sup ~
i cant believe it's feb already. this year's gone by so fast. i dont feel like i've been gone from ames that long u know? i turn 16 in 8 days. no driving for me tho. poopy. ugh i'm in such an icky mood. i seriously dont hav a life. ana called me to go to the mall or to the movies today. couldnt go cuz of hw. all i ever do is hw. this is the first time all year i've even been invited to go out tho. sad. so obviously, not really a part of anything here. losing touch w/ my ames pplz too. havnt talked to most of them in a while. we're all just too busy or whatever. jenny's the only one i talk to regularly. she duznt really need me i think. they've all moved on. they all hav their own lives, w/out me. they stay friends cuz thats what they're supposed to do when an old friend moves away. family sux too. parents pissing me off like no other. well mom really. dad duznt do much. things r just going downhill i think. it sux. big time.
hola, como estas?
so this week seemed like the longest week EVER. monday was my swt 16... it wasnt as bad as i thought. ppl said happy bday to me at school, i talked to jz and kathy and BONNIE (i hadnt talked to her in like.... half a year? maybe more)! and i got a lotta ecards and emails from ppl so i felt special. haha. then the rest of the week just dragged on and on and on... got like no sleep so that made it worse. yesterday was valentine's day aka single awareness day (thanx to ally's profile for that) ~ the only holiday that points out all the losers! like me! haha. i luved caitlin's shirt, it said 'cupid missed me' lol.
but now its a 3 day weekend and i'm sooooo happy! i got 11 hrs of sleep last nite so that was great. i wanted to go to church last nite but yeah, that didnt happen. lol. anyways, i just lost my train of thought. blah blah blah... too many projects! its all good tho cuz i'm seriously getting good at making up crap on tests! hehehehe. time to find something interesting to do cuz i'm sick of my hw!
OMG!
wow i got another college letter today.... from YALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so amazing.... i cant believe it! just had to put that up here cuz thats so cool. it was more of a postcard, but still... YALE! now all i need is 1 from princeton and 1 from harvard... haha
