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There is something annoying
Yet pleasurable
About laughing until you cry.
There is something painful
Yet relieving
About releasing all of your anger.
There is something frightening
Yet fulfilling
About trusting someone.
There is something difficult
Yet enjoyable
About getting up each day to live life.
Sometimes
When I start thinking
I wonder if
God prevented
My death
Because Heaven
would not take me.
Granted
life has pain
struggle loss hurt
loneliness hatred
fear danger troubles
heartache guilt
and bitterness
but it's also filled with
grace love happiness
peace growth kindness
strength sweetness
hope pride
and care
Mommy.
My name now.
They call for me always.
Three little people
Who look to me for love
and security.
God has placed them in my keeping.
He has trusted me with their safety.
I look back at my life and
I wonder why.
I do not deserve
these blessings.
But I do cherish
these gifts.
Alone in life
A battered soul
regains strength on it's own.
A guiding light
to lead the way broke through
and sunlight
Filled the spirit --
no definite shape.
This dispersion of character
has made it possible
for life to continue.
Time passes
and pain ebbs.
A battered soul gave up
to find life was more
than it ever meant.
It has regained strength.
I Will
If you ever need someone to be here with you,
I will be.
If you feel alone and want someone near,
I will be.
If you want silence,
Someone to share that silence with,
I will share with you.
If you need another to talk to,
To tell of life and how it is,
I will listen.
Whatever you need or want
I will do.
Because...I will be your friend.
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I would love to rewrite life.
Go back, change me
If at all possible.
All scripts have defects
But those can be fixed.
Life as it is written,
Cannot.
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