TITLE: LIFEBLOOD
AUTHOR: mana0819
CHAPTER: Brunch at
PAIRING:
Angel/Spike
RATING: R
CHAPTER 4
Spike woke up
feeling tired. He opened his eye slightly and peaked around the room. The sun
was shining brightly. He shut his eye tightly. He groaned loudly. He didn't
feel like waking up any time soon. He glanced at the watch on the side table
next to bed. It read.....
He found
Angel standing in the porch looking more gorgeous than yesterday...if that was
possible. The dark-haired guy smiled at the blond. Spike felt his heart stopped
heating for a second because of the joy and excitement. He smiled back shyly.
He glanced at the magnificent body of the older guy. Angel looked slightly
differently from yesterday. He was wearing a pair of black tight leather pants
which fit his lean legs and tight ass so well and a dark navy silk shirt. His
ears were pierced with lots of earrings. He was absolutely gorgeous. Spike felt
he was getting hot just looking at the body.
"Hey
Spike. How are you feeling this morning??" Angel asked gently looking into
the younger boy's face intensely.
"Good.
You?" Spike answered slightly bluntly thought he didn't mean to say in
that kind of tone.
"Good."
Angel said nodding slightly. He sensed the other boy's nervousness and
discomfort but he didn't have any clue why. They had a great time talking
together! Why did Spike have to feel so nervous suddenly?? He wondered but
decided to ignore it.
They stared
at each other for a while in little uncomfortable silence. Each tried to find
the way to start a conversation.
"You
look different. Maybe because of your hair." Angel spoke up first breaking
the silence.
"Oh.
I've got bleeding wavy hair usually. I just got out of the shower." Spike
said brushing his hair with his hand trying to make it into straight but the
hair didn't seem to be corporating at all. He worried that Angel might not like
the hair.
"That's
why it's all wet. I get it. BTW, I like those slightly wavy blond hair a lot. I
tried blond hair a couple of times myself when I was still in junior high but
it just looked ridiculous. Doyle laughed at me every time he saw me. But it
looks really good on you." Angel said laughing remembering how he looked
with blond hair. That was the memory you want to erase so bad.
"Thanks.
I like your hair too. You know all spiky and cool." Spike said smiling and
eyeing at the older guy's hair.
"Thanks
Spike." Angel said laughing lightly.
"Well.
You look little different too, Angel." Spike said glancing at the clothes
Angel was wearing. The leather pants were so tight!! And the first top three
buttons of his silk shirt were undone revealing the muscular chest. That was
definitely a good view. No! He shouldn't be thinking anything like that now.
"Yeah? I
usually dress like this but I was at my work place yesterday morning so I was
wearing those my working clothes." Angel explained looking down what he's
wearing. He liked the tight leather pants and he knew that it made him look
really good in those. That's why he chose to wear them this morning. He always
wore leather when he was out dating.... Well this wasn't exactly dating but he
strangely felt like he needed to wear something nice to give the younger boy
good impression.
"I see.
You look much better in these kinda clothes." Spike said causing himself
to blush slightly. He couldn't help some words coming out of his mouth. His
brain must have slipped away when he saw the gorgeous man in front of him.
"Thanks
again. Well, you ready to go?" Angel asked kindly looking straight at the
boy.
"Yeah.
I'm ready." Spike said closing the door behind him. He locked the key and
put the key in his jean pocket.
Angel walked
toward the driveway and Spike followed him closely. The younger guy found a
beautiful black convertible there.
Bloody hell!!
The teen exclaimed excitedly at the beautiful car. He had never seen the car
like that. Because of long rainy days in
"You
like it? I've been driving it since I first got my license." Angel said
delightedly eyeing at his dear convertible.
"Yeah.
It's so bloody cool!!" The teen said brightly looking up to see the other
man.
"Get in.
We can go for a drive after I finish my work." Angel said smiling at the
blond sweetly. He loved driving around. Since he had a busy schedule these
days, he couldn't go driving as much as he wanted. But when he found any spare
time, he would go drive somewhere.
"...'k.."
Spike sat in the passenger seat and buckled up. He was still excited about
being in this great car.
Angel got in
the car and started the engine. They drove to the downtown LA.
"So... you already got used to the new life here?" Angel
asked trying to break the silence. He liked the blond teen a lot but he seemed
little bit shy for his like. It was understandable when he thought that he was
still a kid and they had only known each other for a day.
"Not
really. It's a lot different and all. But it's ok here." Spike answered
shrugging slightly and looking at the dark-haired guy.
"Yeah.
It's always hard to be in a new place and get used to it." Angel said
understandingly. He nodded slightly feeling related to the boy sitting next to
him. The same sadness and the same nervousness. He felt little sorry for him
too.
"You're
not originally from here?" Spike asked with those big beautiful blue eyes
searching for those of the older guy's.
"I was
born in LA and grown up here too. But I had to move among lots of foster
families." Angel said slightly sadly. His eyes were darker with sadness.
"Oh. Can
I... ask you about your parents?" the blond teen asked quietly and
hesitantly with sad puppy eyes.
