Blog '06

WARNING: this particular section contains traces of bad language.. =P

Blog Archive: *2005 Blog

Banzai!!
~~>Sunday 31.12.06<~~
Feeling: meh

It's New Year's Eve! Woohoo~ And Uncle Yenny, party animal that she is, has opted to stay at home. w00t. u__u
Meh oh well, at least I'm not the only one. Got mOe-ie and Jaclyn-sama accompanying me on msn, and a whoooole night ahead of some good quality ISWAK time.. hoho! >=D

Usually at this time of the year, when I blog for the very last time, I'm all mopey and full of self-wallowing pity, feeling sorry for myself.. Bitching about how lousy the past year has been.. Griping about how little I've achieved, because I'm a lazy sod who can't be eff-ed putting two ounces worth of effort into anything I do. Then I go out and drink, stumbling around like a loser, following the crowds, thinking it's ever-so-cool.

Meh. This year I really can't be stuffed.
LAZINESS PREVAILS!
Hoho!

I really don't see what the hype about Southbank or the Gold Coast is anyway. If you've been there once, twice, thrice, it's the same thing every year. Boooor-ing. u__u Not to mention how jam-packed it is with idiots. The tards who think they're cool. The little tryhards out in full force. The gangster-wannabes. The little skanks with their skirts hitched up to their butt cheeks so that they might as well not be wearing anything at all.
Bleh.
But oh well. Whatever lights your candle I guess u__u

To those out revelling, hope you're having an awesome night.
To those at home... w00t! I salute you!
Haha ~__~

And that, my sons, brings my very last blog entry for 2006 to a close.
Laaaater days!

FFS...!!
~~>Wednesday 27.12.06<~~
Feeling: gripey
I just don't understand why people keep trashing on Big Bang's new album! Sure, they're a hiphop group, and their title track breaks the mould because it has a pop/punk feel. But who the fuck cares?
Is it really so wrong for them to branch into another genre? Are people saying that pop artists shouldn't be allowed to rap, or that balladeers shouldn't ever be allowed to sing upbeat songs?
It should be about the music! If 'Dirty Cash' a catchy song, isn't that all that should matter?
If DBSK or some other group renowned for being a typical boyband had sung the song, everyone would be raving about it and lavishing praise on them like there was no tomorrow.
For crying out loud.
People should just take it as proof that Big Bang can be versatile and do more than just one freaking style of music, and accept it already!
GET OVER IT!!!

Have you ever...?
~~>Tuesday 26.12.06<~~
Feeling: meh
Have you ever wanted, so badly, to wrap your arms around someone and hold them tight.. tell them that you'll look out for them.. you'll be there for them.. and that everything will be alright..?
I hate that feeling.
I hate the way it grips your heart and mind so fiercely...
And I hate the way there's not a single damn thing you can do about it.

Merry Kurisumasu~!! \(^o^)/
~~>Monday 25.12.06<~~
Feeling: meh
It's now just past midnight, which makes it officially Christmas!! Yaaaay~
*deflated cheer*
For some reason I don't feel all that festive this year.. Hu~
But oh well. Christmas only comes once a year, so may as well try to get into the spirit. u__u
So.. That being said, here are my Christmas presents to the rest of the world ^__^ (or the Asian-ised-illegitimate-file-sharing world anyway):

The Breeze Vol. 1 - The Breeze
Release Date: 7 January 2003
Genre: Rock

01 Ijjima.com**
02 Keunyang
03 Youngster
04 Non Odieh (Where Are You)**
05 Paboya**
06 Kundaeganda
07 Delay
08 I Won't Cry
09 You Know?
10 Niga Pilyohae
11 Teum**
12 Babel

Tony An Vol. 1 - Believe
Release Date: 21 October 2004
Genre: Pop

01 Intro
02 Love is More Beautiful When You Can't Have It
03 Caught My Eye**
04 Putakhae... You & Me**
05 Honja Namgyeojineungeon
06 Round & Round**
07 Blue Sky**
08 Somewhere Someone**
09 TKO Skit (Oh My God version)
10 She Is The One (feat. Seven(Da Crew), Hyunmoo(Trespass) & TKO)
11 Ottohkeh Naegam (feat. Kim Jo Han)
12 Up Front
13 Love is More Beautiful When You Can't Have It (Instrumental)

PLEASE use proper credits if posting either album elsewhere:
Credits: jayce_gal @ kpop.bww2

Other than that, hope everyone has a safe and lovely Christmas.. With lots of pudding, sugar, chocolate, candy canes, presents etc, etc.. You know.. All the things that make our modern-day *cough* commercialised *cough* Christmases enjoyable. Have a good one, sons! ^__^
<3

Pre-made cookie dough, FTW!! >=D
~~>Wednesday 20.12.06<~~ *happy birthday to monkey son, Denise*
Feeling: pleased
3 cheers for pre-made cookie dough, which allows n00bs in the kitchen, like me, to make cookies like these (of course I added in those sprinkles of my own accord, because I am the world's biggest sugar + fake colouring and preservatives junkie <3 ):

w00tw00t!!
In fact it's given me such an ego trip that I'm even going to attempt to make my own cookie dough tomorrow.
Pre-made cookie dough FTW!! muahahaha >=D

Things that make you go LOL
~~>Tuesday 19.12.06<~~
Feeling: amused
Taken from a random thread at bww2 forums:

shaolisister, posted: Oct 27 2006, 12:45 PM
My cheesecake ... brings all the bww2 members ... to the yard, and they're like, "Can I have some more?" NO.

Bwahahaha XD

On this night.. before I turn 20.. U__U
~~>Saturday 16.17.06<~~
Feeling: bleh-ed
Huu~ u__u
Sooo.. Before I bid goodbye to teenager-ism and all things immature.. *cough* yeah right *cough*.. in about 11 minutes..
Hmm.. Well I can't really think of what I wanted to say properly.
Booo~ Words fail me. Again.
I'm going senile, I swear. I blame Poueblo. �__�
*waves fist at Poueblo Smaczylo, who will probably never read this anyway ~__~*
I feel totally and utterly useless. Almost 20 years of life gone and what do I have to show for it?
Pretty much nothing that I feel proud of.
Bleh.
Birthdays do a great job of making you realise how much time you've wasted and how unproductive you've been with your life.
It's like an annual reminder of just how much of a bum I really am.
Here's to hoping I'll turn over a new leaf once midnight hits.

What a shame...
~~>Friday 15.12.06<~~
Once in a blue moon, you come across an artist who makes music that is entirely worth your undivided attention.
Yuuuup.
Tonight Anettii and I discovered the ear-candy that is... XO.
Somewhat "old", unheard of, underestimated, and totally underrated. But so, so good!
And who are they signed with...?
None other than...... YG Entertainment.
Surprise, surprise.
Now let us all gather around the bonfire and hail YG, who will always, always, ALWAYS beat the crap out of SM.
w00t!
Here's a sample of their music: XO - Naman Wae Ireoni
I'll upload the rest later <3
Done.
XO - Vol. 1 Extra Ordinary [album]
Release Date: 14 April 2004
Genre: Ballad/R&B/Soul (overall album is highly recommended, but tracks 3 & 4 in particular are especially recommended)

01 Doo-Bop! (Intro)
02 Kudaebbunijo
03 Naman Wae Ireoni**
04 Hmn...**
05 Blue Cafe
06 Kuraeyo
07 Inyeon
08 Keudaeroindae
09 Heunjeok
10 The One
11 Yeonaereul Haryeomyeon
12 Jeonhwa (Transformation)
13 Sarang Hugi (Love Sin)

omgomgomgOMGOMG!!
~~>Monday 11.12.07<~~
Feeling: :e-EXCITED!! XD
*spazz*
*spazz*
*spazz*
Brian... Joo... solo album..... preview.......
GARGH!! x_______________x
*spazz*
*spazz*
*SPAZZ*
*hiccup*
XDDDDDDDDDDD

Brian Vol.1 - The Brian
Release Date: December 18, 2006
Language: Korean
Genre: Pop/R&B/Ballad
Preview tracks:
02 Kajima
03 First Date
04 Saranghaji Anhunigayo
*dies*
You know what's really sad? My computer has no sound.. so I haven't even had the chance to hear these!
Omggg the irony... >____<

Yergh.
~~>Sunday 10.12.07<~~
Feeling: exhausted
It's just past midnight which makes it Sunday officially, and I am freaking exhausted.
Just spent the last 4 hours downloading, editing and reuploading the final parts of Brian Joo's comeback perf from two nights ago.. Had a heart attack when the Clubbox download froze.. twice.. And what should've taken 45 minutes to download somehow ended up taking 2 hours. .__. And not to mention poor Wannie, who had managed to download it and was trying to reupload it for everyone, when it cancelled at about 60% .__.
It was 143mb!!! GARGH!!
Because I could not be bothered trying to upload 143mb, only to FAIL halfway because of my crappy Internet, I spent about 2 hours trying to figure out how to cut the video so that it was just the interviw + Barae! Barae! perf. Especially as the Kajima perf already went up last night, and so people have one half of it and only need the trimmed part to make it complete u__u
It was tiring. And irritating. Not to mention incredibly patience-testing.
And you know what the best part about it all is? Brian had another "comeback" perf with MBC Show Music Core tonight (or should I say last night), which makes this entire M.Net perf pretty much obsolete.
Booo~~!! �__�
I am officially sick of this all, and I never want to see this performance again.
(The MBC one on the other hand is a different story ^^) =P
But anyway.. What's done is done, and here are the fruits of tonight's harvest:

M.Net Interview + Barae! Barae! perf
Size: 15mb
Duration: 02:38
Format: .avi
Quality: MQ-HQ
Credits: Brianpeople.com + wackycashew CB + Soompi + jayce_gal (trimming + encoding)


M.Net Kajima perf
Size: 9mb
Duration: 03:47
Format: .wmv
Quality: LQ
Credits: Naver Blog + BrianPeople.com + invincible.lovesongforums.net

for one full, HQ version of the clip (interview + Barae! Barae! perf + Kajima perf):
Brian M.Net solo comeback perf 2006.12.07
Size: 143mb
Duration: 06.30
Format: .wmv
Quality: HQ
Credits: Brianpeople.com + wackycashew CB + Soompi + byuL_Lover @ kpop.bww2
MAJOR, MASSIVE thanks to byuL_Lover @ kpop.bww2 for uploading the HQ version!!

for the mp3 version of 'Kajima': click me
Argh.. Now I'm finally guna drag my sorry ass off to bed and sleeeeeeeeeep...
Keep an eye out for Brian's MBC Show Music Core perf, which aired tonight! =D (or last night, whatever .__.)

Clubbox!! I demand thee to respect me! >=(
~~>Saturday 09.12.06<~~
Feeling: edgy
I love Clubbox!
When it chooses to respect me. -__-
._______.

9 days to go!! ^__________^
~~>Saturday 09.12.06<~~
Feeling: jubilant
It's quarter to 3am and I'm postively buzzing with jubilance because... it's now only 9 days until Brian Joo's solo album is released!! *\(^O^)/*
In the meantime, satisfy your curiousity and possibly arouse your appetite with his first solo comeback performance, featuring a song off his soon-to-be-released album:

M! Countdown 07.12.2006 solo comeback - 'Kajima'
Credits to Naver Blog + BrianPeople + invincible.lovesongforums.net

Time for a wake-up call...
~~>Monday 04.12.06<~~
Feeling: ashamed
Stupid me for thinking that Busan was located 2 hours by train from Seoul.. What the heck was I thinking? It's clear across the freaking country!

*phew* I'm glad I was.. enlightened.. of this fact. BEFORE I started applying for any jobs in Korea.
Yeesh.
.__.

