| Chapter 7 |
| JC is laying on his bed rapped in his covers trying to get some sleep when he hears a knocking at the door. "Hey JC its Lance can we talk?" 'Its Lance, should I open the door??...what if he is here to tell me the guys want me out of the group??...I guess I should just open the door and get this over with!' JC walks up to the door and unlocks it then walk back to the bed and sits down. "Its open" He sees Lance walk in 'Wait there is someone with him?!...O MY GOD its Justin' JC automatically tensed and started staring at his hands. 'What is he doing here...o please god have him leave...I don't want him here...why won't this nightmare end' JC heart was racing. 'PLEASE let him leave I don't want him here.' "JC, Justin wants to talk to you, ok?" JC just keep staring at his hands and now was rocking himself back and forth on the bed. "JC I'm nothing going to leave you alone. I'm going to stay right here." Lance turns to Justin. "I'm going to sit right over there" He points to the chair by the bed. "You just watch what you say to him." Lance goes and sit in the chair. The room is filled with silence for a few minutes. JC is on the bed staring at his hands, Lance is staring at Justin, while Justin is staring at JC. Justin goes and kneels in front of JC, JC tenses again but does not look up. "JC, I'm sorry! I know that does not change what I did, but I'm truly sorry. I wish I could turn back time and take it all back, but I can't. JC I'm going to spend my whole life making it up to you, I don't want to lose my best friend. I miss you, I really do. I don't care if you gay, I really don't. But JC I'm sorry but I'm not gay and I can't love you like you love me. But, please let us be friends, I honestly never meant to hurt you." JC looks up at Justin and sees tries in his eyes 'He's sorry? I don't understand? He doesn't hate me?' "You don't hate me?" Justin could tell that JC is still sacred of him because of the way he is speaking to him. As if he were lost. "What, no ever JC." "Then why did you hit me?" JC was still speaking just above a whisper. "When you told me that you are in love with me I freaked out. I never meant to hit you. I'm so sorry for it JC. I'm going to spent everyday making it up to you!" "Its ok Justin." JC then gets up and give him a hug. Justin was shocked that JC gave him a hug. But he hug him back and whisper into his ear once more. "I'm really sorry...I am!!" "I know you are!" :The next morning in Lance's and Justin's room: Lance told Joey and Chris about last night events and could not be happier. Joey then went over to talk to JC. "So what happened?" Lance asked Chris. "He told me the truth. He told me that he's bi and in love with JC." "WOW" "My word exactly. But, when I asked him when he was going to tell JC he said never. So then I told him to at least tell him that his bi to make JC feel better." "That's good. I hope it goes well." "Me too." Joey was sitting next to JC on the bed. "So JC what are you doing today? You do remember we have the day off right?" JC looked at him and smiled. "Yes I do remember. I'm not doing anything. I know that Lance, Chris, and Justin are going shopping. Are you going with them?" "I was no planning on it. Maybe you an me can hang out?" "You want to hang out with me?" "Ya, why not? We have a lot of catching up to do!" "Ok, sounds great! What do you want to do?" "I was thinking we could go get some lunch and talk. What do you think?" "Ok sounds cool." "Kay, I'll pick you up at your room at 2. I'm going to take a shower now." "Bye Joey, I'll see you later." "Bye Josh." 'That's wired he called me Josh. Joey never calls me Josh. O well." |