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| April 10 - Sorry bout not writing yesterday. I failed you all. Um guess what today is......Senior Skip Day. Well actually for me it was "sorta Senior Skip Day" cuz i went to school for a couple of hours. (I had a hisory quiz) But nobody was there so I left. I wish I oculd drive somewhere and actually make use out of this free day but the whole "no liscense" sorta ruins it. I do need to get one. I just have to wiat a little less then a month till I turn 18 and then I'm all set. yup. So last night was the last performance of my play. It went relally well. The room was full of pple (some had to stand) and I was really good. Im not gonna be modest, it was the best I could of done and I ROCKED THE HOUSE!!! People are coming up to me now and saying things like "Your my favorite new person" or "your a sexy bitch" or "best actor there" or....or.....or....(this is actually true, as are the previous) "want to give me a private performance of your monologue." ...................... ummm............... yeah. All the other actors were really good too. Even when Sarah, was doing her dialogue and she couldn't stop laughing , it still sorta fit in with the scene. hehe let me explain, its pretty funny actually. In her scene she is sitting at a table drunk. Now her character lost her toe when she was like 4. It was reattached, i guess. Well during her speel she comments about how her toe came off a 2nd time. and makes this joke: "well I was running cross country and the toe was broken clear off. I guess one can't reattach anything...... not in the long run anyway. HAHAHA, get it ...cross country.....long run.....oh I crack myself up." well sarah was only supposed to laugh only like 30 secs. But she sorta lost control and she couldn't stop laughing for like 5 minutes, it seemed. But the whole laughing fit ....umm, fit into her character and it made the scene all the better. it was pretty funny. I guess you had to be there. ahh last night was fun. wish ya could of seen it. (and those who did, your on top of the cool list. Oh and chels is on the tippity top cuz not only did she go to the 1st performance but came at the end of the 2nd performance to give me flowers. *all together now* ....... AWWWWWWWWW) well, i gtg now. and take a nap. I think I caught a virus that has gotton everyone sick at my school. It's been getting worse. ugh.well. bye John |
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| April 8 - I need to be on the look out right now cuz chelsea is coming over to have parents sign a permision slip to allow me to go to her prom. ................................. ........................................................................................................................................................ Okay. that last bit that I typed was written several hours ago. It's now 10:30. Chelsea came for bout 3 minutes then left. I then had dinner and did homework. In other words, I completely forgot I had this one. But no worries, im completeing it now. k. Last Night. My play went pretty well. pple laughed when they were supposed to, which is a good thing. Plus one of the cast was sick so I had to read his monologue. So im up on stage, in front of the audience, doing someone else's speech with a hidden script. AND this was the fist time I had ever read the scene. At first it was akward but it got smoother as it went. I'll have to admit, under the extreme pressure I had to do it, I did pretty ok. Also did I mention that I do MY monologue, the ethan one, wearing nothing except boxers. There's a very thin cloth between the skit being rated R and rated X. Well tomorrow, thursday, we are performing it again. SO IF YOU ARE IN THE AREA OF CAPE COD, MA, COME TO MY PLAY AT STURGIS CHARTER SCHOOL IN HYANNIS @ 7:30. IF YOU NEED MORE INFO, CONTACT ME BY EMAIL, BEFORE THE PERFORMANCE OF COURSE (or if you just want to talk bout something completely else.......AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!. THERE'S SOMETHING CRAWLING AROUND IN MY CEILING . RIGHT. NOW. !!!!!!!!! I AM VERY CREE... AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! OMG. I'M AFRAID ITS GONNA CRAWL OVER ME AND FALL ON ME!!!! THIS IS FREAKING ME OUT. IF YOU THINK IM KIDDING ......IM NOT......okay.......it's gone quiet. Im literally shaking right now. I hope its not a racoon or worse a skunk. I live in my basement so something could very well be living above me. and it's not like its a shackled ceiling, its very thin tiles.....AAAAHHHHHH. IT MOVED AGAIN. IM SOOO OUT OF HERE. BYE. |
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| April 7 - Argh. I've been a terrible webmaster these past days. Im very sorry. On top of flat out breaking a promise, this entry is also gonna suck cuz in about 10 minutes I have to leave to go perform my play. So quickly. The after-prom party. It was wicked fun. When I fist got there I did sumo wrestling in these big suits on a moonwalk. The suits were really hot and IM glad i wore itearly on cuz im sure it was pretty gross as the night went on. (There will be pics of all this soon. the pics should be developed tomorrow. I was told today but I was lied to. grrrr.) There was also foozball which is one of the most addicted games that I play. Im so-so at it. not good but not sucky.let's see. There was also a human hamster ball that I rolled around it. fun. I sang "Ive got you babe" with Iggy on the Karoke machine. my mike didn't work . plus Iggy started to sing the Sonny parts forcing me to have to sing Cher. I hate Cher. She scares me. Um the only "ugh" part of the night was the psychic. The was one there and I went to it. She basically told me that there would be a major "loss" in my life that would sorta change it's course and when I asked if I would be successful as an actor she told me that "It's in the stars that your purpose is meant elsewhere, perhaps directing." UGH.....UGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGH!!!!!!!! i hate all psychics now. menat to do something else ha. Im glad I went to see her. Now I have more motivation to just prove her wrong. grrrrrrrr. And on that not. Im gonna go act my little heart out at my play. I'll be doing Backstory, bout a bro and a sis. Go to the writing corner and click on Ethan to see the scene that I'm doing tonight, or refresh your memory. I did the scene in front of bout 30 students today and it went really well. so on that note, im outa here. bye John |
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| April 5 - Okay I have about 3 minutes to type this entry cuz I'm at work right now. So I'll have to tell you about the after - prom party tomorrow. Um, If you have noticed, or not, I am redoing the picture section. check it out to see the redesign. Also I have a pic from the prom up, which I took off Mike's site so I could have something to show you. The pics that I took will be up as soon a possible. They should be getting developed as I type. ok. my time is up. sorry bout the extreme shortness of the entry. Tomorrw will be much better. Me promise. k, bye. John |
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| April 4 ......I think. - Ugh. staying up all night really distorts your time. this morning is yesterday to me now. and im prolly not gonna be able to sleep tonight. ugh. So I try to describe my prom. Only a little today cuz im pooped out. I took a bunch of pics so they'll be up soon. and I do have one pic which I'll get up later today. :) Okay fisrt off I went to my dates house to take photos and such. Her dad happens to be a profesional photographer, so score. Also my old Art teacher was ther, Mr. Stallings, so that added to the cool factor. We all hopped into the limo, and had a weird toast. then At the club we were at, the first 45 mins, was a pre-party prom party. coctail hour basically, minus coctail. We took our pictures there too. Then Prom started. It became what I expected it would be. a dance. The dj was a big "eh". Food was good. I mingled. I danced. Ryan King and Mike F won prom king and queen which is a good thing, opposed to the stereotypical pple who could have gotton it. I had a good time. umm, me tired so me leaving now. I'll talk 'bout the after-prom party omorrw, cuz there's more to say 'bout that. so have a good night. John |
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| April 2 - Hey, did I ever tell you how much i dislike Yahoo? Well, I do. Because for some reason, last night it would not let me save the journal entry I wrote. So I had to print it and retype it today. If the website wasn't free, I'd soo go somewhere else. But I'm staying put cuz im an idiot. Soooooooooo, I got my tux today. It's black with a cream vest and bow tie. It's very nice. Today was boring. but tomorrow won't be cuz It'll be the prom. By the way I dont intend on writing a jornal entry tomorrow cuz I'll be waaaay to busy and be at the prom. duh. And maybe not even Saturday cuz I'll be at an all night party soooo I may be a wee bit tired come Sat. So wish me luck. I ll talk to you all later. John P.S. By the way, I got an email from Yahoo saying that on May 17 to May 19, all of Geocites will shut down soooo the site will be unreachable at that time period. Sorry. Blame Yahoo. grrrrrrrr |