'Tis the season to........ read fanfics? o__O
~~>Saturday 02.12.06<~~
Feeling: withdrawn
I have rekindled my passion... for fanfics! Thanks to Wannie-Wannie, Fanfic Queen! XD In fact, the other night I went to sleep at 6am because I stayed up all night reading, and reading, and reading... I just could not STOP! ><;;
If only I'd had that kind of dedication towards studying for uni.. Hu~ u__u
Anyways.. The other night I watched the movie "Temptation of Wolves", which I absolutely fell in love with. Prior to watching the movie I'd heard that it was a book..?
Enter Wannie, resident Fanfic Queen, who informed me that really, it was originally a fanfic written by someone with the screen name of "GuiYeoNi"...! (Well I guess technically it's not really a "fanfic" as such, since it's not devoted to any celebrities.. But it's a fic, none the less. ^^;;) And she then proceeded to tell me that one of the other movies I really, really liked, "He Was Cool", was also originally a fanfic!
I finally finished "Temptation of Wolves" the other night, and intend to start on "He Was Cool" soon. In a way I'm kinda glad that I saw the movie before I read the fic, otherwise I probably would've gotten all upset at the amount of stuff they cut out.. Like how they always do when they make books into movies <_<
But right now.. I feel like watching "Temptation of Wolves" again!
And away we go! w00t! XD

....
~~>Friday 01.12.06<~~
Feeling: ...
Dang.. It's been about two weeks since I last updated..
Only two weeks..
Doesn't sound like a long time does it?
Yet somehow, it feels like an eternity.. And it feels like a multitude of things have happened.
Time feels like it's moving so slowly, but so quickly at the same time....
It's 12.20am now.
Today is the first day of December.
The last month of this year. Another year come and gone..
I wish time would stop....
I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing.
I don't know about the future.
I don't know what I want to do.
It's all very well to run away, but in the end it's all just a temporary distraction. It doesn't make the uncertainty go away.
It scares me.
I hate it.

I love technology... when it chooses to love me ><
~~>Tuesday 14.11.06<~~
Feeling: cheerful
Gargh. It's been frightfully stressful for the last few days, and I had come to the firm conclusion the other night that technology does indeed hate me. On Sunday night I had to reformat my computer. Again. Yes. The second time this month. Why? Because my computer became infected with some nasty, ugly trojan. 32 of them infact. Unless of course it was just the one duplicating itself over and over. But anyway.. What's really astounding is that I had to reformat it twice in one night because the first time, I don't know what happened, but it backed up all my old documents and loaded them back onto the new system, complete with trojans and all.
w00t.
Of course after reformatting I didn't have the driver for the sound card (once AGAIN �__�) and even though I downloaded one, which I was positive was the right one, it still refused to work.
Splendid!
Don't you just love when technology fails on you?!
Last night I figured I could cope without sound if I could just download music then load it onto my mp3 player and listen to that instead as I used the computer.. But nooo0o0oo, of course my mp3 player's software refused to be installed correctly and my mp3 couldn't be connect to the computer, or even recharge for that matter (scared the crap out of me because the battery was already running really low, and you know how I am.. I absolutely cannot live without music ><).
But aaaanyhoo..
Problem solved. mp3 is now connected just fine, and although I still slowly edging closer to the brink of insanity without my music, I'm feeling quite cheerful.
That brings me to my next topic: I ordered a laptop today! w00t!
Does that make me sound like the queen of impulse buying? o__O
Hoho! I wish I could be so rich as to afford to impulse buy a laptop whenever I feel like it -__-" But no, it's been a long time coming.. I remember asking Jaclyn-sama to go laptop shopping with me last holidays, which was back in September.. And since my desktop is having all kinds of problems, now seems like as good a time as any to finally go out and buy it.
They said it should only take a couple of business days to get here, so hopefully I can have it by the end of the week and I won't have to live in this horrible world of k-pop deprivation any longer!! YAY! XD

Things that make you go "hmmm..." part III
~~>Thursday 09.11.06<~~
Feeling: blergh.
This is what a reponsible 3rd year uni student does the night before her exam.. �__�
Kangta - Kangta & Best
Release date: 3 October 2006

01 Polaris
02 Falling In Love
03 Pine Tree
04 Paralysis
05 Thanks God (Thanks 8)
06 Memories
07 Reminiscence #1
08 The Best
09 Illusion
10 One Snowing Day
11 My Life
12 Persona** recommended - R&B
13 Happy Happy** recommended - jazz/pop
14 Memories #2
15 Rainy Day

Oooh yes, I'm quite the model student aren't I.
*sigh*
I'm too lazy to even bother complaining about my total lack of self control and motivation to study.
Well on the bright side.. at least I've gotten over my obsession with remixing things .__.
For now.
o__o"

Things that make you "hmmm..." part II
~~>Wednesday 08.11.06<~~
Feeling: mmmmmeh.
This is what a *cough* responsible 3rd year uni student does two nights before her exam instead of studying: click me �__�
Remixed by me, using DBSK's 'O'-Jung.Ban.Hap.
Yay...
*deflated cheer*

Things that make you go "hmmm..."
~~>Tuesday 07.11.06<~~
Feeling: somewhat proud
This is what a *cough* responsible 3rd year uni student does three nights before her exam instead of studying: click me �__�
Yes. Remixed by me, using Se7en's 'Get Up and Dance', 'Se7ovlution (Intro)', 'Crazy' and DJ YG's 'Crazy Remix'.
Yay! Yay, I tell you, YAY!
=P

Because I'm feeling generous .__.
~~>Saturday 04.11.06<~~
Feeling: comfortable
The mp3 ringtone section is up!
I started off cutting K-pop ringtones for Jaclyn-sama but a few requests here and there have prompted me to expand the list.. w00t! ^^
More coming later!
Click here to get there now.

Brian Joo works wonders. \(^o^)/
~~>Friday 03.11.06<~~
Feeling: smitten
I was so peeved off last night after Moju-sama told me he'd changed my Ebay username without asking me first, after I lent him my account to sell stuff a few days ago. Inwardly I was screaming, "ZOMG.. That is SO the last time I lend you anything!" >=(
Haha but fortunately I had Jaclyn-sama accompanying me on msn and my freshly-ripped Fly to the Sky cover songs on repeat, so I didn't quite lose my sanity.
I must also say that listening to Brian Joo's voice works wonders.. He has such a smoooooth, soothing voice. Just listening to him makes you feel like you've been shot with a tranquiliser.. But in a good way!
Er.. If that's even possible .__.
Haha anyway Moju and I are cool now, and I'm here to share the Brian Joo goodness with everyone!
Behold, my near-complete collection of freshly ripped and uploaded Fly to the Sky cover songs!
Enjoy! ^__^
Andwaenayo (Hwanhee) - Wheesung original (30 second rip)
Bad Guy - Bi/Rain original
Billie Jean - Michael Jackson original.. their chorus in the middle is hilarious XD
End of the Road feat. Wheesung - Boyz II Men original.. recommended! =D
I Believe I Can Fly - R Kelly original
Lately - Stevie Wonder original
Lately (Brian)
Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx original.. Brian botches up the lyrics a few times, but his smoooooth voice makes up for it XD definitely recommend this song too!
Slow Jam feat. Ok Joo Hyun - Usher and Monica original
Superstar (Hwanhee)
Water Runs Dry (Brian) - Boyz II Men original
You Raise Me Up (Brian) - Josh Groban original.. beautiful ballad.. recommended!
I'll add some more later ^__^
Today I finally got my act together and went to badger Jaclyn to be my guarantor (or whatever the word is) for my passport application. And somehow, what was meant to be a quick trip to her place to get her signature ended up turning into an expedition for Korean ice cream.. Hoho! We truly are the queens of procrastinating!
.__."
Anyways.. Went to the post office to attempt to lodge my form there, only to be told that I do need to book an "interview" time with them to lodge my form.. And the next free time was next Wednesday.
-__-
I'm not even going to bother stating how ridiculous I think the whole process is.
But only because I'm still in a fantastic mood from this:

Hehe yupyup! On the way back out to the car park we stopped at the skill tester machine.. And I won three toys! =D I gave one to Jaclyn though, since it was her shrapnel that allowed me to continue playing in the first place hehe XD
Gosh.. it's been well over a year since I last played.. It's so addictive! I probably would've kept playing if I hadn't been out of coins ><;;
I'm going to put these two with the rest of my other skill-tester toys.. And when I finally get a car, I'm going to put them ALL in it!!
Huzzah!! ^___________^

Holy CRAP O___O
~~>Tuesday 31.10.06<~~
Feeling: shocked
I AM BLINDED!!
Thanks to the lovely Miki @ bww2's Shinhwa thread.... who seems to have an even bigger obsession with Shinhwa's man boobs than I do .__.
*cough*
Anyways.. Here goes..
Calling all Shinhwa fans!! Prepare to be shocked. I'm going to quote Miki's warning and say CLICK AT YOUR OWN RISK!
.....
So... Obviously that text wasn't part of the original thing, but still.. Was it just me or did anyone else find that seriously disturbing?? o__<
I never knew Shinhwa was into that kind of stuff..
Eek.
Yes, my jaw is still scraping the ground as I speak.. And my eyes!! My freaking eyes!! I need something to erase it all!! >______<
*cough*
Anyway... u__u
I've gotten hold of two new things today!!
Kangta things!!
YAY!! ^_____^
One is a song that I had no idea he ever even sang, which apparently came off a movie OST.. [Jeez and I call myself a Kangta fan �__� Puh!]
And the other is.... THIS! Ta-da! Kangta - Wildflower - a cover of the English song by Skylark! w00tw00t! Freshly ripped and uploaded, I haven't even circulated it on any forums yet XD
Note that he performed it on X-man #66, so you can hear all the added sound effects and stuff going on.. And you can also hear MC Yoo going "uagh" and gagging after the first 30 seconds because Kangta's just so.. sappy.. Haha it's hilarious!
Anyways.. I think his English has improved a fair bit! I'm really happy! hehe
Kangta hwaiting!! ^__^
But speaking of English improving.... *cough*
Does everybody know what day it is tomorrow?! o__O
Well if you answered the 1st of November, then DING DING DING!! You're absolutely right, good son!
And do you know what that means?? >________<
................
The release of Se7en's new album!! Se7volution!!!
asd3ett94topgm!!!!!!
*runs around in circles*
Arrgghhh I simply can't wait!
Somebody monkey dance with me! XD

Because ulcers suck!
~~>Monday 30.10.06<~~
Feeling: in pain
I have an ulcer in my mouth.
It's impeding my ability to enjoy the fine art of eating.
Booooo~~!! >=(
Where's Moe? I need some Bong-Ella gel..
=(
lol XD

Because Brian Joo is a [loveable] dork. ^__^
~~>Saturday 28.10.06<~~
Feeling: swoon-y
Because I'm still in a fantastic mood, I've just gotta share these! Puahahaha >=D
Brian Joo singing 'A Whole New World' - Loveletter cut [as opposed to the previous clip which was a cut from X-man]
CF Fly to the Sky - Sunkist Lemonade [15 seconds]
CF Fly to the Sky - Sunkist Lemonade [Brian version, 20 seconds]
CF Fly to the Sky - Sunkist Lemonade [Hwanhee version, 20 seconds]
And audio rips of the CFs [because they're just tooooo CUTE! XD]:
FTTS - Sunkist Lemonade CF song [15 seconds]
Brian - Sunkist Lemonade CF song [15 seconds]
Hwanhee - Sunkist Lemonade CF song [15 seconds]
*sigh*
If only I had a mobile phone that supported mp3 ringtones.. I'd TOTALLY use Brian's version.. Puahahaha XD

Because Jaclyn-sama is the greatest! ^___^
~~>Saturday 28.10.06<~~
Feeling: whalefaced!!
Jaclyn-sama bought me the Amp album!!! Aaaaaaarrgghh *monkey dances*
I'm so ecstatic!!
And yes, this is a delayed reaction.. -__-
But anyways!! ^____________________^ <-- whaleface!
I'm absolutely in loooove with the album!! Thank you, thank you, thank you Jaclyn!!
I've played it numerous times already, unlike the Shinhwa album which I played once and then chucked in the corner of my room .__. [Honestly, what the heck was I thinking buying it?? �__�]
Anyway.. I pulled a 'Lisha' and went a photo spree.. Behold!! The wonderful album that is Ampli-fi!

