FirstSight13

justin stayed there, cuddled close to lance, breathing deeply and thinking
about [everything] that had happened. justin knew he was pretty young to be having all of these experiences, and he knew that it was pretty bizarre that he was caught in such a desperate love triangle at age 14, but he also knew that he loved lance and [had] loved jc and that he'd do everything he could to make it all work out.

lance could hear the wheels turning in justin's mind. "what is it, baby?" he asked justin softly, stroking the boy's unruly curls.

"i was just thinking," justin answered softly.

"i know, baby, but about what?"

"tonight. what happened, lance? things got so crazy there. and then i saw you kissing jc, the way i wanted to be kissing you, and, well..." justin sniffled, once again overwhelmed by it all.

[poor baby], lance though, cutting justin all the slack in the world. [he is
only 14...] out loud lance said, "tonight was crazy, justin. you and i were all caught up in being together for the first time and jc, well, he took advantage of that." lance felt justin jump a little in his arms, so he
soothed the boy, saying "no, i don't hate jc or anything like that, i hurt
for him." lance dropped his voice and continued, "i think jc loves you the way i do, j, but like you said, he can't have you right now. he'll come to
accept that."

justin sniffled as added, "you're right, lance. i hurt for him, too. he's
my best friend, and god did i look at him with wanting eyes a million times in the past. but don't worry, lance, those looks are only for you now. jc will be ok, i know he will. and i'll help take care of him." when justin said that, it was lance's turn to twitch. justin smiled, "no, not like
tonight," he told his boyfriend, "jc will learn that we're just friends again. i know he will. and hey, maybe he'll fall for joey or chris -- or both! -- then our little group will really be close-knit, closer than brothers," he finished with a smile.

lance laughed, squeezing justin tight. "i hope you're right, baby."

justin rolled over on lance's bed, sighing happily ... until he caught sight
of lance's alarm clock, which read 10:15. "oh shit," he mumbled, "my mom wanted me home by 10:00," he paused looking down at his naked body which was still sticky from the evening's activities. "i need to get cleaned up."

lance, of course, had the answer. "call your mom and say we lost track of time, and let her know i'll have you home soon, then you and i can shower." lance noticed the question in justin's eyes and answered it before the younger boy could ask it. "yes, together."

justin's eyes glittered at the prospect of more time to be spent with lance,
naked, and wet, and ... well, suffice it to say that justin was on and off
the phone with his mom in record time.

after justin hung up the phone, lance smiled and took justin's hand, leading him across the hallway to the bathroom. since both were still naked from earlier, as soon as the water was hot enough, the two stepped into the shower.

justin let the steam clear away all of his worries regarding jc. as lance's
hands slid over him, touching and teasing under the hot spray, all conscious thought left justin's mind. he let himself merely exist there with lance. when lance slid a pair of soapy fingers into him, justin moaned and bit down on lance's shoulder. when lance stroked him, both inside and out, to another screaming orgasm, justin howled and sank to his knees exhausted ... but not exhausted enough not to repay the favor. he licked along lance's thighs, showing off all he'd already learned that evening.

"you're a fast learner, j," lance panted, "you gonna show off some more?"

justin didn't answer, he merely licked his way up and over lance's cock.
he'd never done this before, but he'd now watched a few times, so he figured it couldn't be that hard. sucking on the tip of lance's cock, justin slid his own soapy fingers over lance's balls and behind them, up to lance's tight opening. he slid his fingers into lance just as the older boy had done to him, and lance yelped as justin prodded him from the inside. justin moved his fingers around until lance let go a wild yell that echoed around the steamy bathroom, and justin knew he'd hit the right spot. still sucking and running his tongue over lance's cock, justin concentrated on making his boyfriend cum.

lance, bracing himself against the shower wall, panted, "you sure you've
never done this before, baby?" justin was going to respond, but then lance gave a little "oohf" grunt and came, yelling justin's name, and justin
swallowed what lance gave him.

when lance was spent, justin licked his lips and stood again. lance crushed him in a tight embrace, eagerly plunging his tongue into justin's waiting mouth. justin knew lance would be able to taste himself in the kiss, and he liked that thought.

"god, j, that was incredible," lance said, turning off the shower before
kissing along justin's jaw and licking off water droplets that clung there.

"thanks, lance, but i think you're the incredible one."

lance rolled his eyes. "thanks, but you don't have much to compare me to."

justin looked down, and said, very softly, "actually i do. jc."

lance said nothing, he just gathered his wet boyfriend into his arms. "it'll
be ok, j. we'll all be ok. you and i will be ok together. and jc, well,
he's gonna be a ok, too."

"i hope so," echoed justin, then he sighed. "i need to get home. i'm
already pretty late."

"of course," lance said, handing justin a clean towel.

the pair dressed quietly and then lance drove justin home. after a quick
parting kiss in the car, lance said, "see you at rehearsal, baby j."

"right, goodnight," justin answered, before leaving the car and disappearing into his house.

[god, i hope rehearsal tomorrow goes ok.]