I asked on my LJ but
I'll ask here aswell. "Does anyone have any
ideas of what a penniless insane
inmate could get his
lover/therapist for a christmas
present?" Please guys, come on,
you've got the ideas guys!
Title:
Author: Inca
Feedback: Makes me purr - slasherphiles@y...
Rating NC17
AU Liam/William
Disclaimer: They don't belong to
me, I just like to play with them
Spoilers: AU
Summary: Risen from the ashes, as
an Angel
Authors notes: *mwah* … I don't
feel I need to explain any more. You
all get *mwahs*
***
The ethical psychiatrist will
scrupulously avoid using this
relationship to gratify his/her own
emotional, financial and sexual
needs.
He drank the coffee to get the
taste of vomit out of his mouth. He'd
brushed his teeth three times but
it hadn't done any good. The
feeling in his stomach was staying.
The taste of sick in his mouth
would never disappear, like some
hell-sent lip-curling punishment.
He scanned down the page for
another paragraph that would make the
bile rise, as some sort of
cleansing self-flagellation.
The requirement that the physician
conduct himself/herself with
propriety in his/her profession and
in all the actions of his/her
life is especially important in the
case of the psychiatrist because
the patient tends to model his/her
behaviour after that of his/her
psychiatrist by identification.
Further, the necessary intensity of
the treatment relationship may tend
to activate sexual and other
needs and fantasies on the part of
both patient and psychiatrist,
while weakening the objectivity
necessary for control. Additionally,
the inherent inequality in the
doctor-patient relationship may lead
to exploitation of the patient.
Sexual activity with a current or
former patient is unethical.
He swallowed the searing bitterness
that rose and closed his eyes
breathing deeply for a second,
trying to control the dry heaves his
stomach was producing.
His gut settled and he leant back
in the morning sun, the book on
his lap, coffee mug resting on the
armrest of the huge leather chair
in his office. He heard the birds
tweeting outside his window and he
sipped some more coffee.
He turned his gaze back to the book
and looked for another
unsettling paragraph.
**~~**
Stars singing stars singing stars
singing stars singing stars
singing stars singing stars singing
stars singing stars singing
stars singing stars singing stars
singing stars singing
"Angel? Do you want to
participate today?" Dr Harris's voice floated
through the song.
He tuned in. He was in group. The
whole circle was staring at him.
Doyle was smiling at him. He
realised he was singing.
He closed his mouth and smiled,
still bouncing his legs to the beat.
"Do you want to participate in
today's discussion?"
"Is it about the music?"
"Uh – no, what we're
discussing is how we can help others make –."
"No thankyou."
He tuned back out until all he
could see was gold and all he could
hear were the stars singing stars
singing stars singing stars
singing stars singing…
**~~**
He tiptoed down the hallway outside
the sleepers. He'd come through
a systems door he'd found out about
so the guard wouldn't see him.
He had to leave it open a crack;
there was no handle of the other
side. After a couple of hours of
looking up exactly what was wrong
with physician/patient
relationships, he felt himself … wanting. He
couldn't help it. He kept
visualising Liam's face, his hands running
over his skin, could feel the skin
under his fingertips, could taste
him in the air, taste the salted
sweat and come and the honey
underneath. He needed to see him
again. He felt like a black eyed
junkie sneaking out of home to get
a fix for his shaking body, when
he was supposed to be going clean.
As he got closer to the room,
sickness filled his belly and made him
stop.
He tiredly tried to shut his
conscience up, since he'd left Liam
early that morning it had been
screaming at him. Screaming about
jail and wrong and ethics and moral
code. He was too tired to focus
on it now.
He wanted to see Liam.
He felt his face crumple suddenly
and he stopped again, for a
breather, feeling his eyes water
and trying to force the tears away.
He wasn't sad. He'd figured that
due to the anxiety and guilt and
frustration and pressure and
overall sickness of his mind over the
past few months, he just couldn't
cope, having a breakdown.
Great, now I'm analysing myself.
