| No Coda Within Bless this existance which haunts me, Kiss the life in a moment of anger Words can only express but so much, But emotion and action express so much more This world of pain is simply a momentary illusion, A diversion from what appearances really mean Holding on to what is right and what is wrong, Releasing this facade for a final time Reason will lapse no more, Forever changed are my thoughts You remain transparent and weightless, Now I ascend to something new Will your life away in a cyclone, Narcissistic pleasure crowds those who enter The vortex of this rage is you, Only reason will calm the storm now Though you feel your life to be an epic tale, The mundane routine far outweighs the adventure Most lives spiral out into the unknown, However, yours remains a circus ring No coda within, Only cacophonous notes strung together Heartstrings broken long ago, Played out by years of practice These experiences should guide you now, Help you mastermind a meaningful fate Acting as though you are somehow lost, When the right path is staring you in the face |
| Anagram How can my heart feel so alone from the rest of me? If this movement is truly the best, then maybe i should make it Try to fathom my position, Feel the way i feel Facing the facts of the future is all that prevents me now, Owning up to what i know Consider the irreprehensable consequences, Then wear my shoes for just a day It truly makes me sick, To think of what we could have had It's all my fault, This relationship can never exist Persistant thoughts are all i have now, Why do they haunt me so? As I am ashamed of what I've made my life, You ascend to something new Now I am the one who is left naked to my own undoing |
| Commit to Reason Commit yourself to a love without reason, And reject those who tell you everything else has meaning As you drift further from the one who truly needs you, Shading truths are all that prevail The passing of another yields no emotions, Yet the passing of temptation brings doubt and question Doubt...for your first love Question...for those around you Heart and mind now sleep in separate rooms, Stop walking the halls between the two Lying might help hide the walls, Reason will right your wrongs Commit to reason and pass the test, Submit to temptation and face uncertainty |
| The Addict An allowance of evil into your veins Your refusal to deny has left you cold This hunger leads to addiction, One that will certainly take the mind as well Another like you seems to intrigue and mesmorize, But his intentions, like yours, are hard to see No misunderstanding here, you've been fooled And now a black curtain will vail your hunger For this deception will not soon leave your mind Though you continue your ways, These dark intentions find sunlight in that elder's lesson Years after the fact, you find yourself at a fiest of junkies Questioning the infectious beast which brought you all here One last plea for salvation leaves you wandering Wander no more, Your salvation is gone |
| Valentine Rain My heart aches as the days go by, Each meeting with you fashions another pain Can't ask for devotion, And I don't know why Fear for the worst if I let you go, Taming this is now a senseless affair Your voice leads me back, But now I'm heading back home Slipping into the tiredness of routine again, Feeling that longing which drove me before Now this force reminds, Of that Valenine rain Drag out like silt on a river bed, This decision may make the weather change A cacophony of words flow inside, Deciphering these hurts my head |