It�s incredible how we are on the same level. Forget the devil, you are my temptation. You are my greatest sensation. In me I feel you. And I know you do the same. You keep my breath going. I�m knowing there is no other that can do this. I know no other kiss makes me feel this way. It�s the things you say. It�s the way everyday you make me feel. I know things are real. I know things are going to stay real. I know you are going to stay, and you know everyday I will too. You know it�s true. I know it�s true. I look in your eyes and besides the love I recognize, I see myself in them. You, Kim, are the only one for me. I know it�s going to be. I know we just have to let it be.
My baby is so lovely. It makes me happy that she would never laugh at me. I know she can see that we are going to be lasting. For her I will start fasting. For her I will start praying. I�m saying that there is a God, because she is one of his angels. Ring the bells. I am in love with this beauty from above. Take my hand so you can understand the love I hold. Be bold and promise never to let go. Just know where you go I go. There are faces I have dreamed of seeing. There are places I had dreamed of being. Now those are nothing, without the one I am loving. She is the one thing I want to bring, no matter where my journey leads. She is the manifest of my greed. All my deeds are done for her. Her allure has got me caught. But that�s alright because I don�t want to fight. No night is complete without her by my side. Where I can confide but never hide. I�ve never tried. I�ve never lied. I have cried when she has left my side, because it hurts inside when she is not near. But I never fear that she won�t return. For that day I yearn.
Something�s wrong. We�ve been in love so long. Now I am gone and some reason you are keeping something from me. It�s something I can�t see. What could it be? I just know it was something I did. I know it�s nothing I meant. So I will create something that can be sent. Maybe this is my vent. Maybe you need to. I don�t know what I should do. I don�t know what you should do. It�s true I�m always here. It�s true I want you to have nothing to fear. But maybe I don�t bring that. But it�s a fact that�s the exact thing I�m trying. I don�t want you crying.. Never will you catch me lying. It would kill me more then seeing you crying. I�ve got the Pacer game on and that�s usually all I want. But something isn�t right. This night I wish I could hold my baby tight. But she has no flight coming in tonight. I have no chance to hold her. I want to be a cure to her. But I just can�t do it for some reason. I can�t wait for the holiday season when I will have weeks of her presence. It�s her essence. Some scent she has sent to my sensory glands. It�s the way she stands. The way she looks when she wakes up that takes my breath away. Some day everyday I will be taken away in this very way. I need not hunt. It�s all I want.
There are good days, and the bad. With you the glad outrank the sad. With you I feel this bliss. With you I feel this happiness. I�ll never forget this. For I have never felt this. With you I feel my best-friend. With you I feel no end. With you I feel more then a friend. Never has it been this good. I should or I wish I could� stop all time. Come live with you now. Oh how, I want to speed up time. But all I can do is wait. I will. I will go to any state. As long as my fate ends with you in my arms. Whether a farm or where ever you take me I will be there. Ready for you to bare your heart. Ready for you to feel a part. A part of me. I can see you and me becoming one. There is none other I want to share with what I got to bare. I want to bare what you got to share. I want my days to start with the sound of your heart beat in my ear. Then I will have nothing to fear. With the days ending in the same way that they start. With your smile. With your style. With your grace. With your face. With your love. With your unconditional love. This is something serious. Never mysterious and I know I�m not going delirious. I finally found someone true to me. You make me feel so free. We have to agree that few do see what we have found. You keep me on the ground. I know what we have is sound. It can�t be broke. From the moment you spoke. From the moment I looked into your eyes. From the moment I felt your thighs. From the moment I touched your lips and I grabbed your hips. From the moment I found security in something I knew would last for eternity. It�s a pity something has to go wrong for you to find what it was you long for. It�s too bad that before you can�t realize what you should have recognized. But you take for granted. But I will try not anymore. I love you more then you know. My days of low I don�t me to do the things I do. It�s true I do see the rest of my life in you.