The crying jag stopped as soon as
it started and he continued down
the hall, fixated and obsessed. He
peeked into Liam's room but he
wasn't there. He sighed, relief and
disappointment mixing.
The floor was scattered with
pictures. Just swirls on the paper
mainly. Bright explosions. He knelt
down and stared at them. They
hadn't been there last night… early
this morning. Liam had drawn
them when he woke up. He smiled. He
wondered if they were pictures
of how he felt last night when …
His stomach clenched and his
forehead beaded.
He was filthy.
He closed his eyes and swallowed
calming himself down. When he
opened them again he saw a corner
of paper sticking out from
underneath his pillow. Will was
filled with dread.
He reached for it slowly and tugged
it out.
The paper was covered in little pictures
of Will. Different angles,
a hand on a thigh, his eyes, his
mouth all disjointed around the
centre linear drawing.
Will, face blissful and arched up,
his eyes clenched closed, mouth
open in a howl as he orgasmed. The
word `gorgeous' was scratched
across the picture.
He held it in his hands limply.
Hands smoothed across his stomach
and ran up his shirt, curling
around the neck of his shirt and
scraping scratchy fingernails
across the top of his chest.
"You found my pictures."
His heart tried to thump out of his
chest; he closed his eyes in
relief, his stomach rolled and his
cock twitched. He let his head
fall back on Liam's shoulder. It
was all okay now. Moral code didn't
mean shit when he heard the purr in
the voice.
The warm body covered his back;
Liam was kneeling behind him. Liam's
chin came forward to rest on his
shoulder and he saw him. Gazing
down at the picture with warm eyes,
mouth curving a little. The arms
tightened their hold.
"You were extra pretty when
you filled me up."
Will heard himself groan. Liam
kissed the back of his neck and ran
one of his hands down to gently
squeeze at Will's crotch.
"You make cats howl and dogs
mew and drink milk."
He frowned slightly. "Is that
a good thing?"
"It's wonderful."
"Good then." He flipped
around and held Liam's face in his hands. He
stared down into the heated
chocolate before lunging forward and
kissing him. He lifted them up and
reached out with one hand pulling
the door closed.
"Are you going to play with
me?" Liam asked, eyes wide, back pressed
up against the wall.
The ethical psychiatrist will
scrupulously avoid using this
relationship to gratify his/her own
emotional, financial and sexual
needs.
"You want it don't you
Pet?"
"Want it."
"You need me? Inside
you?"
Liam reached out; his eyes flaring,
and grabbed at Will's shirt. He
nodded frantically, running a hand
down to his own crotch, squeezing
himself. "Now!"
Sexual activity with a current or
former patient is unethical.
Will let Liam pull his shirt off
and latch onto his neck, kissing
him. He was praying no one would
walk in on them, excited by the
fact they could. Liam was bouncing
and grinding against him, running
his hands over his bare chest.
There was a jump in time, and then
they were on Liam's bed, he was
kneeling on the thin mattress his
mouth filled with tongue and
whimpering, his hipbones ramming
into the base of Liam's ass as he
pounded into him. His hands were
holding Liam's legs to his chest,
bending him in half, pulling them
apart as wide as he could, trying
to burrow deeper into him.
Somewhere in his mind, a voice was
yelling softly that he shouldn't
be doing this, not here, not in a
room with a window in it, designed
so people could always see in.
He shifted his knees and some of
Liam's drawings crinkled under him.
He looked up and he had one hand
over Liam's mouth, to make sure he
was the only one who could hear the
whimpers and yells that sickened
him and turned him on so fucking
much.
Under no circumstances should a
psychiatrist get involved with a
patient in any form of sexual
behaviour, irrespective of whether the
patient or the therapist initiates
this behaviour.
He let go of Liam's thighs,
pounding viciously as he saw the red
marks on them, and filled his hand
with Liam's sticky-wet cock,
pulling it fiercely as his hand
stayed over the baby pink lips, so
no one would interrupt.
"Oh bloody hell … Angel!"
