| Chapter 6 |
| "You're what??" Lance could not believe his ears. He was hoping he heard wrong. "I said that I'm in love with JC." "No your not..." "What?...how do you know what I'm feeling?" "Justin...your straight...there is no fucking way that you love JC that way that he loves you?" "And how would you know?" "Justin you suddenly start to have feelings for JC after he tells you he loves you." "I guess I just realized it." "No, think about everything that you said about his body...yes you might have some kinds of feelings there but they are definitely not love. If anything its probably just lust." "But I mean...I really think I love him?!" :Chris and Joey's room: "God I don't know were to start....I guess I knew I was bi for about 3 years know...and I've been in love with JC for about a year and a half." "WOW...you've been in love with someone for almost 2 years...how did you know you for sure you loved him and like I don't understand why you never told him?" "Well I guess fear was the key issue...I was so sacred that he would hate me...and then when I found out that he was gay I was jumping for joy...and I had this whole thing planned out of how I was going to tell him and where and had everything planned down to the very last detail but then the whole Justin thing happened and I just can't do it." "But you still have not answered me on how you fell for him?" Joey started to blush. "Well...a this is embarrassing..." "It happened on the No Strings Attached tour..." ~Flashback~ June 2000 '...he can fall asleep just about anywhere...I mean look at him...sleeping there on that small couch taking his afternoon nap...' "Hey Joey, what you thinking about?" "O nothing much Lance...just about the album and the tour and stuff." "Ok...I'm going to take a nap...I'm talk to ya later." "Bye Lance...sleep tight" "Thanks Joe." '...the sun is shining on his face...it defines all of his wonderful features...he is so beautiful...he looks so peaceful...I mean he is curled up into a ball sleeping on that small couch and he still looks so peaceful...how I wish I could lay there with him...rap my arms around him and just sleep so close to his body...both of us in dream land together....together...how I wish we could be together...' JC starts to twitch '...no please don't wake up yet...I could watch him sleep for hours...but I guess all I can do is love him from afar...wait did I just say love...I'm in love with him...' "Hey Joe...was I asleep for long?" JC gets up and starches. He lifts his arms into the air and his shirts lifts slightly to give Joey just a little peek. "Ummm...I don't know I was sleeping myself." Joey lied. '..why don't you just tell him you've been watching him for the past 3 hours?..." "Ok...I'm going take a shower." JC walks off to the bathroom, leaving Joey alone with his thoughts. '...I'm in love with my best friend...I'm in love with JC...' Joey is smiling to himself. ~End of Flashback~ "WOW...I never would have guessed...but Joey were you ever with other guys or is JC the only guy you ever had feelings for?" "Well I mean...I always known that I like both sexes but I've always gone after girls cause it felt like that was what I had to do...but then when we started the group and I saw JC and how he just gets into everything he does and he just puts himself into everything...its just so wonderful....so ya he is the first guy that I've really had feelings for...but I've never really gone far with a guy either." "What do you mean...you've never had sex with a guy?" "Nope...I've kissed guys before...but that's as far as it went." "O...so when are you going to tell JC that truth." "I don't think I can Chris!" "Joe you don't have to tell him that you are madly in love with him...just tell him that you bi and that you're here for him." "Ya, I think your right!" "I know I'm right!" :Justin and Lance: "Justin your not in love with JC...you not!" "How do you know?" "OK you know what I did not what to do this but I will...do you want JC's big large dick pulling in and out of you?" Justin looked horrified! "You should she you face Justin...you can't even listen to me talk about it...how would you do it?" "I guess I just want o make up for everything I did!" "Justin there are better ways to fix what you did and leading JC on is not one of them. You have to talk to him because by you leading him on will just hurt him more then what you did now!" "Ya, but he does not even what to be in the same room as me, how am I going to get him to talk to me?" "I don't know Justin?" "You'll come with me..." "What?" "You going to come with me...Lance all you'll have to do is be in the same room so that way JC won't have to worry that I'll do something to him!" "Justin I don't..." "PLEASE...Lance...I hate seeing him like this...I what to make everything ok again!!!" "Ok...fine...but I'm not saying anything....I'm just there so that JC will not feel uncomfortable." "Thank you so much Lance you're the best!" The left there room and headed down the hall to JC's room. "You ready Justin?" All Justin did was nod while saying a silent prayer to himself. Lance started to knock "Hey JC its Lance can we talk?" |