one way or another
saturday, may 5, 2001
i'm torn. my original ticket to go back home from school is for next sunday, the thirteenth - mother's day. well, this plan also includes my friend letting me stay the night and then taking me to the airport. unfortunately, next sunday is also the day her husband is leaving on a trip. that, paired with mother's day makes it not so good of a day, and i absolutely understand it.
so, to make things better, i was able to re-arrange the ticket so that i would leave early, next thursday. all good. well, i need to go pay the $25 first, but then it's all good.
and then my teacher and office-mates go and decide that they will have this semesters' goodbye dinner on, yes, thursday. i'm bummed! they are bummed! ugh. torn. torn i say!
more than half of the staff graduates next week. almost all of them i have had classes with and worked alongside for 3 years. i can't even imagine how it will be to work here without them. i would really like to spend thursday with them.
so. i think before paying the $25 monday, i will do as my boss suggested and check if there is any way i could spend saturday night in the dorm (they close saturday, so maybe, maybe not) - he offered to take me to the airport.
torn! see, i would have no problem leaving thursday if it weren't for missing this goodbye thing. i wish they hadn't told me. i like these people a lot. missing out on a day of eating and having fun in a park with them by leaving a couple of hours before it even starts... buh.
at the same time i want to make sure my friend knows that i wouldn't change the schedule at her expense so blah. haha. torn.
i'll check the dorm thing. if it's a no go, i'll definitely leave thursday. if it's a possibility, well, then i'll probably stay and have my teacher take me to the airport. i'm already hesitant about leaving (as always)...
heh.