Liam's eyes were glazed over and
vacant, blinking heavily, a look of
bliss and innocence was drawn over
his face. Warm wet spatter
covered his hand but he didn't stop
pulling, still squeezing at the
painfully sensitive head until Liam
was thrashing beneath him, lust
in his eyes and pain on his face,
still being shifted up and down by
his thrusts. Liam reached down and
stroked the hand over his cock
and Will could feel the bandage
around his wrist.
He felt a long lick across his
palm, the body beneath him as open
and respondent as a hooker's,
twisting with the feelings and
sensations.
He came, both his hands trying to
close into fists over the mouth
and around the softening cock, and
he pushed his body against
Liam's, trying to get as much
contact as possible.
He lay still for a second, feeling
the body smooth beneath him,
heated and sweaty, a tired hand
coming up to rest heavily on his the
back on his head, fingers twirling
through the hair. The action had
a familiarity that soothed him,
helped him enjoy where he was, no
guilt not right now, at least. A
respite.
He let his own hand drop from the
mouth, which immediately started
to hum softly. He thought he
recognised the song, but it may have
been because Liam had sung it
before.
His face was in the pillow. He
mumbled. "What's the song, luv?"
"It's about happy."
"What's its name?"
A kiss on his ear. "It doesn't
need one." Tongue licking around his
earlobe.
He reared up, the motion pulling
his cock from the warm hole and
started kissing him, slipping his
fingers into Liam's rectum as he
did, fingering him as he swooped
his tongue around the whining
mouth, feeling the tired muscle
clenching around his digits
sporadically. He could feel his
come dripping from the passage with
his ministrations.
He kissed along Liam's chin and
down to his neck, avoiding the pink
scar and what it meant, laying wet
licks along the flesh, nibbling,
sucking to hear Liam's noises. He
smiled as Liam bared his neck for
him, leaning his head away so the
smooth skin would stretch
prettily. He was so trusting.
Will swallowed, and closed his
eyes, resting his forehead against
Liam's chest.
"You're all blue Daddy."
Guilt was rolling his stomach. He
was becoming manic depressive, one
second a glorious high and then
feeling like he was being tortured
in hell. Liam's hands were rubbing
up his back. He realised that
three of his fingers were still
inside him. He pulled them out and
Liam sleepily pouted.
"Blue and gold, like a
cat." He closed his eyes. "Meow."
Will slipped back into his jeans
quietly, and shook his shirt the
right way around.
Liam was just lying on the bed,
lags sprawled, arms sprawled, eyes
closed peacefully. His chest rose
and fell steadily. Will shook his
head in disbelief. He was so
beautiful. How could anything that
looked like that, exist? People,
Mikael … Will, wanted to own the
creature. Couldn't stand being
without him. And Liam so desperately
needed to be taken care of. It made
Will's cock jump. A brief
fantasy of smuggling him out and
just keeping him in his apartment,
a kept boy, seemed very plausible
at that moment. He walked over and
ran a hand across Liam's chest,
petting him.
"Gorgeous, Pet. I've never
seen anyone as perfect as you."
"Meow." His eyes were
still closed but he smiled gently.
He pulled on his boots and knelt
before him. He pressed a kiss into
his chest and Liam's fingers
brushed against him blindly.
"I have to go."
Liam opened one eye and closed it
again, he giggled tiredly.
"We have a session
tomorrow?" Will said, asking it as a question,
not sure why. He was so confused
about everything at the moment,
like wandering around in fog.
"Will you bring a ball of wool
for me?"
Will chuckled as he went to the
door. "Because you're a cat?"
Liam's eyes opened. He smiled
warmly, as if he was looking at a
child. "We both are."
"I see."
"You're a lion." Liam
explained. "You prowl and growl like one."
Will kissed the air at him, smirking.
"Big cat, that's me."
"Purr pretty kitty." He
purred in his throat, making Will want to
slam the door and climb all over
the prone nude body on the bed.
He determinedly left the room,
closing the door on the meows and
purrs coming from inside.
He sneaked out the maintenance door
he'd come in through.