"I never
met my father and don't know even he's alive or not. My mother.. She ran away
with a guy when I was 7. Since then, I had to live with foster families but I
couldn't get along with most of them well. So I had to change fosters a lot. I
guess I had lived with more than 40 families in 11 years till I became 18 and
moved out." Angel explained emotionlessly but Spike felt the sadness from
the other guy's expression.
"I'm
sorry, Angel. About your family and all. You didn't have to tell me if you
didn't want to." Spike said apologetically looking at the guy sitting next
to him. He hated himself for making Angel remember and feel the pain and
sadness. What he really wanted to do was just to ease the pain from the man.
"It's
okay, Spike. Don't know why but I feel like I can talk to you anything."
Angel said smiling at the worried blond teen lightly. It was really rare for
him to tell his life story to those who he just met a day ago. But Angel knew
this guy was different.
"You
know. I feel the same way to you. I never felt comfortable around new people
but you're different. It's pretty comfortable being around you." Spike
said shyly but intensely. It was true that he felt comfortable around Angel but
more than that, he really enjoyed and he really loved being near him.
"That's
good. Yeah. Really. My friends are also really nice. You'll get along with them
in no time too." Angel said reassuringly.
"Yeah.
They looked pretty nice. I'm so glad Wes's hanging out with some cool friends,
not all nerds." Spike said grinning like a little boy. His cousin
definitely had a good taste in friends these days.
Angel laughed
loudly at Spike's remark.
"Wes's a
great guy... He's little too serious and can be little boring sometimes. But
he's nice and great." Angel said kindly thinking about when he and Wesley
had first met. He had never thought they would have become such great friends.
Wesley had been those one of stereotype nerds those days. But he changed a lot
in these couple of years.
"Yeah. I
know." Spike nodded lightly.
They arrived at a café called 'Johnson's Caf' in downtown in a
couple of minutes. Angel parked the car in the parking space.
"Hey.
We're here. It's the best café around here." Angel said sweetly. He opened
the door and got out of the car.
"Oh. I'm
excited! I'm really hungry now!!" Spike said excitedly. He also got out of
the car.
Angel pressed
a button on his electric key. Then the car was locked and the top of the car
moved to cover it. They waked into the café and a waiter with a name tag which
read Mark led them to the table in the back of the café. He handed them a menu
with a big smile toward the gorgeous dark-haired man. He left to ask another
customer's order giving a sweet smile to Angel again.
"So
what's good here?" Spike asked trying to ignore the waiter who flirted
with Angel.
"Well,
I'd say Johnson's sandwich is the best." Angel said slightly excitedly
eyeing at the menu.
"Then I
guess I'll have it." Spike said closing the menu and looked up at the
older guy. Angel noticed the young blond is looking at him and smiled softly.
Spike blushed lightly and withdrew his gaze.
"So,
have you guys decided what you want??" the waiter came back and asked. He
was standing close to Angel giving Spike a wicked grin.
"Yeah.
I'll have Johnson's sandwich and coke." Spike said bluntly giving a small
glare at the waiter.
"I'll
have the same sandwich and coffee." Angel said unemotionally. He closed
the menu and handed it to the waiter.
"OK.
I'll bring the drinks shortly." The waiter said smiling brightly at the
dark-haired guy.
Spike felt
the anger built up in his inside. He had a sudden urge to grab the waiter by
his throat roughly and throw him to the other end of the café and beat the shit
out of him till he was a bloody pulp. 'How dare he flirt with my.... What is
Angel to me, anyway?? I guess friend describes our relationship the best. Maybe
Angel even don't think me as his friend. Maybe I'm just his friend's annoying
cousin.... Besides, Angel couldn't be gay, right?? He's so tough and
masculine... How could he be gay?? Good going, Spike!! Falling for someone as
staight as one can be!'
"Uh...
Spike? Your coke's here.... What's in your mind??" Angel asked gently when
he thought the other guy was not with him at the moment.
"What??"Spike
found the beautiful brown eyes were gazing at him tenderly.
"You
seemed to have been somewhere else again. I do that a lot too when I think
about something. So were you thinking??" Angel asked gently again trying
to have the other guy what was bugging his mind.
"Um....
Well actually... about you." Spike said hesitantly not sure what to tell
the other guy. He desperately wanted to tell the truth but he was afraid to
tell his feelings to the man who seemed to like him.... as a friend, that was.
"Me?"
Angel asked in a surprise. 'What about me has Spike had been thinking?'
"Ah, yeah.
I just thought I don't know much about you, except that you had a bad childhood
and that you are a hell of a great guitarist." Spike said eagerly. He
thought it was wise not to tell the man that he was thinking about him little
sexually....well, a lot sexually. But this thought was also bugging him so he
wasn't entirely lying.
"You're
right, Spike. Go ask questions. I'd answer them happily." Angel said
smiling at the blond teenager.
"Well...
I can't come up with any good questions right now..." Spike said
shrugging. 'Because only questions I can come up right now is not suitable in
public and/or that he'd think I'm bleeding slut,' he added mentally.
"Ok.
Maybe a little general information would help you find some good ones."
Angel said after thinking for a while.
"Yeah.
