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| So called happiness, created by anticipation of a na�ve person. Hard to see the reality that lies hidden in her mind. Once those thoughts were liberated, he found himself abandonned. The sweet smell of the first flowers enters his senses. Memories which have faded long ago come back to his mind. From the times without misery, filled with happy thoughts and funny stories. Long lost times which torment his heart as he compares it with the present. Can't receive the obvious, a little bit of love and understanding. Again musing about the love he didn't really got from her. Knowing she's happy with another, happier then she ever was with him. Longing that he could be as happy as her, but the pain makes it seem impossible. Gloomy he tries to forget about it, doesn't want to destroy the feelings she has now. Sacrifices his own personal happiness for hers without any grievance cuz it's a burden he'll be carrying for quite awhile. He continues his life though he's alone. No one to take his hand and lead him to happiness.He found that his solitude is slowly killing him while he's searching with desperate hands so numb. Left in oceans of seemingly endless bleeding. jOhNduDe |
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