*
He'd made it back to his office
without anyone seeing and was just
about to drown out his conscience
with an anvil of whisky when he
heard his name.
"Will!"
He span around, keeping his eyes wide
and hopefully innocent. It was
Harris, grinning and bounding up to
him.
"Hello."
"Hi, been looking for you
everywhere, where have you been?"
Shit he knows! He knows what you've
been doing you sick fuck. Fuck!
He knows.
There's probably cameras in the
rooms and there's police waiting out
the front to take your disgusting
ass to –
"What's wrong? You look
sick."
"I'm fine. What did you
need?"
Harris frowned at him slightly,
suddenly all psychiatrist, trying to
read him. He looked back blankly,
even though it felt like he was
baring his soul. You could tell so
much from an averted glance.
"You look really white …
sweaty. I think you're coming down with
something."
"I do have a bit of a
headache, actually." He pressed his fingers to
his forehead. "Might go
home."
"Oh, I just wanted to tell you
about the Christmas party."
Will frowned, it was only October.
"Start early around here, like
the malls?"
"Oh, its just we always have
problems deciding where to go. All the
staff goes from the ward, except a few
of course- to watch them all.
I was just wondering if you had any
suggestions for the meeting."
Will tried not to look
condescending. He'd rushed around the ward
trying to find him for this? He
could have been doing some actual
work.
His conscience cackled. Like you
were working Liam?
He felt faint and his body slammed
against the door, his head
banging into it as his legs gave
way.
"Whoa! Are you alright? Do you
want me to call one of the nurses?"
He asked, eyes frantic.
"No, no, I'm fine." He
said, embarrassed. "I'm just a little ...
shaky. You're probably right, I've
come down with something."
Harris made a `duh' face, still
holding his arm.
"I'm good now, really. I'll go
home."
"I'll drive you."
"No, really I'm fine." He
insisted, almost pleading with the man to
believe him.
"No way, I'll drive you."
Will didn't want to have Harris
drive him home, felt exhausted by
the small conversation they'd just
had. But what choice did he have?
"Thankyou."
"It's cool, I'll just go tell
Al that I'll have to push our session
back. He one of those patients that
gets a little antsy if
something's not in order."
One of those patients huh? Will's
conscience intoned. I should tell
him about the quirks one of my patients
has. Liam's one of those
patients that makes noises like a
chipmunk when you finger him. Tell
Harris that.
He didn't tell him. Just smiled.
*
Harris had been surprised to see
him in the staff room the next
morning. He was on his third cup of
coffee by then, and was feeling
very pleased with himself. He
hadn't been to see Liam, and wouldn't
see him until that afternoon for
their session.
Which would be completely
professional.
Twice was alright.
Any more and he deserved to be
shot.
But twice couldn't hurt Liam.
He nodded to himself as he talked
to Harris, pretending he knew what
the man was talking about.
Sally told him she'd taken the
bandage of his chest this morning.
Liam hadn't been happy. The tattoo
on his chest was surprisingly
clear. He'd cried for a while
before shuffling off to his room.
Will had tried not to let Sally see
this news was hurting his heart
and just tutted in a `what can you
do?' way.
He didn't like to imagine Liam
crying.
Harris was strolling along the
corridors with him now.
"But I mean I don't want to
pay $72 a month for it! I think it's a
bit steep."
Will shrugged. "You want
digital, but. You have to weigh it up. Is
it worth it?" He pulled a
cigarette out and stuck it in his mouth.
"What do you think?"
"I love TV, but I wouldn't pay
more for my cable. It's a waste.
Not `round enough to watch it, am
I?"
Harris considered this. "Oh,
actually, just come into the caff for a
second? Gotta shift one of my
patients around today. One's sick and
I wanna go home early."
"Oh sure." He said
warily.
Every patient in the ward would be
there for breakfast. His heart
was thumping happily. His stomach
was filled with butterflies.
Liam.
They entered the room through the
huge swinging doors. It was
cramped, and noisy. Men were waving
their arms around, hooting and
shouting. Throwing food and other
things around.
