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11.03.03 @ 9:07 PM hey all!! cathy changed me to blogger!!! ^_^ YAYAYAYAYAY! hahaha! anyways, there's a new link now.. its http://hewen711.blogspot.com so just go to that =) yupyup no more updating in this one :P well probably not anyways.. hahaha! =D *sniff sniff* my last entry. gettin so emotional.. lol jp jp ^_^ ~hewz 10.30.03 @ 4:48 PM oki responding to jacq.. haha.. where am i? i'm right here. :P uhhh studying my butt off? uh i guess so .. i'm a dork ^_^ hahaha n i stayed after school till like 7:20 n 8 PM for the past few days -_- n then i had hw and then i took several naps n slept :P hahah uh all region was bad.. i messed up a lot.. n the room was FREEZING cold.. my goshh.. and my fingers were really stiff n i couldn't really play that well anyways, and yeah.. it wasn't good. =( oh well there's always next year :( CONGRATS to JERRI, ANITA, n ALEX n the other ppl who made key club officers ^_^ hehe cathy.. uhh.. i feel ur pain -_- haha.. ughh i have so many chocolate cravings these days >.< maybe its cuz i'm carrying around a box of chocolates :P hahah oh well.. awww mann i hafta spend halloween studying chinese SAT II.. ughh its on sat morning so like me n cathy are going to my mom's friend's house and she's gonna tutor/help us with it n stuff.. that really sucks cuz i either wanted to go over to daisy's n stuff or go to the prestonwood carnival thing or the other thing i REALLY WANTED to do was go to garden ridge mall/shopping center and pass out candy for key club n stuff.. i went trick-or-treating there when i was lil! hahah! so i wanna go back againn n help pass out candy n dress up n stuff :P lol that would be really cool... but i can't =( *sigh* studying n school always get in the way of everything. ughhh so annoying but whatever... nothing i can do about it.. sorry daniel.. me cook?! the only thing i can cook is instant noodles! hahahah! :P well yeah go buy some food :P lol u have a car now anyways, so it shouldn't matter that much.. bye~ 10.26.03 @ 7:13 PM *Pacific Time* WHERE'S HELEN!?!?!? studyin' her butt off for something? practicin' violin? how was all region btw? you played wonderfully, correct? i vacuumed the condo today. it's all so nice now. smooth carpet. haha stupid civil war. what's the purpose of it? to get rid of slavery? so??!?!? we still have slavery! we just give 'em pay that's all... i mean..... WE'RE ALL SLAVES!!! no total freedom. sucks for you. sucks for me. sooooooo... what's it like to be pupdid? oki. ciao! 10.24.03 @ 10:11 PM *Pacific Time* you'll do fiiiiine, hewz. yupyupz~ i'm guessin' that you're asleep now, eh? daaaaang. cathy put you as part of the school site's banner. AHAHAHA~ go go go go go go go hewz go hewz go go go go go go go hewz! gimme a break! gimme a break! break me off a piece of that kit kat bar! duuuuuuuuuuude........ they changed the song!!!!!!!! ARG!!!!!!!!! oki... i shall bring myself together & uh... do something worth wastin' my time. ciao! 10.24.03 @ 8:07 PM aww mann all region tmr >.< haha i don't think i'm that ready for it >.< oh well.. and i'm on my break from practicing.. hahaha.. oh well awww jerri n alex left me! tmr we were gonna volunteer together for applause n now i think i'm going there by myself =( oh well... hopefully i can get the concert critque for honors orchestra.. haha.. otherwise i'll be kinda mad.. >.< haha whatever.. i'm sure it'll be a good concert :P ~helen 10.22.03 @ 5:52 PM ohhh so calm.. i'm listening to this really pretty song ^_^ haha wow.. i talked to my mom after school.. i actually told her a lotta stuff.. hahah about homecoming and stuff. she actually took it better than i thought she would.. lol.. usually she'd be all overprotective n might not lemme go -_- but then she didn't do anything cept give me a lecture.. so it's all good =) haha longggggg day.. kinda long week too.. but oh well whatever.. n all those tests n quizzes tmr n friday.. can't wait till saturday!! wait i take that back.. all region auditions saturday and i suck! >.< oh well i played for mrs wallace today.. it was good. i got to listen to the songs.. hahaha. so that was good.. n yeah a lot less intimidating than playing for ms c :P so now i can't wait till AFTER all region auditions :P hahah yupyup ms veal called on me again -_- ughh oh well.. today i wasn't prepared tho.. lol whatever.. it was only 2 lines =( finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy no more journal things for english! =D haha done n over with. this week is like so long.. psat.. finally done n over with too. n the quizzes n tests. ugh not yet done n over with =( n then region. n then stuff i got another box of chocolates =) i'm sure everybody have chocolate cravings right now n would like to buy some from me ^_^ hahah yupyup remember its for a good cause :P ~hewen 10.19.03 @ 10:41 PM today was a good day =) ever since 12 AM till now so far its been a good day. and i'm determined to keep it that way :P lol yupyup right when midnight hit angel called.. it made my day! lol! =) its all good.. n the some other ppl called.. lol.. all tams ppl.. i miss you guys... hehe.. ughh i hate it when there's always ride problems.. >.< oh well.. n church was really cool.. i was actually awake n i paid attention ^_^ hahaha n sunday school was cool too.. n then i actually sold a lot of the chocolate bars for orch fundraising there too.. lol.. angel was my sales person! ^_^ hahaha pretty funny.. she went around going "would u buy one?!" lol n practically forcing ppl to cuz it was my bday.. hahahah felt kinda bad but its oki.. it was pretty funnyy lol! angel's parents are hilarious.. they like forced one of their friends to buy one from me! hahah the way they said it was really funny.. lol.. my parents would never do that.. they'll be like ur on ur own on this one haha.. oh well. afterwards me n angel went to eckerds. lol! that was.. uh interesting :P haha yupyup then angel came over to my house.. we had a nice talk about things ^_^ hahah but then we kept gettin distracted.. i was doing my hist hw n she was studying for bio test tmr.. but oh well.. hahah it was still fun =) then now i have to finish hw.. so much for finishing on friday -_- oh well.. i guess me not procrastinating would be the day that pigs can fly :P hahhaha oh well ~hewz 10.16.03 @ 7:47 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ wow.. ur 17.. can u believe it?! :P hahhahah so old.. i'm still 15 :P muahahha making myself sound younger.. lol! =D a lotta bday's this month :P lol today i went with tina to michaels n hobby lobby after school ^_^ hahahah it was pretty cool.. i got to ride in tina's car with her driving for the first time! lol! she's a pretty good driver tho. so its all good =) lol yupyup and then she saw ppl working at both places.. hahah! pretty funnyy.. i was like ... wow.. u come here lots.. but really one of them went to our school n the other person went to jasper with her.. lol i got home by like 6 something.. hahah i went over to tina's house too! i havn't been there in ages -_- lol oh well.. it was nice.. hahah! her food supply is still the same =D hahah and i was looking in her room.. it was pretty much the same with a lot of extra posters ^_^ lol n then i was looking thru pics! it was really cool n she was showing me some stuff =) ahhaha and