| Fearfully sitting on the edge of the bridge. Lone like a bottle inthe sand, with a silent message inside. Like the past, unable to control this immobile reality. Don't want to live in a vicious circle, repeating my past life again. Anxiety spreading like the sea over the sand. Afraid that it might happen again. Another situation but the same pain like a mindnumbing drug, tearing on my feelings. How can I ever doubt my feelings for you? How can I interpret your signs as often you don't know yourself? I must contain my fear, myself. Just realized I can never win... jOhNduDe 12-1-2004 12:09 |
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| Contained fear |