The Angel
8/13/98
We were both lost walking aimlessly in different directions turning into dark mysterious alleys searching for forgiveness, hoping to feel something wonderful, praying for answers to questions we shouldn't ask and thinking about how it felt to be loved.
My mind was in a curious state as I closed my weary eyes to concentrate to find words to phrase... Is it just a phase? Am I just crazed? My vision is dazed as I stare into your eyes and wonder who you are and how you think and who you trust and what you feel and the beautiful way you look when a smile graces your pretty face and then I smile and laugh out loud because I don't know who you are or who you might be...
My mind wanders as I can faintly hear someone singing a song of sadness in the distance. I begin to search innocently and desperately for this lonely beautiful voice that has now gathered my complete attention and I don't even bother to notice that I still have my eyes closed to the world as I stumble and fall, but as I am falling I am comforted to still hear the sweet music in my ears and the song in the air is not so sad now as I feel tender whispers of happiness caressing my senses and now I am aware that I am not alone anymore.
I can feel your soft trembling hand holding mine now as I open my eyes for the very first time to gaze upon an angel. I feel so many things that I could never want to understand as falling subsides to floating in an unreal place while we dream about impossible wonderful things and for a moment that will last forever we find peace in each others souls as we are together blissfully connected spiritually knowing in our hearts that we will never be alone again in this place we call reality...