then we went shopping.. =D hahahha cool stuff then i went jogging/walking with my dad again.. he was like you need the exercise! so i was like sure why not.. lol so by the time i finished dinner n stuff its now.. lol i attempted to do some hw but now i can't concentrate for some reason.. lol whatever.. so i'm searching latin translation online :P hahaha doesn't require too much brain work :P lol! during lunch today this person randomlly came up to us and was like asking us to say a quote to put in the yearbook! hahahah! rona n karlee said something for working out.. n me n cathy said something about our weekends.. lol. it was funny =) haha maybe this year i'll be in the index more times :P muahahhaha last year ppl from jasper had the same amount of pics in the yearbook as me! (ie..yixiao..lol) and they didn't even go to my school... lol whatever its all good =) ms veal didn't call on me today to translate the latin thing =D so happy cuz i didn't really translate... lol all i did was look up the definitions.. which was more than a lotta ppl in our class.. but oh well.. haha hm maybe i'll go to the pep rally tmr.. lol! my first one.. cuz i have no tests or quizzes or anything important tmr =D except for latin quiz. but whatever.. hahahh! :P ~hewz 10.15.03 @ 1:03 AM HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ ur gettin older :P lol awwwwwwwwwwwww man!! jacq beat me to updating =( *Sigh* oh well.. anyways, WHATEVER SHE SAID IS NOT TRUEE!! oki i had to emphasize that.. lol yeah.. so don't believe her.. hahahah :P i'm being nice today n actully not deleting what she wrote.. ughh. haha i took a longg nap today.. like 2+ hours! hahah! it was greatt.. but now i'm not not tired and its past 1 :( hahah oh well hopefully tmr i'll be more awake than today :P omg!! i can't believe it! today i wore a skirt to school for the FIRST TIME and most likely the LAST time too! Hahahah.. yeahh.. craziness... i am NEVER doing that again.. now at least i can say i did it :P hahah never listening to jacq again.. oh wait and carmen :P hahahahh! but yeah pretty funny.. ppl were coming up to me going "OMG! HELEN IN A SKIRT?!??!" hahahah didn't feel like explaining why tho.. "ya'll can show off your stupidity!" lol! i was quoting jerri.. too bad she didn't feel like taking pics :P muahhahah! =D lol it was funn.. maybe i should freak ppl out more often :P hahah! jp jp ^_^ it was uncomfortable tho.. so i'm not doing that again.. haha jerri has a pic of the "monkey day" tho.. haha we'll see what happens tomorrow :P lol hahahahahah! i actually needed my ID card today!! to get my directory! lol! the one day i need it, i don't have it.. but its oki i just showed them my moby dick book cuz it had my name on it.. lol i don't see the point in that but whatever.. cuz i could've just written down my name and say thats me.. but *shrug* whatever.. haha ~helen 10.15.03 @ 8:18 PM *Pacific Time* GUESS WHAT?!?!?! HELEN HASN'T UPDATED!!!! hmpf! cathy should be proud of MEEEEEEE! yes, MEEEEEEEE! i mean... i wrote bogusly long entries about nothing interesting. She should give me some credit.
so anyway... helen's bein' stupid! she couldn't take a pic of herself in a skirt.. i mean, is it so hard to press a button!?!?!? i mean... goshiez, it's common sense! oki... so... yeah... ....... HELEN'S COMING TO MY HOUSE OVER THANKSGIVING!! yupyupz. how do i know? i can see the future. yupyup! HELEN IS SO PSYCHO!! to the point that it's just... psycho. let's play hopscotch! dude... are ppz soooo broke these days?!?!? so many ppz bought fries today!! FREAKIN' LONG LINE! so i bought bread sticks instead. duuuuuuude, fries at school are greasy & not so yummy. I like 'em tho, but i wouldn't believe other ppz would.......................... i guess ppz are broke!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! so... this is helen & her bf... isn't that just... EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW?!?!? hahhaha!
oki... ciao! p.s. please take my insults lightly, hewz. as i am... bah bah da!~
yes... i'm part of the pirates of the carribean. i still haven't watched our movie yet! i should soon.. maybe this sat/sun. *shrug* when i can drive alone, i shall treat myself to movies/dinners, etc.
have a wonderful torturous night! 10.13.03 @ 11:34 AM lol cathy's so proud that i actually update this a lot now! hahahah! cuz during chinese school she was like "ohh! i'm so proud of you! i'll put u to blogger!" HAHAHAH! kinda funny so its all good =) i was kinda sad yesterday. couldn't go to church =( but oh well its oki.. angel couldn't give me my ID backk and then she forgot to give it to sam to give to me.. but oh well..i'll get it next week.. i hope i don't need it this week.. lol ohh!! xtine!! i forgot.. i need to give u the orch composite pics from last year! lol cuz like i brought it to tams but i didn't wanna ruin it cuz there wasn't anywhere to put it.. so i left it in the car.. and i forgot to get it before my dad left.. and then i didn't go to church.. sorries! i'll give it to ya next week k? :P yesterday chinese school was really boring.. thank God that was my last class! heheheh.. yeah i only went for chinese SAT II preparation.. hahaha so its all good. no class next week! then we take a practice on the week after... and then i take the real one.. then i'm FREEE!! lol nov 1! :P afterwards me n jenny went out to eat with my family...hahah that was cool then we went back to my house.. n i had to help my sis with her proj >.< so jenny was kinda studying for ap geography? i dunno.. something like that.. and i showed her pics! lol :P after she left i have no ideaa what i did.. loL probably just wasting some time >.< lol oh well.. then i was on the phone.. haha.. i like talking on the phone.. better than aim. hahahah =) hm.. overall...its been an awesome fall break ^_^ the highlight of my fall break was visiting the TAMS ppl on friday! lol that was really cool.. i got to meet everyone =D hehehe mann but now i wanna go back so much =( oh well.. i'll see ya'll again at homecoming! ^_^ i miss ya'll tamsters.. n jacqueline.. =/ ~helen 10.10.03 @ 9:24 PM today i went to tams! hahahah!! it was really awesomee.. i actually kinda like it there.. so much freedom.. kinda in a sense.. depending on how u look at it :P hahahhaha when we got there, we got lost.. jonathan was on the phone giving me instructions for the longest time.. hahaha.. somehow we got to a stadium.. lol then me n jerri saw han first.. and then christina n kathleen!! hahaha it was really awesomee... and then we met up with greg's tour group.. hahaha.. my dad stayed with us.. he wanted to see college campus with us i guess .. hahaha and xtine n angel n them kinda gave us a tour.. hahah then my dad left.. and we spent a long time waiting.. hahahaha .. n we went to the rec! ohh!! the rec there is really cool!!! hahahaha.. its bigger and so much more stuff there.. hahaha.. i kinda wanted to play bball. but i suck >.< so oh well.. i missed jacqueline.. i knew she would've wanted to play with me =( oh well.. its oki.. it was still fun afterwards we went to angel n xtine's dorm! hahahah greg n phil are crazy good at step mania.. and yup we just sat there n hung out ^_^ hahah funny stuff :P i'm kinda surprised its actually pretty clean n neat.. even tho they just cleaned it.. haha jerri's mom got lost when she was picking us up too.. and there was traffic.. i think she was kinda mad >.