Isn't it awesome?! Yes, even the plastic shrink wrapping that it came in is totally worthy of being included in the photo!! ^_________________^
The cover booklet is filled with art, and the lyrics are all handwritten! Or should I say, handpainted. I really liked the painting with the ballerina. I'm not sure if it's readable, but the writing says "I can't stand all the pressure you give me"... and I'm willing to bet there's not a soul out there who can't relate to that.. *sigh*
But the best thing about the Amp album is, of course, the music. Because their songs are the kind that make you feel... at ease. Listening to Amp makes you feel like no matter how lousy the world is treating you, things are going to be alright.. That's the only way I can really describe them.. It's just the kind of effect their music has.. >__<
Aish.. I suck with descriptions don't I -__-
Anyway.. THANK YOU SO MUCH JACLYN!! *hugs*
*whaleface* ^_________________^
*Runs off into sunset clutching Amp album*

.... -__-;; *cough*
~~>Friday 27.10.06<~~
Feeling: hyperactive
This is what happens when Uncle Yenny has too much time on her hands.. �__� click.

I'm baaaaaack!! ^__________^
~~>Friday 27.10.06<~~
Feeling: gleeful
I'm back!! Lol.. Okay so I was only gone for like, a day. But gargh, what a stressful last couple of days it's been.. =(
Oomrar did fix the soundcard problem.. But another delightful problem decided to rear its ugly head.. My computer started blacking out, like as though someone kept flicking the power switch on and off at the wall. Sometimes it would just completely restart on its own as well.
It was scary. And annoying. And frustrating.
So I couldn't get online at all yesterday, let alone use my computer..
On the bright side, it's all fixed now.. I rushed it to a computer place today and they thankfully fixed it in a few hours.
On the down side, it cost me $175.
On the even more downer side, I missed Moni yesterday, which was the last time she was able to get online =( She left for Italy today and I didn't even get to say goodbye or wish her a safe journey and I don't know when she'll be able to come back on the net..
Boooo...
I miss her already.. Crazy, I know. It's silly to get attached to people you haven't known for very long.. But she's soo unbelievably sweet, and she's like my number one source of info on underground K-music.. The only person I can giggle and skylark about with over bands like Cloud9, and all the other underappreciated K-rock artists like Nell and Cloud Cuckoo Land.. Everybody else is into all the mainstream, stuff like DBSK or Shinhwa or Super Junior.. And I mean yeah, those groups are great.. I listen to them too.. But it's so nice to be able to tap into something that's not so mainstream, and it's even more wonderful when you stumble across that something that makes for an extra fantastic listen..
Argh now I'm just rambling =(
I hope Moni arrived in Italy safely..

Three cheers for sweet cable!
~~>Wednesday 25.10.06<~~
Feeling: better ^^
I just finished downloading My Aunt Mary at 220kb/s from Megaupload.
o__o
I wouldn't normally get this kind of speed from Megaupload even if the world crashed into pieces and the universe flipped inside out. O__O
GOD BLESS CABLE! (when it chooses to be nice to me .__.)
Today I tried to fix my sound problem by installing the new soundcard I'd haphazardly ordered off the net the night before last. I was so proud of myself too, for taking apart the computer tower and actually slotting the soundcard into the PCI and fiddling around with all the hardware.
Yes, I know what everyone's thinking. 'Pffft.. That's easy!'
But may I remind you that Uncle Yenny is an absolute idiot when it comes to technology.. I mean come on, it took me an hour to figure out how to use an Ipod, for crying out loud .__. So this was quite an achievement for me!
....
Of course, the soundcard didn't work and now I'm going for the third day in a row without any sound on my computer. �__�
I'm desperate.
I'm going insane.
I neeeeeed my music!! >______________<
Fortunately help is not too far away! Oomrar's kindly offered to come over tomorrow to help me fix my soundcard problem.. Okay well I prodded him into it -__-"
But if he can fix my problem, then I shall be eternally grateful!
And I shall repay him!
One Oreo McFlurry at a time! ^__^

^___________^
~~>Wednesday 25.10.06<~~
Feeling: hopeful
My good sons, I come before thee to raise the ever-so-timely question:
Hands up who here likes Brian Joo?!
^__________^
*waves hands manically in the air*
Me, me, me, oh ME!!
.__.
*cough*
Anyways.. Since I've recently rekindled my love for Brian Joo of Fly to the Sky, I'm sharing this: Click me ^^
Too lazy to take screenshots, sorry. =P It's a short cut of an X-man episode where Brian is singing "A Whole New World" from Aladdin. It is dang hilarious and, as always, he's just gorgeous! The kind of gorgeous that makes you want to roll on the floor laughing, while trying to pinch his cheeks because he's just toooo cute XD
And another clip I uploaded a while back: Click me ^^
This one is a clip of another gameshow where the ever-spunky Taebin is acting out a scene from The Ring. [credits to cc_yang @ solid07 for this one ^^] Lol it's absolutely hilarious, and of course his English is just to die for =3 *swoons*
Note: skip the first 11 seconds of the clip if you're not good with handling horror movies like I am, because they do show a short clip from the movie. Yes, I'm a wuss, I know .__.
Enjoy! ^__^

Because I can.
~~>Tuesday 24.10.06<~~
Feeling: lazy
Sonny came over earlier to lend me his Microsoft Office CD, which was really nice of him because I should've just gotten off my lazy ass and picked it up off him myself .__.
But anyway..
Sonny: What are you doing?
Me: Oh I was just studying..
Sonny: When's your exam?
Me: November the 10th.
Sonny: Juhhh?
Me: ........ Oh god. I'm a nerd aren't I.
Sonny: Yes. Yes you are.

.__."
So with that, his wise words have convinced me that I can indulge in taking the rest of the night off from study.. I mean since my exam is on the 10th of next month, and it's like the 25th today .__.
......
YAY! An excuse to bludge! And if I fail my exam, I'll just point dramatically at Sonny.
.__.

Technology hates me .__.
~~>Monday 23.10.06<~~ *Happy birthday to Ria*
Feeling: lousy
I reformatted my computer today! o__o
Last night the monitor went black before a horrible blue screen flashed up and announced that I had some kind of computer error and that if I'd never seen this message before, I should restart my computer. Afterwards everything because horrendously laggy, and I couldn't even use Internet Explorer without having to wait about 2 minutes for each freaking page to load.. And I wasn't even capped or using that proxy program! Things also began freezing and malfunctioning, and when they weren't better this morning I eventually gave in and decided to reformat...
I think it's been a long time coming.. =(
Anyway, Jaclyn-sama kindly lent me her XP cd, and after four hours of burning and backing up my stuff, away I went. [Interesting that out of all the files and whatnot on my comp, the first thing I backed up onto dvd was my Kpop music stash XD]
The reformatting went fine.
The installation went fine.
And there I was feeling quite proud of myself, having somehow miraculousy reinstalled the programs I used to have, restored my Internet connection, and started to transfer some of my music back onto my hard drive. Then suddenly, it hit me.
I had no sound.
That's right. In the process of getting all happy and ahead of myself, I had completely forgotten that reformatting means reinstalling drivers, and that means having CDs for the hardware, and that was just something that I didn't have .__.
Without drivers, my soundcard is useless. My speakers are useless. My music has now been rendered unlistenable!
Gargh!!!
I've gotta thank my underboss Moe though, for spending about five hours trying to help me fix my problem, without losing patience =3 It was about the equivalent of finding a needle in a haystack, because I didn't know what kind of soundcard I had, and so he had no idea what driver was needed but he still spent ages looking around on the net and sending me driver after driver..
XD
Lol..
Eventually it was concluded that I should just buy a new soundcard which would come with its right drivers, and hey presto my problem would be solved!
So I did.
Now it's just a matter of waiting till it gets here and then installing it.
Let's hope it works .__.
Also, even after reformatting my comp, I'm still unable to log into forums! It seems I'm doomed to an eternity of crawling around hiding my ass with some random IP in China which makes everything so laaaggy and stuff takes so long to load!! TT____TT Argh!!
So it really is a problem with my IP, and I can only conclude that I have been blacklisted by Invisionfree. -__-
*waves Se7en trolley pole at Invisionfree >=(*
And yes. I can't believe I thought admin IP-banned me from bww2. u__u
Yusuf-oppa, if you ever end up reading this [although not that you would .__.], I'm sorry I questioned you, oh wise one! To make up for it I'll buy your kitties catnip for the whole month while you're away! XD

Gargh.
~~>Thursday 19.10.06<~~
Feeling: exhausted.
It has been one heck of a lousy day. I've had about 5 hours sleep from last night, or should I say this morning, and now I feel like shit.
I've finally finished my ethics journal, but I don't feel like celebrating.
Booo. Everything's gone shitty today. Shitty, shit shit.
Somehow, for some god-unknown reason, I've been blocked from my home forum. I got leered at by two jerks in the parking lot when I went to get my assignment bound, which was just absolutely degrading. I locked my keys in the car too. My throat is sore. My eyes feel bleary. My motivation to do any work has gone down the drain.
What a shit day.
I feel like crap.
And why the hell are Invisionfree's damn forums not working for me?!
Faaaark.
I need stress relief. Fuck oath.
TT______TT

Bleh.
~~>Thursday 19.10.06<~~
Feeling: bleahed.
Oookay so it's officially Thursday morning now. It's quarter to 3am and I've just finished my stupid corporate comm assignment, 400 words short of the word limit. But hey, I'm pretty proud of myself considering it was supposed to be 4000 words, and I've literally just crapped on about utter bullshit for ohhh, I'd say about 95% of the assignment..?
I'm amazed at how many times I managed to repeat myself with the same concepts, over and over.. I mean seriously.. If I get anything higher than a 4 for this one, it would be some kind of miracle. Hell, if I even manage to get a 4, I'd be thrilled.
I'm so glad that's over though.. I'm really past the point of caring now. I need to go through and proofread it one last time, but I'll do tomorrow. I'm just too stoked that the shitty part is FINALLY over.
Anyways.. I'm looking forward to tomorrow because I get to spend the whole day working on my final assignment, the marketing ethics journal.
No really, I wasn't being sarcastic. I genuinely am looking forward to it. I personally find ethics really interesting, and hey.. After lousy corporate comm, I can guarantee you that just about anything will seem enjoyable. -__-
Argh I think the tiredness is finally starting to set in.
But before I go, I've just gotta share these... Heehee..
Eddie - Don't Know Why (radio perf video clip)
Eddie - Good Smell (radio perf mp3 format)
Eddie - Message From NY (audio, mp3 format)
Eddie - Officially Missing You (radio perf video clip)
Eddie - Officially Missing You (mp3)**
Eddie - Soulstar Intro (mp3)
Eddie - Wherever You Will Go (20 second audio, mp3 format)
Eddie - With Him (mp3)**
Yes, that's right. Plenty of Eddie goodness for all!! ^_________^
Credits and thanks to oct23ria (the lovely Ria ^__~) for the original files, and to yours truly for encoding all the wma files into mp3 format =P
I seriously, seriously recommend people download the "Officially Missing You" mp3. It's supposed to be a cover of the song by Tamia. I haven't actually heard the original, but I hear it's supposed to be fairly slow.. So I kinda like the idea that Eddie's version has a bit more beat to it. ^^ And ever since I got my grubby paws on it, I can't stop looping it - I think I've played it about 16 times today. XD The majority of people who've actually bothered to leave a reply for it have also given positive feedback [although I guess that's not saying much.. Downloaded 53 times and only about 12 people replied? �__�]
Argh anyways I think I shall finally be off to sleep, my eyes are starting to malfunction again.
Rest assured I'll be back to rant about Eddie tomorrow! ^_______________^

Wheeee! [more enthusiasm this time =P]
~~>Tuesday 17.10.06<~~
Feeling: meh.
I'm back again, this time in a more talkative mood and with a list of things that I've been meaning to rant blog about. ^^
The second half of my YesAsia order finally came yesterday! Woohoo! I was torn between ripping open my Shinhwa CD, or leaving it in the plastic wrapping and not touching it. [Yes, crazy old me. For a while I actually considered keeping it in mint condition so I could sell it to some crazed Shinhwa fan 20 or years down the track =P]
But anyway, it came in this boxed-set kinda casing and I could see this little booklet thingy in it besides the CD case, so curiousity finally got the better of me. When I ripped off the plastic and craaacked it open, I was pleasantly surprised to find the booklet, called 'Inside SHINHWA', was like a sort of photo extra thingy and that it did contain those nice photos of Dongwan that I really liked but had given up all hope of them being included in their 7th album. Wheeee! ^__________^
'Inside SHINHWA' *lol* also contained alot of tacky, completely random phrases beside the pictures, which had me in absolute stitches. I actually laughed out loud at some of the stuff, and my dad gave me funny looks but tactfully refrained from saying anything. [Later on I caught him looking at it cuz I'd left it on the table while I went to watch TV .__.]
Here are my favourite examples: =P
"natural..."
and
"Keep going higher ~ don't stop doing moving"
LOL.. XD
Some of the lyrics [as printed in the CD cover booklet] also continue to amuse me to no end:
"One two three four back to the one two! One two three back to yeah!"
"We don't stop doing moving!"
"It don't matter if you're broke or rich ass!"