His eyes stubbornly searched the
crowd for a messy haired tall
brunette. He couldn't see him.
"Alright …" Harris said,
scanning the rubble himself. "and … oh,
there he is." He said,
pointing at a bald man that Will didn't know.
He started towards him.
Will trailed after reluctantly,
trying to keep his eyes on the floor
but not quite managing. Then he saw
him. The noise dimmed.
He was sitting about halfway along
the room, on the opposite side
from him, sitting up straight,
stretching his neck to watch Will. He
was seated next to Allen, who was
immersed in conversation with the
jittery man next to him.
When he caught Will's gaze he
smirked and blew him a kiss.
Terrified, Will turned to Harris to
make sure he hadn't seen. He
hadn't, he was bending down trying
to hear a man over the now dim
noise.
He turned back to Liam who was
smiling widely. Teeth showing and
shiny. Will frowned and shook his
head. Liam traced a finger along
his lips and sucked it in, letting
it slide out so Will could see
his tongue working on the tip.
Will just watched him. How could he
not? He wanted to be sitting
next to him, running his hand up
the prick teases' thigh. He pinched
the bridge of his nose at the
thought and then turned his back on
Liam's pseudo sex show.
*~
He heard himself whimper.
"What's wrong Ags?" Doyle
said turning around.
He slumped down and rested his face
on his knuckles.
"Are you too sad to finish
your toast?"
He pushed it over; feeling slightly
better as Doyle rubbed his back
while he ate.
*~
He turned back to see how Liam had
taken the obvious rejection and
saw his head on the table, Allen's
hand rubbing over his back. Liam
lifted his head and layed it on Allen's
shoulder.
Allen continued to pet him, and
even ran his hands through the hair,
avoiding the bandage on the back of
his head and neck. Liam pushed
closer, giggling.
Will felt a shard of jealousy tear
through him like a buzz saw.
He envisioned himself pulling Liam
out of the hold and dragging him
back to his room, back handing
Allen on the way.
He stopped. What was he thinking?
He wasn't jealous of this. He
wasn't even a jealous person,
usually. He rubbed his eyes and told
Harris the noise was getting to him
and that he'd wait outside.
He left, eyes flicking back to Liam
and Allen the whole time, so
much that he almost tripped over a
man sitting on the floor.
He was close enough to see Liam was
singing, the look on his face
was always the same when he sang.
His mind bitterly ticked over the
possibility that he was singing
Allen the same songs as he did to
Will.
Allen kissed his forehead and Will
banged the double doors open as
hard as he could, startling a few
of the nearer men.
**~~**
Angel was painting yesterday
morning. What he could hear when Will's
fingers were inside him, stretching
him open. He shivered pleasantly
and added part of a mane to the
picture.
"Angel."
He looked up at Will's voice and
pouted at him. Will breathed in
sharply. But then he laughed, and
told the guard next to him that he
could go have some coffee.
Will walked over to him all
prickly. He was upset about something.
Angel didn't like that. He started
getting worried. He knew what
happened when Mikael got upset. He
stood up and backed away as Will
came towards him.
Will stopped, blinking.
"What's wrong?"
He quickly tried to placate him.
"You're upset. I'm sorry."
"I'm not upset. ... What are
you sorry for?"
Angel frowned in thought. "I
don't know."
"I'm not angry with you
Pet." Will said, his face softening.
Angel watched him warily. The voice
was like honey and it was making
him drowsy. Calming. The music
picked up and sang a few lullabies.
"So," Will said, sitting
down at a table, not coming any
closer. "Tell me about
Doyle."
"Doyle."
William nodded, smiling, the
sunlight catching his glasses.
Angel looked up at Will's hair. He
liked it. He was having trouble
remembering what it looked like
before it was cut like this. Will
got it cut a while ago? Maybe. It
was all spiky now, kinda tufted,
like grass on a lawn. But still
long enough to run his fingers
through. He wondered if Will would
let him do that while they talked
about … what were they talking
about?
