| July 23, 2003 Just wanted to say hey. I went over to Cousin Tom's place tonight. It really weird going there. I didn't think that I was going to miss him as much as I do. I grabbed a couple shirts, and some things as memory's. Helped pack up someother things. It really got me thinking. I need to clean out all my shit. The stuff that I don't use. The things that people are going to have to go through of my stuff someday. People don't need to do that. Just think, they are all ready sad that someone is gone, but now they have to go through all their stuff. Cousin Kathe is doing a great job there. She has got a lot of that stuff done. GOOD JOB COUSIN KATHE! Anyway just wanted to write something before I hit the sack. Morning does come early tho. Talk to you all tomorrow...Keep Kid Rockin it..lol..Right cousin Kyla! July 25, 2003 First things first...only 5 months till christmas! Ahh Christmas! I LOVE YOU CHRISTMAS! I just read a journal entry by my friend Cindy, it got me thinking. She was talking about her best friend Glenna, Glennna passed away 1 year ago tomorrow from cancer (I believe she said) and she just typed up some of her favorite memories of her and Glenna. It's so important to tell the people in your life how you feel about them. I know I can think back to people that I know and think..>"shit, I should have said this this and this..." but now it's too late. Either I don't know that person anymore, we have moved on to different area's in our lives, or that person is somewhere tat I have NO idea, or that person is with someone else and I'm "NOT ALLOWED" to talk to them, or they are gone. TELL PEOPLE! I hope that people generally have fun memories of me. Stupid things that i have done, or waht ever I was always good for a laugh. Do something stupid just to get a laugh from my friends. I remember this one time (no not at band camp) that my friends and I were at Checkers, and they were like COME ON PAGONIS...GO DANCE ON THE SPEAKER...WE'LL BUY YOU A BEER! I was like...well..uh...there is no one on the dance floor, it would just be me... They were like THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT! So what does Jennifer do, jumps on he speaker SMACK at the begining of the song...and the deal involved me dancing the WHOLE song...DOH my mistake for going at the begining of the song! What else..actually, how about YOU write me one of your favorties...osmething I did that was stupido, but a good laugh... and email it to me, and I'll post it.... July 29, 2003 So here I am typing a little update, the fan spinning over my head, and I feel like sweat pouring off my head. MAN OH MAN! I do not like the heat, I would rather beat, beat my head...my head I said off a wall,not to fall, fall from a wall, not at all I would not fall from a wall. Beat my head off a bed? NO I won't, I don't, I don't like that tone of your voice, I would like to make my own choice. WHO WAS THAT! lol. I really don't have a lot to ramble on about right now. I am drinkin a diet Pepsi, and listening to an "Urban legends" thing on TLC. hee hee.some of these things..funny funny funny..how could people belive these. I guess we like to believe in the unknown. I don't know if I told you, the News North came to my house the other day. Yeah they said that the letter that I wrote the other night to the paper about the sirens, really struck a cord at the newspaper, and they took pics of me and the kids, and they are doing a story that SHOULD be in the paper tomorrow. I hope that she writes a good story. I hope that she doesn't make me look like a fool! Anyway, get the paper tomorrow and read what it's about. Well it's about 10:34 and I really want to get to bed early tonight. I hope that you get to read my story..I think I should become a freelance writer! HA HA HA..good one Jennifer, Good one! PS..American Wedding is coming out soon... I CAN'T WAIT..STIFLER!!! August 1, 2003...WOO HOO August 1, 2003 SALUTE mon amies...So only 3 more days till Drays first Birthday. I don't know what we are going to do for his birthday. I think that I am going to go and rent a site out at the Fred Henne, and then get a BBQ on the go. It'll be fun for the kids, and less mess for me to clean AHH THE MAIN POINT! Only 23 days till I take off to hit the metropolis of Grande Prairie. I'm a little nervous, but excited at the same time. It's been a long time since I have been there...and there are not too many people left that I know there. I am a little worried that I am going to be bored. I guess it'll be what I make of it. Afterall, I will be with no kids, well except Kady, but she won't be with me the whole time. So we'll see. I have a few plans, beer with Michael, beer with Kevin, I think there may be a little beer drinkin involved! lol You know, someone was makin fun of me as a 4 beer drunk. I just started to laugh. I thought about it, and they were right. I like to have my couple beer and get the "beer glow" on. lol Anyway. I don't really have too much to say, it's 11:38 pm, and i have two children asleep, and one is sleeping at Grandma's house. I am painting her bedroom, and it's in the shambles. Steve is on nights, so she could have slept in my bed...but have you ever tried to have your 4 1/2 year old sleep in your bed? You would think that you were sleeping in a single bed! Feet in your ribs, in your face, how come you can take up SOOOOO MUCH room! lol Kids! anyway, I guess that I should hit the sack... But I'll come back tomorrow and write something WITTY! Aug 4, 2003 HAPPY BIRTHDAY DRAYTON!!! It's my sons 1st Birthday today..whew he made it..he made it through one year of me being his mom! ha. And he's only got the REST OF HIS LIFE! lol For his birthday I got him the Fisher Price train station, and zoo. He got some clothes, and Grams got him clothes and a really cute bear. We didn't do a whole lot for the day. There is a cake in the oven as we speak...or as I type. I'm just letting him break into one and destroy it...I'll have some pics up when I get some new batteries for my digital. And then next weekend I am going to try and plan a a BBQ out at the Fred Henne camp grounds in honor of Dray and Steves Birthday. Today is actually my brothers birthday also. He's 40 tho...can you believe that..he's FORTY..WOW that seems old..only seeing as I haven't yet even hit 30. I was talking to my friend Tracey who I used to hang out with in school a lot, and we were talking about how it seemed to be older. Her little brother was 2 when I met him...he's 17, and when I was talking to him, I was saying something about how my friend Craig at Force One bought my kid a Fox hat and Trav was like...OH I know Craig... I just laughed to myself...HOW can he know Craig! lol Anyway, my sis got her new apartment this week. It's pretty nice. I just reminded me of how I felt moving into my place in Grande Prairie. It was so "cool". Anyway, I really have to get going, I might be back later tonight, it's 7:05PM now..so...I'LL BE BACK AUGUST 7, 2003 So I have decided to try and drink Diet Pepsi-SANS CAFFINE I think that it's pretty good..and seeing as it has no caffinee Or however the heck it's spelled. I went out today and bought Steve's birthday presents. I also bought the kids a couple of their presents too. My friend Kevin called me tonight, it's so good to hear. He has met a girl named Tracy, and he sounds SO HAPPY! You know that just new realationship feeling where you can't wait to spend every moment with that new person. I love that feeling. I wonder if people keep that feeling throuhg their whole relationships? I wonder....if any of you out in cyber land have...let me know...sorry I have to go to a new page....PLEASE HOLD FOR THE NEXT AVAILABLE OPERATOR... |