TITLE: LIFEBLOOD
AUTHOR: mana0819
CHAPTER: The
PAIRING:
Angel/Spike
RATING: R
CHAPTER 5
“Come on in.”
Angel said holding the door for the young blond.
“Thanks.”
Spike said smiling at the older guy slightly and stepped into the room. “Wow.
This place’s damn good.” He exclaimed when he saw it. His eyes gleamed with
amazement.
There was a
large kitchen on your right and also a large living room on your left. The
kitchen had a long counter and three black stools were in front of it. The
living room had a blue gray sofa, the same colored love seat, a glass top
coffee table with black legs and a huge TV set. The flour was made of wood but
the living room part was covered with a gray rug. The sofa and the love seat
were decollated with black cushions and white ones. A beautiful painting was
hanging on the wall over the sofa. They could see two doors on the other side
of the wall from the front door. The apartment looked pretty neat and tidy.
Angel entered
the room after the blond teen and gave him a slightly wicked smile and asked
“You think so?”
“Hell yeah!!
It’s the coolest flat I’ve ever seen!!” Spike said cheerfully and turned his
face to look at the dark tall guy.
“Thanks. I’ve
living here since I was 18. It looked lot different at that time though. I
shared this place with Doyle till 3 years ago. But he is the worst room mate
you can have. This place always looked as if a typhoon had just struck!! And we
didn’t have this much furniture either. I got most of these after I started
working for full time.” Angel explained chuckling at the blond teen’s
expression. “I’ll show you other rooms too.” He said smiling lightly.
Angel walked
between the kitchen and the living room toward the two lined doors. Spike
followed him quietly still looking around the apartment. The older guy opened
the left door.
“It’s my
bedroom.” Angel said walking inside the room. He turned on the light.
The room was
still dark with dark blue walls and dark gray lug on the floor even though the
light was on. There was only a king-sized bed with dark navy seats and navy
pillows and white ones and a wardrobe in the room.
“You’ve got a
bloody king-sized bed! It’s so huge!!” Spike almost shouted in amazement. ‘A
bed.... Angel’s bed... the bed he sleeps in at night. I wonder what he wears
when he goes to bed.... Boxers, maybe?? He might sleep naked!! Oh, bloody hell.
I can’t think about him that way!! Bloody stupid mind!!’ Spike shouted to him
self mentally.
“Yea. I feel
like shit when I can’t sleep well so I got that one instantly when I found it
in one of the furniture store in the downtown a couple of months ago. It’s
really comfortable too.” Angel said smiling at the blond sweetly. He liked
seeing the younger boy in so much amazement. Spike looked so cute and beautiful
with those brightly shining clear blue eyes.
“I bet.” Spike
said smiling at the dark-haired guy. ‘It’ll be more comfortable if you circle
your arms around my body in the bed, Angel.’ He said in his mind and sighed
disappointedly. ‘That’d never happen in the real life thought.’
“Ok, next
room.” Angel said and left the room followed closely by the blond teen. Angel
could feel the sudden change of emotions in Spike’s eyes. He wanted to know
what the younger boy was thinking and wanted to ease the pain. He only had
known him for only a day but the blond always seemed to be in some kind of
pain. The boy didn’t deserve so much pain. Angel was dying to know more about
the other guy.
“This was used
to be Doyle’s bedroom but now it’s my study.” Angel said opening the door to
the room.
The room was
little blank. There was a desk on which had a computer in the far side of
the room. A couple of guitar cases were lying on the other side of the floor.
“Oh, guitars!”
Spike said happily. His mood changed soon after he found the guitar cases and a
couple of music lying on the floor.
“Yeah. You can
use one of them if you want.” Angel said kindly picking up one of the guitar
cases from the floor and handed it to the young blond.
“Thanks.”
Spike said excitedly and appreciatively taking the guitar from Angel.
“Well, I guess
I should get to work now.” Angel said sighing quite loudly not wanting to do
his work.
“OK. Then I
should get out of this room. I don’t wanna bother you while you work.” Spike
said shrugging slightly feeling sad.
“You can use
that in the living room or anywhere. You can help yourself with anything in the
fridge or the pantry.” Angel said sweetly and walked to the desk in the room.
“Thanks.”
Spike said giving the dark-haired guy a shy smile and left the room, closing
the door behind him.