Hehehe.. okay yeah I'm an idiot. I just find so many of their lyrics amusing, but I won't bother to post them all here and bore everyone to tears.
Overall I guess I'm pretty happy with it, even though I don't particularly like all the songs on the album; I think the quality of the printing, casing, etc is pretty dang good. Although maybe that's standard stuff and I've become so engrossed in illegitimate file sharing that I've forgotten what it's like to finally buy CDs again .__.
Anyways.. The main thing that really surprised me was that alot of their songs were actually composed, arranged and written by themselves! Well, mainly Minwoo. Eric did a fair bit of it too, and if I remember right he wrote all the rap lyrics in each song by himself too. *cough* explains the fobbyness *cough* �__�
So there you go.. I guess it isn't the work of shoddy lyricists, but the Shinhwa members themsleves that the words their songs come out so.. fobbishly wrong. .__.
I don't know whether to point and laugh, or give them credit for actually writing and composing their own stuff o__o
Anyways.. In other non-kpop-related news, the riverside expressway leading into the city was shut down today, which caused massive traffic havoc all through the city and outwards.. Seriously, it was insane! As I was walking from uni back to the bus stop I saw police and traffic controllers had blocked off the entry, and cars that were trying to get onto the freeway were already crowding the road. As I walked further into the city, the traffic just got worse and worse. The kind of traffic where the light turns green but no one moves an inch because there's no room to cross the intersection..
When I got to the Myer Centre bus station, it was equally as insane. The queues for the buses were unbelieveably long and the buses were all delayed because the traffic outside was so freaking bad. Eventually it started to pile up to the point where buses couldn't even get out of the station because cars from the traffic in the road that crosses the entrace had blocked them off. When my bus finally did come and we got out onto the busway, the number of buses in the opposite direction that were trying to enter the bus station but couldn't get in was just.. again, insane.. They were all bumper to bumper [I'm not kidding, they literally left about 30cm between their front bumper and the back of the bus in front of them].. And the line stretched all the way back from the city to halfway between Mater Hill and Southbank bus stops. That's two and half stops!! What is that, like 2 kilometres?? a 2 kilometre long line of unmoving buses..
I finally learnt that they'd shut down the freeway because they found a 2 meter crack somewhere near the Ann street turnoff, which is actually kind of scary.. So yeah.. It's been shut down indefinitely, I guess until it gets fixed. God knows how long that'll take..

Whee.
~~>Tuesday 17.10.06<~~
Feeling: lazy
Can't be bothered being long-winded tonight -__-
Here's the 30 second version of Shinhwa's Lotteria Burger CF - 30 second version
Love the way they just fling Andy over and hit Eric in the head with the pillow =P

Any excuse to procrastinate �__�
~~>Monday 15.10.06<~~
Feeling: bummed
It's been a pretty lousy week. I haven't been very productive at all, in fact the last weekend that just passed was absolute bludge. I'm such a lousy student =(
On top of that there've been disruptions galore, like our upstairs bathroom needing to get fixed so the entire upstairs area is such a hazard to be in. I've had to resort to sleeping in the computer room because my bedroom is right next to the bathroom and I didn't want to get woken up at 7.00 every morning when the guy came to fix it. Definitely not healthy if you only went to sleep at 3am too.
I don't really know what's wrong with me lately, I feel so.. worthless. I can't focus, I can't seem to get any work done. And I don't damn well know why!
It's frustrating. Damn frustrating.
You know what.. This is the last week of uni. Of classes any way. That's right. My very last week of uni. Ever. Because this is my very last sem.
So you'd think I'd be putting in the extra effort to make this last week productive wouldn't you.
But no. I'm sitting in the computer room, about 5 doors down from where my IMC tutorial is going on right now. I don't think I'll be going to tonight's lecture either.
Yes I have a chronic problem of skipping class. I'm an idiot I know.
Right now I feel emotionless about it all, but I'll probably regret not going later on.
I'm telling myself the only reason I'm skipping is because I need to get my corporate comm assignment done, and therefore it's justified. But is it really? If I'd just done my damn work on the weekend like I was supposed to, I wouldn't be feeling so lousy today.
Gargh.
All this ranting is just a lame-o attempt to procrastinate further. When it comes to doing this stupid corporate comm assignment I just can't freaking well seem to focus!!!
Argh.
Alright. Must get started now.
Wish me luck. =(
PS: I know I only put it in a couple of days ago but I'm taking the background music down temporarily. Maybe I'll put it back up later.
=(

Double boooo to me =(
~~>Saturday 14.10.06<~~
Feeling: pleased
Okay so I lied.
I wasn't productive after dinner, like I said I would be.
Hell, I haven't been productive at ALL today �__�
But I choose to adopt the philosophy of the wise Jaclyn-sama when I say: "Meh. There's always tomorrow."
^___^
Anyways... Have you noticed?! I've implemented music into the site once again!!
Woohoo!
That's right good sons.. Now you can boogie along with me! ^___________^
I've also made a few changes around the place, let's see how long it takes to spot them =P
I think a banner change is waaaay overdue as well, but we'll see how things go time-wise tomorrow. [Isn't it funny, when it comes time to actually do work, you always get the urge to do everything except work. �__�]
Well. My work here is done!
And with that, I bid thee goodnight, sons!

Boooo to me =(
~~>Saturday 14.10.06<~~
Feeling: guilty
I have been sooo freaking unproductive today.. =(
I've literally been online for about six hours now and done nothing towards my assignments.
Booo to me =(
Argh. But it's the forums, I swear! They're just so... addictive!
Earlier I was like, "Yes. Okay. STOP FORUMING AT BWW2!"
.....
And so I took my spamming to Kpopper instead.
�__�
There I spent many an hour giggling and skylarking with Ria and Mel over the release of Shinhwa's new CF, and Eddie's new single, and the upcoming release of Brian Joo's solo album...
Aish..
*shakes head*
I'm so excited about them all!!
But I can't afford this right now!!
I really need to get my act together so I can get this stupid corporate comm assignment over and done with! >__<
I don't know why it's so hard.. I just sit there staring at the screen with a complete mental blank as to what I want to write, or what I need to write.
If you ask me, the whole assignment is a crock of shit. I just don't understand why it needs to be 4000 words long. I mean what possibly makes them think we need 4000 words to talk about a management issue an organisation is having, and the three corporate comm issues that sprout from this one, single issue?
Seriously.. 2000 words is sufficient!
Argh.. I'm so lost =(
I'm only going to aim for a 4 with this assignment though. Well.. a 5. -__-" Hopefully I'll get a 5. I don't really expect anything higher, and I only need a 5 in order to get a 5 overall for this subject anyway. Which is fine by me because the effort I don't waste on this lousy subject will be better off put to good use on other subjects where I do still stand a remote chance of getting a half decent grade.
Yes.
Like um... Advertising! =D
I got my advertising assignment back on Tuesday! Woohoo!! I got a 7! Miracle, no? ^_________^
*monkey dances*
What's even more amazing is that I only fell short of a perfect grade by half a mark!!
Although you'd never believe what I lost that half a mark on �__�
*cough*
Referencing Wikipedia.
I mean honestly, how stupid can a person get!
Duuuhhhh... Obviously Wikipedia isn't an academic reference, I don't know why the hell I put it in there in the first place .__.
*smacks head*
Oh well.
I guess at least now I'll defnitely know for next time. My tutor wrote in big block letters "DON'T REFERENCE WIKIPEDIA!!!" like four times across my assignment, so.. yeah. It's drilled into my head pretty darn good now.
^^
Anyways... Enough chatter!
All this unproductiveness is about to change!
......
Right after I eat dinner.
-__-
Farewell, sons!

I'mma livin' for the weekend...!! w00t!
Friday 13.10.06<~~
Feeling: satisfied
Meh. I've got a loooot of work ahead of me this weekend so I'm taking tonight off to bludge. Yes. One last bludging session before the weekend kicks in and I start freaking out over my impending doom with this last lousy corporate communication assignment.
Anyways. I'm too lazy to bitch and moan right now [and I'll probably be doing plenty of it tomorrow and Sunday anyway], so I'll just sit here and be quiet.
.__.
Hehe um..
In other news, the second version of Shinhwa's Lotteria Burger CF is out. ^^ I'm pleased to say that this version is not as "freaky" as the first one, nor is it as mundane =P
Download it here: click me ^__~

Speaking of Korean related stuff.. Last night Jaclyn-sama and I were out and about and as luck would have it we wound up eating Korean for dinner.. At this restaurant called "Goong"! ^^ And yes, their logo and the writing was exactly the same as the one from the Kdrama, Goong [Princess Hours]!
I wonder if it was a coincidence, or they genuinely meant to rip them off? Or perhaps they're affiliated?
Lol oh well. I did take some pics, which I'll upload tomorrow because my camera's downstairs and I'm too lazy to go down and get it.
Hmm well. Before I go to sleep, here's more mp3 uploads to share:
2Shai - Run To You [Korean version]
2Shai - Run To You [English version]
Blackbeat - Shake**
DBSK - In the Still of the Night [English cover song]
Fly to the Sky - Condition of My Heart [English version]**
Fly to the Sky - Sea Of Love [Hwanhee version]**
Hwanhee [of Fly to the Sky] - Something Worth Remembering**
M [Lee Minwoo] - Battle [Jump! Jump!]
M [Lee Minwoo] - One In A Million
MC Mong feat. Kim Tae Woo - I Love You, Oh Thank You
Paran - Juli@**
Paran - Overlap
Shinhwa - Deep Sorrow
Shinhwa - Hero
Shinhwa - S.O.S
Oh and one final rant before I go to sleep:
Where the HELL are my damn YesAsia goods?!
Boooo!! I despise waiting!!
>=(

One complaint after another...
~~>Monday 09.10.06<~~
Feeling: cranky
Have I told you good sons lately how much I absolutely abhore groupwork??
I was so furious yesterday about this whole IMC audit assignment that went to hell because one of our group members is an absolute ass who contributed virtually nothing, and another is a dork who can't seem to get his freaking act together.
So yesterday that left Gary and myself as the ones doing all the work on the day before it was due. I was up till 2am last night still working on the damn thing!
Thankfully I've toned down a bit today, but I just finished writing the peer appraisal form and I think it's made my blood start boiling again.
Bah, I'm too lazy to type the whole thing out again [even though I'm passing up the chance to rant and bitch and swear].. I'll just copy and paste what I wrote in the form. You're supposed to circle the relevant rating that shows to what extent you agree with the statement, and then they give you two lines to fill out with comments. Needless to say, two lines simply were not enough for me and I think I ended up with about 16 lines for each question. Good thing I was able to fill in the form on the computer after downloading it and didn't have to handwrite.

Q 1. Each student contributed to a equivalent degree overall for this project.
STRONGLY DISAGREE
In our group, Gary Lo and myself were the ones doing most of the work. As a group, we were supposed to have all of our designated parts for section one and two completed by Wednesday 4/10/06, but Justin and Eric had not completed anything. Despite being asked repeatedly by Gary for his parts, Justin did not send anything through until Sunday afternoon. Even so this was not complete � he had done only a rough draft of one of the areas in section one that was designated to him, and nothing from section two or three.
Similarly Eric had not completed anything by Wednesday, and by our final meeting on Sunday he was still working on his part from section one � the market analysis and target consumer analysis. As a result Gary and myself were forced to do all the parts in section two and section three, on top of our own parts from rest of the assignment. We were also the ones who were left to assemble the assignment together, compile the reference list and appendices, and proofread the whole thing.


