lots of credit in the real world
friday, august 3, 2001
well, concert craziness aside, things are not so fabulous around these parts right now. see, at first i thought i was having an unusual strong reaction to my period, and that the body chemicals were all off because of that. unfortunately it's now been over two weeks and things haven't calmed down. i haven't been in this shape for quite a while so i feel like i've forgotten how to deal with everything.
"Decadence is so hard
And I've never caught a single dream
And I stand in front of the mirror
I want to change it all,
and everything I see in it"
-- tangled up in blue, h�kan
i mean, things will be fine, really, they will, but it's always such a long road back to fine, i hate that, forever, it just goes on. beh.
for now, hole's "live through this" is my soundtrack. that helps.
burn the witch, the witch is dead
burn the witch, just BRING ME BACK HER HEAD
cin cin.