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| May 1 - "new color for a new month" as matt would say. I really have no idea what Im gonna talk bout today. hmmmm. there was a fire drill today. (oh this is gonna be an eventful entry....) Oh. I lost 10 dollars. In DS (directed study) Friend Rory found an open, old tube of Blistex in his bag that was covered in undetermined crap. The bet was the the person who used the blistex (and you have to cover the entire mouth with the nasty blistex), I would give said person 10 bucks. I started low with the money and once I got to 10, there were takers. mainly Rory and a girl named Sarah. But sarah wasted too much time to do it so Rory accomplished the task and won my money. (plus it was his blistex that he found so it must of been a tad easier for him, but it was still gross.) I would have done it though, if I wasn't the won giving away the money. Anyway, the money was well earned... and then Rory tormented another girl, Ellen, with nasty blistex. good times. Im really reaching for stuff to talk about today. Lately I've been a little disappointed with myself and the site. Im really afraid that it's getting a "Im so self-involved vibe" to it. But on the otherhand, the site is about my life, so it should be a tad. But then on the otherhand, i dont like self-involved pple, and I dont want to be one of them. Im gonna have to make a page for some noble cause or something. Anyway, this whole site is a tad ironic cuz i dont like taking about myself. Plus I've never had a journal that I wrote in every day before this. And, I keep worrying that its not interesting enough so I make stupid pages like the "past page" and never update them. grrrrrr. AND THEN.... (and then, and then and then, and then, and then,.....) hehe. .....I like my site enough that I want everyone I know to see it but I dont want to just hand out my web address to everyone I know, cuz i think thats (ding ding) self-involved. sigh. grrrrr, when did I become a character on Dawson's Creek??? I sound so angst-filled in this paragraph. damn, i need a pizza. ...................... ...................... K. the 1st prom (my prom) is this friday. yeah. for such a build up to this dance, it better be good. Im paying for the limo tomorrow and getting my 1st tux. I now have 150 in the bank. I had close to 700 before April. and i maybe spent 50-70 of it for selfish stuff, like a shirt or something. I tell you. if these proms are .....stupid. I hurt someone.... alrighty, my sister is booting me off my own computer. the only reason Im letting her is cuz she FINALLY burned the John Mayer cd, Ellen asked for. ooooo, that reminded me, Ellen asked me if I wanted to go to a John Mayer concert in Boston in July. SCORE. k, im done now. sis is literally knocking down the door. bye John. *Thought for the Day* - "I wonder if, I stall any much longer, my sis, who is screaming now, would implode???? hmmmm" |
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| April 30 - Hello. I just got back from Big Bother/ Big Sister. And I was injured. Now when you push a tire swing, make sure you move out of the way. cuz one second I look away and the next second it 'back and punches me in my........ lower regions. I was knocked to the ground. Wow, I never knew playgrounds could be sooo dangerous. And I heard myself saying things like "be careful, you could fall off and crack your head" and"Stop that or I'll have to put you in time out" and "Everyone get your seatbelts on, NOW!" .......damn, when did I become old. I remember when people yelled that to me and now its coming from my mouth. I dont like this. I hated seatbelts, despised them cuz I was small and they would go across my face and be generally annoying. Now Im telling kids to wear them, (which they of course should. im just pointing out the irony of the situation...) yeah so im no longer a kid i guess.......... : ( I skipped school yesterday to recover from the trip to Beantown. Dont worry it was approved by the parental units. Besides all I did was go to the library to research for a term paper and got a haircut by a very talkative lady who claimed to know everbody I was related to. That was my exciting day yesterday. I wanted to see a movie, either Murder by Numbers or Jason x (only cuz i like slasher flicks, they make me laugh). The most important thing was sleep though. I did a lot of that yesterday. But not enough apperently cuz I fell asleep during french today. I wake up and everybody is staring at me. Everyone thought it was amusing. I was annoyed cuz i wanted to go back to sleep and not watch more of a stupid french news show that was only shown cuz the teacher was bored. So my housing situation is all set for next year at college. I get to room with chris, cept there is a catch. I have to room on the "freshman experience" floor. Which most likely im gonna have to sit and talk about myself alot and *gasp* share my feelings. ugh. fun.At least I get to room with someone i know..........(yeah, keep telling yourself that, John) (now im talking in the 3rd person.) and on that note, im out of here. see ya later. John Ps Renee, who was the friend who took the puke picture never really freaked out. She wanted me to make that clear. my bad. |
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| April 28&29 - Okay, 1st I have to say that Phantom Planet has taken over the reign left by Jimmy Eat World, as my favorite band. I've been singing their songs all weekend. In fact I will forever associated them with my Senior trip. Speaking of my senior trip........I'M BACK!!!! K, let me warn you, Im intending that this be a very long entry so bear with me. I have a LOT to say. And plus now if someone asks me how my trip was and can just tell them to go read my journal to find out. Hitting two stones with one bird........ or something like that. yeah. Ok. Friday ------ First off I went to school for half a day and then we left from there to Boston. We basically did absotely nothing. But me being the idiot that I am, left my wallet at home. Luckily i live two feet away from the school and I was quickly driven to my home and back to catch the bus....with time to spare too. Bus ride was eh. The Hotel. We stayed at the Fairmont Copley plaza. The hotel was eh. It sorta fakes you out in that the lobby is very extravagant with gold and marble walls and murals and such. It looks very swanky. But when it came to the actual rooms they were "decked out Motel 8 rooms" as my roomate said. The principal's son is the general manager there so that the only reason we stayed there. Roommates. k, I was with two semi-friends Mike and Rory. Rory is very cool and extremely wiity. He's an aspiring actor, like me, but I think he has a better chance of success then me. He's sincerely nice. Mike... well he's an eh person. At times Im totally cool with him and I like him. But at other times he annoys the hell out of me. Mainly because I always get the feeling that whatever I say means crap to him. plus he never listens to what i say. I feel very inferior to him sometimes..not in a good way. Medieval Manor. At first I was under the impression that the MM was a big'ol arena where everyone eats and watches jousting and sorts. Im thinking of that scene in the Cable Guy where Carrey and Brodwick fought ..... whatever. I thougth wrong. Instead I was treated to really raunchy and funny dinner theatre. It was very different. sexual references up the wazoooo. hehe.to go to the bathroom (aka Canturbury) you had to go up to the "king" and ask permission. And my server, Sasha, gave each person at my table our own names. I was Leroy, but have way she started to call me Leon. LOL, she didn't like a kid named Justin and she called him "little shit" and on stage when she was singing, she would always turn to him and flip him off. I had fun. Blue Man Group. ...................................... im speechless. It was incredicle. (hehe astonishing.inside joke) Anyway, I strongly urge you to go see it.It was my first time seeing it and i sooo intend on somehow going again. I want to try to describe it to you all, but I wouldn't do justice to it and I'd give away suprises. So All I'll say is GO SEE IT. You'll have a killer time. Earth day. Last saturday there happened to be an Earth Day celebration at the Hatch (which is a big stage by the Charles River, in case ya dont know) and we heard that Garbage was playing there. So on our free time, me and some friends decided to go there, but I wanted to take the subway (cuz it was faster) and the others wanted to walk. I was able to convince only 1 person to go with me on the subway. we get to the station. But it took like 10 minutes to figure out which line to take and other stuff. So by the time we actually got there, we missed Garbage and was left with Bonnie Raitt. But ya see, we spent more time planning than the actual time we were traveling on the subway. So If I new the right stops, we would have beaten the walkers. Also though, I never made a mistake, which Im proud of. We had to transfer a couple of times and I never got lost. .........ok, now im reaching for something. I screwed up. I should have walked, I admit it. there. Anyway at the Earth Day festival 80% of the people there were smoking pot.It was that kind of festival. And there were a lot of weird booths there, with some of those extremely religious ones telling everyone that they were going to hell, and such. WHat that had to do with Earth Day, who knows. Oh and Bonnie Raitt did a cover of a David Gray song, so she gets bonus poitns from me. Puke. What? your saying. yes puke. When I was on the Duck tour......