His face crinkled as he tried to
remember. Then he got sidetracked.
"I'm drawing what I
heard." He said pointing at the picture.
"I can't see it from here, can
I come over there to look?"
Why was he asking? "Yes."
Will cautiously made his way over,
watching Angel's face as he came
closer. "Pretty." He said
once he saw it. "Very vibrant. Makes me
all, excited."
"That's the song that I could
hear when you played with me with your
fingers."
Will's eyebrows raised and his eyes
grew large. "That's … uh, that's
very …"
Angel pecked him on the cheek.
"I could paint you one."
He said pulling Will's hands behind him,
grinning with sex in his smile.
"But I need to feel it again."
Will coughed and patted his hands
against Angel's butt before rising
to rest on his hips. He made sure
he had his attention.
"We can't do it again."
He said, very slowly.
His mind sighed. He was playing
that worn out tune again.
"You always say that Daddy.
But then we always do anyway. Is this a
game? Cause I don't understand the
rules."
Will shook his head and pulled his
hands away. "It's not a game, but
it must be startin' to feel that
way. Luv, I'm being serious … we
cant."
"Why not?" Angel asked,
wishing Will would just give him a reason so
he could figure out a way to calm
him.
"When I'm not with you … I'm
thinking about you."
Angel grinned and hugged him,
pouting when he pulled away. "Me too
Will – ee –um" he said slowly.
He pouted again and then frowned when
Will didn't kiss him. He usually
did after he pouted at him.
"But it's making me feel sick
when I do," the room turned black and
Liam's heart froze as Will
continued as if he didn't realise the sun
had been put out. "…and I feel
bad for hurting you… I don't want
this."
"You feel sick?" He
repeated, echoing in the dark.
Will closed his eyes and cursed.
"I didn't mean you made me feel
sick," he said gently, coming
up to try and touch him.
Angel pulled away frowning.
"I'm disgusting. You don't want me." He
pushed the painting over, hearing
it clatter to the floor.
Will didn't want him.
He felt the `whore' on his chest
burn like it was being cut in all
over again and pressed his fingers
to it to numb the pain. Spiders
were scurrying up his throat on
their spindly furry legs, going to
make webs and lay eggs in his
brain.
He hit his temple a few times to
get them out. They were skittering
around inside, making his eardrums
itchy. He shook his head, hoping
they wouldn't bite him, hearing
them clicking and scritching.
He hadn't felt this way since that
night with Harlen.
He heard himself squeal.
The darkness was crawling up
inside, threatening to put out the
stars. He dropped to the ground to
try to get away from it. He was
blind. He couldn't see. Couldn't
see Will anymore. Not anymore,
disappeared into the dark with all
the vampires.
"…Making me feel sick…"
Sick
"…I don't want…"
The dark was going to fill him up,
and pour out his eyes and rip his
stomach to pieces. He could feel it
welling up inside him and he was
terrified. He started sobbing,
clutching his stomach as he curled up
on ice, all alone.
"Baby I'm sorry, I'm so sorry,
I didn't mean it that way." Will's
voice was saying.
He felt his teeth scraping across
the ice as he sobbed into it, the
grit in his mouth.
"No, baby you're not
disgusting, stop saying it Pet. It hurts me
when I see you cry, I love you,
please stop Pet."
The light slowly seeped back in.
Love? His sobs dried up to
sniffles. He sat up from the floor,
Will slowly appearing before
him, red eyed and face frantic.
Will loved him.
He wiped his nose across his uniform
and smiled. "Is that true?"
Will looked blank for a moment, his
eyes searching. "Yes, it hurts
me. Be happy, Pet."
Angel wiped his face and giggled,
still sniffing. His throat was
sore. He wondered if he had been
screaming. Will hadn't meant that
he was sickening. Because you can't
love someone if they make you
sick.
He crawled to him and pulled
himself up Will's shirt. Will was
watching him. He leant forward and
kissed him, Will automatically
opened his mouth and slid his
tongue in, trying to settle Angel with
the sucking. He wrapped his arms
around Angel's back and sat him on
his lap, kissing him again.
