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| Bull*!@% I�m sittin on a dark cloud Waitin for the rain to fall I don�t know where I�m gonna land And I doubt if I�ll recall Something�s gonna happen Something big is on the rise But inside, you�re just laughin I can see it in your eyes Why play those dirty games If it will all end in tears Why do you speak in riddles To hide all your fears But I can see through it I really don�t want to deal With all your Bull*!@% Something in your eyes says, Your demeanor tells me That nothing means a thing You spill out a lotta silly words But you don�t know what you mean You�re always playing dirty games If they will lend themselves to tears Why do you speak in riddles If you can�t hide your fears But I can see through it I just don�t feel like dealing With all the silly Bull*!@% How can I tell when you�re honest I am not gonna do that I don�t feel like a test I�ll just accept the pain And then go on without it I�ve stopped playing your little games There are no more tears I�m not listening to your riddles I don�t care about your fears Anyone could see through it Now someone else can deal With your stupid Bull*!@% |
| Songs n Poetry 2 |
| I Say No You always let them Tell you what to do They tell you who to be Stand up for yourself Fight for your rights You say that my Ignorance is my Happiness But I don�t think so I say no Shut your hole In my life You won�t have control They say �when I was your age� I had to walk through the snow And all the stormy days I want to yell and scream So do I This is my life I�m gonna live it The way that I want I say no Shut your hole This is my life You can�t have control You say that I smoke pot and I get bad grades Look in my face Peer inside my eyes You see a reflection of you That�s not me But I�m gonna� be I say no Shut your hole This is my life I won�t give you control I say no Shut your hole I�m gonna� live my life I have control I say no |
| Zombie Life is so surreal I can�t put into words Just how I feel The pain gets stronger Every single day I feel as though my life Is simply wasting away But all at once I�m going so numb I�ve gotten so used to the pain That I�ve become immune But my unfeelingness At the same time Makes sadness blossom In the bottomless abyss That I�ve named my soul I�m eternally walking through a swamp And with every step I take The muck pulls and drags harder Trying to pull me down I�m fairly close to giving in But no one will let me Actually, I can�t let me There�s really no one who cares But I�m too blockheaded To let anyone say I�m defeated I can�t really cry I don�t really laugh My eyes are dried out My pain has died down My laugh is now a croak My eyes stare distantly and blank And nothing stops the blackness Creeping and sneaking its way Into my soul I no longer care of a purpose I can�t remember any goals All I do is breathe I�m just going along Life as a zombie Is fairly simple and still I guess most would say it�s boring But not for those unfeeling I never know when things are bad, Or good for that matter I don�t feel much of anything Emotions are dead and gone I�m physically living But what does it matter If I don�t feel alive |
| Bequeath Together for a long time We made a lot of plans I believed I loved you Forever �til the end Then it all went with you When you walked out the door Now you�re crawling back here To beg for a little more But I don�t really care Now that I�m done crying I�ve moved on from there I bequeath all the loneliness I bequeath all the fears Bequeath the pain I�m heartless I�ve dried up the tears Since you left me standing By the open door I�ve come a distance That I won�t cross again I can see you crying But I don�t give a damn I bequeath all the sadness Bequeath all the tears Bequeath all the lonely nights I�m going on with life I know you�re sad, boy But what am I to do? Now that I don�t love you I won�t go back to blue You filled life with sadness You filled me with pain And now you want me back But I won�t do that again I bequeath all the loneliness Bequeath all the fears Bequeath the pain I�m heartless You can have it back, babe I bequeath all the sadness Bequeath all the tears Bequeath all the lonely nights I�m goin on with my life So if you see my eyes shinin It�s not with tears And I have no fears Of all your stupid lyin I�m finally free and clear |
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