| Prologue |
| 'Ok I have to tell them' 'But what if they hate me' 'They won't hate you their your friends' 'I'm so scared I've never been so scared in my life. Why do I have to be different? Why?? All I ever wanted was to be normal, to fit in. Now this...its not like I can chance it, but telling them is going to be really hard. I mean come on, I'm in one of the hottest bands around. Something like this can ruin our careers, and it would be all my fault. They�re going to hate me.' :sigh: 'But I can't keep on hiding....I'll just tell the guys that I'll gay and just take it from there. I just hope he is accepting of me...I really love him, if only he knew the things that he does to me...but I know that we could never be together....what are the chances that he is gay and in love with me...and even if in some weird way he is gay why would he want to be with me?? I'm nothing compared to him' :sigh: 'I'm really scared but I have to do it...maybe if things go well this morning I'll pull him aside later and tell him. But that is a BIG maybe.' :standing outside of Lance's hotel door: 'Well here goes nothing.' |