Q 2. Each student presented work of a fairly similar quality in preparing this project.
STRONGLY DISAGREE
Eric�s work was of very poor quality. Considering that he had so many days to complete it (between the Wednesday that it was originally supposed to be completed by and the Sunday when we met again), and given that he arrived at Sunday�s meeting at 10.30am, left at 6pm, and spent those seven and a half hours working only on his parts from section one and a small part from section two, the quality was unacceptable. Most of it had to be re-written after he left on Sunday because it was incoherent and many things that he had written were blatant rubbish, e.g. "Positions in EKKA will go for the highest bidders who promise to make high profit, so the competitive among suppliers is very high."


I had to try so hard to refrain from using multiple exclaimation marks at the end of every sentence, because I was just so angry. I still cannot get over the fact that Eric had all that time up until Sunday to complete his one part, and on Sunday he spent all seven and a half hours of the meeting still working on that bit.
Fucking ridiculous.
Same goes for Justin.
He had all that time to get his parts from section one and two done and emailed to Gary (bearing in mind it was supposed to be done by Wednesday!), but instead kept delaying it, from Thursday, to Friday, and then on Sunday he messaged us saying he'd have his parts in by "tomorrow afternoon" - the day that it's due.
Not. Fucking. Good enough.
Bah. I think I'm actually getting tired of ranting about it now. Amazing huh �__�
Aish. I'm hungry and exhausted and it's been a lousy freaking week. And I'm still waiting for someone from another group in another assignment to send me their part for tomorrow.
Far out.
I need some sugar.
=(

Short, but sweet
~~>Saturday 07.10.06<~~
Feeling: guilty
It's nearly 3am and once again I'm still here in front of the computer like a total gork.
Well.. At least I'm not foruming. At the moment anyway �__�
New uploads: see above. =P
Hehe umm.. Jo PD & Brown Eyed Girls - Hold the Line single, along with the "new" single from the new group LUG [whom I duly recommend to everyone!!], MC Mong's recently released 3rd album, plus a bunch of loose mp3s.. Check the downloads section because I can't be bothered listing them all out on here on the front.
Before I finally head off to bead, I'm sharing this...
Extra, extra, read all about it!! XD

Haha... -__- I showed my forum family that a while ago but forgot all about it until I saw it in Lisha's display pic last night.
Yes.. You can tell I have way too much time on my hands. -__-

For fuck's sake...
~~>Tuesday 03.10.06<~~
Feeling: pissed
Okay I know I should get over it, but for FUCKS' sake.. I just came from a forum where I found yet another person who took my files without giving proper credit.
This time it was my Shinhwa cover songs.
How do I know this?
Well, fortunately this time around I actually took the time to tag all my audio with my screen name. When I saw the list of songs she'd posted up, I thought it looked familiar. So I downloaded a couple of them, and what do I see?
My screenname in the tags.
Fucking hell.
When I posted them up, I specifically asked that people do NOT take them outside of the forum without using proper credits. How hard is it to freaking do that?! I even typed out the credit line in the my post!! How fucking hard can it possibly be to copy and paste a simple fucking line?!
It took hours to collect all the clips, rip and cut audio from all of them, edit every single fucking mp3 and then export them, tag them and upload them.
FUCK OATH.
But the thing that REALLY shits me off is that the forum where I'm finding all this stuff is so freaking hypocritical! In the rules, they rabbit on and on about you must do this, you must do that, you must credit THIS forum, add THIS forum's name in your credits, rah rah rah rah.
They're so fucking big on getting credit for themselves, yet they themselves don't even give any!!
Just the other day I was there and I found that someone had taken my links for the Son Ho Young album as well. And yes, while I ranted to Jaclyn about this earlier, I guess it ISN'T out of my system afterall.
I mean REALLY now.. I don't even go there that often, but it seems like the last few times I have, I find someone's stolen my stuff. What the hell!! Do they really think they can just steal peoples' stuff and they won't get caught?
Fuck.
I hate that fucking forum.

One last fling...
~~>Tuesday 03.10.06<~~
Feeling: worn out
Hmmm... so I think I'm finally starting to feel the fatigue from not getting enough sleep last night �__�
No matter though!! The ever-fantastic Moju-sama sent me this nifty little book earlier about how to sleep less and get more energy, which I will endeavour to read [although I'm still kind of skeptical about it .__.].. Hopefully the content in it actually.. works! XD
Anyways..
Guess what Mister Bao just brought over?!?!
*whaleface*
^_________________^
Don't ask where he got them from, even I don't know [although I'm tempted right now to say "off the back of a truck" -__- lol]..

Heehee... Don't you love my crapatcular attempt at macro photography?! ^_________^
Actually, I'm quite happy with how the first pic came out!! I even set it as my desktop background haha XD I'm just a gork.. But I mean.. The donut!! It just looks so... fat and juicy.... =F
*starts salivating*
Anyways.. Thank you, BESTFRIEND! I love you muchly! Even though I'm a pretty slack friend =(
*hides in the corner*
*clutches donut box*
>_________<
Ahhh so... What else is new?
Hmmm...
Last Thursday I went over to Davi's place to work on our artwork project for our ethics unit..
This was the end result:

Gory?? Yes??
GOOD!!
Haha because that was the effect we were going for! ^^
And hell, considering I got my hands stained red and fingers slashed twice for it, it damn well better have turned out good �__�
It was quite fun! I mean for once.. An assignment that's actually enjoyable to work on! .__.
For anyone who might be wondering if/why Davina and I are bloodthirsty freaks, it's supposed to be taking a stand against the unethical act of sweatshop labour in Australia.
Boo0o0oo~~ to sweatshop labour!!
Anyways.. this blogging was all just a blatant attempt to further put off doing any work >__<
I'd better get started on the assignments now..
Boo0o0ooo~~!! =(
*grabs 3 donuts for the road*

Boo0o0oo~~ to debating!!
~~>Tuesday 03.10.06<~~
Feeling: bleh-ed
It's 8.52am and I just came from my lousy advertising tutorial where we had our lame-o debate on whether advertising for alcohol should be banned.
I mean really... Who does debating in third year uni?? The concept itself is already ridiculous... �__�
Anyway.. So there we were... Our first speaker rocked up late, our second speaker had lost her voice, and I myself had got about 4 and a half hours of sleep last night.
As soon as the affirmative team began speaking, the first thought that ran through my brain was "We are going doooowwwwn. -__-"
...
Ah well.. At least it's all over now I guess.. .__.

-__-"
~~>Wednesday 27.09.06<~~
Feeling: disappointed
Sooo.. it's finally the holidays! Not that it really counts for much because it sure as hell doesn't feel like it -__- Can you believe it.. We only get a week of break, but it's already practically half over?
I feel like such a bludger.. I did absolutely no work at all today =( Well technically yesterday, since it's 1am now so it's just become Wednesday.
Argh... Why can't I get my damn act together??
>________<
I went for Korean ice cream with Jaclyn-sama today! ^^ Yes, that's right.. Another example of blatant time-wasting. I should've been home doing assignments instead of going out and eating myself fat, and even worse, dragging others down with me too because I'm sure they have their own assignments and whatnot to attend to -__-
Bah oh well. I'll try harder... Er... Starting from... Tomorrow.. heh XD
Hmm.. There's a crapload of stuff that I want to rant about, but simply don't know where to begin..
I guess I'll start with the most recent.
I was up till 4.30am last night/this morning on the net. I was very frustrated.
Why, you may ask?
Well.. 3 words for you, good sons:
DOWN WITH YESASIA.COM!
Yes. I was up at the wee hours of the night trying to get a straight answer from their website. All I bought were 3 CDs, plus the poster that Jaclyn-sama wanted, and somehow my order managed to explode into 93 dollars.
What. The. Fark.
See that's the thing. To this point, I still don't even KNOW what happened, or how, because Yesasia simply does not explain things properly. It said that I would qualify for free shipping because I'd combined that many CDs in one order, but yet somehow I still ended up being charged 23 dollars for postage.
Of course it was only after I'd clicked the "confirm" button that I realised there was something wrong with the amount total they'd flashed up on the screen but of course by that point it was too late. I managed to backtrack through the order, only to learn that the poster is a category 5 unit or some crap like that, and hence it is totally justified to charge 23 dollars for its shipping. .__.
Boo0o0o~~!!
Stupid Shinhwa poster! I mean jeez.. What is it made of, like biscuit crumbs or something?? Like it's so fragile that it needs 23 dollars worth of packaging and shipping in order for it to be sent off safely?? �__�
Fortunately, I read that I was able to cancel items from my order if it hadn't been shipped yet. Unfortunately, upon trying to cancel the poster, I was informed that because it was a "discounted item", it could not be removed. And ultimately I was stuck with a 40 dollar poster in the order that I didn't want to pay for, but had no choice but to fork out for it anyway.
BAH!!
But anyway... I can sense everyone twitching with boredom and rolling their eyes =P So long story short, I think I've got it sorted out now. But not before I cancelled one of the albums on my order, just for the sake of dropping their business.
I'm kind of annoyed with myself now for doing that though because I can't seem to find that album [Vol. 1 by Amp] anywhere else on the net but Yesasia.. So if I want to buy it in the future, I'll have to go crawling back to them. Boo0o0o!!
*sigh*
I can't believe I actually chose Shinhwa's 7th album over Amp's... Yes, that second album I ordered was a Shinhwa one. Gargh what was I thinking?! Moni would be so disappointed .__.
All I have to say is, that album jacket better have some damn good pictures of Dongwan in it!! �__�
I guess it's kind of a good thing though? I mean this is the very first Shinhwa album I've ever bought *cough* illegal downloading *cough*.. Yet I call myself a Shinhwa fan �__�
*tsk tsk*
Oh yeah. Which reminds me. That isn't the end of my story! =P
Tonight I got online only to find a nice invoice sitting in my inbox from Yesasia confirming that the retards had already shipped half of my order off while the other half is still pending and will be sent later.
Like wtf!! I specifically asked for a cancellation, and for all the remaining items to be delivered at the same time, not an express shipment!
I'm willing to bet Yesasia is run by fobs. It's those dang crazy Asians again isn't it! .__.
Gargh. I think I'm rambling and not making any sense anymore.. *sigh*
It's from sleeping at 4.30am and then getting woken up at 3 hours later at 7.30..
Boo0o0o~~!!
I think I'm going to sleep now. Yes. Yeeesss. That's what I'll do. Apologies to anyone who found my pointless ramblings even more nonsensical than usual .__.

Juhh..?
~~>Saturday 23.09.06<~~
Feeling: weird
Jeez.. it's like quarter to 3 in the morning, but I can't seem to bring myself to go to sleep.
Boo0o0o~~!!
I'm really ecstatic though because I finally managed to find the Duncan James and Hwanhee mp3s I've been looking for! Yaaaaay!!
Hmmm.. I guess I should go to sleep. Got some family lunch thing on tomorrow.. =(
I'll just post up those links and then try to head to sleep I guess.
*sigh*
More uploads coming tomorrow, in the form of Eric Mun CFs.. I actually uploaded them tonight but I'm too lazy to go through and type out all the html for the links so I'll do that tomorrow.
XD
*walks away muttering to self* "Stupid sexy Eric Mun.." �__�

*drooool* =F
~~>Saturday 16.09.06<~~
Feeling: happy
*phew* I just finished uploading all of Son Ho Young's album.. Zomg... this album is LOVE!! It was totally worth the wait and totally worth making a dork out of myself for the last couple of days by ranting about it to everyone who would actually listen =P *swoons*
I've had it looping on my player all day today, and the more I listen to it, the more I love it!! The songs are so.. varied.. in genre.. Ballads, hiphop, happy pop, random mellow stuff.. Eeeeeek I can't get enough! *spazzes*
The only thing I don't get is track 15, which appears to be some kind of Christmas song.. It's like the middle of September.... Christmas ain't for a while yet, buddy =P
Mehh... I love it anyway!
Ooookay.. Much of what I'm writing is just senseless babble and swooning, so I should just stop .__.
I guess I should go do some work.. *sigh*
Later days, sons.
*runs off into sunset clutching Son Ho Young's album*

Uncle Yenny is a dork
~~>Friday 15.09.06<~~
Feeling: loser-ish
I got up at 9am today. Yes. Voluntarily. At 9am. I made plans to skip my lect and tute [I was planning to go to just the tute but since Davina isn't even going anyway, I don't see why I should .__.] so I could've slept in! But noo0o0o, I got up early because today is officially the 15th in Australia, making it the 14th in America, and I was hoping, hoping, hoping that SOMEone would have already uploaded the Son Ho Young album.
God, I am SUCH a dork.
Needless to say, the album hasn't been uploaded yet and I feel like crying because I'm practically bursting at the seams with all the suspense! Not to mention foaming at the mouth and drooling all over the desk at the prospect of hearing all his new songs and seeing the full version his upcoming MV... =F
*sigh* Guess I'll just have to wait a little longer >__<
Yesterday I went to uni to pick up my IMC assignment.. I got a 6. *sigh* I've gotta say I was pretty disappointed, although I don't know why. In the past I would've been ecstatic with that kind of grade. When did I become so freaking greedy that 6s just aren't good enough anymore??
Hmmm... Well I think it dates back to a few weeks ago when I got that 7 for PR.. It must've given me a really big head.. See? I blame PR. PR is DEFINITELY the root of all evil!
Anyway I'm going to attempt to do some work on my ethics journal now.. I should at least try to be productive before I have to go to work. I've already wasted about 2 hours skylarking around forums.
Stupid, sexy Son Ho Young!! >=(

3 cheers for unjustified miracles!! ^________^
~~>Tuesday 07.09.06<~~
Feeling: shocked
YAAAAY! I just got the results back for the multiple choice component of the advertising mid-sem and somehow, miraculously, I managed to get a 7!! *monkey dances* yes, yes, yes, it's a miracle!! I got the third highest score in the unit, woohoo! =D Okay, so along with like 8 other people who got the same score as me -__-" But still.. this calls for a celebration! ^____^
Still waiting for the results of the second part of the exam, the short answer essay Q, but I don't really care... Even if I ended up doing really craptacularly on that, I'll still get a decent mark overall because the multiple choice component is weighted at 75%! Huzzzaaah!! ^____^
I'm in a fantastic mood from this news because yesterday's IMC oral went absolutely craptacularly.. So if I get a bad grade for that, at least something good from another unit can balance it out... >__< Seriously, that was the worst oral I've ever done in my entire academic career! I literally wrote the oral 2 hours before the presentation [everything from the night before turned out to be quite un-useable, especially as the ad I'd taped off TV and managed to record onto disc somehow refused to play on computer, it only played on my Samsung DVD recorder... baaaastard!! *shakes fist*].. So I hadn't memorised any part of it at all except for the intro, which was just stating my name and explaining what topic I was going to talk about. From there I pretty much rambled and babbled out the first thing that came to my head when I looked at my powerpoint slides for cues.. And I had to resort to playing the only ad that I'd managed to find off the net. Even though it was a miracle I managed to find one at all, it totally didn't illustrate my point like the other one had.. Eeeeek.. It was so all over the place and just so... crap!! T___T I'll be lucky to get a 4 for that one I think.. *sigh*
Today I went out to buy a Rolling Stone magazine for my next advertising assignment and somehow ended up buying two pairs of new shoes. .__. LOL. I'm quite happy with them though because altogether they only came up to 44 dollars.. Bargain!! XD One pair is the typical ballet shoe style, but made of gold painted leather with a woven pattern around a buckle-type thing at the front [yes, I suck, suck, SUCK at descriptions =P], the other is a pair of pointy pewter coloured ones. Yes. My very first ever pair of pointy shoes. *gasps* O__O Normally I abhore pointy shoes, because everytime I try a pair on they make me look like the Wicked Witch of the West [or was it East...? o__O].. But these ones really aren't so bad. And even if I don't end up wearing them now, because spring is here and summer will soon be arriving in a couple of months, I'll take them overseas with me! So there you have it... A worthy investment! Muahaha ^___^
Anyways off to work on my adveritising assignment.. My aim was to have it finished today, but it's already 6.24pm and I haven't even started =( I suck with time management don't I .__.

A day for keeping promises .__.
~~>Wednesday 06.09.06<~~
Feeling: fatigued
I kept on saying to people I'd upload my Shinhwa cover songs, and so now I'm finally keeping my promise. I present to you my entire uploaded collection of Shinhwa cover songs.. Do NOT take these and use them elsewhere without proper credits! They took a long time to rip, cut and edit, not to mention the uploading time .__.
Credits: www.yenny.vze.com
...
Well.. Enjoy..
Shinhwa + S - How Deep Is Your Love
Shinhwa - As Long As You Love Me [live version] * from their Live in Japan 2005 album, Backstreet Boys original
Shinhwa - As Long As You Love Me ["studio" version] - no screaming! ^__^
Shinhwa - Jailhouse Rock * Elvis Presley original. Vocals by Dongwan. Andy, Minwoo and JunJin on guitars, Hyesung on drums and Eric on the keyboard.
Dongwan - Chindam**
Dongwan - You're Everything * original by Misia?
Dongwan - Tambae Kage Agasshi
Dongwan - What's Up**
Dongwan - There She Is!! * Witches original
Dongwan - Lately * Stevie Wonder original
Dongwan - I Swear * All 4 One original
Dongwan - If I Ain't Got You * Alicia Keys original
Dongwan - You Give Love a Bad Name * Bonjovi original
Dongwan - Now and Forever - Richard Marx original
Eric - A Story I Can't Tell * Wheesung original
Hyesung - Incomplete * Sisqo original
Hyesung - Nan Arayo * Seo Tai Ji original
Hyesung - Now and Forever * Richard Marx original
Hyesung - Right Here Waiting * Richard Marx original
Hyesung - Santa Claus is Coming to Town (40 second cut)
Hyesung - Tsunami * from their Live in Japan 2005 album.. Southern All Stars original
JunJin - Polaris (20 second cut) * KangTa original
JunJin - Resignation * Big Mama original
Minwoo - Besame Mucho
Minwoo - Bogoshipda
Minwoo - Norul Wihae
Minwoo - You Remind Me * Usher original

A day for spreading talent XD
~~>Tuesday 05.09.06<~~
Feeling: generous
Oookay so I saw this video on Youtube.com a while ago after someone in a forum posted the link and I was blown away by how well the guy played: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=215_Mei8IZg
Apparently his name is Lim Jeong Hyun [he's Korean] and at first the TV people in America who aired that clip spent two months or something trying to find out who he was [he was anonymous at that stage, or known as 'FunTwo'], comparing him to Jimi Hendrix, etc, etc... Anyhoo, after someone made a forum request for it I did a quick audio rip of the clip since I couldn't find anything officially recorded by the guy. So here you go, indulge in good talent people!:
Lim Jeong Hyun - Canon in D [rock guitar version] mp3
^__^

A day for miracles ^^
~~>Tuesday 05.09.06<~~
Feeling: optimistic
Haha okay so miracle day was actually yesterday, but that doesn't mean I'm not still going to milk it out for all it's worth =P
That's right sons! Remember that shitty PR corporate communications assignment that I dedicated countless blogs to bitching and moaning about? Yes.. The one where I was aiming for a 4, secretly hoping for a 5, but bracing myself for a 3? Well........ I got a 7!!! Muahahahahaha...
So, what insightful wisdom can be gleaned from this experience? The fact that you can skip all your lectures and tutes and still get a high distinction! Puahahaha.. Okay so that's not really recommended because it was probably just a massive fluke. And I don't know how it happened, or what's the logic behind it, or what insanely generous, supernatural being decided to make my tutor give me that mark, but I'm going to label it as the closest thing to a miracle that's ever happened! =D Isn't it weird.. It seems like the more effort I actually put into assignments, the shittier I do. But when I give up and don't care anymore, I do half decently.. Defies all natural logic doesn't it? o__o
Of course on the downside I've probably managed to get a really big head now, and gotten my hopes up for the next assignment that's due on Thursday.. I'm seriously just pulling things out of my ass for this one as well like how I was with the first.. *sigh*
But anyway since I got my mark back yesterday I've been in a fantastic mood and suddenly not so negative towards PR.. =P It's motivated me to to put in more effort for this assignment now ^__^ Only 1/8 to go =P

A day for ripping cover songs =P
~~>Sunday 03.09.06<~~
Feeling: tired
I'm exhausted, but I might as well post these before I head to sleep.. They're Se7en cover songs that I just uploaded tonight. Enjoy ^^
Se7en - So Sick
Se7en - How Deep Is Your Love
Se7en - Like I Love You
Se7en - Love is a Wonderful Thing
Se7en - Incomplete - possibly recorded? no screaming anyway woohoo ^^
Se7en - Resignation (live perf)
Se7en & Gummy - If I Ain't Got You - in a studio, so no screaming! :D
Se7en & Gummy - Just the Two of Us - again, no screaming! yay ^^ haha.. i'm so anti-screaming .__.
Se7en & Gummy - Do It they were at a radio station i think
Se7en & Gummy - Tonight I Celebrate My Love For You (live perf)
Se7en & Taebin - How Deep Is Your Love (live perf)
Se7en & Tim - I Believe I Can Fly
oh and a couple of Taebin ones ^^
Taebin - Free Fallin' [with 1TYM]**
Taebin - Nice & Slow

A day for doing nothing at all... =]
~~>Wednesday 30.08.06<~~
Feeling: relaxed
Today I had the day off to bludge heehee.. I guess I'm still in a fantastic mood from having finished my midsems [okay, granted I only had one exam lol.__.] and from having finished that IMC paper. I can't quite bring myself to face my PR assignment that's due next week, but I figure I have 7 days until it's due which is enough time [I HOPE anyway =P] for me to have today off to bludge ^^
To start off with, Uncle Yenny finally downloaded some decent fonts today! Woohoo! Hehe.. Even though my layering techniques still really suck, I feel like my banner-making abilities have improved ten-fold purely because I have some funky new fonts to use =P Goodbye to you, boring old conventional fonts! Hehe XD
So far I've designed some Shinhwa banners for a forum and a bunch of wallpapers for Jaclyn-sama's new mobile phone hehe.. *feels productive* Oh yes and I've implemented a new banner! Woohoo! It's rather plain, but I love it anyway.. And we all know why don't we?! It features the very gorgeous, very spunky, very talented, very charismatic and just plain loveable...... Kim Dongwan!! Hehehe.. Who else did you think could possibly be all of those things jumbled into one?! ^__~
Oh yeah.. And a freshly uploaded album today! ^___^:

Eddie - Vol. 1 Just My Way

01 Intro - Hello (My Name is Eddie)
02 Groovin' feat. Masta Wu
03 Don't Know Why
04 Joheun Naemsaedo...
05 Waegurae feat. Wheesung
06 Do U Wanna Fall In Love * recommended
07 Love Song feat. Soulstar * recommended
08 Haru feat. Vivasoul D'low
09 Kiss Haejugetni feat. Lyn * recommended
10 Letter * recommended
11 Music
12 Paradise
Anyways off to sleepies for me now..
Goodnight sons!