He
walked toward the sofa and put down the guitar case on the coffee table. He
opened it and picked up the guitar out of it. The guitar was black and looked
really nice. He was little hesitant about using Angel’s guitar at first because
he didn’t even know how to play any chords. He shrugged slightly but picked up
a pick and held it with his fingers. He liked the feeling of having the guitar
in his hands. He made up some random chord and played a couple of his original
chords. Some of them sounded quite good but others were just some noise. He
liked the sound the guitar was making anyway. After playing the guitar and
trying out a couple of chords for a while, he got bored quickly. It was not
strange because he did not know any real chords or anything about playing the
guitar. He placed the guitar in the case carefully trying not to break
anything. When he tried to close the case, he found a photo in the inner pocket
of the case. He picked it up curiously. The picture showed a band doing some
kind of gig. Spike recognized that one of the band members were Angel. His look
had not changed a lot. He had the same spiky hair and was wearing those tight
leather pants. But something was significantly different. His eyes. His eyes
was shining like those of little boy’s who had seen snow for the first time in
his whole life. The Angel in the next room clearly did not have those childish
eyes. His eyes were dark and beautiful....but also they are full of sadness and
loneliness.
“What
happened? What could possibly change you so much?” Spike asked quietly. He
didn’t realize he was even saying it aloud. ‘I wish I could see those childish
smiles on you, Angel. It sometimes hurts when I look at your sad eyes....’
Spike looked
closely at the picture. He recognized two of them were Doyle and Gunn. They
looked slightly younger than they were now. But nothing big had changed. There
were two other guys in the picture. One was the vocalist and the other was the
keyboarder. The vocalist had slightly long wavy brown hair and clear green
eyes. The other guy looked little younger than the other members. He had short
spiky blond hair and a big smile was on his face. His eyes seemed to be staring
at Angel’s face. Spike just stared at the photo intensely.
“Spike?”
Spike heard a
voice calling his name from behind and turned around, slipping the picture in
his pocket instantly. “What??” He asked abruptly.
“I thought you
might be bored by now. ‘Cause I heard no noise from this room. You can watch TV
or DVDs if you want. Or you can listen to some music, too. The CD’s are in the
racks under the CD stereo next to the TV set. Just do whatever you wanna do.
Make yourself at home, Spike.” Angel said sweetly. He picked up remotes of TV
and DVD and put them down on the coffee table in front of the blond teen.
“Thanks. I
will. So just go back to work. I don’t need you to baby sit me all the time.”
Spike said little shyly but also demandingly. He really appreciated Angel’s
kindness but he never wanted to intrude on Angel’s work. He knew quite well
that Angel was much older than him and he had some responsibility.
“You don’t??
But maybe I want to....” Angel said smiling wickedly. He patted Spike on his
head gently.
Spike’s face
turned into bright red. He looked down at the floor and blushed redder.
“I’m just
joking!” Angel said chuckling lightly at the blond teen’s red face.
“Yeah....
Joking... just joking...” Spike muttered to himself trying to calm down. ‘Now
Angel has to think I’m a stupid bitch blushing just because he touched my hair
a little.’
“Well, I guess
I’m going back to work, now. My boss will kill me if I don’t finish this
today.” Angel said lightly and walked back to his study smiling at the blond.
“Yea, Right.”
Spike mumbled quietly and waved his hands lightly. His face was still red from
embarrassment and shyness. After a couple of minutes just standing there, he
seated on the sofa and turned on the TV.
Angel
walked to his desk and sat on the chair bluntly sprawling his legs. He let out
a deep sigh. ‘What the hell am I thinking?? He is only 16!! Sure. He’s really
cute when he blushes from shyness or embarrassment and he’s so beautiful when
he smiles. God, I’m a pervert. I can’t let this feeling out. But his skin...
It’s so soft as if it were silk. I just wanna touch and kiss every inch of his
body.... Damn. I’ll need a cold shower if I don’t stop thinking about him right
now!!’ Angel uttered a loud groan. He knew it was impossible not to think about
Spike. As a matter of fact, he could not get his mind off the beautiful blond
teen in the living room since he had seen him at Caritas yesterday. He sighed
deeply again and tried to concentrate on his work though he had no chance at
all because of the teenager.
