| My On-Line Journal Shoot me if I start any entry, Dear Diary, |
| April 29, 2001 Today is the first day I plan on writting here. Don't expect a lot of updates, as I am a busy little trannie. I have a lot going on in my life so this may not be updated often. In fact, I last updated my site about three weeks ago. Lazy, lazy, lazy! I still have plans to become a girl full time. The how and why is the hard part! My aunt is being VERY supportive. My cousin is as well. My little sister can see no wrong in me, not a a good outlook in my book! My parents still know nothing, Thanks to all ONE of you who signed my guest book (you know who you are!) !! |
| May 18, 2001 Sorry I have not written in here in a while. I can't always get a chance to work on my page. I still have to do this all "sneaky girl, Jane Bond stuff" !! My Aunt has seen this sight and loves it! :-) She said for me to try something like this to gently break the news to my parents, go out and get some jeans and pants in the girls department. Buy things not "girly" but androgynous. (Gee, did I spell that right!?!) Also to get some plain shirts that are like that too. This will ease me and my parents into the girl thing. Like I have already said, I have long hair, shave, have both ears pierced, and wear necklaces and bracelets. A lot of the guys in my high school wear this stuff so I don't stand out. Well, except for my height! ;-) From there, my Aunt said to get more and more feminine. She said to go slow, the process may take quite a few months, but may be good in the long run. I don't know. I want to go all out NOW!!! Oh well, the love and support of my family has gotten me this far so I won't rush it! Also, THANKS to all of you sweeties who signed my guest book! Only one problem, Some of your messages seem to be cut off. I don't know why. Email me if you want to. Like I said, right now it's hard to sneak time into working on this web-site, so if I don't email you back, don't be offended. I will try to write all who contact me, IF (and a big one at that!) I can! Thank you all again SO much. Be back soon (I hope!) |
| Aug. 4, 2001 I am sorry about lack of updates on this page! I came out to my Mom on the first of June and she "freaked"! I showed her the page and needless to say it didn't go well. That's the reason for no updates or replies to email. Sorry everyone. I read your email, each and every one of them! Thank you for all the support. I will update again. I just don't know when. The femme part of me is becoming easier for Mom to accept (Dad does not know a thing yet!), so good or bad news maybe ahead. Be patient. Love you all, thanks! :-) |
| Feb. 7, 2002 Whew! It's been sooo... long since I wrote in here. This entry is just to tell all of you the news. I am going to be moving to a new state with my aunt! She has said she will let me live my life as I CHOOSE! <CHEERS!> I won't have access to a computer on a regular basis, so no more updates. Sorry. I love you all for the great emails you have sent. Replies are impossible due to the fact I do all of this on my Dad's computer. He has the out going mail blocked some how, so I have to get permission to send emails. Due to the unrest at home with my "disorder" replies to the wonderful people are impossible. To quote my Dad, "They just encourage this type of behavior!" HA! What a fool! Mom has decided to take the easy way out and let me go with my aunt. I'll miss my parents and all of your support, but at least I'll be free! Thanks everyone! Bye, Jessica |
| Oct 1, 2002 This is to let the visitors to my website know I will NOT be updating here. Click the banner below to go to my Yahoo! Groups page! |
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