(yes I was on the duck tour, but it wasn't anything special. the tour guide was ok, but it was something Im gonna remember 10 years from now. Anyway) Im on the tour, and as we're driving by I see this Homeless dude trying to hack up something. And then He throws up on the street. It would have been perfect if the tour started to Quack at him when he did this. But I was the only one who saw this. Then later that day, me and a friend are in the Boston Commons, and we go to sit on a big ol'rock. 5 minutes later I look down and notice said friend is sitting 3 cm away from a pile of puke. It was gross, and pretty fresh since there were still bubbles in it. My freind got all grossed out but luckily she never got any of it on her. She then took a picture of the puke...........hehe. We joked that the homeless man who puked earlier must be leaving his mark all over the city... ... Sleep . .........or lack of. Friday night I went to sleep at 2:30 and on Saturday close to 4.ya know what I was doing. Playing Tekken with my roommate with a bunch of guys in another room. And I sucked. a lot.Im not a playstation person, more of a Nintendo person. (Its sorta like how someone is either a pc person or a mac person. you're either playstation or nintendo. and dont ask me where x-box fits in....) So Im not used to the controller. Im usually not into fighting games, more strategy stuff, but i haven't really played video games in 2 years.Tekken was a cool game though, even though I only won twice.and one time doesn't really count cuz they lowered their own power to give me more of an advantage. thats how much I sucked.... Im putting the blame on the controller. So i was sleepy from all this. At 5 in the moring when Rory came back, (cuz me and Mike left round 3:30) apparently he woke me and asked me if he could have my comforter cuz it was cold.I have no memory of this. I was prolly mostly asleep. so when I wake up Im without comforter and he is with. grrrrrrrrr, i thought. Sunday. really really rainy. The whole class took the subway to the aquarium where we were gonna see 2 3d I-Max movies. Well, when we got to the area we wanted to go to Fanieull Hall, but we totally got lost. Whats worse that it was pouring out and really really windy. By the time we decided to ditch the Hall and go directly to the aquarium. I was soaked and had two near misses by a lady's broken umbrella that would turn inside out, nearly poking me, in front of where I was walking. And I was wearing a leather jacket in rain. not good. Umm, the two movie. The first on was about fish....and I had already seen it. Also the narrator's voice was very soothing. So thais all added up to me falling asleep. The 2nd one was bout the space station. it was eh. But I stayed up for it. then Afetr the movies I went home. that was my trip in a nutshell. Other things beside the trip...oh i hit the 1000 hit mark while I was away. And I found that it was Laura who was the 1000 person. so yeah to her and Im gonna have to get her something. This is a big deal for me. I only expected like 50 hits at the most. really. but 1000, thats a lot for me. um Hello to Scott who signed my guestbook, AND Imed me. he's in the cool club. K, im done. I'll tty all later. peace. John |
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| April 25 - Ooops, I sorta forgot about updating today and its now 11:20 at night, so many of you will read this tomorrow. heheh. Anyway Tomorrow I leave for my Senior trip for the weekend in Boston. So I'm not gonna be able to update this weekend cuz well, I wont be here... duh. It trip should be fun. We're going to the medieval Manor, seeing a 3-d Imax thing, gonna go see the Blue Man Group (hell yeah), and a duck tour (ugh...they do the tours dowmn my street anyways.....i dont really care going on one. nor do I have any desire to say "Quack Quack" to strangers on the street and look like a complete tourist. I hate tourists. I live On Cape Cod, the summer tourist resort of New England and well, tourists put money in my pocket. But I still hate them. They drive super slow and are ignorant. I've actually given some tourists the wrong directiona, when they ask me, on purpose. I was standing in front of the bus station and a couple of English pple come and ask me where the bus station was, and I told them I was a mile down the rode. hehe, im bad, but it felt soooo good. Tourists......and the Irish overtake Cape Cod during the summer. But I don't mind the overload of the Irish though. They're ussually super nice. I just wish they would stop riding their bikes in the middle of the roads everywhere and stop being in the way. {and the Irish take all the summer jobs that many kids my age should have} but thye're still a million times better then the tourists. And the Tourists are always from Florida for some reason. It gets too hot down there so they come up on the Cape and take over the road and crap. grrrrrr. If they didnt put money in my pocket, I'd do ...........something really mean to them. yeah.) (wow, good rant today)Umm, the trip .....yeah, so im not gonna be here this weekend so...there. And I need to go pack now so I'll prolly talk to ya all Monday, and I'll telll you how it went. see ya around. John |
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| April 24 - I had a productive day today. I guess. Well since I had a free period today, I went out and did a couple of errands. yeah for me!! I had to go to work and retrieve something i greatly needed since Im not gonna be there for a while (and I had to go through pointless small talk there, eh), I went to the bank, went and got some cds for the senior trip this weekend, and got lunch. And I got back to school just in time. YEAH ME! I got Phantom Planet's "Guest" and The Green Day compalation disc. I think its funny the Green Day has a greatest hits albulm. Im not sure why though..... My mom asked if I wanted to go to the a concert coming up at Boston that features Green Day and Blink 182. I said maybe, but I have exams on that day and I only really want to go cuz Jimmy Eat World is the third act. Blink 182 are a very bigh EH to me, but I do like Green Day...maybye. It's a MTV sponsored tour so I expect it to be overpriced and very manufacturey (new word i made. ha) This would be my birthday present. Yeah, I turn 18 on June 4th. Yeah me again. You know what my school is giving me on my birthday??? why it's 2 fabulous final exams. thanx Sturgis. (oh and I'll be expecting you presents at my doorsteps. :) ............) Oh, hello to Rosie, who signed my book. I put my site under "slacker" in the websites categories at yahoo. (To up traffic. I got bored that day)... I tried searcing for her site but I couldn't find it. well, maybe I should have tried a tad harder. I only looked for 10 minutes. Oh and her genuine recipe was cut up. YAHOO FAILS US AGAIN. DAMN YOU YAHOO. DAMN YOU TO HELL!!!! <shakes fist > grrrrrr hehe Oh, Myke isnt stupid anymore. especially sinse he's getting me really cheap cds from his store. I only have to pay $5 each cd. Sweetness. Watch "The Osbournes" last night?? If you didn't Im VERY disappointed in you! Have I taught you nothing??!! k, I must go accomplish history homework. fun.......except its not. bye. John. *Thought of the day* - Why do kamikaze pilots wear seatbelts?? |