The
door to the study room opened and Spike glanced there averting his eyes from
TV. He saw Angel walking out of the room. Angel smiled lightly at the younger
boy.
“So what have
you been doing?” Angel asked nicely. He walked up to where the blond teen was
sitting.
“I’ve been
watching re-runs of The Simpsons.” Spike said shrugging a little. It was one of
his favorite American shows.
“That’s a good
show.” Angel said giving a short glance at the TV. He eyed back at the blond
and said “So, you wanna go driving now?? My work’s all done.”
“Hell yea!!”
Spike exclaimed cheerfully standing up from the sofa.
“Cool. Now,
let’s go.” Angel picked up his keys from the counter and left the apartment
followed by the excited blond teenager closely.
“Wow....
L.A has lots of cool places!!” Spike said smiling brightly at the older guy
sitting next to him in the car.
They had been
driving around for around 4 or 5 hours. Angel had showed Spike the Hollywood
sign, Hollywood Walk of Fame, Little Tokyo, Union Station and a couple of other
famous sightseeing spots in LA. They had had some good tasting Japanese food in
Little Tokyo. Now they were driving alongside the coast.
“Yea. LA’s the
coolest place. You like it??” Angel asked glancing at the teen. He really hoped
the blond liked the drive.
“Sure! I’m so
glad to move here. London doesn’t have this much places to go.” Spike said
grinning like a little boy.
“I’m glad you
liked it. But we have one more place we have to visit.” Angel said chuckling
sweetly. He had one place he definitely wanted to take Spike to and he was sure
spike would love the place.
“Where?” Spike
asked. His clear blue eyes were sparkling brightly.
“Oh, I’m not
telling you. You have to wait and see.” Angel said in a teasing voice. He
really loved to tease the younger boy.
“I can’t wait!
I wanna know now!!” Spike said loudly trying to annoy the hell out of Angel and
make him tell where they were going now.
“No shouting
works for me. So just give up and wait nicely. It’s only a couple minutes away
anyway.” Angel said trying to calm the blond teen down. But actually he liked
it when Spike acted like a little boy. It was cute, he thought.
“OK.” Spike
said little disappointedly. Unconsciously his lower lip pouted slightly.
Angel saw the
pout on the blond teen’s face and tries so hard not to lean over and kiss those
red pouting lips hungrily. He turned his head to look straight and kept his
eyes on the road. He wondered ‘Is he doing this intentionally to make me go
through the hell?? God, I wanna kiss those pouting lips so bad.’
Angel drove
down the main road straight for a minute or so and turned off into a lane which
led toward small woods. When they passed through there, there was a small but
beautiful beach in front of them. The beach was hidden with cliffs on both ends.
There were no other people around.
“God....
It’s.... so beautiful.” Spike gasped in amazement. He gazed at the sea
excitedly. Being from London, he had never seen such a beautiful beach.
“Yeah. You wanna
get a tan and swim in the beach?” Angel asked glancing at the younger man
sweetly.
“Hell yea!”
Spike exclaimed enthusiastically. But a thought hit him suddenly and said,
“Well, I don’t have a swimming shorts or anything.”
“Uh... neither
do I. I guess we have to use our boxers instead of swimming shorts.” Angel said
little hesitantly. He was not sure if he could keep his own hands away from him
if the young blond was in nothing but a pair of boxers. ‘There are no other
options, right?’
“Yea. That’ll
work.” Spike said as casually as possible but he was failing at the attempt
miserably. His cheeks were getting red from shyness and embarrassment.
‘Becoming naked in front of Angel? Hell!! I don’t have a body to show him!! But
it’ll be awkward if I stay clothed ‘cause he doesn’t know I’m gay, right?’
Angel got out
of the car. He took his boots off and threw them into the car. He unbuttoned
his shirt and threw it in too. Then the leather pants joined them soon. Now he
was in only black boxers.
Spike could
not help staring at the magnificent body. The skin was well-tanned. The muscles
on his body were so strong that he could see them clearly. No fat was on the
muscular body. ‘Oh God, oh God, oh God... Look at that torso!! He’s got great
six-packs! And the hard chest!! And that lean but strong long legs!! Damn.
Angel is standing there only in his boxers. He just looks like some ancient
Greek god. Only if I could see what is under the boxers.... Bloody Hell!! Stop
thinking about Angel’s cock!! Oh, God. God. God. I hope I’m not drooling
staring at him like a stupid bitch.’ Spike noticed Angel was now looking at his
in wonder and blushed brightly red. He hesitantly and shyly started taking off
his clothes.
