i'm a bit scared. what if i get stuck with a flat tire in the middle of a snow storm with no more nutrigrain bars and pennies in my pocket? what if... what if...
what if i
always wonder
what if i...
so i am thankful for my mom's nagging cautions reminders to be careful. i think about the weather. (i realized yesterday my stick ass is gonna freeze so i had to repack and borrow more sweaters. hehehe) i plan. i pray.
my biggest fear in life is to ever become too afraid to do, to love, to live, to dare, to try... i fear, above all, fear...
(and as i type this up, goapele's closer ques up on media player)
a friend asked me, are you ready?
i said, i don't know about "ready." i'm just gonna do it.
just starting is more than half of it. so enough rambling... i'll change my voice mail for location updates. hehehe.
Friday 10.04.03