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| April 23 - Okay, someone named Myke is a very stupid person. (There, happy Nate) AND also I want to everyone to send all their happy vibes and send their prayers (or whatever you do) to John, who is going through a tough period in his long life. We're all there for ya. (even if i dont know you ;) ummm, lets see. School was ok today. better then expected. Big Brother also was fun today and went by really quick. We played on the playgroud mostly. And played Connect 4. I miss that game. I played that a lot when i was his age... and im really mean though. I hardly ever let the kid win... (I get very competitive sometimes, even against 7 year olds. It's REALLY sad) well sometimes I'll give a hint of where he should put the chip but if he doesn't put it there then.... i'll beat him. im bad. but he never gets upsets about it and sometimes he beats me so ......yeah. But anyways, I liked Connect 4. I never liked Candyland much.... I wish I had mouse trap though. that looked fun. I really cant wait for my play. Im ready to do it now. Im all hyped up for it, especially after my theatre class. Today I had to do my scene but not use my lines and instead say what the character is probably thinking, outloud. I was pretty funny. I was prolly too loud though.... lol. Oh, I put up a new Laura poem. SOOOOO go see it. did I mention that Im addicted to downloading songs now? well I am. to the point that it's late at night and im downloading songe i dont even really like. It's bad. I need a patch or something (I thought that was initionally funny but now its not....eh) ok, im fini for now. so i'll talk to ya later. John *thought of the day* - Have you ever been to Cotteneyejoe? And if so, where did you come from and where did you go?? |
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| April 22 - Ugh. School started. ugh. My friend renee is ...stupid. She has the oppurtunity to go on the senior trip this weekend, even though she backed out of it a while ago. I was yelling at her during lunch to go, ........but she has to work. There is also another thing to situation which is very critical in my reasons for my yelling at her, but im not allowd to say. (Let's say that the critical word ryhmes with "pee") She'd be really stupid to pass it up, i think. sigh. hehe, my site is now my statistic's progect. I mentioned to my math group that yahoo gives me the data for how many pple come to the site everyday...and now that data is gonna be the basis for a project. so essentially..... YOUR HELPING MY MATH GRADE IF YOU COME TO MY SITE!!!!! ;) (wow, that should be my site slogan. hmmmm very vinteresting.....) So tell everyone you know to come here, i guess what im saying. In the upcoming days, I will reach the 1000 hit mark. hey, I can sort find out who that person , who makes the 1000 hit, is. so maybe ill give them a prize.... hey, have you found the hidden page yet??? only 11 people have....... k, thats all for now. Can i go to college yet??? hehe, bye. John *Thought of the day* - Why is the Alphabet in the order that it is???? Is it because of the song? |
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| April 21 - First off i must wish matt a happy 6th month aniversary for his site. Go see it if you haven't yet. Um sorry this entry is being written so late in the day. I just got back from a long day at work. Okay. I had fun last night. And let me say that I am no longer the King of Sucking at Bowling. ya know why?? CUZ I WON!! hehe. my reign has ended. suffice to say, everyone got a good view of my "happy dance" when the game is over. Then we went to TGIF. some of us were a bit rowdy. not me of course. But they were super slow and I didn't get my Ceasar salad until like 2 minutes before my actual meal. I've grown up in a restaurant family so Im a wee bit spoiled when it comes to service and food and stuff in that feild. Oh and they didn't have the pork chops, so i ended up getting a burger (which is what I always get.) But fun was still to be had. "pouring different things into eachother's drinks and seeing if they would notice" high jinks ensued. People went searching for missing people and then the missing person would come back and the searchers would be labeled missing and someone would have to look for that person.(that continued all night) OH, andTomatoes were thrown at eachother. And everyone thought it would be hilarious if they got the staff to sing happy birthday to me.... even though its nowhere near my birthday. But HA to them cuz I got a free sundae.... or so I had thought until everyone stole it and ate it until i had like two bites. (plus it had caramel on it which I hate so i didnt really care.) Im trying to get a job at the Melody Tent, which is in case you dont know, a mini concert arena where has been singers com and perform every summer. A lot of willie nelson and Huey Lewis and the New. Its a very rare occasion when soemone cool comes. ooo. I just thought. What if someone from the place see this.... In that case. The Melody Tent is a very fine establishement and features many talented acts. :) alright I should go and get some sleep perhaps. I have.....school tomorrow....;( sigh...... cya later. John *sniffle sniffle* |
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| April 20 - first off, I should start by saying hi to Hannah whou signed the guestbook. And....... hi to Rianne. Rianne is my 11...or 10.....no 11 year old sister. I would have deleted the the entry (because i dont really want immediate family members to take ove the site....cuz the will) but she made a funny, VERY TRUE comment in the recipe. Its sorta an inside joke though.... Went to yet another visit to the dentist.... and it was my last. But for the last visit, they made all of my mouth numb. Its not pretty. at all.sigh. Hey. Im actually doing something tonight. Yeeaah!!!. (wow, im sad) I'm going BOWLING!! hella yeah. I am the king at sucking when it comes to bowling. I am the gutterball king. And then after that we're going to to TGIF. Busy night. ..............sigh. i need to be in a city. GOOD GOD. the washer is VERY loud, and I cant even hear myself try to think. I never called chris... bad John. uh huh.... the novacain is spreading.. thats not good. I cant feel my neck. .............. Back to school Monday. And then its a crazy month and a half. I have my senior trip a week from today. We're gong to Boston. yeha. Then its my 1st prom May 3rd. Then my play on the 7 &9. Then the chorus spring concert on the 17.... i think. then my 2nd prom on 24. final exams the 29 to the 4th of June (which is my B-day!!!!) then graduation on the 9th of June and Im also having a big party that day. hey. your invited. And in between all that I have a bunch of senior activities. picnics, skip day, dinners, etc. ok, im done for now. cya later. john. *Thought of the day* - If the black box flight recorder is never damaged in a crash, then why dont then make entire planes out of that stuff???? |
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| April 19 - Im getting mad a yahoo. I keep getting emails from them that becauses the "large amount of traffic" to my site (hell yeah!!), yahoo as had to periodically TURN OFF my site. They tell me all this mummbo jummbo bout technical stuff, which I have no idea what they're talking about. And then they tell me that basically the only way to stop the shut downs is for me to FRIGGIN UPGRADE AND PAY! Now there's a conspiracy by yahoo to make me pay for my site. hehe, its pretty sad when yahoo starts to blackmail you. sigh. I went to work today. fun. .......except it wasnt. grrrrr. stupid dog and his shedding....... im covered in dog hair.grrrrrrrr....... I've decided to get a haircut tomorrow. Mainly because I noticed that im developing a mullet and because im not a truck driver, it just doesn't work for me. So it looks like im visiting Procuts tomorrow. Or Supercuts. whichever. Both places are 2 feet away from eachother. My friend is seeing Paul Mcaurtney (sp?) right about now. She's very siked. People have asked me to do a "Friends Page." But I dont really want to though cuz I think those pages are a little ego boosters. "OOO... look how many friends I have" I dont know. I may end up doing it though, cuz well, its something to do. "I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts, didley didi...." hehe. oh and... "Brass Monkey, that funky monkey" .... I need to go buy a Beastie Boys cd. stat. Oh speaking of stats, my overworked friend Chris called. He left a message on the machine asking to talk about the upcoming Statistics project. The dang thing hasn't even really been assigned yet. And he's wants to start it now. there's nothing wrong with it, but I sorta want to see the guidelines and stuff for the project 1st. grrrr, and Mother heard the message so now she's all worried that the project is due Monday, when its prolly gonna be due in a month.which reminds me.... I haven't called him back yet. oops. so on that note, I'll talk to ya tomorrow. bye. John |
