your game
11/18/99

I can't stop my mind day dream ing
just don't know how one describes
I can't feel my pride it's scream ing
just can't re sist all the lies
torn from my self
born into hell
close to my pain
lose when you gain
you're my ob ses sion
you are tearrring in to my brain
ex plo ding
de co ding
en ter tai ning your self with my shame
de le ting
mis trea ting
o ver whel ming my thoughts with your game

mo ments of cla ri ty when I'm
lying with you
lying to me
pleasing my cha ot ic soul
dramatic un god ly things
denying our self centered goals
what do you choose
what is to lose
what is the problem with fate
what do you see
what do you need
why's this remind me of hate

u can't stop my mind day dream ing
just don't know how one describes
u can't feel my pride it's scream ing
just can't re sist all the lies
torn from my self
born into hell
close to my pain
lose when you gain
you're my ob ses sion
you are tear ing in to my brain
ex plo ding
de co ding
en ter tai ning your self with my shame
de le ting
mis trea ting
o ver whel ming my thoughts with your game

feel this hy po cra cy when I'm
lying with you
lying to me
easing my tense angry soul
dramatic un god ly things
denying our soft sensual goal
what do you choose
what is to lose
what is the problem with fate
what do you see
what do you need
I wonder if it's too late