19/01/'06

Latest poems added in the appropriate section.


16/11/'05

Recent train of thoughts added entitled: The inability to change.


29/09/'05

I've updated the site with all the poems I still had left lying around here.
That means you have about 22 new poems to check out. Sorry for the people I kept waiting.
Work takes a lot of time in life and with my new contract coming up I'm sure to be settled for quite some time.
But don't despair, it doesn't mean I will lose the need to express myself. So be sure to check back once in a while.



05/04/'05

After a long silence: Yhms
The title may look familiar for some of the LE-fans. But the comparison stops there.
I hope truth becomes reconciliation.



04/04/'05

New thoughts coming soon....


03/01/'04

Happy newyear to you all. I hope this year will bring you and your friends the best.
New thought added =>
confusingly insecure


22/12/'04

The things I feared became truth last friday... This is the end of my life as I knew the last 2 years and 5 months. Everything I've had has been taken from me over the course of 2004. Nothing remains but solitude...
But life goes on no matter what. It's time I take things 1 step at the time, I'll see what's coming for me and try to remember that there's more to life then the pain I feel right now. Many thanks to all my friends who helped me keep on track during these hard times. I love you all.



17/11/'04

2 New poems added => With My Mind and Mystic.
Going through some difficult times. Started working because I failed at school. It looks like my whole life's changing and it's not for the better. My world is slowly falling apart. Losing the person which means the most to me. Praying that I'll manage not to totally succumb to this pain.
All my love to my one and only Lily...



16/09/'04

New thought added => confused


25/08/'04

Fresh poetry from the desk of jOhNduDe => Insecure
Busy times  as usual, upcoming exams which won't be easy. All my thoughts go out to my * who I miss a lot. If only we could be together more often. Maybe once all this has passed.
-It's not hard to fail, it's not easy to win-



01/06/'04

New poem: failure added. It's been very busy lately with lots of work and the upcoming exams. I had a lot of thoughts and even considered quitting my studies but I've decided to keep going. It's not easy with my troubled mind and worries about what else is going on but I must do this, not only for myself but for everyone around me...


11/03/'04

2 new poems, paranoia and spontaneous. Guess you know where to find them.


01/02/'04

Another new one => Twinkle,  Feel free to go watch it.
JooN



29/01/'04

Due to the lovely cold winterscene I felt forced to write something, result can be seen as the latest added poem Winter wonderland.
jOhNduDe



27/01/'04

Been thinking of the past. Thinking about all that we've been through. The good times and few bad ones. I Never Knew how obvious it is... How easy to see why I love you. You're so sweet and caring, love to smile, playful and a good listener. Fun to be with every time over again. Pleasant company not only for me but for the other people as well. Charming and open to others. I can't explain it but I think it speaks for itself when I say that I will fight for us. Never give up during the seemingly most difficult times. I just can't give up on you. You mean too much to me. I won't live if you died or leave me. You're 2 good for me, I know I'm not perfect and maybe I've not tried enough to get better. But you can't deny that I've made some progress. I'll go ever further for you...
Please don't ever give up.






                                                                                                                                                                          
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