| f, marry, kill |
| It's always the same in this pathetic world guilt upon lust will blind your eyes nothing has changed in this synthetic world our hands are tied by our own lives rusted razors speak porcelain veins a broken candle burns at both ends remember the time when we were young so blind believe in our hearts we knew our way home now we have changed looking for what's lost inside searching for love that has left us brisk abortions peel back my eyes love wilts naked with a slit wrist conform wont take me conform wont bury words persuasion words frustration broken hurt underneath this architecture your beautiful love a dead and veinless whore one thousand counts of depraved debauchery love recoiled in the back of your fist betray all that you know for a perfect fuck where are your friends that you once clinged too lost forgotten in the back of your mind blood drips down your arm cause she's abandoned you looking for answers in a empty bottle hoping one day that she'll come back there was no love that she could bring to you one more life another statistic broken behind a wall of suicide BROKEN, HURT,UNDERNEATH THIS ARCHITECTURE... |
| Twitching in puddles of urine their lives transcribed to help cynical minds bathing in pools of astringent innocent pain for their blood to impress to gain you look pretty in LD-50 suffer blind unseen they die suffer blind unheard they scream astringent eyes dissect to perceive silent cries suffer to believe there is no salvation in their beating heart students forced to dissection by a guided hand FUCK YOU, where's your destination hiding behind your shit, piss by means of vivisection hiding behind you're soon you'll crucify me sucked through open trauma sewed by the times that lie to you bleeding well pulverize you die |
| mr. neilson's uniform |
| healing is for the sick |
| Wounded I fall blind now I see walk alone I know what's been done to me speaking words of pain all your life you know what's good for me silence from this pain take what's left and bury it deep inside of me where is all this love? all my life you can see what it's done to me fallen words that take rebuild a life that crumbles inside of me there is words that take from you in my eyes you can see what's suffering suffering in my mind losing all that I find drinking to kill the pain how long will this life remain until I... scream at the sky I can hear that dead thing humming scattered pictures of car wrecks and suicides a harvest moon shines a blood-whitening smile with a slit wrist have you seen your little girl? what does she have in her mouth? do you think she can taste the morality that burns inside her head? do you see what's going on or do you just see? I see you I see you laughing at me I know you're talking a bunch of bullshit about me I won't break down suck my cock slut but if time changes... some die and lose hope |