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| April 18 - So I got a really weird phone call last night. Ya see, both my friends, Renee and Iggy (see pics) are gone for a couple days on a trip. Renee went to a car show and Iggy went to a college.Both on completely different trips. So last night renee calls me on her cell phone and tells me that she playing pool with someone who she met at the hotel. I ask if its a guy or girl ... and she tells me its a guy. Then she asks me if I wanted to talk to him, but I said no cuz I wasnt in the mood to talk to complete strangers. But Being the person she is, Renee gives the phone over to the "guy". At first i had no idea who it was. to be honest, I thought it was a 12 year old kid. Cell phones really distort voices. The person was asking me all these really weird questions about acting and stuff. Then I thought it must be Stacey, someone that Renee had said she may be bringing along with her.. But then the person was mentioning things like Iggy and Parsley, which stuff Chelsea would know. But being the idiot that I am, I STILL didn.t catch on to who it was. Until she said... "It's chelsea you idiot." ... (Iggy is chelsea) So apperently Renee wa in the lobby of her hotel and suddenly she saw Iggy. At first she didn't think it was her b/c she was in Pennsylvania and had no idea that chelsea was even on a trip. But it was Iggy. And they actually had rooms acrooss from eachother. Isn't that wild? I think it is. Out of all the hotels in pensylvannia, they choose the same one and in rooms that are across from eachother. weirdness. Ummm, what else.... Nothing else actually. that'll be it for today i guess. cya later. *Thought of the Day* - If you try to fail..... but you succeed, which have you done? (talk amongst yourselves) |
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| April 17 - 2 seconds ago it was wicked hot outside and really sunny. literally 3 secs. Now there's a friggin thunderstorm outside. Cape Cod has the weirdest weather sometimes. If you were very observant when you passed the homepage, you might have seen that I have a webcam page up. Now you can see me live.....if Im on that is. I have mixed feelings about this though. On one hand it's pretty cool to have a bunch of people watching me be really boring. But on the flip side, its sorta scary having a bunch of people watching me be boring. I'll get over that though. Oh I also put up the yahoo messenger alert thingy to let you know when im online with that. I still think the aol messenger is better but..... whatever. yawn I've been feeling very tired lately. I really needed thing vacation. Hey, back to shop talk, Im gonna be reaching the 1000 hits within this month. In fact April is blowing all the other months out of the water, hits-wise. I think this is pretty cool. 1000 may not be a lot by internet - standards, but come on, may face will have been loaded on other people's computers..... 1000 timed. NOW thats scary. ok, im out of here. bye *Thought of the day* - If love is blind, then why is lingerie soo popular?? |
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| April 16 - Hey. It's soooo nice outside right now.In fact, I don't know why Im typing right now... I should be outside. IN FACT..... what are you doing reading this!? You should be outside as well soaking up the sun. I've been taking this prescription given to me by the elephant doctor. Its a creme for acne, which isn't all that bad on me cuz I have seen worse, but its a precaution. Anyway, the friggin stuff ...... 1. Turned my skin white. literally. the stuff dries up and you have a layer of white powder on you. and 2. The stuff is as itchy as hell (cuz hell is itchy apparently). I can't stop itching my face. Its killing me. grrrr. I hate side effects. I feel that there should be a #3 but there isn't. Oh. Do you have yahoo messenger???? If you dont, get it. Cuz you can now view me *live* on my webcam if you do. Now if you're a stranger to me ... I may be relunctant to let you view it cuz.... it'll be weird. But if you do know me or you know someone who knows me well... then get yahoo messenger and put me (IM = johnnybegood63) on your buddy list. but talk to me through aol, cuz i dont really like yahoo chat-wise. ...... Im starting to confuse myself now...... so im changing the subject. (aol im is Johnnybegood563, by the way) Day 4 of the vacation. another boring day. I love vactions. (oh and I was called a homebody by someone and...... its probably true. I do go out sometimes. when I can. Im going bowling satu...... um .... im gonna stop while Im ahead......) Go get John Mayer's cd. Now. AS IN THIS SECOND!!! I must be stopped. My addiction to Morpheus has grown to large. Im spending an absurd amount of time downloading music. I repeat I must be stopped. poor rock stars. |
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| April 15 - Ah vacation. Time to prance around and do nothing. I love vacations. Especially this one, since i didn't tell my work that I had a vacation and they would have made me work. I need lazy time. Tax day. This is prolly the last year I dont have to worry bout it cuz I dont make enough money to be taxed.... or something like that. !!!!!<< NEWS BULLITON (sp?) >>!!!!! A little bird told me that congress is deciding whether or not to abolish the penny. This is horrible news. poor Mrs Abraham Lincoln. I think we should all write a letter to our senators to SAVE THE PENNY!!!! Another little birdy told me that the pic on the homepage doesn't look like me and makes me look stupid. (I liked the pic) I guess I'll have to change it though cuz god forbid I look stupid on my own site. hehehe. I have absolutely no plans today. Oh my friend informed me that she would be able to rent a BUS to go to the prom in, instead of a limo. NOW, thats stylin! Im hungry..... but the cupboards are bare. (can you tell that Im running out of things to say....) Yeah, im done for now. Go check out the pic page if you haven't yet. peace out my brothers. (updated a little later - I changed the picture on th homepage to something even more stupider. sooo....hah! |
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| April 14 - hey. how's it going. Im good. ........hehe. im a dork. Umm lets see. I went to work yesterday and it was pretty uneventful as always. Just a bunch of hours in front of a computer and junk. hehe, I need to get a normal teenager job like work in a movie theatre or something. Im 17 and I already feel like I should be in that movie "Office Space". I actually have a cubicle, sorta. sigh. Oh, my friend iggy came over last night and we had fun with the webcam. those pics will be up soon!!! Wackyness ensued. Umm also I showed he how to use the yahoo pagebuilder (which makes my website possible) so she could edit my horrible spelling and grammar. (applause heard in the background). Also I might set up her own journal is she's up for it..... Right now I should be outside raking..... but im not. I hate raking. Its been mentioned before. Ya see, a couple of summers ago, my dad had a shortlived landscaping business and I was the only employee of said business. I spent my whole summer raking and mowing like 30 lawns a week. So I have good reason to hate raking. I vowed never to touch a rake again after that summer. and today Im touching a rake. grrrrr, I say, grrrrrrrrrr. well I should get going...... sigh. bye. Oh and GET WELL MATT!!!!! VERY PROUD FOR PREVENTING A DRUNK DRIVER! BUT GET BETTER!! k, bye (update several hour later. .... the pics are now up!!!! see them here |
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| April 12 - Wow. what a boring day at school. The only reson I needed to go was because I had a physics test first period and after that we did absolutely nothing in all the other classes. Stats we sat and had a free period of talking. Theatre we went to the Green (a park next to our school that has a stage) were we worked on voice projection but we didn't really do anything. French we wasted time watching a movie, and english was basically a study hall where I just read a book. But know what ..... IM NOW ON A WEEK VACATION!!!! heck ya. Being smart I also didn't tell my work I was on vacation, knowing that they would make me come in all week... if they knew. Thats what happened last vacation. but not this time. ha. Im most likely quitting the job soon. I think. grrr. Im looking for a job, as mentioned last entry. Oh. I found out that one of my semi-frinds is going to framingham too. So I wont be totally alone. So thats cool. But he is a tad weird though... way to much of a workaholic at school to the point that he shuts off everyone. He's all work and no play. I was thinking of asking him if he wanted to be roommates next year... but I dont know. He is nice when he lets you talk to him. ....... I saw th emovie Fraility today. I was pretty good. Very Stephen King-ish. My mother would like. It. the ending was sorta predictable but I've seen worse movies. I'd tell you what its about but I'd just end up messing the plot and confusing you so al I'm gonna do is recommend you see it. Also while I was there, I saw a couple of people I know, one of them being Jeremy (see history page) It was akward but thats okay I guess. anyway gotta go. peace. |
