| Chapter 26 |
| "What? Josh I thought you loved me, are you not serious about this? Do you want to end this? Do you want to go be with Justin? Is he your true love?" Lance was getting worked up and couldn't control his tears anymore and they freely fell down his face, as his heart broke because JC doesn't want him. He wants Justin. "Lance, I'm so sorry that is not what I meant, what I meant is I never want to have sex with you." JC was interrupted when Lance broke down into gut-wrenching sobs, "I want to make love to you, because James Lance Bass I do love you more than my life, more than my music, you are my last thought before I go to sleep and you are my first thought when I wake up. I am serious about this I never want to be without you, without you the sun don't shine, the moon don't glow, and the stars don't light up the sky. I don't want Justin, I never wanted Justin. YOU are my one true love, my only love. You stopped me from making the biggest and last mistake of my life. I am so sorry it sounded like I don't want you because I do. You are so incredibly beautiful, you've got a heart of gold and I thank God everyday that He graces me with your presence and Honey Justin's got nothing on you." Lance tears had stopped and he was awe-struck at the intensity of Jc's words. Lance fell in love with JC all over again, he took a deep breath and closed his eyes savoring the feel of JC, before he spoke he had to look away from that gaze, sometimes that gaze was too intense it was like he could see right through you, looking right to your soul. "Josh, that was so beautiful. You love ME more than your music?" Lance questioned, he had to be sure he didn't imagine that part. "Yes. If you told me to, I would quit the group in a heartbeat and live with you forever, in a heartbeat Lance. I love you that much." JC answered with tears in his eyes as he looked into Lance's watery gaze, he couldn't look away he was hypnotised by the love he saw radiating from Lance's eyes. Lance couldn't look away from JC's gaze he was mesmerised by the oceans of deep blue that was filled with fear, pain and pure Love that he couldn't look away even if he tried. [[There is no doubt in my mind that Jc loves me, you can see all the love in his heart in his eyes. Gosh I think I've cried more in the last 3 days than I have in my entire life. I love him so much, I know I couldn't go on living if he wasn't in my life]] Lance thought as he continued to stare into Josh's beautiful eyes. It was a if God above pushed them together because while looking in to eachother's eyes they moved as one and touched eachother's lips barely brushing them, then JC moved his fingers up Lance's ribcage with excrutiating slowness which left Lance gasping for breath and clinging on to Jc's biceps. Josh slid his fingers into the soft silky strands of Lance's hair and kissed Lance's top lip then kissed Lance's lush bottom lip then he kissed both lips at once. Lance moaned and slid his arms around JC's slender waist bunching his fingers in JC's shirt as JC continued to kiss him breathless. Josh slid his hand from Lance's hair to his face tenderly caressing Lance's cheek as he kissed Lance's bottom lip again and ran his tongue over it asking for permission to enter Lance's warm wet mouth. Lance was literally floating on cloud 9 as he parted his lips to let Jc's beautiful tongue into his mouth. Jc slipped his tongue into Lance's mouth and proceeded to swirl his tongue around his mouth before becoming entangled with Lance's smooth tongue. Lance groaned deep in his throat as he touched JC's velvety tongue, he slid his hands under Jc's shirt stroking his back as he played with Jc's tongue. JC kissed Lance for a few more minutes then he broke away from Lance's mouth and kissed his chin, his jaw and then kissed his way down to Lance's beautiful neck, kissing, sucking and lightly biting on the pale skin he found there. Lance gasped when JC moved away from his mouth and kissed down his neck. Lance had never been so turned on by one-kiss before, if he died right now he knew he would die happy. JC kissed Lance's collarbone then kissed Lance's throat and lightly ran his tongue around Lance's Adam's apple, and pulled back and blew on it causing Lance to purr. Lance arched his neck as Jc continued to do wonders with his tongue and Lance shivered as Jc tongued his Adam's apple; one of his most sensitive areas. When JC blew on it he shivered, purred and slowly slid the tips of his fingers up Josh's spine smiling when Josh shivered and resumed kissing Lance's sensitive neck. Josh was hard-as-a-rock and almost came in his shorts as Lance moved his finger slowly up his spine, he kissed his way to Lance's ear and breathed heavily into it for a minute before growling huskily, "You are driving me crazy." Lance shivered as he felt JC breathing into his ear, Lance never knew how erotic hearing JC breathing in his ear was. Lance was barely keeping control to not come right then and there when Josh said that, he knew JC was close because of his ragged breathing, "Oh God." Lance moaned. And then he moved his head and took JC's lips in a passionate kiss and hugged him tight as he explored the warm mouth. JC kissed back with a passion he had never felt before with anyone and he wrapped his legs around Lance's waist and pulled him close so there crotch's were pressed tightly together. Lance moaned as his covered dick was pressed against Josh's which was sweet torture. Lance bravely and seductively rolled his hips against JC's and groaned at the delicious new sensation. Josh moaned as Lance ground his hips into Josh's, JC reciprocated by thrusting his hips into Lance's. The sensation was indescribeable. Josh broke the kiss and panted, "Oh Baby, that feels so good." When Josh broke the kiss, Lance kissed his way down Jc's neck a he moved against Jc, "Oh Josh." Lance moaned as he moved his fingers inside JC's shirt and played with his nipples. JC moaned as Lance played with his sensitive nipples, he turned his head and nibbled on Lance's earlobe and breathed heavily into his ear, "Come for me baby, show me your love." Lance groaned and moved faster against Jc kissing him again and pulled him even closer if that were possible, "Oh Darlin, I'm close J, so close." Lance moaned as he moved against JC, he was getting close and he knew it wouldn't be long now. JC moved faster against Lance moaning against his mouth, wanting to come with him he wanted to share this perfect moment with Lance. Lance started bucking wildly against Jc, "Oh Baby, I-I'm coming, I love you Baby, I love you so much." Lance groaned and he was coming and it was hot, and sweet and so so good. He pulled Josh even closer and crushed there body's together; if they could occupy the same space they would. Josh moaned, "I Love you Lance." And he was coming too and Josh nearly passed out from the intense pleasure he felt, he wanted to cherish the feel of his and Lance's orgasm as the aftershocks still wracked their body's. Lance collapsed on Josh breathing heavily, face flushed, and so so happy. In that beautiful moment Lance realized that they came together, in perfect harmony. Josh tried to regulate his breathing as he held Lance tightly, he whispered into Lance's hair. "I love you Lance, I love you so much." Lance looked at Josh his pale-green eyes glowing, "We came together Josh, in the same moment." Lance thought his heart would burst with all the love he felt for Josh at this moment. Josh smiled stroked Lance's hair back from his forehead and whispered, "In synch." Lance looked at Josh for a moment before bursting out laughing, Josh laughed as well. Lance kissed Josh and pulled away and looking into Josh's blue, blue eyes as he spoke, "Josh that was amazing. I love you so much. I am the happiest I have ever been and it's all because of you." Lance smiled as Josh's eyes teared up. Josh looked deep into Lance's eyes then took his lips in a sweet kiss and pulled Lance of the couch and whispered, "Let's shower." "Together." Lance asked nervous at the thought of seeing Jc's beautiful body. Naked. "I'll be a perfect gentleman." Josh said then grinned as he took Lance's hand and led him to the bathroom laughing. Jc stayed a perfect gentlemen as they showered and when they got out smelling fresh and clean they went to Josh's bunk and fell asleep cuddled together for the rest of the drive to Illinois. |