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| Lay in the cold, Know one is home, Happiness is brief, Laughter has mold Daytime to nighttime, Dissapointment I dread, Does anyone care, What I did, What I said? Friends to whom I can't explain I sit by myself People near and far What I feel, is this growing pain. Walk up to my father, Walk straight through Such a chore, to even bother I never seem to get anywhere, I try and I fail In sleep I am restless An endless, screaming, impatient...ring When Will It End? |
| Depression |
| Julie Lenny |
| You |
| I look in your eyes, You put me at peace, Now I can die In my heart formed a crease, You Your eyes talk More dreams play My feelings walk Your smile a beautiful ray You Our eyes have locked Dove singing above My mind has docked, Have I fallen in love? You What does love mean? I'll never know, Why can't it be seen? My stomach so low You Don't let me go Look at me! There are others, so? You're all I see |
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| Moving On |
| In a moment of desperation I needed love so bad, You arrived as my last salvation How did I end up so sad? With my heart in your hands And my woth on the line Feelings so far from land Can this scar heal over time? I fell for your words, Face down on cement Your priorities are backwards All this time was misspent You threw my head in your shit You kicked me down But I cannot quit Yes, it is a small take down But what is life for, If not to learn lessons, Not that I am out post war, Your concious continually worsens But I will prevail I've found someone new Stand up and inhale New thoughts to persue All I can say, Is you made my life better A new thought I portray Try not to be bitter Or let that feeling inset And always be careful, Move on with no regrets It doesn't have to end hurtful |
| Silently padding thru the moonlit forest, I approach ever so cautiously... Hidden by the dense brush, Two eyes, reflected by the moons white light, are seen... Watching... Waiting... Maintaining my distance, Near yet far enough for me to escape... I wonder will he beckon me With acceptance or maim me With glaring indifference or ridicule... I live within my fears, Manifested by ferocity... Hesitation... and solitude... Until the he�s beautiful eyes meet mine, Together, frozen in time... Feeling a whispering chill... But my heart suddenly fills, For you, the wolf |
| My Wolf |
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| If I ask you no questions Would you tell me no lies Or would you give me the truth Wrapped up in disguise Do you care enough To call me your girl Or will you lose interest And fade me out of your world? When you need someone to hold Am I the one you find Or am I just the one you call When sex is on your mind? Would it matter if I leave And never saw you again Or would you feel relief And just find another friend? Could you see yourself being mine Us together as how we belong Or are you waiting for the time When something better comes along? Do you know how I feel How much I really care Or do you doubt that it�s real And think the sex is why I�m here? If I tell you that I love you Would you say you felt the same Or believe it was untrue And think I was playing games? If I ask you no questions Would you tell me no lies Or would you give me the truth Wrapped up in disguise? |
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