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By Jess |
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As a survivor of childhood abuse, I cannot stand abuse against children of any kind. This is my tribute page to everyone who has been hurt. We did not deserve to have our innocence stolen, our trust torn apart. We deserve to be heard, to speak. We deserve to LIVE! |
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This medal is for all Survivors for your strength and bravery. You survived. |
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Just My Thoughts:
Maybe I am two - Gemini - the twins - bipolar - dissociative. I have times of pure joy and happiness, but am shadowed mostly by a dark, horrible cloud that just won't let me go.
I float away, yet somehow I keep moving, working, living...even though I am merely watching sometimes, I guess becuz I cannot bear to face something in my mind yet.
I have been damaged. That damage makes me feel guilty and deserving of all things bad...I do not deserve to live in the first place.
In one way I feel like everyone would be better off without me around....the hubby and kids would not have to deal with a crazy lady. But I also know that kids need their mothers. And I know that I need them...they keep me here. |
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When I start having flashbacks and memories, that is usually when I want to hurt myself. I feel alone.....although I know I am not alone by far. What happened to me, happens far too often. I am trying to take care of me. I am trying to be a good mother and wife and person. I pray each day not only to keep my loved ones safe, but for guidance. |
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If you have a story to share, or would like to hear my own story please email me....or check out MY STORY below. |
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Jess's Poem Page
Jess Quits Smoking
MY STORY
My 3 Kids Page
Words of Wisdom
Jess's Xanga |
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