Now, it was
Angel’s turn to stare. The blond teen had lean body. His skin was paler than
most of the guys from LA. He did not have any fat and little too thin to
compare to Angel’s muscular body. Angel sighed in amazement. ‘He is just
perfect! He’s so small and vulnerable without his clothes. I wanna hold his
tightly and protect him from anything from this fucking world!!’ He acted
casually with all his might. He walked down to the back of the car and opened
the trunk. Then he picked up two big beach towels out of it. He closed the
trunk and handed one of them to the blond teen.
They walked
down the beach excitedly. They stopped in the middle and spread the towels.
Spike lay down on them spread-eagled and shut his eyes comfortably.
“You are not
getting into the water?” Angel asked little disappointedly.
“I’m not a
good swimmer actually. And I wanna work on tanning.” Spike said smiling shyly.
He wanted to have a tan like the other man did.
“Okay. I’ll go
swim a bit.” Angel said and ran off into the water. It felt really good being
in a cold sea. Yes. He definitely needed a cold shower, too. He swam for a
couple of minutes and an idea came to him. He grinned wickedly and scooped up
some water into his hands. Then he walked up to the lying teen stealthily and
splashed it on his face.
“What the....”
Spike opened his eyes wide and sat up straight in surprise.
Angel laughed
at the young blond loudly.
Spike noticed
the man standing next to him and gave him a little glare and said lightly, “You
are so mean, Angel.”
“Ah. Well,
that’s me..... Actually, that’s not enough.” Angel said grinning and picked the
teen up and carried him over his shoulder.
“Angel!!!!”
Spike shouted loudly and tried to break free. But Angel was too strong compared
to him.
Angel strode
into the water laughing at the teen. When his lower chest was soaked in the
water, he threw the younger guy into the water. Spike fell into the water
splashing hugely. Angel chuckled excitedly. He waited for a while but he could
not find the young blond floating up on the water. He was now worried to sick.
“Spike?? Where
are you?? Spike??” He shouted loudly trying to find the blond teen. But no
sound was heard. Then he felt a strong tug around his waist from behind. He was
thrown off his balance and fell over into the water. When he stood up again, he
saw Spike with a huge grin on his face standing in front of him.
“You... little
brat.” Angel said slightly angrily in a deep voice.
“You are the
one who first did it, Angel!!” Spike said and splashed some water against the
dark-haired guy’s face. Then he dashed away from him.
“Oh. You can’t
get away from me, boy.” Angel said warningly and chased off after the younger
guy.
Both
of them were now lying on their backs next to each other on the beach towels
now. They had chased each other and splashed each other till they got
exhausted. They were lying there in silence.
“Hey, Angel.
How did you find this place?” Spike asked quietly breaking the silence.
“When I was
still in high school, I had some trouble with my foster. I just drove around
kinda unconsciously and I was here when I realized.” Angel said with his eyes
comfortably closed and chuckled remembering the first time he came to this
beach. “I just lay down here and stared away till it got really dark. This
place became a sanctuary to me. I come here every time I can’t take the hard
life any longer. You know. This place is so beautiful and quiet. I can forget
everything I hate in a minute.” He said casually still closing his eyes.
“You guys come
here a lot?” Spike asked glancing at the man lying next to him.
“I come here a
couple of times a month but I never told anyone about here....not even Doyle or
Cordy. I wanted to keep here for myself.” Angel answered sweetly feeling
comfortable being in the sanctuary beach.
“Then why did you
take me here?? You said it was your sanctuary.” Spike said sitting up. He
stared at the other guy’s face in wonder with those beautiful clear blue eyes.
“You are
different form others. You are special...” Angel said staring back at the blue
eyes intensely.
“Uh...” The
younger blond did not know what to reply.
They just
stared at each other as if the time had stopped. After a while, Angel sat up on
his knees and toes. Then he leaned in to capture those beautiful red lips
little hesitantly.
Spike was so stunned
that he could not move a muscle. ‘What the hell is happening?? Is Angel kissing
me?? Is this real?? Or is this just a dream?? But his lips.....they feel so
real. If feels so amazing. Bugger.’
