"your future dream is a shopping scheme"

friday, june 23


filth & fury
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i guess the true sign of being grown up is when you are able to talk yourself out of immediately blowing your unexpected flow of money on a long coveted new tattoo and instead find yourself filling out a deposit slip at the bank.

it's like i'm inbetween stages right now, half carefree teenage chick, half responsible Woman - with hawkeyes i find markdowns at the grocery store and bragg over my savings, and yet a sex pistols documentary the next night has me bouncing out of the theater pondering a safety pin piercing and starting a band.

as i sat in the cab on my way home last night clutching the jar of fuschia hair dye, my brain couldn't believe it's been over 9 years since my newly mohawked friend sandra taught me the lyrics to anarchy in the uk as we were walking down a suburbia street. last summer when i saw her she had a modest brown chin length do and i was the one sporting some bad roots and faded technicolor locks.

i can't figure it out. i look at the little gap gutterpunks outside the post office and in my head i label them kids only to catch my silvery raggy hair, black t-shirt and boots reflection across the street and know that i'm not a kid anymore.

argh. anxiety. i'll just go watch hamlet. now there's some angst that should snap me right back in shape! i might even have pretty pretty company. ooh. :)

(Everybody, now:)

iiiiii am an antichRRIst-ah,
i am an anarchIST-ah,
donnowhatiwant,
but i know how to get't,
i wanna DESTROY! the passerby,
cos iii, i wanna BE - anarchy!"



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