I�m happy to say, happy birthday to my world. My girl. Tonight I am staying up past midnight so that the second afterward. I can say a word or few. I love you and happy birthday. Yesterday and today and some have been full of tension. I don�t know why it has been. I don�t know when it had started, but it�s time it parted. I don�t know what to do, I can just continue to love you and be there for you. Maybe I can do more too, if I can tell me. Let me see. I want to be the best for my best. On your special day there is only one way for me feel. I am being real when I say I am the happiest on your birthday, because it makes me realize how good I have it. How I wouldn�t have it any other way. But there is no way for me to say. How much I care for you. How much I want to share with you the rest of my life. Which will be the best of my life. Anymore I don�t know what more to say. So today I will just finish with I love you like I always do. It�s true and I don�t know what more to tell you.
I�m serious that I have gone delirious with love. You�re the one I�m speaking of. So beautiful at times a handful but full of what I want. For you the hunt has ended. And me you have befriended. And me an you are perfect for one another. I want no other and you the same. One name I love. Kim Judy Hazzard is that one love. More then from above you are the greatest part of my heart. For you I will do anything. From you I want just one thing. Your heart. And it�s already become a part of my own. I�ve been driven and flown. But next I want to stay with you forever. For the better and the worse. I would be cursed to lose you now. Or ever. I will forget you never. I will love you forever. With time I will grow better at taking care of you. At sharing with you. At doing to you what you love best. Give me a test and I will pass. I will dig through trash. And take a lashing for your asking just to be together. You and me will be forever my lover. Forever and ever� and ever.
The many ways she sets my fire a blaze makes this craze I got for her growing stronger and lasting longer. It�s no wonder I�ve kept her. I accept her just the way she is. She�s my miss, but can�t wait to make her my misses. Can�t wait to smother her with kisses. This is bliss when it�s us. I miss when it�s us together. Under one shelter it�s so much better. But with one such letter I feel good. But if I could have her with me instead, on my bed or not. But more then the thought I love her a lot. There�s a bit of friction since we have some restriction, our exception is the conception that we will be close again. We have been, we loved it then. We love it now. I think it�s how we both get through the day. It�s my way, knowing some way and some day we will be going the same way. Skies go from gray to blue when it�s you with me. I can then see clearly. I�ve been obsessed about the way I�ve been blessed. And I still want to say how much better it�s getting. I�m betting few have gotten this too. I�ll never be through with you. I�m too into you. Everything I want with you. With you things only improve. I�ve got nothing to lose but you. You keep me amused. I know you won�t keep me confused. With you I know I�m not used, I know I�m not abused. You are who I choose. I�m who you choose. With you I got so much to lose. I would be distraught if I was to not have you as my own. I wish I had known you all along, because so long I searched for one of your type. Without hype I can say that you are more then I even expected before. Mi amour. My love. My dove. I�ll never shove. I�ll hold you high above everyone else, everything else. Check my heart beat. It rises with the feel of your heat. It�s neat these feelings you entice. It�s nice. I like the feel of something real when you touch my heart. You made a new start. You made me feel a part of something more. You�ve become my core. You�re what�s keeping me going. I�m knowing that the flowing that I�m showing for you each day is inspired by your make up. When I wake up, it�s you in my mind. You are the kind I always confide in. You�re who I�m hiding with. Love is something great, but this is a rate in which you must find someone special. I�m unsocial and found no one local, but one true love I have found. To her I am bound. With her I have found love and more within. You keep me breathing. It�s about to be my special day, but no matter how social the day it seems it won�t be complete. Nothing beats having my baby with me. I wish just maybe she could be with me on my twentieth birthday on the eighteenth Saturday. After two decades I found someone I want to see the cascades and everything. I found someone I want to give a ring. I found someone that can bring some bliss to my life. I found someone that can bring something I missed in my life. I found my best friend. I found my end and I found my eternity. I found something I couldn�t bare give up. I would first give my life up. Hold a knife up and I will take it for her. She is so pure. Her allure. She sure has gotten me blissfully happy as I could ever be. As I have ever been. It�s what I�m loving. You are who I�m loving. There is nothing more I need. Just you�
