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| My letter to Michael and Michelle |
| December 12, 2001 I wrote a letter to Michael and Michelle to explain my feelings for them, and as a way for me to say "good-bye." I know it won't be good-bye forever or anything once they are born, but it will be the end of spending every minute of the day with them and will definitely be a huge adjustment. I am going to give it to my IPs at the birth, and they can give it to the twins once they are older. I was just going to keep it privte, but the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to share it here as well. So here it is: To Michael and Michelle, This is probably the hardest thing I've ever had to write (although I'm sure when I say goodbye to you in the hospital this will all seem like a piece of cake). How can I tell you both how I feel about you in just a few words? I probably can't express the full extent of how I feel, but I'll try my best. Well, for starters I think the most important thing I have to say is that I love you. More than you can imagine. I've been carrying you guys around for about 8 1/2 months now, feeling you move and wondering what you will be like as little people. I know you will be beautiful, intelligent, strong people. You have brought me such joy over the last few months, and it warms my heart to think of how much joy you will bring to your parents' lives. My time with you is coming to an end very fast; if I could make time go by a little slower I surely would. But what helps ease my sadness is that I know your parents will love you very much; you were both so wanted. You are both so special. You have so many people in this world that love you, and you are not even born yet! I hope you always feel how loved you are, know how special you are, and make others feel that way too; that is my wish for you. I know you both are going to do great things in life, as it took so much for you both to be concieved, but you still made it. I am not looking forward to saying goodbye to you guys, but I am looking forward to seeing the eyes of your parents when they hold you for the first time. I plan on watching you both grow, and hearing about how wonderful you are turning out to be. I will be thinking about you always. I love you Brandy It truly is hard to put all your feelings into a few words. I'm assuming my guess of delivering on Dec 12 is out the window. Of course it's only noon, but I'm sure I would have had some sign by now if I were going to deliver today. I'm 36 weeks 5 days pregnant |
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