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| April 11 - I have absolutely no homework tonight. And do you know what next week is?? Vacation. Thank god.Im just gonna sleep the entire week and relax. Hey does anybody know of any jobs that need someone?? Im currently looking so if you now of anything then email me. :) I love that I can advirtise (sp?) myself on the site. hmmm. oh I got an award. I dont know how I did but ..... I did. somebody sent it to me. I cant think of anything to say now. Survior on tonight?? But I wont talk about that. Oh, like my new page at all?? I do. and traffic is looking good for it all ready. Oh. and go to my history page, sometimes. Im always updating it and no one ever goes there. It's under the me page. h. im gonna go work on another page now. ill see you tomorrow. |
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| April 10 - K, Im typing this while in the middle of watching "The Amazing Race". Oh shut up. I like the show. Make fun of me all you want. Im officailly addicted to downloading songs off the net. I think I downloaded up to 30 songs yesterday. From Duran Duran to Eminem. I tell you I have a vast taste of music. oooo, shows back on..... k. im back. hmmm. what to report. Oh My theatre teacher told me she wants me and another kid to make up a comedy stand up routine for the play during intermision, for relaxation and also do it at the school's exihbition night of student work and readings. I guess she thinks Im funny enough to me a stand up comic. I never ever thought about becoming one. hmmm. I have no idea what Im gonna do. This is gonna be hard. Ill prolly end up stealing someone's routine. just kidding. Oh I went to a library and it was really a struggle for me not to yell out something. I guess i cant stand being in a constant quiet place. I felt like I was choking. And its not like i talk a lot cuz I dont but just constantly having to whisper got me. And I also got lost in the library. I didn't know how big it was and I think i lost my way around the 3rd floor in the P section. eh. Libraries dont agree with me. I have like 5 different cards with different names cuz I always loose the books and Im too embarresed to admit it so I get another card altogether. There's a John, Mike, Jack, Junior and a Jonathan cards. Yes im evil. Hey. Im ready for college now. no more High School please... k. im done. talk to you tomorrow. |
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| April 9 - Hehehe. my friend wants to become editor of my site, so she could correct my spelling. hehehe.I gave her my password. i trust her. Grrr, I got in a big ol'arguement with a really ignorant guy. It was like talking to a wall (ALERT! ALERT! OVERUSED SAYING!!! YOU WILL BE FINED TO $100 DOLLARS. THAT IS ALL). And yelling over instant messenger isn't the smartest place to do that. heh. He's really a jackass though and I can't stand him at all. And it takes alot fr me to really despise someone. oooooo.happy thoughts...... I just got back from Big Brother. My kid is so cool, but very accident prone. We've had bad experiences with the outdoors (i.e. bloody nose and really bruised knee) not fun stuff. But he's cool, especially after the little terror I was with last year. But this year, my kid's an angel and quiet and obeys and has a good sense of humor and never complains to me... all good things. Also at Big Brother I've become addicted to dominoes. I cant imagine why I never played with them when I was a kid. They're so simple, yet fun and entertaining. I like to make mine into a circle design. .................... wow im a dork. I have a BRAND NEW PAGE coming soon. most likely today. or not. Im not sure. and its a page I've been wanting to do for some while.... hmmm, what else to say. yup. im done. well, bye then. |
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| April 7 - Okay, I was gonna come and complain about how stupid yahoo is being to me now (everything I usually type, stalls. its complicated) But suddenly everything is working. I swear, there is a conspriracy against me. O, I must say sorry to a friend of mine who was trying to have a conversation with me but I blowed her off cuz I was already talking to someone else. I feel super guilty doing that. I just hate having 10 Im windows up. I try to pay attention to one person. Its nothing personal. So my deepest apology. I had to rake today. I hate raking. Im eating dorittos. I love dorittos. oooo, someone signed on. Oooo its the person I mentioned above. hold a sec........ k. what else was I gonna say.. hmmm. oh yeah. Im gonna be putting up links to all the main pages on every page. You get what I mean. Just see above. Im doing this so its easier to navigate. Its gonna be long process of doing it though cuz it take like 7 minutes to do one page and im lazy. grrr, sorry for talking bout site mechanics. I know nothing else to say. hmmmm, Oh, the Osbournes is my new favorite show. Go watch it. Wackyness will ensue. (I just finished watching a marathon of the show. Watching Ozzy fall backwards in a chair had to be the funniest scene I have ever seen on reality tv.) k, now Im done. Ill talk later. John |
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| April 6 - Hey. So I went to the Framingham open house today. I'll admit the school is better than I thought. It on a really nice campus, better, way better than other schools that I saw (cough...Aldelphi...cough....HOFSTRA....) Any way it was a good visit and i feel pretty good about going there. and its free, which i could never ignore. um, short entry today cuz im tired. no funny coming out of me. sorry. oh. AND HOUSTON AND DALLAS ARE NOT THE SAME PLACE. IM SORRY MATT FOR MIXING THEM UP. PLEASE FORGIVE ME.!!!!! (dont ask) k thats all peace out. |
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| April 5 - Okay, I have the weirdest experiences when it comes to doctors. Today, for instance, I had to go get a physical and a menagistis(sp?) shot. Now I have to go to a pediatrician ,my mother says, cuz im not yet 18 (which is 2 months from yesterday.) Anyway I feel really stupid going to this doctor cuz much of his clientele is probably under high school years and I think I should be going to an adult. well, I walk into the waiting room and, DAMN IT, someone recognizes me. grrrrrrrrr. "What are you doing here" he asked. sigh. I made some stupid excuse that the doc was a family doctor and other things which were complete lies. ANyway the guy was Clay, who I was his boss this last summer, so he says to my mother. Clay is actually a cool guy though and a while back was in the music industry (and still is kinda) and toured with the band Savage Garden, with whom is is friends with. Anyway after a lot of small talk he invited me and a friend if I wanted to a concert that the lead singer of the band was having.(Savage Garden has splitten up and the lead singer has a solo album out now) ANYWAY im invited to his concert and a preparty for him in September. I have a little confession though. umm I dont exactly like the band or the singer. probably a cool guy and Ill go if I can just to meet him but music wise....... eh. He wouldn't make my music page thats all. lol Anyway back to the doctor. I go in for the physical and he basically lectured me about sex at college and alchohol. stuff i already know basically.It was kind of hard to take him serious with the whole "elephant" shirt he was wearing. I just nodded at him and said "Yeah" when needed. Oh and after the nurse gave me the shot (which was nothing) she couldn't tell where she had done it. In other words she didn't know where to put the band aide. she said and I quote,"If you start to bleed in another place that isn't covered by the band aid, just move it to that spot." NO CRAP, SHERLOCK. sigh. oh and the band aid was in the shape of a crayon. I really need to go to an adult doctor. what else.... oh there's major drama going on at my work... but im not allowed to talk about it so thats all I can really say bout that. So tomorrow Im going up to see the Framingham Campus, where ill be spending the next years of my life. yea... ! Did you know that Framingham is the largest town in the country? well it is. k im done for today. I may or may not write tomorrow. it all matters if im home early enough. so ill talk to you all later. peace. |
