| well, well, well....another day, and i wish i had another dollar. Today started off pretty boring, considering it's my day off. I just found out about making my own website...hence..what your reading right now. I used to have a webpage with AOL, but they blow my ass, so i dropped em like a diseased dishrag. (don't ask...i have no clue where it came from) Besides, this is an extremely easy way to put a webpage together...and it has a lot more features than AOL did. Anyone on AOL right now....hear my plea, GET A DIFFERENT INTERNET PROVIDER AS SOON AS YOU CAN!!! you'll thank me later. ok, so on with my boring, yet somehow so pathetic life. Me and J have been getting along pretty good lately, which is nothing new..we hardly ever fight. But, somehow i just feel like he doesn't really care about me in the way i need him to. Maybe it's because i met someone online who keeps telling me i deserve better...but how does he know, and what gives him the right to judge my relationship? None the less, i can't stop thinking about him, and how perfect he seems. Not only does this make me crazy, but it makes me feel horribly guilty! I don't know what i'm gonna do! Any ideas? |