< and it was her bday too. oh well.. i hope she still had a good day and wasn't too mad.. hehe.. i wanna go back! hahaha it was really fun hanging out with all ya'll tamsters :P next time ya'll should visit us in plano ^_^ hahaha ~helen 10.09.03 @ 4:43 PM mann. its already almost 5 n i feel like i wasted my whole day.. haha oh well whatever tmr should be i fun.. i'm gonna go visit all the tamsters ^_^ hahhaha me n jer are gonna go together :P haha yupyup the only thing i did today that was nice was that i woke up at 11:15!! hahahahah! i don't think i've waken up that late since... summer maybe.. hahah so that felt good.. hahahah i played ddr with my sis today too.. hahah it was oki. i was really tired tho.. i dunno why.. haha probably just lazy :P loL yeah so i used the controller most of the time :P hahahhaha oh well its oki :P i had a nice talk with daisy today too =) i havn't had a long talk with her in a long time.. hehe.. so that was awesomee :P loL yupyup =) ~helen 10.08.03 @ 5:41 PM I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! for five days anyways ^_^ loL yeah today was torture but that's oki. its over with so i don't wanna talk about it :P ohh we finally got our orch composite pics from last year! haha ms c dropped it off today.. hahaha yupyup i can't believe ms c's preganant.... SCARY!!! hahahahahha! hahaha ya'll tamsters crack me up too =) hahahahah! yeah i'm stalking ya'll!! i know all ya'll schedules and i'm watching all ur moves.. and i know which dorm u live in and where etc etc .. muhahahhhahahah i'm dominating the world!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA! ^_^ anyways, yeah going crazy.. hahahahah ~hewz 10.05.03 @ 3:44 PM hahaha jacq you crack me up =D lol yeah.. today i woke up early.. hahah 9 am! can you believe it?! anyways, i got ready early.. n stuff and then went to church ^_^ i hate those feelings. i dunno. i feel kinda distant.. i hate that.. oh well.. i wanna get baptized tho.. dunno when.. it'll hafta be after this month cuz i have chinese school right after church and the baptismal classes are like right after church.. so who knows.. hopefully by christmas? haha i dunno.. that'll just depend on God... :P today me n angel ate more than sam!!! hahahahahhahahah! that's hilarious!! we're eattin so much.. i'm gonna get fat -_-" hahahahah oh well afterwards we attempted to study in the church library cuz angel's dad had to go attend a meeting and we couldn't leave till 3.. so i almost fell asleep reading moby dick n angel was reading chem but oh well.. so we left and just sat out in the hall and talked.. it was great ^_^ muahahhahahahahh making fun of angel is fun ^_^ now i come back home doing nothing.. mann i need to majorly practice for all region >.< i don't think i've been practicing it nearly long enough >.< ughhh oh well... some ppl crack me up =D lol bye!~ 10.04.03 @ 10:16 PM *Pacific Time* so... what should you do to make the whole world happy? this is for hewz... hahaha! ![]() ciao! :P 10.04.03 @ 5:22 PM hahaha the first football game i went to yesterday wasn't all that bad :P lol actually i didn't watch that much of it.. only the last 5 min before half time and like 15 min of half time.. hahaha but it was still cool.. i didn't get to watch west tho =( it was like the rockwall band and their stingettes.. hahaha.. i only saw that at half time the score was 27-0.. i think? lol west was winning by a lot was all i remember :P hahahaha i was kinda uh bored? not really .. just serving food and stuff.. hahaha.. it was ok.. i don't think i really wanno go back volunteer there tho. but who knows.. it wasn't that bad..i just might.. free drinks! lol.. yupyup afterwards me and jerri went to IHOP! hahahahah! we were like lets not go to java since EVERYONE goes there.. and we were like lets start a new tradition!! HAHAHAHH! it was pretty funny! loL seriously who actually wanna drink caffine at like 10 pm at night? lol well apparently a lot of ppl it was really funny in IHOP! HAHAHAH! me and jerri were like so loud!! loL for some reason i got REALLY hyper and all and made jerri all hyper-ish too! HAHAHAHH! yeah i rulE! muahahahhahah jp jp ^_^ lol yeah it was really funny tho cuz me n jerri were like reading each other's mind!! hahahah yupyup ^_^ since i wasn't that hungry i got a funny face! hahah! jerri got a country omlette.. she was like really hungry.. lol yeah.. i had a hard time cutting thru my face hahahahh it was funny! i liked the face.. so cutee =) loL anyways, yeah.. the waiter must have thought that i was crazy. he was like "yeah... you don't wanna ruin it" lol yeah afterwards i went home.. and i talked to jacqueline on the phone till like 2 am.. lol so this morning i was like dead tried since i had to wake up at 7:30 aM!! AHHH hahahah oh well. it was a fun conversation ^_^ today i don't know whats wrong with me. i spent like half my day sleeping. lol i woke up at 7:30 and went to AAYA and then came home at like 10 ish.. and then i feel asleep till 1!!! HAHAHAHAH! and then i ate some stuff. and went to kd for the full length go over.. i was about to fall asleep again! but oh well.. and then i came home and did some hw (can you actually believe it?! lol) and came online.. etc. kinda boring i wanted to go shopping w/ rona, jerri, or angel or whoever but like i couldn't cuz my parents wanted me to stay home and my mom's friend was coming over from austin so we had to go out to eat.. that sucked. it made me mad.. cuz not i'm stuck being so freaking bored here.. instead of out. oh well whatever don't really care anymore yeesh how many lectures do i hafta get in a day?! today i got like a million.. one on how messy my room is.. n i hafta be clean.. n i hafta clean since we have guest today.. n how i don't read enough chinese.. n how i don't speak enough chinese at home.. n how i sleep too late.. etc etc.. ughh. oh well.. kinda used to it now >.< anyways, enough updating. lol ~hewz ps. thanks jax for updating for me :P and yes i'm happy u fixed my width! ^_^ thanks! n whattt i don't see you.. i don't hear you.. what where where where?! muahahah ^_^ byebye 10.03.03 @ 4:27 PM *Pacific Time" wasshup, my homiez?!?! haha it's a me, mario! uh huh... happi now, hewz? i fixed the width of the entries. haha. :P whadya mean where am i? i'm here in arcadia! i'm online 24/7. haha. too bad it's hard for me to talk on phone & do hw. *shruG* first football game. i wanna go to a football game just for the heck of it. but nobody has asked me to go w/ him/her yet. hm... prolly never will either. *shruG* all righty. ciaosterz! 10.03.03 @ 5:24 PM OHHH!!! hahahaha! today i'm gonna go to the first football game in my life! :P loL yeah right i wouldn't go if i didn't have to.. but i'm going to help volunteer for orch with the concession stand.. and i get in for free.. so whatever. anyways, busy now. i'll write later :P 10.01.03 @ 6:00 PM orchestra concert tmr! hahahah.. chambers gonna be playing vivaldi's summer!! that's so awesome!! and jason wu would be playing the solo.. but wow! hahahahah its free so its all good.. everybody should come ^_^ 7:30 PM .. PWSH auditorium. haha so tired today.. i almost fell asleep during hist, then physics, then english movie, then orch till we started playing.. then just the whole day. i should take a nap before i die. :P nap time :P 9.30.03 @ 6:49 PM wahh what a day. hahah for some reason i feel defeated.. then again don't i always??? ughhh... hahaha dunno why.. everyone just seems so far today =( where are all u tamsters, n arcadia?? lol anyways, yeah. i give up.. gonna leave this freaking comp. ~yohel 9.28.03 @ 1:00 AM lol me and angel were going out to eat dinner with my parents today.. and like we drove around aimlessly for like 30+ minutes!!! ahhahahahh! so indecisive.. now i know where my indecisiveness comes from! lol yeahhh OMGGGGGGGGGGG I CAN'T BELIEVE JAX PUT A PIC OF ME COOKING!!! giving u that pic wasn't meant for blackmail!! >.