In the mood for sharing =D
~~>Tuesday 29.08.06<~~
Feeling: generous
I feel grand now that my advertising exam is over and my IMC paper has been handed in.. Even though there's assessments-a-plenty coming up in the next few weeks, it's still a relief to have some things off my plate now *nods*
I'm in such a good mood I feel like sharing.. Hehehehe... I'm weird aren't I.. �__�
Anyways, I present all of my collection of Ivyclub CFs.. even though there aren't that many I guess.. Lol. Oh and some NGs too ^^
Enjoy!
S Ivyclub CF


Shinhwa Ivyclub 1 CF
Shinhwa Ivyclub 1 NGs - Dongwan
Shinhwa Ivyclub 1 NGs - Minwoo
Shinhwa Ivyclub 1 NGs - JunJin


Shinhwa Ivyclub 2 CF no caps for this one, sorry.. wouldn't let me take any for some reason o_O but it's the one with 2 dogs in it

Shinhwa Ivyclub 3 CF - with Moon GeunYoung
Shinhwa Ivyclub 3 NGs


Shinhwa Ivyclub 4 CF


Shinhwa Ivyclub 5 CF

Not.. coping.. well..
~~>Sunday 27.08.06<~~
Feeling: stressed
I don't cope very well with stress and right now is no exception. I just found out as well that for the PR lecture I skipped on Thursday night, we had a guest speaker that I'd thought we were having in week 4 [which I also skipped .__.], and for that night no lecture slides were put up. Which means I missed the entire thing and now I don't have any notes or anything to go by, and it wouldn't be such an issue if the next piece of assessment didn't cover the lecture content from weeks 1-7.. Worst of all, what he lectured about is pretty much anyone's guess, because I noticed what should have been the topic for that night was pushed back to next week, so there's no set readings or anything to follow that could make up for it.. Jeeeeez... Oh well.. >__< I'm trying to make myself feel better by telling myself that I can just leave out that one week's content.. You know, just sort of glaze over and pretend I didn't know anything about it, but cover the other 6 week's of work. Afterall, since I'm only aiming for a 4 in this unit, I'm not going to fail the entire thing just because I leave off one week's worth.. Right? Riiiight?? >___<
Anyway.. Since today I finally finished my IMC assignment and finished studying for the advertising exam on Tuesday I've been "celebrating" by adding more MVs to my collection and actually sitting down and WATCHING them.. Yes, I have a horrible habit of grabbing as many things as I can [in true greedy Asian style] but never getting around to watching/listening to them. And since I've also been neglecting my uploading lately I'm in the process of upping a few Shinhwa music videos for some forums. I may or may not get around to adding more =P But for the time being, here's what I've done so far:
MV Shinhwa - Winter Story II * second half is very cute! ^^
MV Shinhwa - Hae Gyul Sa [The Resolver]
MV Shinhwa - Chaos
MV Shinhwa - Time Machine
MV Shinhwa - I Pray 4 U [Remix version]
Enjoy!

Score!! ^__________^
~~>Tuesday 22.08.06<~~
Feeling: relieved
I just found out that the advertising mid sem exam only covers chapters 1-7, and not 1-9 like I thought. Which almost makes up for the shock I got this morning when I learned that our debate was actually in week 10 instead of week 11 �__�
Anyway.. I'm just killing time, waiting for the bus to go home hah.. I prooobably should be working on my IMC essay but I've been staring at that for 4 hours today so I think I need a break. *sigh* Everything's coming at me all at once.. Exam, assignment after assignment, oral presentation, debate, oral presentation, art project, more assignments... It just blows! I realised last week that from now on, I have at least one piece of assessment due each week right up until the end of the semester.. YAY, this is guna be fun! .__.
*sigh* I don't know where it is I went wrong.. At the end of the holidays I swore that this semester would be different, and I'd do everything within means to raise my GPA. But somehow I'm finding myself now just barely hanging on by the skin of my teeth.. It just seems so overwhelming and hard to keep up. Is it because I'm over the whole studying thing? To the point where I can't even motivate myself to want to do any better anymore..?
If only good GPAs grew on trees.. Hah.. =(
Well on a happy note, one of my Japanese penpals is actually in Australia atm heehee ^^ She's been staying at Eden Hills though, which is like aaaages away from where I live. Bummer! But anyways we're going to meet up on Thursday in the city, so.. It should be exciting ^__^
I know it sounds lame, but at the Ekka last Wednesday with Mingchiat, these two Japanese-looking girls stopped us and asked if he could take a picture for them. Hehe after he took the photo, we walked away going "I bet they're Jap!" And even though I didn't think anything of it at the time, when I got home I was suddenly like ZOMG, what if that was Kaori?? Hahaha.. Yes, I'm quite the silly one. Oh well, I guess we'll see on Thursday ^^

Hmmm.. �__�
~~>Sunday 20.08.06<~~
Feeling: a-okay!
Hmm.. There's just something so wrong about being at uni on a Sunday.. Even stranger is the fact that I came here voluntarily, and that I'm in the library comp labs but I can hear a baby crying somewhere.. How.. odd.. Heh.
So.. I'm pulling a 'Sheannal' today.. I dragged myself to uni because I knew that if I stayed at home I wouldn't get aaaany work done whatsoever. Yes, I admit it. I've become such a forum whore .__. I could spend almost all day giggling and skylarking in and out of numerous forums, because my god.. They're just so addictive!!
But I think Sheannal's strategy does actually work though! I've managed to laydown the backbone foundations and plans for my IMC paper due next Monday, and worked my way through one quarter of it already. I'm feeling quite productive! ^_____^
Of course I probably shouldn't have stopped to take a break like I am now.. Because that always leads to my productivity going out the window and I end up going on some kind of eternal "break" where I can't seem to get back to work XD
Hmm.. Better stop rambling while I still can. And back to the papers we go!

Shinhwa - Inspiration #1
Release date: 16.08.06

Fresh off the uploading docks! Heehee.. Oookay well.. Here goes! ^__~

01 Girls Exclusive
02 Throw My Fist [Japanese Version]
03 Midnight Girl [Japanese Version]
04 Paradise
05 Bokura No Kokoro Ni Wa Taiyo Ga Aru [Album Mix]
06 Highway Star
07 Time Machine [Japanese Version]
08 The Street
09 Sunflower~Happy Birthday~
10 Weak Man
11 You're My Everything
12 Once In A Lifetime [English Version]
13 Shooting Star [Yukihiro Fukutomi Remix]

Enjoy, sons!

Yay ^^
~~>Friday 18.08.06<~~
Feeling: happy! ^______^
Uncle Yenny is no longer phone-less! w00t!! =D Thanks to my "bestfriend" who was kind enough to lend me his old mobile.. Ahhaha yes, okay, Bao is not my best friend as such, but he has this weird new hobby where he goes around attaching "bestfriend" to the end of all his sentences.. Like "Hey bestfriend! Whatchu up to bestfriend? Cya bestfriend!"
�__� lol
Anyways.. He came over earlier and I ended up giving him my old fish tank and equipment because.. *sigh* since I don't have any fish anymore after Sharingan Kakashi died, I won't be needing the tank anytime soon. Plus since I don't intend to be here next year, it'd be just plain silly to buy any fish now anyway..
Today instead of our usual ethics lecture and tute, we all went to City Hall as a "field trip" to look at the display they have going on in the museum. It's pretty much this big display dedicated to activism and protesting that carried on from 1965-1985, and they have things like posters encouraging people to attend rallies, videos, newspaper articles and really old photographs.. It was kind of amazing seeing how dedicated people can be to fighting for what they believe is a good cause. *sigh* People now just aren't altruistic like they were back in those days.. Although I guess I can't really talk since I haven't participated in any rallies or protests in my entire life -__-
After ambling around the display Davina and I took the lift up to the clock tower.. This is something I've always wanted to do hehe.. Well ever since the last time I went to City Hall with Maddy earlier in the year and I found out that you could actually go up there.. [I didn't previously know that =P].. Anyway.. I was actually kind of scared haha.. The lift was very old [as you would expect, what with City Hall being so.. well.. old =P], and even though Davina assured me it had probably been restored and renovated completely, I still couldn't help feeling nervous. After that lift, we had to get off at the top level where we changed to another elevator.. And my god, I thought the first one was bad, this one was even more nerve-wracking to be inside.. It's extremely old-fashioned, the kind where the walls are made of wire rather than solid material, so you can see out as you're going up, which makes you feel even more nervous. Or maybe I'm just becoming paranoid these days .__.
Anyway, I don't want to bore everyone to tears much longer, but basically in the second elevator they take you up into the clock tower. You stop on one level where you're directly inside the clock and you get to see the equipment that makes the clock chime, then at the next level up you're above the clock and you can look out at the lovely view of the city.. I'm still chiding myself that I didn't bring my camera with me today =( Haha oh yes, and brace yourself for a massive heart attack if the clock decides to chime while you're up there.. It's sooo loud!!
After Davina went back to work I decided to stick around and wander about the place by myself a bit more.. I ended up climbing an unsavoury number of staircases, most of which led down creepy, deserted corridors to dead ends or doors that were very old and very locked =P I was surprised that no one stopped me, even after I wandered past a meeting room twice that full of people in suits talking about something or other.. But I guess a little Asian girl wandering around on her own can't possibly look too dangerous =P I managed to get lost as well, and wound up coming out at some weird side exit.. .__. Haha.. It was kind of fun though, something out of the ordinary anyway. ^^
Anyway, one more thing that's got me in a fantastic mood atm: I wasn't wrong when I broadcasted to people that Shinhwa's Japanese album was coming out on the 16th! YES!! I don't look like a total idiot after all!! Lol! And again, YES!! I wasn't wrong when I said it wouldn't take long for the mp3s to start circulating muahahaha..
I'm currently in the process of uploading the album by individual songs, so for anyone who wants the links, I'll have them posted in a little bit. My first time uploading an entire album, w00t! Massive, massive credits and thanks to Mel, [FiNaY @ Kpopper], whom I love very, very muchly!! ^_____^ Hahahaha I suspect she already knows that though, since I've told her like 3 times today.. Hahaha.. o__o Eeeeee.... I'm in such a good mood! ^_____^ And ZOMG Hyesung's English has improoooved! And Dongwan's!! ^___^ But not JunJin's. �__� Hahahaha..

Making my mark...
~~>Tuesday 15.08.06<~~
Feeling: knowledgeable
Guess what! I totally forgot all about it, but tomorrow Shinhwa's new album is coming out! The Japanese one! Hehehehe.. Anyone wanna make any wagers on how long it'll take before the mp3s start circulating on the Internet?? I give it.. ohhh.. about 24 hours or so.. LOL. Maybe it'll even happen early? I don't know how people do it, but sometimes you can find an album uploaded in its entirety before it's even been officially released... o__o Well, it's like the 8th wonder of the world, but kudos to the uploaders for doing so anyway ^__^
I'm back at home now hehe.. Didn't stick around at uni for very long. I've really gotta stop cutting class like this -__-
Anyway moving on.. It's nice to know I'm leaving my mark on the Internet.. I found some stuff circulating around that was originally ripped by yours truly hehehe..
Oh and check it out.. [I already ranted to Jaclyn about this a while back haha].. Look what I found at Youtube.com:
http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=jayce_gal&search=Search
Kangta & Vanness Scandal MV
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Kangta & Vanness: Scandal MV
-Its Hott...Enjoy^^

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jayce_gal, in case you couldn't tell, is me =P Someone actually gave credit to Ria and myself!! Zooomg, that was soo nice of them! It's so.. refreshing.. to see stuff like that.. Makes you feel like your efforts aren't totally wasted or being leeched upon..
Lousy leechers �__�
*mumble mumble*
Oh yes, I've ripped and cut my way through more, mooore, MOOOORE Kim Dongwan goodness hehehe.. So here's the complete list of his solos and cover songs that I've uploaded so far:
Chindam**
You're Everything - Japanese song
Tambae Kage Agasshi - he plays the guitar himself in this one ^^
What's Up**
There She Is!!** - original by the Witches
Lately - original by 112, I think?
I Swear - original by All 4 One
If I Ain't Got You - original by Alicia Keys
You Give Love a Bad Name - original by Bon Jovi
Now and Forever - original by Richard Marx
Jailhouse Rock** - original by Elvis Presley. Vocals by Dongwan. Andy, Minwoo and JunJin on guitars, Hyesung on drums and Eric on the keyboard.
^________^
Anyhoo I'm off to attempt to work on my assignments once again haha.. I'm feeling more optimistic about my PR one now. Before I was all stressed out and shit, but then it occurred to me: What the hell am I freaking out for? Wasn't my aim in this unit just to get a 4 anyway? It'll be a nice added bonus if I manage to get anything higher, but other than that.. Who gives a shit..
So I may as well concentrate my efforts elsewhere, on other assignments!
HaHA, now that's THAT's what I call strategic thinking! ^__~
Later days sons!

