hey guys~
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
too bad it wasnt such a merry Christmas around here... there was absolutely no family togetherness... no happiness... yeah. and i missed all my friends a ton... man last year this time was absolutely the best!!! my parents were gone, my brother didnt care what i did... Christmas eve, i went to kathy's church for service, which was cool. she didnt trip and light the place on fire or anything (haha). then we went out to village inn for hot chocolate... yum! then Christmas afternoon, went over to jenny's... had a great home-cooked dinner.... definite yum!!!! i luv her mom's cooking. then we had winter formal.... good times good times.
well today wasnt a total loss, got to watch 2 of the 3 nba games... both games, my team won! exciting games too... also got to see harry potter.... finally!!!!!!!! good stuff. i've also been stuffing my face all day... like i ate and ate and ate, and i just kept feeling hungry. weird. i think i need help.
i need to get over a few guys....... HELP!
anyways, never lose sight of the true meaning of Christmas.... God sent his only Son to Earth for the sole purpose of saving us... what an amazing God! in the beginning, end, and everything in between, it's all about Him!
hey yo whats up? (taken from kathy haha)
man it's the last day of 2002 already!!!! so crazy... time's flown by so fast. i still remember like this time last year.... good times good times. and spring of this year... wow i had so much fun w/ my parents always off somewhere. we did so much weird stuff. VEISHEA + tilt-a-whirl (x 8 haha) + pouring rain... followed by cross-dressing the guys up... wow.
anyways, i dunno it's kinda weird to think that i'm starting a whole new year w/out my friends. i guess the whole naperville thing's gettin a lil easier... still hate neuqua w/ a passion tho. but like i dunno.... i kinda feel like i dont really fit anywhere... like i definitely don't belong here thats an obvious thing. but it also feels like things back home... like everyone's lives r doing great and they havnt been impacted by me leaving... or actually that their lives improved. *sigh* but all this happened for a reason, just gotta figure out what reason.
gotta go back to school in less than a week... NOOOOOOOOOO! i'll b in shock mode since the last time i went back to school after an extended break i like didnt know where i was... haha i'm so stupid. maybe i should make a resolution to try to fit in more and like it better... nah seems too hard. lol jk. i dunno... i'll post my resolutions tomorrow if i feel like it.... for now, i'll leave w/ a quote provided by jenny (the quote master):
life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. need to keep that in mind.
HAPPY NEW YEAR YALL!!!
hope everyone had a great new year's eve/new years day! i had a pretty good one... i was at church for soooooooo long cuz the service went really long but it was cool cuz i was hanging out w/ ppl downstairs. then afterwards, i didnt wanna go home and i actually didnt hav to! hehe! yeah so sonny and i went over to the songs' house... alone w/ like 6 guys for a lil while, but then the girls got back from gettin food (thankfully). this was the first time i got to spend new years like w/ friends and stuff... good stuff.
i really cannot believe its already 2003... man! but looking back over 2002, dang... it was the best year of my life (we did some crazy stuff guys! haha) but also the most challenging... God saw me thru it all! so resolutions time!
1. to stop complaining and try to make the best of the situation here in naperville
2. to be a better daughter/sister/friend
3. give it all up to GOD! live my life only for Him cuz He's all that matters
hav a great year guys! God bless~
