| I'll Never Get Over You (Getting Over Me) |
| Everything was going so well. But she had to ruin everything. They laid there under the sheets very uncomfortable with each other, which was weird because they've made love before, but they never got each other's name wrong. "So what does it mean? DO you want to be with him right now instead of me?" "it just came out, i want to be with you" she said "I don't know, Vivian, just tell me do you want to be with Nick?" "No." "Then why did you say 'I love you nick' when you were making love to me." "I'm sorry" she said close to tears, she didn't know what had gone into her. "Just get out" AJ said, ready to cry himself. He really thought he could love Vivian. She dressed and left. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Good going Vivian, you finally managed to ruin every relationship you've ever had." Vivian said She got home already in tears, she ran upstairs hoping that Jessica would be home. She needed a friend right now. She got to Jessica's room to find her packing, looking like she was going to cry. "What are you doing?" Vivian asked It was the day that Jessica had planned to move out, but she didn't know how to tell Vivian, she kept putting it off. "I'm moving out." Jessica said, beginning to cry "What!? Why?" Vivian asked in shock, she really didn't need this right now. "I tried Vivian, I really did, but I can't just walk around and pretend that everything is fine, when' it's not. It's hard seeing you with AJ, even if we aren't together it's still hard. So i think that the only way we will ever go back to normal is if we spent some time away from each other." "Why didn't you tell me before?" Vivian asked "Because I really didn't want to admit to myself that our friendship has ended up this way. It's hard, to realize that you and me are not as close as we used to be and I think that we just need to take a break from each other" Jessica tried to explain "Look J, I know I made a mistake, but you can't move out, we're never gonna resolve anything by you running away, you can't you just can't I won't let you leave" Vivian said, she wasn't about to let her best friend leave \"I'm sorry Vivian, i'm almost packed and the girls should be here soon to pick up everything, I have to, I can't be around you anymore, knowing that you are with my ex i'm sorry i just can't. I refuse to put myself in that situation anymore" "But You don't have to worry about that. AJ broke up with me, we aren't together anymore, you don't have to go" Vivian said already crying "You still were with him when me and him were committed to each other, and even though I want to, I can't forgive you this fast, is going to take some time and a lot of it." Jessica said, in tears herself "What if you don't forgive me? What am supposed to do then?" Vivian said, now realizing all the mess she had caused Jessica just stayed silent, only moving to answer the door, it was Connie and Claudia, Jessica told them to just pick up the boxes that were all ready packed and she would finish packing and they could leave. Jessica went up to her old room to pick up the last box. She loaded it up with the rest and went up to say goodbye to Vivian. She entered the room to find a crying Vivian laying on the bed "I'm leaving" Jessica said, Vivian didn't say anything she just kept crying. "I am really sorry I didn't tell you before, but this is for the best. I really did forgive you Viv, it's just it's taking me some time to forget, but I will eventually." Jessica said in tears herself. She turned to leave "Do you remember" Vivian started very softly, Jessica turned around to look at her once-best friend "we promised each other in the fifth grade that we would be each other's bridesmate, your still going to be mine right?" Vivian said, talking about their childhood promise to each other. "Of course," Jessica said more tears coming out "Vivian just nodded, Jessica turned around and left. Vivian just sat there alone and miserable. Now fully understanding the huge mistake she made. She should have never thought she could be with AJ, and still be friends with Jessica. She made a mistake and she finally realized it, too bad she already lost everything she ever really cared about. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "So you really moved out?" Justin asked "Yep, it was so hard sweetie, I really want to be friends with her, but it still hurts you know, what she did to me you just dcan' forget about it that fast." Jessica tried to explain. Her and Justin were out in the park eating ice-cream talking about what had happened the day before with Vivian. "How did she take it?" Justin asked, not really that worried about Vivian. "She was crying, she got mad, understandably, I really should have told her before hand." "Why didn't you?" he asked "I was just too scared, we've been friends for so long, it's just too hard too realize that we're not going to be best friends anymore. Or for a while anyway." "Well it's better this way. There was too much tension in that house, whether you and Vivian want to admit it." "Yeah I guess." Jessica said, it still hurt. "Hey guys" Jessica and Justin looked up to see AJ ""Hey AJ," Jessica said, her face brightening up. Justin noticed that but just stayed quiet. "Hey do you know where Vivian is? I've been trying to reach her since yesterday but she doesn't pick up the phone." AJ said looking at Jessica, she looked beautiful today, then again she looked beautiful everyday. "Sorry I don't know where she is, I haven't been over there since yesterday." Jessica informed "Why not?" AJ asked, fearing that she spent the night over at Justin's. Not that it was any of his business. "I moved out." Jessica said getting sad all over again. "what?" Aj said, knowing it was because of him. "Yeah," "Where do you live now?" AJ asked, hoping it wasn't with Justin "With