I feel it�s not fair that some days I scare of losing you. I�m happy with choosing you. Some days I may be confusing you, but remember I�m never abusing you. Always remember I couldn�t stand losing you. I don�t know what I would do. It�s true I try not think it. The posion, I�d drink it if I saw you lying there. As I stare, I wish to be the one to die. I cry and then I try to take your place as I look at your face. It�s the happiness that I miss looking between us. Take me back to that bus, when I sit there ready to look you up and down. Ready to act a clown. Ready to turn around the frown. You keep me on the ground, but at the same time get me to heaven. Everything you do I�m loving. Everything you are I look to be. Everything I see has you and me walking hand in hand. My future is grand. But only because my present has no emptiness like my past. But only because these past few months I grew stronger with you. I grew stronger with love. I found something I never dreamt of. You are my everything. You are all I�m loving.
Patience is a virtue and I will always wait for you. No mater how long the wait I�ll strive for that date. Let me just state to you and the world that there is no other girl worth my time. None worth this rhyme like you are babe. For you I won�t shave. For you I grow my hair. At you I stare. I know it is not fair that each day we are apart. But in me you are not apart from me. You are in my heart to stay, each and every waking day. Each and every sleeping night. You are what is right in my life. You are for what I strive. I�d have to be a god to be like you. You are the screw that is keeping me together. You are the medicine that is keeping me together. Before you I was blue. Before you there was little I knew. Before you there was little I cared for. But in my life now, there is something special that I would not give up for the world. One girl has come to me and showed me more then I have ever seen before. There is no more, only you I adore. There is no lore that I search for. You are the beginning of my new start. And until the end you will be with me in my heart.
Love is hard to find, but keep in mind that I have found mine. We have found ours. I searched the many hours of the many days of the many years of my life. I felt things would never be right. But one night I found my place and met a beautiful face. In my arms you will suffer no harms. Me in your own I know I will never be alone. With you I�m in the zone and never a drone. You make me happy as one can be. You make my life worth more then it ever was. You love me just because I am who I am. I love you ma�am, just because you are so damn wonderful. Never cruel. All you do puts a smile on my face. Weither your grace or your sweetness you create a bliss inside that I would miss too much and never want the such. You are too much the whole of my heart. Without you I would fall apart. Without you I would be empty. You don�t keep the love skimpy. You make me preppy but I still love you more then love even knew possible. You were my impossible, but now are my only. You console me and I will you. Until the end of time. It�s soon valentine and I got mine and you got yours. We are ours. And for hours I miss you, I need you, and will always love you.
Kim's Poems to Jon
Another day without you near. It only makes me fear, that you won't be here. You seem so close yet so far. I'm longing for the day when our heart beat becomes one. The day when you would say that I�m the one. I hope that love will lead us there. Honestly, trust and belief is all i ask and in return the package of my undying love yet to be revealed. It's a natural thing to fall in love and be loved, let�s hope nature doesn't take a different course, and leave us wanderers in the wilderness. But again if it's love we will survive, for love conquers everything. Only if we believe in US and not ME, would this relationship be a success. To love means to sacrifice, is that what you�re saying to me? Even if loving me costs you, is it a risk you are willing to take just to be with me? With you my love, I dare to spend my quality time with. With each passing day, missing you brings me nothing but pain, but the love I have will ensure that I endure till the end, for with sufficient patience comes success. Only time can tell, if what we are feeling now is true. With our actions which speak louder than words would our TRUE LOVE BE revealed. With this thought in mind I say to you ,"Gold is made under pressure" and "oath grows in contrary winds". From my heart to yours.
Every time I look at your I smile. Your face, your smile, and your body I long for.I need your touch. Your the one I can always believe in. Your everything I desire, with you I feel complete. I want to fall so deep into you and lose myself in your sweet embrace. I will be your answer at the end of the line. I will be there for you. Will you take your time. If ever you�re uncertain I will be your solid ground, I will be your balance. If it takes my whole life I will wait for you baby because I know it will all be worth it in the end. Cause I know that I need you in my life. And when everything falls down you'll still be standing there waiting to hold me. Because of you I wear a smile stretched from ear to ear. You�re an angel. I don�t ever want to disappoint you. I miss the little things. I miss everything. I miss you and I love you so much Jonathan Brown. In your eyes I see my future. I think I found my best-friend. I think about you all the time. Please don�t stop bugging me baby. I love you and I will do anything for you.