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| April 4 (9:30) - Dude, this is so worthy of another entry. My parents just got me DSL and now the internet is 10 million times better. No more Dial up. I know I may sound like a friggin Verizon ad but its night and day how fast things load. I click and suddenly its there. Its very wierd to me. And no more yelling matches with the youger sibs about who should go online cuz now i we all can go on at the same time. I love verizon and dsl right now. But the only thing that is bothering me is that yahoo is being very very stupid and the pagebuilder is acting extremely weird. But this has been occuring before I got DSL. whatever.oh one last thing, Hi to Myke who signed my page, however gross it may be. I learned to look over stuff like that he always says. oky dokee. see ya later. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| April 4 - Hey all. so i took away the entries. they really needed to go for taking up so much space. umm, lets see, today a great number of kids at my school did the silent thing, for the past mistreatment of gays, which was really cool. People i wouldn't expect doing it, did it. Anyway, i didnt do it though cuz I had a couple of classes that I needed to speak in and if I were to do it, I'd make sure I'd do it all day, and not an hour here and an hour there (like some people did. but it the thought that counts) The best thing is my sis is doing it ALL day, even at home, so its been very quiet around the house. good times. oh, hi to Didra. she must be british due to the use of "bloody" and "yank" (which i hope is short for yankee). Anyway, she signed the guestbook. and so did Kevin, which i didn't mention, i dont think. Survivor tonight. yeah! hmm, tomorrow i have a doctor's appointment for a physical. I need it for college and stuff. I may need to get a shot. Honestly, shots and needles don't bother me. I take it like a man.....hehe. Dum dee dum, filling up space. Yup, that all i can think of right now, so talk to you all later. peace out. |
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| March 31 - Phew x7236876987698. Yes, you saw it on the homepage. Laura's story is FINALLY up. It took a long long while to type up, cuz i type like 2 word a minute (and that's no lie) But its up. And its a really really good story. If it was a crappy one, i wouldn't have developed carpal tunnel typing it. But it was soooo worth it. I swear, Laura should pursue becomeing a writer since she's really good. phew. Um my website is being a really big bitch though. peoples have emailed me that links arent working and stuff isn't coming up and other problem. I've tried to fix it (I redid all the links) so hopefully everything is so-so. But from my standpoint, the webpage builed that I use is loading really slow and it takes years to save something. Yahoo isn't being nice. And on that note, next time i update, I'll be deleting all the Febuary entries and maybe half of March. Again if there are any objections, email me but it really needs to be done. This page takes way to much space now. sorry. as far as how today went, nothing happened. Oh I did get a chocolate bunny for easter. ooops, HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!! hehe should of said that first. How a bunny has to do with Christ's decent into heaven, I have no idea. oh well. I need to go work on a hx paper now thats due wednesday. so I'll ttyl later. John |
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| March 30 - It's now 9:00 and I'm pretty bored. very bored actually. Lets see, today I reserved 2 tuxes for the 2 proms that Im going to. Because my date, chelsea, goes to another school I need 2 tuxes, both of which need to match the 2 different dresses she's wearing. So thats 170 out of my pocket. Damn, instead of becoming an actor I should start my own tux shop. Thats wear the money is apparently. 2 proms. Personally i dont see what thee big deal is. All it is, is just another dance. more expensive though. It must be more of a girl thing I guess. <cough><cough> Oh I got a rejection letter from Emerson today. Hey dont feel sad. When I read it for 3 secs I felt disapointed and then I realized another college is PAYING me to their college. Now Im like, Emerson Wha?? I also got my housing application and other junk from Framingham. I starting getting used to the idea of Framingham. The whole free thing is very hard to pass over now. Laura's story wil be up by the end of tonight or tomorrow the earliest. Thank you all for being patient. I have a brady bunch song in my head. You know that "I think I'll go for a walk outside now" song. It was in the 2nd Brady Movie I think. Its also in a commercial now with a dude dancing in the street in this broadway type production number. Im sure Im the only one who knows what Im talking about. .......story of my life, that last sentence. hehe Damn Middle East, why cant the palastinians get along with the Isrealis. Well I mean,I know their reasons but still, the number of suicide bombers are rising eachday and the peace talk need to start now. I saw this interview on Dateline or Nightline or some news show and this like 10 year old little girl was talking about how she wants to become a suicide bomber when she got older. very very scary. <cough> k, take me out of the oven and stick a fork in me, Im done. ......... ewwwww bad image. stupid renee |
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| March 28 - This whole week, I haven't been able to get the day right. For some reason, I've convinced myself that its actually the 27. heh So guess what. I got the sum for what I would have to pay if I went to Framingham State today. You know what I have to pay? nothing. You heard right, I pretty much get to go there for free. After college I mabye have to pay 5,000 back in loans but thats nothing. LOL, in fact they are paying ME to go there. The college total costs like 7500 and they are giving me like 8200. Plus, i dont have to do work study which my parents say that is a very good thing. The only problem with this whole scenario is that I dont really want to go there. I dont know why, its just a feeling I have. I mean all signs, ALL SIGNS point to the college but......I dont know. I must be blind to a really good thing. grrrrrrr. I hope I dont get accepted to the other 2 colleges now cuz that would make my life so much easier and I would have to go there. School was very uneventful today. Oh yeah i forget to mention the other day that my math teacher cant add. I got a test back the other day which I had got a 100 on (this is statistics). anyway, on it she had taken away 10 points but because she had asked a question that the class had never covered and I had somehow answered it completey correct, she gave me 5 bonus points. so then that would mean I would be getting 5 points of therefore making the grade a 95. I feel a tad guilty about not telling her about it. Only a tad though, meaning I'll forget about it in 5....4....3....2...1.... ............what was I talking about?? Im chewing gum right now, which is wierd since im the only person in the world who hates gum. Hmmm also this restaurant that is across the street makes the best pizza ever. Its all homemade and the crust is made out of wheat. And they use pesto as the sauce. it may sound weird but it is sooooo good. The place is called "Common Ground" and its run by a religious cult. but they're a nice happy cult so its all good. Actually I find it funny seeing them on laptops behind the counter when they're dressed like pilgrims. Its the 1600's meeting now. But they're really nice. k, im done for today. see ya later. |
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| March 27 - Phew. You'll never guess where I was last night. The last place that I would ever go to...... a Republican Debate. Now Im a full-fledged Democrat. But my friend is a full-fledge Republican and she asked if I could escort her to the event (10 mins before it started). So I quickly got dressed up and there I listened to what was technically a debate, although it seemed more like a lot of agreeing went on. whatever, it was intersting. I shook hands with the guy running for Lt. Governor, and listened to guys running for treasurer and the DA agree (aka debate). Also they played a "game" at the end where the canidate would respond to a question with only one one. The guys flat out cheated. the concept was ONE WORD and they never followed the rule. "How long have you been a Rupublican?" " For as long as I can remmember." ummmm. the correct response would be "forever" That dude is sooo not getting my vote for not following the directions of the game. Well, when it was over, I became more of a Democrat than before. Well thats all thats been exciting since the last entry. Oh, I may be deleting some of the old entries below cuz its taking up way too much space now. If anyone has any objections, let me know. I really want to make an archive page and just transfer the entries the that page but, i dont know how. If anyone does know (<cough> matt <cough>) could you email me how and than I could save the entries. :) well, I'm all journaled out today so im leaving you all now. I see you all next time. |
