of me tonight

And where are you now, now that I need you

Tears on my pillow wherever you go

I’ve cried me a river that leads to your ocean

You’ll never see me fall apart

In the words of the broken hearted

Its just emotions taking me over

Caught up in sorrow lost in a song

If u don’t come, come back to me darling

Don’t u know there’s nobody left in this world to hold me tight

Don’t u know there’s nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight.

I just realised that nothing makes me more lost than having absolutely nothing to do. Just a few weeks back someone said they would’ve gladly have my days lazing around doing absolutely jack. Isn’t it sheer mental torture to have all the time in the world and no way (or cash) to spend it? Or maybe I just need some sort of rush that screams ‘Wake up and stop whinging!!!’ Whadya think? Yeah I think so too.

Another question I find that keeps hovering the mind these days ..(next to all the other junk) What/Who justifies good and/or evil? And how is good or evil justified? How do you weigh the good and bad of something when you’re asked? And having done that.. who are you to justify that? Questions should really be kept outside the head to reduce headaches.

Note: Happy Birthday Myra!!!!!! You're 20 and graying even more like me!! >Þ

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