< ughh so annoying.. hahaha. so excited!!! angel's sleeping over!!! ^_^ i'm scared of angel writing here.. BUT i'll be nice.. and let her write here.. unless.. AHEM whatever HOLAZ ppl!! ^_^ hm..let's see...HELEN IS COMING TO TAMS HOMECOMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe ain't that AWESOME?!?!?!? i was gonna write something..but helen had that LOOK on her face...so ill be nice..and make her happy.. today was fun! me n helen went to java with a few ppl..we saw IRIS there!!! ^_^ haven't seen her in a long time..then me, helen , n daniel went to see Charlie's Angels 2..movie was funni!! well..not really movie itself..other stuff that was said was funny ^_^ then i got a bloody nose..that wasn't cool..tasted my own blood..eck >.< i should go see a doc..hope i don't have leukemia or something like that.. yeah..like helen said..we drove around A LONG TIME deciding where to go for dinner...we ended up going to taiwan cafe..we ate soo much!! oh yeah..at java me n helen had frozen granitas!! *yum yum* and a pearl milk tea at taiwan cafe we then "attempted" to do hw at home..didn't work out that well..HELEN'S SO DISTRACTING!!! hehe..it's okie tho..helen gave up on hist. and i gave up on precal..and now we're online and im writing in her blog..hahaha okie okie..enough blabbing...nite nite everyone ~hewz n angz 9.27.03 @ 6:57 PM *Pacific Time* *GASP* omigod!!! HELEN HASN'T UPDATED TODAY!!!!!!! hm... did she say she was gonna do something fun today? *shrug* i don't recall... she must be enjoyin' her break tho... either that or slavin' on her hw. haha j/k! hm... actually i don't retain a lot of the stuff you say, hewz. i would be kicked out of the helen trivia competition. yupyup. maybe you can make a quiz one day & i'll see if i can ace it. haha *shruG* don't ask facts about you. you can ask about what you are like... what would you think if this situation came up & blah blah blah. haha altho i would definitely have no clue what the answer is :-P even if you gave multiple choices. AHAHAHAHA. how sad. oki... uh huh... uh... yeah... so you're still nutz about jay. *shudder* it's just wayyyy too good that kazaa is bein' sued. so i won't use it :-P & as of right now... i don't know enough chinese to be able to dl the music from sites. wahahaha! :-D but then again. why would you care. beep beep. roadrunner. or is it bleep bleep. or ??? *shrug* GOSHIEZ!!! i have so few pix of just you & me!!! what's up w/ that? take a look at the wonderful cook!! AHAHAHAHA. you're gonna take it down, aren't ya? :*( hm.. how do you make pictures smaller? *shrug* this big one takes a lot of space... poopy... oki doki. gonna shower. ciao! p.s. actually... i'm gonna try & fill up the survey for you... go to my xanga. haha you can tell me how accurate, or rather, inaccurate i am. :-P 9.26.03 @ 10:08 AM yeesh.. the 1st day of our break i wake up early.. haha like 9:30 ish.. actually i was up at 9 but just stayed in bed.. for a lil while longer. haha. so stupid.. i'm spending my day at home today.. 1st day of break.. hahah oh well... later tonight i'll probably be going to anita's house.. wow... now that i think of it i havn't been there since 8th grade!! that's a longgg timee.. hahaha... i miss gucci too! too bad he won't be there =( but its oki! hahahaha... same day @ 11:00 PM ohhH i ddr-ed with my sis today!! it was fun! cept like i havn't ddr-ed in so long that i think i've gotten worse at it >.< oh well.. at least i got some exercise ^_^ hahaha i went jogging with my dad today! lol i really did get my exercise for the day.. but then again i gained back the calories by eating some uh chocolate... i had a huge craving!! can't blame me for that!! hahahah =) went to anita's house today too.. lol it was okay.. i dunno... i was just tired.. dunno why.. all the laziness is getting to me >.< oh well.. twister was fun.. of course making it hard was the best. but i still won.. muahaha .. evern after lin came.. i think its only cuz they weren't makin it hard on me :P mauhahaha =) loL "i wanna talk about me" hahahahah that's hilarious!!! jax, it really does fit you! muahahahahha :P ohhHH the jogging-ness probably made me tired! hahahahah! that's my excuse :P muahahahah can't blame me now! ^_^ ~hewZ 9.25.03 @ 5:09 PM YAY! I CHANGED THE SONG IN HERE! no offense...ye ye po de chao is a very good song, but i DESPISE MIDI files. ~Jer same day @ 5:41 PM loL jer that's funny. thanks for the song! a lil change once in a while is cool ^_^ i still like ye ye pao de cha tho! hahahah! oh well its all good.. =) WHOO HOO!! i have mr corynell (or whatever his name is) for my new physics teacher!!! no more ms daigle.. well she's wasn't that bad.. but whatever.. hahahahhaha oh well.. 3 day weekend.. i'm gonna MAKE it fun! muahahhahahah! enjoyin my break while i can ^_^ angel's coming back from tams! =) whoo hooo!! my day sucked tho.. oh well.. it went downhill even before school started.. screw all that.. some stuff just piss me off and stay on my mind the whole day. pshh don't freakin care anymore.. and then hist. piss me off some more. ironically physics made my day better! hahahahah! whatever stay day today was ok.. hahaha i me and karlee-yah shared a cotton candy thing.. and our teeth got really pink.. lol we were attempting to "brush" our teeth! hhahahahhah! its the closest i've ever gotten to brushing my teeth at school :P muahahahhaha HAHAHA the pic of thomas, stephen, sam, and billy is so funny!!! jer took it during orch... but yes the good times ^_^ i wanted to color my hair too but my parents would freak out.. and uh i guess i don't know.. whatever. english n latin just sucked. i don't care. my day continued to suck. oh yeah.. this morning the news.. loL i guess that kinda made my day and yet made it suck.. i don't know anymore!!! AHHHHHH so confusing!!! >.< oh the decisions.. should i drop hist or english? ahhh i don't know............. anyways, i can see it alreayd.. its gonna be a wasted day.. ughhh wonder why i'm so pessimistic today. lol.. ~helen 9.24.03 @ 6:28 PM WHOOOO HOOOO!!! after a day of practically living hell, i'm FREE for now.. hahahaha i barely have any hw today!! so excited!! ^_^ anyways, yeah.. all the tests fried my brain... nothing happened today. haha so yup.. ~yohel 9.22.03 @ 7:52 PM soooooooooo tired this week too.. last week the earliest i slept was like 2 am.. that was TORTURE!! this week i ain't gonna do that.. and this week is the week that i have a million tests!!! AHHH >.