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| March 25 - LOL, I find it pretty funny that the same people are signing my guestbook every other day. I have no quarells with it. just an observation. so far I have 28 entries. yeah. So hi to Nathan and Laura who signed my guestbook. Actually i should probably name Laura as a co-webmaster to that site. Dude wait, thats a hell of a good idea. Im so giving her my password and mabye she could have her own journal.hmmm..... I'll have to to her. And show her how to do journaling cuz it can be tricky at times. oooo, i like my idea. (and it would definately get more traffic. hehehe) okay, that filled my "good idea" quota for the day. Hmm what happened today... I saved my friend Shannon. well mabye I didn't. At lunch she had this gigantic coughing attack. I swear she was this close to coughing up blood. Anyway all i did was escort her to the store and asked the clerk where the cough drops were in the store. ooo what a hero I was. She did freak me out though when she fell to the sidewalk coughing and people started to approach us, wondering what was wrong. I just stood there unable to think what i should. And that is why I shouldn't become a doctor. I dont do well under crisises. I did open her cough drops for her, though. I found out that im going to visit Framingham College on 4/6. I don't know, i just dont really want to go there for some reason. I dont know why. I feel like they are bribing me to go there a little."We'll give you a laptop, if oyu come to our school." hey, I just bought my own computer. I dont need a laptop. Well i guess we'll see how I really feel after I visit. But I can say with confidence that if i get into UMASS, im defanitely going there before framingham. AND if I get into Emerson and CAN afford it, than the other schools wont even cross my mind. Also if i end up having to go to the other 2, im definately transfering to another school later on. AND ALSO, Marymount (which i did get into) isn't nessecarily out of the question. at least I hope its not. <sniffle><sniffle> Everytime I think about how Im probably not moving to New York, I get depressed. I hate money. Why cant we go back to trading. Cuz I'll trade my liver or something to go there, now. When I got home today there was a wierd (and potentially cool) message on the machine. The message informed us that our family had won a big screen tv and a digital camera off some website. well the website is IWON.com. Now my parents think its a scam and are probably not even gonna call to confirm. Losers. Hey, it probably is a scam but they should at least call to see. It's a friggin big screen tv. So what that we already have one, they could put it down in my room and ill give my wimpy 13inch tv to my sis or something. But no, the parents think its a scam and arent even gonna check to see if it is. grrrrrrr Laura's story. Dont worry, its coming along. Also she told me that she gave some of you readers the impression that she had given it to me a long while ago. Not true. I only got several days ago.so cool your jets people. I expect it to be up by at least friday. And also i found a story of my own that i wrote, which is really stupid so i may put that up. and i may get around to that other story that i started writing but then I had deleted it. AND on top of that I have to do another band of the week, type up the question & answer page, and write som more in my history page. By the way people, visit my history page sometime. I ocassionally update that so you may see something new there everytime you visit.,.....or not. It depend on how busy I am. Im just say i don't see much traffic going to that page and I'd like to see that happening. phew, im certainly a whiner today.sorry for that. I just want people to know that I have a lot on my "to do" list for this site and people seriously get angry at me when I don't update everyday. But thats a good thing though, telling me that people actaully like the site. well, I've run out of space to write so Im gonna end this entry now. lol, 2 long ones in a row. I think I made up for my hiatis, dont you think? SERIOUSLY, EMAIL ME!!!!!!! Oh, and someone compared me to Kerr Smith for the upteenth time. that has to be like the 10000 time that has occurred. I dont even look like like him. |
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| March 23 - hey. I just got back from my grandma's birthday party. It was nice. But in the process of going, I missed my two of my friend's play. First off I had told one friend that I would see here in "Bye Bye Birdie" a couple of weeks ago. That was tonight. Then I told another one of my friends that I couldn't see the play she was in, "The Wiz", because I had already promised to see the earlier's friend's play. both plays were on the same night. well, i wasn't able to go to either, b/c of grandmother's b-day. I love my grandma so i would have rather been there than at a play. Im sure the two friends would totally understand. they're cool like that. Now some vanity. I think im actually growing some muscles. Im very proud of myself. Ya see I want to be an actor and if I ever want to have any success, I have to give in to the "hollywood image" which basically means I have to work out. And, I've been trying. I have my own bench in my room with weights. Im only lifting like a 100 but im just starting out so thats ok. Pecs are developing (hehehe) and biceps and other such muscles are becoming slightly defined. I do have a long time to get what I want but whatever. (your sooo vain... you probably think this song is about you.....) yeah, Let me say that Im not as vain as this guy I saw on a MTV show where he go calf implant in his legs. that dude was very self-involves. but.... if i were a girl, i'd date me......no im just kidding.....really.....just....kidding....lol cough cough... oh yeah along with all the stress of last week, I've had a major cold going on in my system (that sentence was weird) Im not enjoying it.cough. Oh, get the tomb raider SOUNDTRACK if you like techno, like I do. Its pretty good. Just dont get the movie cuz that sucked ass. im listening to it now. (the cd, not the movie) Anyone watching Survivor? I think that it's totally unfair that the tribes were mixed up the way they were. Its now a tribe of 4 (3 women and an old dude) against a tribe of 8 muscle people. Maaruma is sooo going down now. Oh and im probably the only person rooting for Rob. then again, im probab;y the only person to admit to watching the show, but come on....30 million watched it last week which mean one of you guys reading this has seen it......ha. Yeah, to all of Laura's friends looking for her story, Im still in the process of writing it. Yes I have to rewrite it cuz i cant transfer it from the email she sent me. so instead I printed it out and I have to type it on the site myself. hey, now quarrells coming from me about it though. It's just a long story to copy and i have to do it in increments since I have little time. so the story will be up soon. (i just reread this paragraph and just to make it clear, especially to laura, I DON'T MIND RETYPING THE STORY. in fact i want to. People often mistake what i say and think that im angry. not true in this case. not angry. okay done now) Im starting to dislike dentists. they're like car mechanics. you bring you car for an oil change and they find a thousand other things wrong with the car. same thing with the dentist. I went there like 3 months ago for a root canal, and after I was done with that they were like, why dont you come in for another visit to see how everything else is. I said sure because I thought I was fine. cut to 2 weeks later to "wow, 4 of your teeth are looking sketchy. also your top teeth are abnormally thin) Apperantly I now have sketchy thin teeth.hmmmmm, dont want that. oh and he also said I have impacted molars which will need to be taken out in a couple years. so today he shot me up with nocacaine, which is always loads of fun, and drilling insued. but after bout 2 seconds shrp pain took place insted of the drilling and my yelp informed him that he didn't put enough. so he took the needle and shot up a very large amount of novacine into my mouth. He say it will only be a pinch but he's wrong. It's not a pinc, it's more like a bee stinging you in the same spot repeatively. And I just loved it when he wiggled the needle around, while it was still inside of my gums. you know what was even better. a big stream of novacain squirted on my face and into my mouth when he pulled it out. That scared the hell out of me. I was afraid to swallow thinking I'd swallow novacaine, numbing my whole throught, stopping my breathing and in result causing my death. and ya know what he says..... "Oops." sigh. denstists are getting on my nerves. hehe actually they're killing my nerves. Needless to say my entire face was numb until 5 1/2 hours later and my gums are hurting from the the needle that injected the novacaine. oh and I have one more appointment. SIGH hey i think I half made up for my hiatis with this very long entry. forgive me for my absence yet?? well. EMAIL ME!!!! I literally do a happy dance when I get emails that arent about credit cards. please make my day. ok, Im outie. later. |
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