No Coda Within


Bless this existance which haunts me,
Kiss the life in a moment of anger
Words can only express but so much,
But emotion and action express so much more

This world of pain is simply a momentary illusion,
A diversion from what appearances really mean
Holding on to what is right and what is wrong,
Releasing this facade for a final time

Reason will lapse no more,
Forever changed are my thoughts
You remain transparent and weightless,
Now I ascend to something new

Will your life away in a cyclone,
Narcissistic pleasure crowds those who enter
The vortex of this rage is you,
Only reason will calm the storm now

Though you feel your life to be an epic tale,
The mundane routine far outweighs the adventure
Most lives spiral out into the unknown,
However, yours remains a circus ring

No coda within,
Only cacophonous notes strung together
Heartstrings broken long ago,
Played out by years of practice

These experiences should guide you now,
Help you mastermind a meaningful fate
Acting as though you are somehow lost,
When the right path is staring you in the face
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How can my heart feel so alone from the rest of me?
If this movement is truly the best, then maybe i should make it

Try to fathom my position,
Feel the way i feel
Facing the facts of the future is all that prevents me now,
Owning up to what i know

Consider the irreprehensable consequences,
Then wear my shoes for just a day
It truly makes me sick,
To think of what we could have had

It's all my fault,
This relationship can never exist
Persistant thoughts are all i have now,
Why do they haunt me so?

As I am ashamed of what I've made my life,
You ascend to something new
Now I am the one who is left naked to my own undoing
Commit to Reason


Commit yourself to a love without reason,
And reject those who tell you everything else has meaning
As you drift further from the one who truly needs you,
Shading truths are all that prevail

The passing of another yields no emotions,
Yet the passing of temptation brings doubt and question
Doubt...for your first love
Question...for those around you

Heart and mind now sleep in separate rooms,
Stop walking the halls between the two
Lying might help hide the walls,
Reason will right your wrongs

Commit to reason and pass the test,
Submit to temptation and face uncertainty
The Addict



An allowance of evil into your veins
Your refusal to deny has left you cold
This hunger leads to addiction,
One that will certainly take the mind as well

Another like you seems to intrigue and mesmorize,
But his intentions, like yours, are hard to see
No misunderstanding here, you've been fooled
And now a black curtain will vail your hunger
For this deception will not soon leave your mind

Though you continue your ways,
These dark intentions find sunlight in that elder's lesson

Years after the fact, you find yourself at a fiest of junkies
Questioning the infectious beast which brought you all here
One last plea for salvation leaves you wandering

Wander no more,
Your salvation is gone
Valentine Rain
My heart aches as the days go by,
Each meeting with you fashions another pain
Can't ask for devotion,
And I don't know why

Fear for the worst if I let you go,
Taming this is now a senseless affair
Your voice leads me back,
But now I'm heading back home

Slipping into the tiredness of routine again,
Feeling that longing which drove me before
Now this force reminds,
Of that Valenine rain

Drag out like silt on a river bed,
This decision may make the weather change
A cacophony of words flow inside,
Deciphering these hurts my head
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