| Anywhere But Here |
| Jessica went to bed exhausted from the days events. Who would have thought that so much could have changed in so little time. Never in a million years would she have thought that Vivian and AJ would be together, or that her and Justin would be so much in love. But that was what happened. Everything switched and nothing would ever be the same. Including her and Vivian She didn't want to admit it, but her friendship with Vivian barely exsisted anymore. Her going out with AJ put a huge strain on their frinedship but she didn't want to admit it. There were too many years of friendship to be thrown away all because of one boy. But they were, their friendship was ruined, there was no getting around that. But she had to try and make it work between them, it just wouldn't be fair, not for either of them. So for now, she would try and make things work, for both of them. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~Next Morning~ Jessica went down to the kitchen to get breakfast. She cane down to find AJ and Vivian feeding each other cereal. "Well isn't this lovely" she though "Morning guys" Jessica said as she walked into the kitchen to the cabinet to get herself her lucky charms. "hi" the both stiffened uncomfortably. She got her cereal and sat down to chat with the both of them, she's going to make things work she promised herself. "So, did you guys just get here?" Jessica asked "About an hour ago." Vivian answered. "Oh, did you guys have fun yesturday?" Jessica said "Yeah we had a blast" AJ answered, his feelings for Vivian were becoming more and more stronger everytime he looked at her. "That's great" Jessica said, I can't believe this, it's getting harder, and harder to like her everytime I look at her. she thought The phone rang and Jessica picked it up. "Hello" "Hey Jessi, It's Justin" "Hey baby" she looked at Vivian and AJ and excused herself upstairs. "SO you really had a good time last night?" Vivian said "Yeah definatly" AJ said, talking about what the both of them did last night at his house. "How about an encore?" Vivian suggested. "God, you know I want to but I have to go to the recording studio today. "He stood up and went to the front door to leave. "bye sweetie" Vivian said as AJ got into the car ad left. Things were going really good between them. The more time he spent with her the more stronger his feelings grew. He never thought that it would happen but it did. He was starting to fall in love with Vivian. And it felt right. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "Hi sweetie" Jessica said. "Hey, what are you doing?" he asked "Nothing much," Jessica said, not wanting to tell him about what she was feeling towards Vivian. "Why don't you come over then, we can spend the whole day together." he said. "Sure, i'll see you there" "Bye sweetie" "bye" ~AT JUSTIN'S HOUSE~ Jessica got to her boyfriend's house and got out of the car to greet him. He was already outside waiting for her. "Hey honey" she greeted as she hugged him. "Hi" he said as he leaned down to kiss her. They went into his house and started making out. They just couldn't get enough of each other. They were on the couch, Justin on top of Jessica and Jessica's shirt had already come off. She was trying despereatly to get Justin's shirt out of the way. ~FLASHBACK~ "So you're a virgin?" AJ asked, it was the day they had met. They were in AJ's hotel room and they had become fast friends. Usually Jessica wouldn't talk about herself with somebody she had just met but there was something about him that just made her trust him. "Yeah, I just always wanted to make love first with my husband. Hopefully he won't turn out to be a total asshole and i won't have to divorce him, becasue then i would have waited for nothing." she said, of course kidding. "Don't worry, you won't have to divorce me" he said as grinned at her. She looked at him surprised, but with a grin one her face. ~END FLASHBACK~ "I can't do this" Jessica said as she sat up and put her clothes on. "Your right, i'm sorry I was going too fast. I should have known better." he said with a major attitude. "You know it's not that I don't want to Justin, but I promised myself along time ago, that I would wait until I was married. And I'm not about to back down on that promise now" "I know, I understand" Justin said with an attitude still notisable. "I should go" Jessica said as she got up. "Jessica wait" Justin said as he ran after her. "What?" Jessica said "I'm sorry, I love you and I respect your decision. I'm really sorry." he said as he kissed her. "It's ok, but I really should go" Jessica said as she got in her car and left. ~Back at the house~ "Hey J, what are you doing here so early?" Vivian asked "I was tired so I decided to come home." she said as she ran upstairs. "Ok." Vivian said as she watched her friend. Everything has to get back to normal soon. she though ~with Jessica~ "I can't do this anymore. I can't pretend" she said as she saw a reflection of herself crying. She dialed the all familiar number and prayed that her friends were home "Hello." Claudia answered "Hey Claudia, It's Jess." "Hey sweetie how are you, you sound horrible." Claudia said. "Long day, Me and Justin almost did something." Jessica tried to explain "Do what?" Claudia asked knowing that Jessica always got very embarresed talking about sex. "We almost did it." Jressica tried again to explain "What are you talking about Jess?" Claudia asked "Jesus Claudia, we almost had sex" "Are you seriuse," claudia asked " yeah, but I snapped out of it. But I was already in my underwear by the time the relization of what I was doing hit me." Jessica said "Well as long as you didn't do anything" Claudia reasoned. "But that's not what I called you for." "Ok, what is it then?" Claudia asked "Is that offer still up?" "What offer?" Claudia asked "The me moving in with you and Connie offer." Jessica said. "Yeah of course" "Can I move in by the end of the week?" Jessica said as she looked at her fifth graduation with Vivian and turned the frame down. NEXT BACK TO GONE BACK TO FANFICTION BACK HOME |