Claudia and Connie." "Oh. Claudia's uncles' old house right?" "Yep, I can't believe you still remembered that place you haven't been there in ages." Jessica said, forgetting about Justin, who was standing there very uncomfortable. "Hey maybe all of us can do something sometime?" Jessica suggested Justin just looked at her confused "Yeah sure." "Connie and Claudia are dying to see everybody again, and I do have to introduce Claudia to Howie." "Right" AJ said a disapointed she meant everybody instead of just her and him "Look i'll just run over Vivians house and see what's up with her i'll see you guys later." AJ said and walked to his car and left. "What's wrong?" Jessica asked her boyfriend "Nothing." Justin said not wanting her to know he was jealous of AJ "Let's go to see a movie." Justin suggested "Sure let's go." Jessica said, too busy thinking about AJ too care where she went "Stop it Jessica, you're with Justin now, not AJ, you love Justin, nobody else, especially AJ" She kept telling herself "She loves me, not AJ, me not AJ, me not AJ!" Justin kept telling himself. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "Get a grip AJ, she's in love with another guy, seh told you that herself. She's not in love with you anymore. Get over her!" Aj told himself throughout the whole ride from the park. Vivian had hurt him when she called out Nick's name, but he knew everything happened for a reason. And the reason was fairly simple, they weren't in love with each other. But the people they loved, were in love with someone else. She was in-love with Nick, probably always will be, but she was so hurt when she found out Nick was in-love with Willa, that she wanted revenge. So Vivian thought she wanted Nick's best friend, AJ. She didn't really think about though. But when they first slept with each other, she thought she was in love, but she was only hurt. AJ obviously was still in love with Jessica, but she moved on too someone new. All because it scared him that he could care for someone that much. That's why he slept with Amanda, he wanted an excuse to make her hate him, boy did his plan work. Only, when Jessica was gone, he realized how much he truly loved her. If only he could have figured all this out before he made another mistake and got together with Vivian. Then maybe himself and Vivian would be a little happier right now. He entered the home with the key Jessica had given him months ago. He went upstairs to find Vivian, looking like she had been crying for sometime. She looked up not really surprised to see him. "I heard about Jessica, I'm sorry." AJ said, not really wanting to tell her why he was really there. "Yeah." There was an awkward silence. "Your breaking up with me aren't you?" Vivian asked. Knowing full well that he was, after what happened "I'm sorry" was all he could say. She just nodded her head "How did I let it get this far?" Vivian asked. "What do you mean?" "You know that day when we first had sex?" "Yeah." AJ said not knowing what she was getting at. "I wasn't really that drunk that night, at first anyway." "What?" "Nick was there and he was watching us, I wanted to make him jealous so i stared flirting with you. we kept drinking and he left, one thing led to another and you know the rest. everything happened because of me." Vivian said, as fresh tears coming down her cheeks "It's not your fault, it just happened, we were both there, we should have both known better." AJ reasoned "Yeah, I guess." "i really am sorry" AJ said again 'I know, but could you just leave me alone please, I just want to be alone right now." He just turned and left. "I have to get out of here." Vivian said. She took a shower and tried to freshen up as much as she could. There was only two people that could make her feel better, and since Jessica wasn't speaking with her, there was only one person she could turn to. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "Willa we're outside, please, get off of me " Nick requested "What's the big deal?" Willa asked "I don't want nor need anybody minding my busisness." Nick said as they were going in through his front door from his house. The last thing he needed was the media finding out that him and Willa were involved. "Sorry" Willa said as she got off of him. They went in and Willa went straight upstairs to use the bathroom. The doorbell rang and Nick wondered who could it be, he wasn't expecting anybody. He opoened the door to find a crying Vivian at his doorstep. "Vivian what's wrong?" he asked as he enveloped her in a hug "everything is just so screwed up!" she said, and she just cried as he ran his fingers through her hair. "Honey who's that?" Willa said coming down the stairs seeing Vivian "Oh it's her, What do you want?" Willa asked very rudely "I shouldn't be here I'm sorry. I'm just so sorry" Vivian said as she turned and ran back to her car and left. "What the hell was that about?" Willa asked annoyed that Nick was till staring at the car as it was leaving He said nothing "Nick honey. Come on close the door. It's time for us to be by ourselves" Willa said suggestively. Nick closed the door and went with his girlfriend to his room. But he couldn't stop thinking about Vivian. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "What the hell was I thinking?" Vivian asked herself as she got home and sat on the couch. "I'm so stupid. Why would Nick care about me after what I did to him?" She made such a huge mistake. She thought she loved AJ, when in truth she was just hurt over Nick. She was stupid to think that everything was going to be fine. She ruined everything, Her relationship with Nick, her friendship with Jessica and Jessica's relationship with AJ. All because Vivian wanted to be selfish. Her life was ruined, she had nobody to love her as friend or a woman Her life was ruined. Next Home BAck To Gone Back To Other Stories |