For years I dreamed of flying
Everyone else was in the air
I prayed for the day when I would soar
Back then I felt left behind

I flapped my wings and built up my strength
I lept up from the ground
Uncomfortable, unsure what to do
Back to the ground, discouraged

I imagined how it would feel not to be touching the Earth
I could look down and see thoes beneath me
Some tried to pull me up
They gave up, no luck

Then inspiration came
I climbed up on a hill
They fluttered around me
Come join us they said

I took a deep breath and jumped from the rock
The sky was finally mine
Calm air is fun to play in
When the wind came I was doomed

The ground jumped up and grabed me inside
Not like any pain I had felt
The hill beckoned me to come again
It wanted to suffer me more

I turned away with all my strength
Again, I wandered on
Hopes of flying stillin my head
I would have to find the right time

Then suddenly, the wind scooped me up
My wings unfolded naturally
I danced, took dives and flips
Then the staunch of fear arose

I could not stay long
I don't want to fall hard
My wings need strength and experience
I need more time on the ground

I know flying as the time between inspiration and discouragment
Not at all what I had expected
Why was I dreaming about it?
Has it any point?

Now I just wish my desire to fly would cease
It hurts, the pain unbearable
Stay away from the sky, don't even look up
Flying is no good, take it from me
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Writings of Kablija 2
be afraid
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