< it sucks, school sucks so funny!! during lunch cathy cracked me up!!! i could not stop laughing.. even till english i was still laughing!!! hahahahahah! sorry cay! i had to tell ONE person why i was bursting out laughing in the middle of class :P hahahhaha yes i'm sane ^_^ at least i got my laugh of the day ^_^ mannn i was about to fall asleep during physics today!!! ahh! i've been good this year!! i havn't fallen asleep in school yet! ^_^ muahahhaha.. unlike last year.. i did it so many times.. and 9th grade.. hahahahahh! but like i'm scared to fall asleep in that class tho! mrs daigle made like someone in our class stand up or something.. maybe i'm imagining things.. but she scares me when it comes to this.. hahahah.. besides i'm doing horrible in that class.. i can't afford to sleep.. i MUST LISEN.............. anyways, must get back to hw or do something productive... hewZ 9.19.03 @ 11:03 PM muahahhahaha i'm updating 3 days in a row.. impressive, huh? lol school sucked.. my horrible grades.. wahh.. anyways, border line rona! hahahah greek festival was awesome!!! loL too bad we couldn't eat any of the greek food. cept the salad.. which was really good.. w/o the cheese.. but i couldn't really taste the cheese that much.. so it was all good ^_^ my feet are tired now.. but its oki.. it'll get better after a good night's rest.. too bad i hafta wake up early tmr for AAYA >.< hehe but its oki.. gonna go to greek festival again tmr!! muahahhahahah! oh the fun-ness :P HAHAHAHHAHAH me, rona, n jer got craZY with the camera in the car!!! jer was like we took 62 pics total!!! AHAHAHHH! that was funny! anyways, yeah the poses were a bit off.. and we were acting stupid but it was funny! ^_^ oh the awesome memories =) loL jacqueline's giving me a lecture how dsl is bad for me! hahahah h2 o91 1 jAc QiE (11:08:15 PM): i'm tellin' you... dsl is bad for you! HeWeN 7 11 (11:08:38 PM): HAHAHa HeWeN 7 11 (11:08:40 PM): somewhat HeWeN 7 11 (11:08:41 PM): muahahahah h2 o91 1 jAc QiE (11:08:48 PM): somewhat??? h2 o91 1 jAc QiE (11:08:52 PM): dude... you're on like 24/7 now h2 o91 1 jAc QiE (11:08:54 PM): i'm not used to it! HeWeN 7 11 (11:09:06 PM): HAHAH HeWeN 7 11 (11:09:10 PM): seomthign like that HeWeN 7 11 (11:09:14 PM): but but.. its like.. i CAN Now HeWeN 7 11 (11:09:15 PM): lol h2 o91 1 jAc QiE (11:09:23 PM): yeah violet called.. i havn't talked to her in a while.. so yeah.. no more update :P muahahah ~hEwEn 9.18.03 @ 5:07 PM wow its raining hard today! hahahah after orch i got a trash bag from mrs wallace and pretty much ran to the next building! hahaha! it was funny.. a few ppl looked at me like i was crazy.. n lin and tina started cracking up so hard after seeing me like that! loL! i just thought it was funny.. too bad ms veal wasn't there to see it =( haha its oki at least i wasn't as wet as some ppl :P muahahahha tho my feet felt nasty... all the wet socks.. i took my shoe off during class. hahahaha but i didn't feel it was "right" taking my socks off.. so i didn't :P hahahahha see xtine-i! at least i have SOME manners :P muahahah such a horrible day today.. i've NEVER done so bad in my LIFE on a math test!! omg.. that pissed me off.. it kept me mad the whole day.. then that english test.. i was not in a good mood... hahah odd thing is.. the rain cheered me up a lil bit tho :P hahahah i love the rain.. but the sound of rain makes me tired.. i was so tired during latin.. actually i was tired the whole day.. i think the lack of sleep is getting to me... arggg... this week i must have beaten any record of mine of staying up all night long.. yeeshh.. what have i been doing.. is there just THAT Much more hw this week than other weeks?! hahaha me and rona can have our own study group!!! lol! sam n max n allen left us! hahahah oh well who care ^_^ me n rona make a team!! hahahaha going nutz... i was freaking out.. hahaha.. tina knows :P muahhahaha pretty funny tho now that i think about it.. hm.. i think i act stupid a lot without realizing it.. hahaha *shrug* i don't know today i hafta go back to school for habitat for humanity meeting!! hahaha i wanna take a shower now.. but what if it rains later? ughhh so i can't.. hafta wait till i get back.. so i won't get dirty again! hahah OMG!!!!!!! I GOT DSL!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ hahahah i was sOOO excited!! loL my comp is actually really fast now!!! hahahah! its so awesome!! i'm really enjoying it!! hahahah yesterday i stayed online for the FIRST time like 7 hours straight!!! how awesome is that?! lol yeah i hope i don't stay on TOO MUCH.. loL.. i'm gonna volunteer at the greek festival tmr! hahahaha we get free food afterwards and a tshirt! =) hahaha how awesome is that?! lol i guess i'm just easily amused :P but i like tshirts! :P hahahahahah i have enough for like.. one for every day of the week.. i think.. muahahaha anyways, hw time.. or procrastinating :P ~hewZ 9.17.03 @ 6:36 PM so tired these days.. whatever precalc is so funny! w/ rona, cathy, andy, allen, n jordan in our class.. w/ commander gander.. anything is possible :P the convos.. of randomness =D muahahhaha.. i think ppl around us get kinda annoyed cuz we're kinda loud tho.. but its alright :P dangit! so mad! i didn't talk today in the english discussion thingy.. really wasn't in the mood.. haha in orch i got to catch up on some hw.. the songs we're playing right now are really easy.. i never practice them.. but then all region music.. they're freakin hard.... anyways, yeah.. omg!!! its so cool!! there's this guy who sits in front of me in physics!!! and he goes back to mexico every summer and translates as interpreters for american missionaries and stuff!! its so cool!!! he's like one of those guys we had at YUGO! hahahah! awesome-nesS! i just found it really interesting :p the key club interview was today.. mine was ok i guess i dont know.. hahahahah they asked me if i could be an animal which animal would i be?! and i was like hm... A KANGAROO!!! and stephen started laughing at me for a while!!! ahahhaha! at least it was funny tho.. anyways yeah.. i just like kangaroos! lol yupyup pretty funny. ^_^ yeesh.. i'm like staying after school practically every day >.< oh well.. its ok.. all u tamsters need to come back more often!!!~ i havn't seen ya'll in sooo long.. cept xtine for a few min that day she came and visit us at lunch ^_^ angel n xtine.. ya'll need to come back more often.. hahaha this weekend.. i'll go to dcbc for ya'll!! :P hahah yeah.. i've been going to gcec for the past 2 weeks.. but its all good =) chinese SAT II classes feels stupid.. i don't know.. i feel like i'm wasting my time even tho i don't do that well.. *shrug* not every interested in anything anymore.. whatever... hahahah this year i'm gonna do SO MUCH volunteer work!! it'll be fun i think! :P hahahha yeah so many clubs.. and stuff. orchestra!! WHOO HOOO!!! i'm enjoyin the out of school activities :P hahahahah ~helen 9.15.03 @ 11:08 PM haha thanks jax for updating for me! lol anyways yeah.. i'm dropping by saying a lil hello! :P anyways, i just woke up from a lil nap.. n now i hafta go back and finish hw >.