That's cool." Spike said cursing himself for a stupid reply. He looked at
Angel and found Angel didn't seem to mind it. He sighed slightly.
Suddenly, the
waiter brought them their orders. He put the plates on the table glancing
slightly at Angel's hard torso and smiled at him hugely. Angel didn't seem to
notice the waiter was flirting with him or he did notice but decided to ignore
it. Spike grinned hugely at the waiter. The waiter left the table in a rage.
"What's
wrong with him??" Angel asked confusedly eyeing at the way the furious
waiter strode.
"I've
got no idea." Spike said innocently. They started eating the food. He
tried so hard not to burst out laughing. "Anyway, back to your
story."
"Yeah.
OK. Firstly, I was born in 1980. As you know I grew up in LA. At 7, I moved in
with my first foster family. They were possibly the worst foster you could ever
imagine. I met Doyle at 9 when he moved from
Spike blushed
slightly when he realized that the last part was referring to him.
"Um...
Thanks." Spike said quietly and shyly not knowing what else to say. He
looked up at the smiling man and smiled back shyly.
"Cool.
So you've got anything you wanna ask me??"Angel said kindly accepting the
other guy's little shyness. He actually liked the young blond blushed every
time he smiled or said something kind to him. How cute he was!!
"Yeah,
well. When did you start playing the guitar?" Spike asked shrugging
slightly. He cursed himself mentally for asking stupid question.
"When I
was 13. I bought this cheap guitar for myself. I only had little money from
working as a paper delivery boy and some other easy jobs so I couldn't buy good
guitar. But I really loved it and still have it in my apartment." Angel
answered slightly excitedly remembering his childhood. The guitar meant a lot
to him after so many years had passed. It was the only thing he never gave away
when he had move out a foster family and in a new one.
"It's
cool! You bought a guitar when you were only 13. I wanted to learn how to play
the guitar but I gave up coz I thought my dad would never buy me a
guitar." Spike said, his eyes were shining as if a little boy was talking
to his life time hero.
"I can
show you how to play the guitar." Angel suggested gently with no bad
intention.
"That'd
be so cool!! Thanks so much!!" Spike said with a huge smile on his face.
He imagined a little lesson with Angel. 'Angel would teach me how to play the
guitar.... maybe he'd touch me when he teach. Like when I had wrong code. Then
he might wanna teach me other stuffs too, something I've never experienced....
like how to do a..... Oh bollocks!! Stop there, you little damn ass!! He's
asking this in a friendly way.... Oh, God, help. I'm turning into a naughty
slut!!'
"Any
time. By the way, I was wondering but you think you can write some
lyrics??" Angel asked totally unaware of the struggling little blond.
"Lyrics??
I don't know.... maybe..." Spike answered unsure if he could write any
good lyrics. He had written a couple of lyrics when he had been in a band in
"Just
try writing some. Our band doesn't do any copy music in a gig. I'm thinking
it's not really wise to ask Doyle or Gunn to write any lyrics.... Their lyrics
can make the audience furious so easily." Angel said laughing lightly.
Spike laughed at the last statement, too.
"Yeah.
I'll try..." Spike accepted little hesitantly. He actually liked writing
and all but he was really nervous.
"Good.
Don't worry. I can help you with them too." Angel said reassuring the
blond teen who appeared to be so nervous.
"Thanks.
Oh. By the way, who's making the music??" Spike asked curiously not
knowing much about the band yet.
"I am. I
make most of the music but Doyle and Gunn do make a couple of songs too. They
make mostly loud punk kinda music but they are good too." Angel explained
observing the younger guy's face.
"You can
make both music and lyrics?? That's so cool!! I wanna listen to the songs you
made!!" Spike almost shouted excitedly. Spike thought Angel was everyone's
dream guy. He was too beyond him. He felt really lucky that Angel was hanging
with him even though only as a friend. He smiled slightly.
"It's
really nothing." Angel said modestly about his talents. He looked at the
plates on the table. They were already empty. "You're ready to leave?? If
we spend much time here, we won't have much time driving around."
"Oh
yeah. I'm good to go. The food was great." Spike said picking his wallet
out of his jeans pocket.
"No,
Spike. You're not paying. It's on me." Angel said convincingly picking up
some money from his wallet. Then he handed it to the waiter standing by the
table. The waiter smiled at them and left.
"You
didn't have to. I can pay." Spike said little strongly.
"No. I'm
not letting you pay when you're with me. Just keep it and use it for something
you want. I know what it's like to have no parents or family. You should use
the money you get from your job for your fun or something, like other kids
do." Angel said trying to assure the blond teen. He really wanted him to
have a youth he deserved.
"Thank
you." Spike appreciated the kindness Angel was giving him. But at the same
time, he was sad. He understood why Angel was so kind to him. It was just
because Angel felt pity for him. Angel was doing this because he thought Spike
was a lost little kid who needed to be taken care of. Spike was so sad at the
thought. He wanted to be equal to Angel. He wanted Angel to like or even love
him as a man.
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a high school student and Spike is a college student. Angel is more like
Angelus guy and he gets whatever or whoever he wants. Spike is more like
William kinda guy and shy and sweet. Angel tries lots of ways to seduce his
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