The color purple
words that are never used like "radical"
being completely opposite of what everyone wants
Icons
Care Bears
Any Rock Music
Music
Drums
Fairies
Glitter
Taking pictures
Highlighters
Electrical tape
Duct tape
Boys
Drawing
People who relate to me
Being an Indivdual
Piercings
Tattoos
Biting
Scratching
Eyeliner
Odd Colored Hair
Vampires
Werewolves
Writing
Reading
Singing
Dreaming
Computers
Roleplaying
R-rated movies
Pro-Lesbianism (Though I'm not)
Journalism
Online Journalism
Web Designing
Graphic Designing
Event Planning
Texting People on My Phone
Instant Messaging
Plane rides
horror movies
people that are theirselves
being myself
freaks
gay and bi people
paranormal studies
anything sharp and metallic
honor
pride
meditation
nice people
lollipops
looking at the stars
full moons
jumping in puddles
sour skittles
the back row very corner of the movie theater
eating late at night
going to the library and getting a stack of books two or three feet high
my friends
fireworks
cuddling
the rain
acting silly
meeting new people
when people rate and comment me
concerts
swimming
sliding on ice in the middle of the road
traveling to places I've never visited
sour candy
candles
fire
chewing
movies
acting stupid
acting high
getting high and watching Fantasia (The closest thing to being high I've ever been is spinning really, really fast or getting high off of Hyper Crack -i.e. candy-)
feeling comfritable
sleep
my blanket
my bed
rain clouds
thunder
lightning
just hanging around
being home alone
hippies
tree huggers
the ocean
Las Vegas
Towson University
Anime
The phrase "Bass Ackwards"
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Let me start out by saying, as much as you think you know me...you don't. My being is a whole lot more ||complicated|| than anyone knows. The way my mind speaks to me is different from anything I've even said or done. I'm not just the scientific artist who loves the color purple and Tinkerbell and spends her days counting down til college.
No.
I am...someone who looks at the world upside down. I am...that one single person who wore what every one else was afraid to. I am...a writer, a reader, a singer, a dreamer, a novelist, an artist, a scientist. I am a teenager. I am a lover. I am an academic genious. I am a sinner. I am a liar. I am a cheat. I do things wrong. I am not a saint. I am not an angel. I am not a goddess. I do not spend hours in front of a mirror worrying about what I looking like when I go out of the house and around the corner to the store for milk. I am overweight. I am under height. I am cynical. I am outspoken. I am not gay, but kudos to those who are. When life gets screwed up, I cry. When people make me mad, I throw things and shout and scream and cry some more. I confide my feelings in my journal because its the only honest thing I know that will not go around spreading my problems to other people. I am a senior. I am a college bound student. I do text message way too much on my phone and do not talk to my family enough. I work for everything I want and I don't get paid enough. I am underaged and overprivileged. I am in love with somebody who doesn't take my love seriously. I wish I could be someone else sometimes. I do feel like I will never be in love again and no one will love me. I feel like the love of my life is loving someone new day-by-day. Life is hard and I know it, but I wouldn't change mine for the world.
Okay, here's a bit about me, stuff that you will probably never read, but that's okay. I'm a journalist, I'm a painter, I'm a writer and I'm absolutely [[crazy]]. I'm a freshman in college and I love to have fun with my friends. Currently, I'm addicted to Vampires and Bright Retro Pictures. I work my ass off for everything I have and everything I want. I'm the oldest of my brothers and sisters (I have a step-brother, a half-sister, two step-sisters and a one-year-old half-sister). I'm a straight-A, honor roll student and I don't think its geeky at all. If you do, well then screw you! I am a very blunt person and enjoy saying things that are on my mind, which always ends up getting me in trouble. (That's why I now have an online journal where I can say things on my mind.)
I have two of the best friends in the world. TJ, we've been dating since October 16, 2007. He's great. Tulia. Thirteen years is certainly a long time to be best friends with one person and she has definitely been my best of friend since day one. I love her so much. I am absolutely [[random]] and will probably scare you with how quickly I can change subjects in a conversation. I can be very sarcastic, so to the point where you will probably never tell I'm being sarcastic.
I was accepted to Towson University in November of 2007. I will be a freshman starting Fall of 2008. As of right now I'm going for my Bachelor's in Science, major in Biology and I'm getting a minor in English. I've thought of switching my major to Graphic Design, but Towson doesn't offer it and I also thought of switching to Theatre. I'm a member of the cast of Formal Dress Optional. I usually play Columbia (because that the only character I know right now.)
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When people that say "like" every other word
people who mock me, people who are annoying (besides myself of course)
WhEn PeOpLe WhO tYpE lYkE tHis
N wen ppl who typ lyk dis (What happened to grammar?)
Ignorant people
Fake people
People who discriminate
people that start drama
know-it-alls
attention hogs
tattle tales
kids
the cold
when old ladies refuse to wear a bra in public
seeing thong straps (It is NOT attractive)
"Wiggers"
when my hair gets stuck in my lip gloss
stuck-up people
wanna bes
people that judge others
haters
answering the phone to find out its a bill collector
the unknown
sweating
"No running in the halls"
P.D.A.
Abuse
When I'm wrong
people that blame you for something you didn't do
when someone yells in your face for nothing
being broke
people who interupt me
people that listen into my conversation on the phone
people that make fun of others
when people ask "Are you okay?" or "What's wrong?"
Geocities (It's been mean lately)
when people butt in line for the elevator
when people push to get on the elevator when there are still people trying to get off
when I'm sick and I can only breath through one nostril
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