If You Knew What I Knew by Claudia ([email protected]) Chapter 9 - I'll Never Find Someone Like You I got several reactions to the ad I placed... but none from her... and I'd be going on tour soon... The only reactions I got were from these weird lonely people that just react to every message that's in the paper in the hope that someone will write them back and cure some of their loneliness. And there were the religious fanatics that told me to find God, so I'd never be lonely again. I can't believe how sad people can be, what loneliness does to people is humiliating... And I started to feel like one of them which was kind of scary... My days with Karen had been okay, even though she was sleeping in the guest room because in some way I didn't feel turned on by her anymore... she did want to make love though... she even asked me for it last night, but I just couldn't get my mind off of Claudia... I felt so bad towards Karen, but I still couldn't confess to her what was going on because it would break her heart. She was a nice person and I could imagine why I had fallen in love with her, but it just wasn't there anymore... I had to find a way of telling her without me hurting her too much, and I had to do it fast Next: Chapter 10 -FanFics -Home