No sooner had
he realized Spike was not kissing him back at all than Angel backed away. ‘Did
I just kiss him?? Oh God. I must have scared him away... Damn it. I’m so
stupid!!’ Angel stood up rapidly and faced away from the young blond. He sighed
and turned to glance at him and said, “I....I’m sorry.... I should never have
done that.... I just couldn’t help it... I’m sorry.” Angel apologized looking
down around his feet.
“Why are you
apologizing?? You don’t have to... I mean... that was what I wanted and all...
I wanted you to kiss me....” Spike mumbled quietly and shyly peeking at the
older guy a couple of times.
“You really
wanted it?? God. ‘cause I..... you just sat there so I thought you didn’t like
it....” Angel said hopefully and gave a sigh of relief.
“I was just
shocked. That’s all. I.... never imagined you liked me....” Spike said the last
part hesitantly.
“I’ve liked
you and wanted to kiss you since the first time I saw you at Caritas.” Angel
sat on his knees and said staring straight into the younger teen’s eyes.
Spike blushed
lightly and looked down. But he looked back at Angel and said shyly, “I’ve
liked you and wanted you to kiss me since I first met you, too, Angel.”
Angel cupped
Spike’s cheek with his hand and kissed him on the lips again. This time, Spike
kissed him back eagerly circling his arms around Angel’s neck tightly. Angel’s
hand left Spike’s face and he embraced the younger man around his waist. The
kiss was soft and gentle at first but it grew passionate soon. Angel opened his
mouth lightly and darted out his tongue to seek the permission to enter Spike’s
mouth. He responded delightfully parting his lips for the older guy. Angel’s
tongue met that of Spike’s and they danced around with each other trying to
dominate. Their kissed grew hungrier as if they could not live without each
other. Angel’s hands moved down to cup Spike’s tight ass. The younger blond
shivered slightly and he felt they were both quite hard. They broke
the kiss when breathing became their problem. They panted heavily. Angel rested
his forehead on Spike’s and smiled.
“That was...”
Spike said still panting heavily.
“.....intense.”
Angel finished the sentence straightly looking at him.
“Yea.” Spike
said little shyly being looking at by those beautiful brown eyes so closely.
Then they
heard a loud thunder suddenly and it rained heavily. Angel and Spike stood
there staring at each other still though they were soaking wet. The rain ran
down their half naked bodies. Angel placed a soft kiss on Spike’s forehead and
led him to where the car was parked circling his arm around the teen’s waist.
Spike rested his head on Angel’s shoulder and they walked back to the car.
Thanks
for reading this chap too, guys!! This chap is kina too long. I didn’t mean it
but I had lots of stuffs I wanted to put in this chap then it just became this
long. haha I didn’t realize it... anyway I have some ideas to put in next chap.
It’ll have cuteness and naughtiness!! :D I guess I can update soon this
time. But it’s only if I get many reviews from you guys!! So if you wanna read
the story sooner, REVIEW me!!!!!! I know you guys will. :D
THANKS FOR
REVIEWING:
SpikedAngel:
Oh Jess! Thanks so much for reviewing and giving me brilliant ideas!! You’ve
given me so much great ideas! You kick ass!!! The smoochies scene is dedicated
to you!!!!
AngelVamp:
Thanks for reviewing! Yay! Angel and Spike are now together!!! Did you like how
it happened between them??
Higgy: Thanks
for writing this long review!! You’re great!! I first thought of making Spike
cry over Angel but I kinda wanted them to get together soon. You are right!
Angel and guys never quit even they knew they were in hard situations! I’ll
keep writing this fic as long as there’s someone who wants to read!!
Smallfryes:
Thanks for review and a great idea of taking them to the beach!!! Did you like
the beach scene?? Spike in those boxers is dedicated to you!!
ShinodaBear:
Thanks for the review! I really hope you liked this chap too!!
DanishGirl:
Thanks for reviewing! You liked this chap too??
Kinkygrl:
Thanks for the review! Angel and Spike got together in this chap! You liked
it?? Oh, I’m not quitting this story. so don’t worry!!
Anime-Law-11:
thanks for the review! Yea in this fic, Spike seems to be little shy, but
actually it’s only when he’s around Angel. I’ll write how Spike acts usually
when Angel isn’t around in some chap. So wait for it!
Mana0819
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