< haha an update just for you,jacq. loL hewz 9.15.03 @ 6:47 PM *Pacific Time* Howdy, ya'll! How ya'll Texans doin'?! uh huh... it's me again... it's been 10 days since that girl last updated... what is up w/ her?!?!? i mean... is school realli that important to her? i mean... she's got millions of years to go b4 she starts her occupation. haha j/k! but i do miss havin' my chats/phone convos w/ hewz :*( i guess partly my reason to not take any AP classes is so i can have time for my friends. kinda stupid, everybody else is takin' AP classes. i mean, jerri & rona are doin' FINE & yet they do so much outta school. *shrug* helen does too now... all those clubs & volunteerin'. *sniff* i'll join clubs when club day comes around... at the time bein', lunchtime is for chattin' w/ kat chak. yupyup. dude... i'm basically just writin' another entry in here... i just typed an entry in my xanga & blog. yupyup. so ppz actually read the comic strips i put up there.. haha interesting. hewz, did you realli put that vic bg on you guys' xanga!??!!? cuz i believed & still believe that angel did it... but noooo she keeps sayin' it's you. i would die if it was you. NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! haha j/k. so anyway... i hope you guys have a great rest of the week. :) i guess i'll have nice, long talks w/ you all over fall break, winter break, whenever. *shrug* oki doki. ciao! p.s. hewz, view your blog... p.p.s. oh yeah... you remember those crunchy parts you eat on the chicken bones?? hahah... now i eat 'em too :P niiiiice crunchy. *crunch crunch* lol. 9.05.03 @ 9:01 PM i'm sure as ya'll have guessed that last entry wasn't me :P hahah it was only jax acting all gay-ish! muahahhahaha.. the stuff ppl do when they're bored *shakes head* lol school sucks.. i hate west.. nothing more to it tho.. the only thing i like about west is orchestra!! hahahah! its like my fav class and all!! hahahahha! ^_^ i hate all other classes tho.. whatever the clubs seem interesting tho!!! this year its like join every club u see!! ahhahahahahha! but its all good ^_^ i enjoy them :P hahahahha the only good thing about school.. muhahahaha i'm such a nerd :P and lately i've been picking up the habit of studying during lunch.. for some reason.. i ALWAYS have stuff to do during lunch.. u'll think i'll learn my lesson and finish all my hw at HOME and study at HOME and hang out during lunch.. BUTTT DO i ever learn?! NOOOOOOOO! >.< orch car wash tmr!!! come everybody!!! hahahahah! or no peanutS :P lol jp jp i think i bombed the hist test today >.< i dunno why.. i think i studied the wrong stuff for some reason.. just all werid.. that's not good.. how cool is this?! the words stand out!! jax changed my colors to yellow!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! ^_^ yupyup awesome-ness :P i'm leaving, byeeeeeeee =) 9.05.03 @ 6:22 PM *Pacific Time* what up dudez. guess who this is? :P cuz the stupid psycho won't update! haha... even her shared xanga is... *ahem* yeah. so anyway. howz your day?! mine was wonderful. i had ice cream cones all day. & cotton candy too! & then i kept wonderin' why in the world would hewz think that jay chou is hot. i mean... he doesn't even know how to walk the walk. i mean, he skips! yeah... his new name is skipper. jay = dog. gettin' my point? riiight :P anyway.. don't you just looooove how the sky's so yellow? i mean.. it just brightens my day! everytime i look up, i see pee... let's do the hip hop funky dance! yeah yeah yeah... you got it. just hear the beats & my beautiful voice & you'll do JUST fine! now, let's bark like a cat, quack like a turtle, & jump like an ant. oki... enough w/ the gay talk. i shall be jettin' away now. ciao! 8.21.03 @ 8:22 PM oh wow.. i feel like i havn't updated in a while.. hahah oops.. seemed like it kinda disappeared.. who actually reads this thing?! hahahah maybe i should do that thing that tells ppl when i last updated.. hahaha.. who knows.. kinda lazy tho :P nothing much happened tho.. just school.. nothing new.. old friends leaving, making new friends >.< i hate all this. ohh!! AND JACQUELINE CAME BACK!!! that was one of the main highlights of my summeR!! ^_^ i actually had SOO MUCH FUN before school starteD!!! ^_^ i missed ya, buddy! hahah, still do actually :P wowiee.. the aim thing!! that was funnyyy.. i couldn't stop laughing for a long time.. hahahahah i feel like i havn't talked to some ppl in forever.. *sigh* ... ~helen 8.08.03 @ 11:58 AM ohhh i'm updating cathy!!! ^_^ hahahah yupyup.. gonna go to west today to pick up my new schedule.. NOW u ppl can ask me.. still dont ask me what my schedule is.. cuz i dont know!!! hahah i've been waking up early lately.. haha kinda funny.. ever since YUGO.. i havn't slept past 10 :P WHOOOO HOOOOOO!!!!!!!! i finished HUCK FINN AND POISONWOOD BIBLE!!!! lol!!! YAYAYAYYAY!!! i was pretty excited!!! lol!!! now i can do whatever i want for the rest of summer ^_^ LOL guess what?!?!?!?! I CUT JACQ'S BANGS!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHHAAH! its actually not that bad :P hahahha daisy and jacq helped a bit too =) lol it was fun!!! the 1st time i cut someone's hair!!! hahahhaha! i wanna do it again!!! too bad angel wont lemme cut her hair :( lol she's smart ohhh lunch time! i'm outta here! :P hahah 8.02.03 @ 9:16 PM weee! tax free weekend! ^_^ haha i went out and bought a lot of my aug bday friends presents today! hahaha it was pretty fun =) the food.. ended up being... ewww... is all i can say :P hahahah dunno what we did to it :P lol my schedule is subjected to change greatly.. as i told tejas :P *"ur a stupid nerd!" hahahah <- joseph chi* anyways, dont ask me about it till friday next week.. cuz i hafta go back to west AGAIN to get that freakin schedule changed.. its pisses me off.. they ALWAYS mess up my schedule EVERY FREAKING YEAR!!! what's wrong with plano schools?! >.< gotta finish summer reading.. like fast... >.< -hewen 8.01.03 @ 10:36 AM haha.. i actually woke up early today :P and then i just stayed in bed and.. did.. nothing.. :P it was nice ^_^ schools just hate me.. i dont think schools have EVER made my schedule right.. its ALWAYS wrong.. i get a schedule change EVERY YEAR!! ARRGG it freaking pisses me off.. cuz now i hafta call them.. AND i already waited ONE AND A HALF hours at west yesterday.. arrgg.. just not my day.. then i get home and get screamed at by my parents >.< i'm so mad!! i can't go to austin with grace >.< at least this weekend is tax free!! =) hahah the only good thing :P i hafta finish summer reading >.< i hate huck finn... argg.. whatever.. that's what i'm gonna be doing for the rest of summer >.< lol i saw ice age with my sis yesterday.. lol.. its a sad movie.. i dont know.. i think a lot of movies are sad :P haha.. yupp i'm gonna get sooo lost in west the first week.. i dunno where anything is.. during schedule pick up.. anita practically showed me n tina where EVERYTHING was.. not sure if i remember anything -_- ~helen 7.28.03 @ 5:12 PM the parties this weekend was overall fun. ^_^ the silly string on angel n xtine.. lol pretty funny.. i think i still have some on my sidewalk... lol... pics! and cathy FINALLY got at least 1 good pic!! lol.. that other pic she has in her room.. omg.. i look soOOOooo bad in it!! haha.. oh well.. whatever i dont really care :P i figured one thing out.. lil kids are either REALLY cute or REALLY annoying.. geez.. talk about different personalities.. lol today i've been brain dead.. i mean i had a make up. and then class later.. its like all kd kd kd ! AHHHH i'm about to dieeeeee!!! i can't stand that place >.< i feel like i'm always there.. like living there. currently my 2nd home till school starts again >.