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| Why am I so worried these weeks? Scared of the one thing that I fear most. Can't lose you. The very thought makes me cry. Cut my skin when I feel insecure, watch the flesh heal 'till the scars appear. Something's changed in you. Like you're holding back on me, it makes me doubt on myself. I remember when nothing mattered, that your love overwhelmed me. When I could drown in the sweet words you sent me. Time seems to have changed, deformed into something I don't recognize anymore. Will I ever feel your body next to me again, while sleeping or hugging... When I need to miss you, my mind plays tricks on me. No wonder that I don't feel right. Start maiming myself in the head and skin. I don't wanna feel lonely, just want some love and certainty in this life of mine. This selfish life which doesn't deserve your love. People around me get hurt and I don't want to rejoin them. Shake off this paranoia and return back to my senses. I wanna renew my vow. Renew my unconditional love. jOhNduDe 7-2-2004 00:46 |
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