After a moment, he noticed Will was
crying.
"Its okay, Daddy, the sun came
back, don't be sad."
Will stroked his back and Angel
knew he'd never have the darkness
again. "It's not that kinda
sad, baby."
"What's wrong? You should play
a happier song. The stars sing in
tune, and now I'm feeling sad
again."
Will choked back a sob, and looked
up, his eyes and nose red. "I
can't say no to you, I'm so sorry,
…but I can't stay away."
"Shhh, Will, that's a good
thing" Angel said, laughing because he
was so confused.
He shook his head and stroked
Will's hair, rubbing the strands
between his fingers. "That's a
celebration."
"Don't hate me Pet, I tried so
hard, I really did."
"I don't hate you Daddy, I
love you. I'll die without you. I know
it."
Will pressed his face into Angel's
chest and started bawling.
"Shhh, Will, it's
alright." He stroked the hair. He would cheer Will
up; it was painful to see his Daddy
this sad.
He'd draw him a picture.
"Where are my pencils?"
He felt Will hold him tighter.
"Will, stop, cant you see the light?"
"Baby, Its all so …" He
shook his head, sniffing and face defeated,
water running down his cheeks, the
veins over his temples sticking
out and his eyes puffy.
"It's alright. Don't be sad.
Don't be sad." He kissed over Will's
dark eyebrow and then down lightly
over his hot eyelid and then
slipped his tongue back into his
trembling mouth. Will started
breathing deeper and kissed him
back, wet rattling in his nose.
He was holding onto Angel like he'd
never let him go. Angel pulled
back and scooped Will's face in his
hands, leaning down slowly to
brush kisses against the lips,
drawing back when Will tried to kiss
back and then swooping back down.
He rubbed his crotch into Will's
and felt him start to harden in his
jeans.
"There Will, now we can play,
that will make you smile."
Will closed his eyes and Liam
pushed him back on the hard ground,
wishing it were something softer
for him to lie on. Cat fur or
feathers. Cat feathers. He giggled.
He lay there, sniffing, tears
leaking out.
Angel undid his fly and sucked
around the base of the hardening
prick. Will's song was cheering the
music, making it brighter,
making all the sad blue swirls go
away.
With a long finger he tipped the
cock away from his mouth and
started licking the sac. Will
tasted like sweet, like the feeling
you get when you laugh, like
"… hot ice and green"
Will groaned and shifted a little,
trying to push more into Angel's
mouth. He reached up to knuckle the
strip of skin between his legs.
Angel licked around the ridge of
the waving cock before sinking onto
it, humming the loud part of the
song as Will's thighs tried to pull
together. He sank and rose up on
the length, feeling it edge more
and more into his throat.
Frustrated because he couldn't swallow it
all from where he was, and really
wanting to, wanting to fill his
throat up with Will have more
inside him- he settled for sliding a
finger into his stretched mouth
along with the shaft, and then
prodding the wet digit into Will's
hole. He laughed around the
thrusting cock and wriggled his
finger until Will froze and his
prick jerked.
He giggled at the noises he was
making and slowly pulled off the
cock as Will's body occasionally
jerked on the floor like he was
being shocked. He swirled the
bitter salt spend around in his mouth
as Will watched, before tipping his
head up and letting it drip down
his stomach, feeling himself expand
and warm around it.
"…Pet…" Will whispered
needily.
He bent over him and kissed the
mouth. "Now I have you inside me."
Will grabbed his head viciously and
pulled it down, thrusting his
tongue inside Angel's open mouth.
He knelt back between Will's legs
and kissed the softening head,
before licking it clean. "That
was fun Will. I love to play with
you." He slid Will's cock back
into the jeans and zipped the fly
closed carefully.
"Was I good?"
Will just stared at him, like he
couldn't speak. "Brill… Brilliant."
He said after a while, smiling at
him like he was the only one in
the world.
He should draw the gold sugar he
felt at that look. Where were his
"…pencils?"
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