< ahhh everybody's leaving this week =( literally.. only like a few ppl are staying.. AND ITS THE END OF SUMMER! something's wrong with that >.< i've been very angry lately.. dunno why.. and dont ask why.. just cuz i said so.. and also very bitter.. i hate ice age.. i'm also very bitter.. i dunno what my problem is. i got tanner! lol.. not like ya'll care :P 7.24.03 @ 3:48 PM *yawn* i took another long nap.. lol everyday this week ^_^ yup i got my sleep :P VBS is ok i guess.. there's this one kid.. omg.. he is so freakin annoying.. sometimes i just wanna strangle him.. that know it all kid. i dont wanna be with 5th graders.. i rather have my sis's grade!! how sad.. but 5 year olds are the best i think.. out of all grades.. cuz they're SOOOOO cute!!! ^_^ they have good food there tho ^_^ lol this shirt is sooo big on me! maybe i'll replace my other huge tshirt.. lol.. that one is just.. wayyyy too old.. lol so lazy. not really doing anything these days.. so many pot luck dinners coming up too.. haha.. not too excited about that =/ ~me 7.22.03 @ 3:05 PM haha i came back from YUGO on sunday.. soooo tireed... but it was sooooo awesome.. probably one of the best experiences i've ever had in my life.. haha. just watching God's miracles happening just about every day...seeing the kids eyes light up every time we go to see them.. them waiting for us EVERYDAY.. and the hugs n kisses before we left every day.. and just the spirit in them =) i almost even cried on friday .. hehe. i thought the language barrier was the biggest problem.. especially when i got soo frustrated and couldn't do anything till uncle larry came to help me out.. *sigh* oh well. then the testimonies n sharing times showed me a lot.. i even became really close with this one girl.. and i barely knew a word a spanish.. and she barely knew a word or english.. we communicated a lot thru pointing, signs, n staring at each other blankly. lol.. but still pretty cool as a team we really worked together too.. hehe.. before i went i didn't know anyone cept for angel, xtine, eva, n sam. well knowing at least semi-well.. and after the trip was over i knew who everyone was.. and i actually became closer with some of them =D a true work of God :P ~hewen 7.10.03 @ 1:27 PM hm. i havn't written here in a long time.. haha.. oopies.. well i've been busy lately.. i went to hot springs during july 4th weekend. it was my family, another family from church, and christine! hahahah! pretty fun tho ^_^ me n christine had a lot of "adventures" lol.. still fun tho.. i liked it.. hahah..not really in the mood to go into detail.. i'm so exhausted right now.. haha.. i'm taking a "break".. after this i NEEEED to clean n pack!! ahh so busy. i can't think right now.. too many stuff i NEED to do before i go to YUGO. YUGO tmr!!! hahahhah!! i dont think i'm ready tho =( so i dunno what i'll do. i don't think i have time today to memorize my stuff.. ahhh!!! cuz i hafta do other stuff.. AHHH!!!... *freak out* hm.. dunno what i'll sleep on at YUGO.. another thing to figure out.. i dont have any cots.. and sleeping bag is gonna be too hot.. i have no idea.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh *freak out some more* ~helen 6.27.03 @ 8:06 PM yeesh.. i've been thinking wayyy too much lately >.< ohhH i saw spirited away again today! hahah! such a cute n awesome movie! its one of my fav cartoons/anime movie! ^_^ hahahah yupyup haha daisy finally signed my yearbook today! hahahah! school's been over for more than a month! hahah! dang.. a month already.. it seems so short.. arrgg.. summer needs to be longer >.< haha.. oh well.. a newfound song! hahahahahah! (reality is its the oldest song ever! HAHA! ^_^) anyways.. yupyup.. hm.. overall i wasted another summer day today.. got woken up by violet.. haha.. oh well.. so i didn't really have that much sleep but its ok.. and then practiced the violin for a lil bit.. and then watched spirited away again with daisy n angel.. and then daisy had to go to home to clean her room.. and then angel stayed for a lil longer and went home too.. and then.. now i'm doing nothin.. just updaing my blog.. lol.. at least i'm not gonna get my "xtina treatment" lol! hahahah! well.. that's pretty much my whole day then my sis was bugging me to help out at awana today.. but i don't really see the point.. cuz i'll just stand there and do nothing.. so i didn't go.. haha.. oh well.. i wasn't really in the mood to go either.. i wanna help out at VBS tho!! dunno what time it is tho.. hm... maybe i can convince christine to do it with me ^_^ hahaha! that is if I even go.. haha.. we'll see.. dunno if i'll have the time.. lol i just figured out.. 2 guys with the highest voice.. david tao and daniel bedingfield.. haha.. lately i like both of them ^_^ hahah.. funny funny ~hewen 6.24.03 @ 11:41 AM hm.. so tired today.. i couldn't sleep yesterday.. don't know why.. haha.. oh well.. haha yesterday i watched spirited away! its a good movie!! its so sweet.. hahaha.. i liked it ^_^ mrs mori let me borrow it (my violin teacher) she's likes "its going around to all my students! do you want it?!" loL.. i was like sure! hahahha.. cuz i wanted to watch it anyways.. lol.. pretty funny :P christine would be freaked.. YOU BORROWED A DVD FROM MRS MORI?!?!?!! LOL hahahha.. funny stuff =) ah my comp's screwing up today... aRGGG ohhH i'm obsessed with the first song on the cd angel burned for me!!! ahahahahah! i don't know who its by or what the title is tho =( oh well.. haha.. as long as i like it and have it i guess it doesn't really matter right? hahahaha.. yes yes.. and then i like the 11th song too.. the one angel is obsessed with.. wow.. i'm actually ADMITTING IT!!! HAHAHA .. anyways.. yuupp.. that's just the way things are :P hm.. i wanna know how to do bold on this.. stupid html stuff.. don't know anything cept the br's... hahahaha.. i'm so sadd.. =( heheheh oh well.. i'm learnin! not really.. just the br's.. haha.. hm.. anybody wanna support me for YUGO?! hehehe.. IM me or email me about it.. or call me.. hahah.. i've been emailing ppl :P yeah.. or in mina's case.. mailing in the mail! hahahah sounds so old fashioned.. i havn't mailed anyone anything.. since.. haha don't even remember when was the last time.. lol.. maybe it was a postcard to some of my friends :P lol ohhHH i think tina's backkk! ~.- hahahah i still need to go find nemo.. hahahah.. hewen 6.23.03 @ 11:11 AM pissed off today.. well kinda yesterday.. but yeah.. at certain ppl.. and yeah.. making me and a ton of ppl so worried >.