He Demonstrates His Mastery
I learned several things in the past week.
I discovered it is easier for me to give pleasure than to receive it. There is a
measure of control when a girl uses her lips and hands to elicit a groan of
satisfaction from her Master. She loses that edge when he does not allow her to
focus on what she does to him ... but rather on what he does to her.
Punishment is not the only way a Master can demonstrate his control over his
slave's body. He can master her as completely ... and possibly more so ...
through pleasure when she is made to focus on each sensation, from light to
intense.
I realized in the morning as I went quietly about my chores that the night
before when he did not allow me to touch him, but insistently drove me to higher
levels of pleasure, that my body was not mine to control even then. Who is
Master and who is slave ... He has the power over me to deny my satisfaction ...
or to insist on it.
At the other end of the spectrum, I was whipped several nights ago, more harshly
than ever before. He has not had to do so often. This was only the third time.
I corrected him in public. I did not mean to do so, but by my words, corrected
him in a public place before other free people. I thought I was explaining
something that he misunderstood. My explanation was not asked for. He is Master.
I am slave. He demands very much from me. No... that's not exactly correct. He
demands everything from me.