| Chapter 1 |
| I walk into the room and what do I see...Chris and Justin on the floor wrestling and Joey and Lance on the floor dieing of laughter. "What's going on?" I ask "JC HELP ME!!" Justin is yelling from under Chris I could not help but laugh....I'm sure they are fighting over the same thing as always. Justin made some stupid comment about Chris being 30 and in a boy band. Chris instead of saying anything back just attacked him. They always do this but its always just fun and games. Everyone seemed to compose themselves and seat down to eat. Lance was talking about what they were going to be doing today and what meetings they have schedule for the next week. "So we have a....hey JC you alright over there? You have not been listing to a word I said." "Sorry Lance I have a lot on my mind." "Hey man you seem to be having a lot on your mind these days...is there anything you want to tell us." Joey asked 'SHIT...they are all looking at me...I can't do this now...but look at them they are just concerned about me...I guess it s now or never...' "Well.....a....shit this is hard..." "Hey JC we are your friends we're here for you." "Well guys you see....I....I'm....I'm gay..." 'That's is I said it.....shit their not saying anything....what if they hate me now...shit shit shit shit...I'm and idiot what did I do....' "Look guys I'm really sorry...I'll understand if you want me to leave the group or that you may never what to talk to me again....I'm really sorry...I wish I could be different....." "Don't say that JC....I don't care if your gay or not your still the same guy I meet all those years ago....I still love you man....it just can as a shock to me that's all." "Ya, Chris is right I love ya! Now come here and give me a hug." "Thanks Joe it means a lot to me" JC gets up and gives Joey a hug. "Hey what about me I love you to" Laughing "Come here Chris...thanks a lot" "Ummm....JC?" "Ya Lance?" "I'm ok with you being gay and all.....but I wanted to know how look have you known you were gay?" "Well its probably been about 4 months now." Lance and Joey started to ask JC some questions about his new found sexuality. While Chris just stared at Justin. "Hey Justin you ok?" Chris whispered "I don't know...I guess I'm still kinda shocked...you know." "No, I mean at you ok with C being gay." "Ya, I mean he is still my best friend." "Hey C" "What's up Justin." "I don't care that your gay...I mean its all good and all, but, ummm... what's it like to kiss a guy?" "Well to tell you the truth Justin I've never really kissed a guy yet." "So wait how do you know your gay?" "Well its simple I don't get turn on by girls anymore." "So if we were to put a hot naked guy and a hot naked chick in front of you, you'd only be turn on by the guy." Everyone was laughing. "To answer your nicely put question Chris...yes only guys can turn me on." "Cool." "Well a much as I hate to stop this bonding section...we need to get going in an hour." "Ok I'll see you guys down stairs....I still need to take a shower....O and guys thanks for the support!" "No problem C...we love you!" :Back in JC's hotel room: 'Wow....they really took that well...even he did not care that I was gay...god I love him so much...and the way he look to...damn that man is sexy....those jean were so tight on his ass....and boy does he have a really nice ass....I would just love to....OK JC get a hold of yourself....you'll never get out of this shower if you keep thinking about him.' 'You know what since things went so well with the guys...I think I'll tell him when we get back from the interview today. I mean even if he does not love me back at least he will know...and he did seem pretty excepting of me today?' :In another hotel room: 'Man I can't believe JC is gay....that like a dream come true...maybe now I can tell the guys that I'm bi and I could tell JC how much I love him....and maybe we can start dating and we can stay up all night all making slow passionate....' :Knocking on the door: "Come on Joey we have to go!" "Coming Justin." |