< and then i had a millions lectures from my parents about every subject there is about "parenting" omg.. so freakin annoying. i feel so bad to the stuff i've been "doing/saying" to you... i'm really really sorry.. no words can describe how sorry i am =( dui bu qi.. please forgive me.. 6.20.03 @ 11:40 AM lol.. i finally talked to michelle since after school ended :P haha i've been busy lately =/ so stressed out.. this is stupid..its SUMMER!!!! WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?! ARRGGG oh yeah.. and having to do all those kd hw.. and stuff.. n studying words.. this is crap.. haha.. oh well.. all that and getting to hang out more with a lot of ppl.. cuz ppl going away to tams.. =( so sad.. haha.. oh well..i will miss you guys tons.. hehe.. but oh well.. at kd i saw ppl i havn't seen in a long time.. haha.. i miss the old days :( oh well.. things change a lot.. hm..i got a new email and i've only had one in that inbox so far.. BY THE HOTMAIL STAFF!!! hahahah.. yeah ppl email to [email protected] :P hehehe yupyup well.. the old one is still up.. :P yeahh.. BUT michelle's emailing the new one.. 1st person to too.. lol hahaha its funny kinda giving "advice" to ppl.. yesterday to yixiao :P hehe i hope you feel better! and then today to angel.. well kinda more like lecturing.. but advice giving sounds better.. lol.. not lecturing.. hahahahah! that was funny tho.. angel was like wow.. this sounds werid.. hahahahah anyways yeah.. same day @ 3:24 PM ohhhH i'm on the phone with daisy!! hahhaha.. so tired.. dunno why.. in a blah mood... haha yawning so much.. geez.. what's my problem today?! hahahaha.. anyways.... yeah.. i need to take a nap :P haha hm.. so funny..i think a lot of ppl are going to the harry potter party today at barnes n nobles! LOL i think that's funny.. haha.. i don't wanna go tho.. haha.. helen 6.19.03 @ 4:36 PM ![]() You are Psalms. Which book of the Bible are you? brought to you by Quizilla ![]() schizotypal Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla how mean :( haha whatever 6.17.03 @ 1:57 PM haha i havn't really been online that much lately.. so much stuff to do.. haha.. hm i don't know. parents making me go to kd a lot too.. and the "study" for YUGO.. n then reading summer reading books.. n practicing violin.. n "planning" stuff.. lol and yea.. wee! talking to jacq on phone! ^_^ oki byebye ppls helen 6.14.03 @ 3:05 PM went to puttputt yesterday.. haha.. nothing to do there really.. just watch eric ddr like crazy. hahah.. me n carmen were like uhh we're beginners.. lol pretty funny tho.. geez they charge 27 cents for water!! haha well i learned my lesson - bring my own water.. hahaha.. geez i was so dehydrated.. lol oh well.. been hanging out at kd doing all the lessons n vocab stuff.. parents making me now.. yeeshh.. going there so much.. its uhh making me go crazy >.< oh well.. at least i'm not wasting their money. unless i don't improve.... bye 6.11.03 @ 1:08 PM hahahaha i'm on the phone with violet!! HAHAHA to you people i'm bored and going crazy. i'm sick too. so i'm cranky but not really. haha i'm delusional.. especially that day on the bus back from DCCYC.. screw all those ppl. hm werid mood right now. typing a bunch of nothingness. and listening to violet wistle. what's up with ppl wistling?! everybody wistles.. but i don't know how.. violet wistles on the phone a lot.. and then so does daniel.. he wistled so freakin loud in my ear.. ouchiez.. hahaha whatever my poor ear. violet is not lonely anymore because she has MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! ahahahhahah! anyways.. yeahh.. going crAZY. ~hewen 6.9.03 @ 2:14 PM yeesh such a depressing day.. being forced to wake up at 7:30 ish -_-" oh well.. yeah.. finding out a lot of good/bad news.. don't know.. i guess i'm happy.. just well.. worried i guess. i don't know :( i don't think i'm gonna take TKD this year.. don't think i will next year either.. and then summer after senior year.. i highly doubt it.. so maybe this dream will never come true either.. i have my reasons not to take it.. i feel like i'm dreading senior high.. don't wanna grow up. spicy seaweed is good ~hewz 6.8.03 @ 2:36 PM ohh just came back from DCCYC yesterday.. haha.. it was really fun and the speaker Enoch was really really cool.. he's funny ^_^ hahah yeah and i think it also made me realize a lot of stuff.. and it was very sad n happy at the same time. i'm really gonna miss a ton of ppl... all that.. oh well... it was a nice and enjoying time.. i miss DCCYC now.. i don't know.. it was like my lil "escape" from reality for a 5 days.. now its like i'm back to the real world of hatred and evil and all that. oh well.. this is kinda stupid.. but whatever... i went on the screamer.. it was fun.. not as scary as last year tho.. maybe its cuz it was my 2nd time on it.. lol.. yeah.. went on this REALLY scary thing... pretty funny tho.. me and angel were shaking when we were at the top.. STANDING ON A REALLY TALL THIN POST THINGY!! ahhh! but it was still fun ^_^ wow i took lots of pics.. my mom was like danggg.. hahah. oh well i like taking pics :P i enjoyed talking to iris. she's young.. my couselor. but she's really cool.. we had a lot in common.. i was kinda surprised.. haha oh well at least she could relate to me at my one on one.. haha.. its so werid.. every year my one on one lasts like for an hour :P i guess i just have a ton of problems and i have tons to say.. hahaha.. oh well they're so nice.. i feel like i can open up to them.. i'm not really ashamed to say my troubles and problems and stupid stuff.. haha.. so i guess its a good thing.. *shrug* who knows.. i'm so mad tho! i got sick on friday!! the last full day of DCCYC!!! >.< ARRGGg couldn't enjoy a last slushy thingy.. i REALLY wanted to get one!!! >< ah oh well.. whatever its over i shouldn't complain.. i made 2 major determinations these.. first one.. finish reading the book of john over the summer.. and second.. to not complain so much.. i'm really gonna try my best to stop complaining so much.. haha.. hopefully that will last.. :P i hate plano.. i really miss DCCYC.. i wanna go back... too bad its only a week long.. i don't care about the bug bites.. or the bad food.. i just like it there.. the beautiful lake.. the dock.. especially the one we go to every year after the campfire... the campfire.. devotions.. the one on one.. the sermons.. pastor enoch.. iris.. canoeing.. the "rides"... sleeping late.. being tired.. hanging out with friends.. making new friends.. seeing friends i havn't seen in forever.. being with angel n xtine before they leave.. the gift shop.. the bus ride.. sleepin on the bus.. missing out on lots, thank god (guys being stupid).. the horrible bathroom smell on the bus.. ceept i couldn't smell it cuz i was sick.. stuffy nose.. being sick.. feeling n acting delierous.. or however you spell it.. the climb movie..getting high on bath and body works stuff.. going "poo poo" the funniness of it.. singing TONS of praise songs.. speaking at the campfire.. the skits (lol, ours was stupid.. haha).. the games.. skipping organized rec.. swimming.. paddle boating.. blobbing.. sam blobbing everbody.. haha.. carmen being blobbed 10 feet into the air.. the many many beautiful stars.. the sky so beautiful.. felt so calm.. away from reality.. in my "dream" world.. daydreaming.. worshippin God.. cabin rap sessions.. the snack bar.. ohh yummy slushies.. listening to pastor enoch's sermons.. wow they were good.. he's funny.. sleeping kinda late.. free time.. seeing angel's face when seeing cheese.. haha.. oh! that banana pudding thingy! yum yum.. xtine finally buying a stress ball :P .. jerri waking me up >.< ... that morning person.. rona n angel ACTUALLY POSING for pics.. haha.. carmen being sociable making new freinds.. losing my glasses -_- but finding them again.. MATCHING PANTS AND SHIRTS AND FLIP FLOPS! ahahah! funny stuff.. being a "guy".. wearing boxers.. having fun.. the workshops.. candace.. seeing her happy face.. sophie so hyper n blobbing with us! so much fun.. this list is like endles.. i'm not even done but this paragraph is getting too long.. so just ask me and i'll tell you all about it ^_^ ~helen | ||||||||