| Part 2 - Admitting |
| �Really?� Joey asked. �Yeah,� JC confirmed, his voice a little stronger, but still he refused to look at Joey. �Because I would say right,� Joey told him. �You would?� JC asked a look that seemed to hold hope in his eyes. �Yeah,� Joey said. When JC finally looked up, his gaze locked on Joey�s friendly chocolate-colored eyes. They then continued to stare at each other. �Left,� Justin commented, breaking the silence. Lance looked up, staring at Justin for a moment before speaking. �Right,� he said, smiling a quick smile at Justin. �Hey! What about me? No one loves me!� Chris said, breaking the spell. The rest of the guys looked over at him, giving him strange looks. �Ok, I get the feeling I�m not wanted here,� Chris concluded, and when no one said anything, he began to get up to leave. �Wait, this is my room!� he exclaimed. All of the guys got up and left the room. �Losers,� Chris mumbled. Without saying a word, Joey and JC walked side by side out of Chris� room. JC stopped at his room and as Joey was about to pass him, he reached out and grabbed Joey�s hand. Joey stopped and gave JC a curious look. Then his gaze shifted to look down at their hands, and he smiled. �Maybe we should talk,� JC suggested. �Yeah, we probably should,� Joey agreed. They went into JC�s room after he�d unlocked the door, and sat down next to each other on the couch. �I�� JC began. �Wait,� Joey interrupted, �Me first.� �Ok,� JC agreed, looking up at Joey and waiting patiently for him to speak. �Um� well� you see� I�� Joey stumbled, �Ah screw it!� Joey pulled JC closer to his body so that their lips met. They both felt the shock go through their bodies at the contact. JC opened his mouth slightly to allow Joey�s tongue to enter. Joey tilted his head a little to get better access and began to explore JC�s mouth. They broke apart minutes later, breathing hard. They studied each other. JC noticed Joey�s ruffled hair and swollen lips, knowing he probably looked very similar. JC was the first to speak when their breathing had returned to normal, �So� are you gay?� he asked. �Well, no. I don�t think so� I guess I�m bi,� Joey replied, �you?� �Yeah, I�m gay. You don�t know how long I�ve waited for this,� JC told him. �How long?� Joey asked JC with a very curious look in his eyes. �A few years,� JC confessed. �Wow. Why didn�t you tell me before?� Joey questioned. �I didn�t want to be rejected,� JC admitted. �Have you ever� you know� done �it� with a guy?� Joey asked shyly. �No. Well, actually sort of. I mean almost,� JC answered. �What happened?� Joey wondered aloud, �Sorry, you don�t have to answer that.� �It�s okay. The guy said that I� he thought� I had� this is really embarrassing Joe,� JC said. �Whatever it is Jace, I won�t judge you or anything, you know that, right?� Joey assured him. �I know, Joey. This is just really embarrassing,� JC told him. He paused before admitting quietly, �He said I was too small, that I wouldn�t be able to satisfy his needs.� JC�s cheeks turned a light shade of red and he looked down at his lap. �Ever since then I haven�t let it get very far. I can�t deal with another rejection Joey.� �What an asshole. How long ago did he do this to you?� Joey asked curiously. �When I was 18,� JC told Joey, �But before that, I�d never� well, done �it� with *anyone.*� �You mean you�re a virgin?� Joey asked, shock written all over his face. |