| I look at you. You don't seem to notice how my eyes rest on you. Considered as a friend I'm around you. Just friendship when I'm around, when I talk to you. But my heart pounds harder when I see you, the feeling inside feels like the soft rain on a burning day. I've known you for awhile but never expressed how I feel. Sure that you don't feel the same way and scared to tell. This subliminal feeling hasn't faded in time. While I kept staring my mind got twisted and sick. How can I continue this life while loving you? Grasping my mind, fake my friendly feelings during your presence. Your endless smile makes me long for happyness. Your beautiful character increases my desire for my own catharsis. This unreal scenario thrives me into an uncertain, confused state of mind. Trapped between the walls of doubt. Suffocating cuz of the pain. Feel me in your arms and forget what it's like to be my friend... jOhNduDe |
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| Twisted mind |