Dongwan makes me a morning person! ^________^
~~>Tuesday 15.08.06<~~
Feeling: meh
Check it out.. It's like 8:20 in the morning, it's Tuesday and I'm in the library once again.. My 8:00 tute went for like 10 minutes .__. So here I am briiight and early.. If I stick around for the lect at 3, that'll make it a whole 6 hours and 40 minutes that I'll be sitting here zonked out in front of a computer screen. A new record!! YES!! -__-
I was listening to Dongwan on my mp3 this morning on the way to uni.. Listening to Dongwan in the morning makes me feel invigorated! ^________^ That's all I have to say =D In fact I think that's why I'm so cheerful right now, and resisting the urge to and scream "Why the hell did I even bother coming?!"
Yes... Dongwan makes me a morning person, indeed!
^_________________^

Procrastination is bliss...
~~>Saturday 12.08.06<~~
Feeling: useless
Wow, I'm really good at procrastinating. I've been on the computer since about midday today, it's 5:57pm now and I've done like what.. 50 words more on my PR assignment? o__o
What the heck have I been doing in the last 6 hours?! Hmm... Uploaded a few things here and there [check the downloads section] and mostly giggled and skylarked back and forth between forums. Ria is such a horribly bad influences!! *cough* But my GOD I love her to bits! =P
Anyway, I think I've been given a second chance.. My mom's just informed me that we won't be going to church tomorrow. YES!! God only knows how much I hate church.. Ahhahaha I'm so sacreligious [if that's even how it's spelt]. So now I'm going to sit down and finish my damn assignment and then celebrate afterwards by watching movies and X-man into the wee hours of the night. At least tomorrow morning I'll get to sleep in somewhat! Booya!!
Later days sons =D

Back again .__.
~~>Friday 11.08.06<~~
Feeling: amazed
Back again, for like the third time tonight... Lol.. Only because I have something I want to make a point about =P
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MY0f6EswDg: this is why YG beats the shit out of SM, and always will.
Her name is May Doni Kim, she's a YG trainee [moved to YG from JYPE] and she was only 14 when she sang that. I almost cried when I watched it because she sings so well for such a young age. Even though she stuffs up some of the lyrics, vocally she is astounding. I mean I'm not even Korean, and I felt so proud of her! She proves that not only do YG artists have more talent than SM artists, who sell based on aesthetics or sex appeal rather than vocal ability, but also that YG is more realistic. His singers don't have to be freaking supermodels for him to recognize them as being good. Talent is talent, pure and simple.
I can't wait to hear more from her in the future!

Never been prouder...
~~>Friday 11.08.06<~~
Feeling: patriotic! ^^
LOL so here's some interesting information.. The song called Aisha by Tony An, the one song I really love off his second album, was originally a Malay song.. Is that not incredible?! o__O LOL and now I've never been prouder to be Malaysian =P
While I'm on the topic of Malaysian stuff.. I was really shocked when I read this: SM Entertainment held auditions in Malaysia last month! Eeeeekkk.. Dirty, dirty Lee Soo Man and his crappy company trying to recruit more impressionable young people to rake in more money for his greedy self?! Apparently they were recruiting for singers, dancers, actors AND models [for CFs].. It makes me angry.. Stupid Lee Soo Man.. As if it's not bad enough raping South Korea for young "stars", now he's tainting Malaysia too? �__�

I'mma livin' for the weekend! =D
~~>Friday 11.08.06<~~
Feeling: relieved
The weekend is heeeeere!! Yatta!! ^^
I had a remotely good day today ^^ Met up with my underboss Moeie son in the city, and he gave me a box of chocolates hehe >=D But wait! Not just ANY chocolates.. Americanized ones!! w00t! =P They're called Junior Mints or something, if I remember correctly, and they taste delicious.. The perfect combination of chocolate, mint, and sugar... mmmm... =F Best of all, the mint filling isn't the kind that's all drippy and runny and shit.. It's just a nice kind of solid, perfect texture! Yummo! Thanks again Moe! *hugs*
What else did I do today.. Hmm.. I went to Nova to hand back the unsigned documents and stuff and give them a statement to say I was declining their offer.. *sigh* I still feel kind of weird about it. I hope I don't end up regretting it =(
On the way back to uni I cut through the botanical gardens.. It was such a nice day out, the weather was really beautiful. Clear skies, lovely warm sun.. I guess we take it for granted alot but Brisbane weather can be so beautiful! I stopped by this pond to watch the birds then I remembered I had some bread in my bag, and on impulse I tore off a chunk and started to feed them. Haha.. That was supposed to be my lunch �__� Not that I ended up eating it anyway so I may as well have fed them the whole lot. I felt sad while I was doing it, I don't know why. I like feeding animals though heh.. I've always loved feeding birds especially.. Pigeons, ducks, chickens, ibises, you name it.. [Haha I'm not sure what the plural of "ibis" is.. Ibises? Ibii? Ibiseseses? =P] I must make a mental note to self to go back and feed the birds again before next year.. *sigh*
Now I feel somewhat deflated. I'm going to go listen to some Bulldog Mansion songs to lift my spirits. Later days sons..

All things Kim Dongwan...
~~>Thursday 10.08.06<~~
Feeling: happy
Have I told you good sons lately how much I love Dongwan??! ZZZzzzomg!! Muahahaha.. Yes, I'm hereby reaffirming my love for Dongwan, my absolute most favouritest member of Shinhwa. He's dorky, he's gorgeous, he's so kind to his fans, he's an absolute darling, and I adore him to bits!!
So to celebrate I've ripped and edited a bunch of his cover songs, and uploaded them to share with all! ^^ Yes, as you might have realised by now, I'm quite the sucker for Korean stars singing English cover songs.. *droool*.. And yes, Dongwan's English is pretty fobby.. But at least he's not singing things like "and you know what to do, just to do, and want you knooooow..." *cough* Se7en *cough* =P And he puts so much emotion and effort and enthusiasm into his performances that's it hard to resist to smiling as you're listening.. *sigh*
Anyways, enjoy!
*Lately - I'm not sure if 112 is the original singer, but I remember hearing this on one of their albums ^^
*I Swear - the All-4-One song. Dongwan sings the first half of the song, I'm not sure who the second singer is. Definitely not someone from Shinhwa though XD
*If I Ain't Got You - originally by Alicia Keys
*You Give Love a Bad Name - Bon Jovi original
*Jailhouse Rock [with Shinhwa] - Elvis Presley original. Vocals by Dongwan. Andy, Minwoo and JunJin on guitars, Hyesung on drums and Eric on the keyboard.
*Now and Forever - original song by Richard Marx. Hehehe Dongwan stuffs up near the end, and it all kinda goes downhill from there.. But still, no background screaming in this song, yay! ^^
*What's Up - this is actually not an English song but a Korean one. Not sure who the original singer is either, but I really like the song. It's so nice and upbeat!

To bursting point...
~~>Wednesday 09.08.06<~~
Feeling: excited
Ahh so I just got off this phone call thingy with Peter on msn.. It's some weird new technomological feature that of course I had no idea about, not that it really matters since I have no microphone on my comp anyway. Basically you're supposed to just talk like you're on the phone, and it works in real time, although makes my comp kinda laggy. It was so good to hear his voice! For some reason, it felt really.. comforting.. I guess because it's like proof that he IS still alive and not being chewed to bits by the Koreans, so at least I'll have a chance of survival if I go there myself =P But it was also so weird hearing him talking and talking but not being able to talk back haha. I've really gotta get myself a mic �__� I had to resort to just typing like crazy all the things I wanted to say.. Finger exercise! My fingers feel slimmer now! LOL.
Anyway.. Some of the stuff he said really got me thinking, and I'm kind of really excited. But then it's also gotten me going again on all the questions whirring around in my head.. Ahhh soo many things I wanna know! In a way I can't wait till next year.. I'll be far, far away... =F Part of me is screaming "It's guna be sooo much fun!!" but another part of me is holding back.. Yeah.. The nervous, wary part of me that's also scared, and worried, and gnawing away at my fingernails about all the nitty gritty little details.. The wheres, the whens, the hows.. *sigh*
But basically, the way I see it.. If someone else could do it [well.. not just someone else, Peter's not the only one right? Think how many other people in the world have ever moved to a foreign country at some point in their lives.. A heck of a lot!], then why can't I? I can DO this, and I'm going to make it just fine! =]
Oh and finally some closure on my whole Nova mess. After sitting on the papers for like nearly two weeks, I think I've finally decided to decline the offer. I still feel a bit nervous closing the door entirely on that option, but I think I've realised that Japan isn't really where I want to go. I would LOVE to go there for a holiday though. Hell.. Who wouldn't?? But ultimately.. I don't think I want to live there..
Well.. At least that rules one option off the list. Which is good. The narrower it gets, the better chances I'll have of actually focusing my efforts and getting something done about it. =]

Yatta!! On the home stretch... =D
~~>Tuesday 08.08.06
Feeling: better :)
Yaaaaay!! I'm nearly at the end of this horrid, horrid PR assignment. Just a few more paragraphs to go and I'll be done! I'm on the home stretch now, and that excites me greatly. LOL only because I hate PR so much.. Yucky poo!!
Since it's not due for another 11 or 12 days I'll be able to let it sit for a while and come back to to "perfect" it later.. w00t! =D ****
Ahh oookay so perhaps I was a little overoptimistic there. I'm not quite finished afterall, I'm still about 600 words short >=( Eeek, someone help me think of a management issue affected Energex, quick!
Bah! I swear, I really loathe this subject. -__-

Tooo early..
~~>Tuesday 08.08.06<~~
Feeling: bleary
It is toooooo early to be here.. I was actually feeling somewhat energetic this morning [if you're not a morning person, try listening to Bulldog Mansion at 7am and you definitely will become one =P] but now that energy has worn off and my eyes are sore, my brain is tired and my ass feels bloated. LOL what a combination -__- I think I've become so nocturnal lately that even at 12.30 in the afternoon it still feels "early", like it's 8am. Well.. it's 9.15am now and I'm doing that sit-in-the-library-for-4-hours-till-my-lect thing again, but my point is that no matter what time it is [unless it's dark] I'll always feel like it's earlier than it really is -__-
I think I might skip my lect in the afternoon, depending on how much work I get done now on my cruddy PR assignment. Haha it'll be like a punishment.. If I don't do enough, then I'll make myself go. .__.
I probably should've slept eearlier last night but I got online to email my assignment in so that I would actually have something to work on today [I could've sworn I did it on Sunday night but yesterday when I checked my mail at uni it just wasn't there o__o], and you know me.. Ended up staying online for a while longer, uploading stuff [see the David Tao mp3 links above]. Not that it took like an hour to upload two songs.. I admit, I was on another downloading rampage again. Hehe .__. I'm getting back in touch with Filipino music! w00t! Last night I relived a heap of memories just listening to all the old love songs I used to listen to in high school, by groups/artists like Devotion, B4-4, Kai, AZN Dreamer, etc, etc.. *sigh* Massive nostalgia trip!
Hmm.. I think I'd better get started on my work. We go assigned our topics for our advertising debate today, which is just another lump of work on the load to get started on.. *sigh* Oh well.. At least I get to work in a team with that semi-hot Asian dude I saw from last week muahahaha. Turns out he's Japanese [I think?? His name kind of insinuates it? o__o].. Too bad he's not Korean LOL =P
Later days sons!

Woo000o0ooo..
~~>Monday 07.08.06<~~
Feeling: hungry
Argh.. Starving my ass off here! LOL I haven't eaten anything since breakfast which was just Korean ramen [I've eaten my way through nearly all the kimchi ramen I bought last week when I was out with Jaclyn T__T] and I'm kind of regretting it now.. Should've had something before I left the house but there wasn't anything to eat.. And no "portable" food that you can just grab and eat on the way. *sigh*
Should I go to the refect and buy food? It's 5.29pm now and I'm not guna get home until 9.30.. Can I really hold out that long? =S
On top of that, I really need to pee. LOL.
I'm just full of complaints today aren't I.

Back to the classics...
~~>Sunday 06.08.06<~~
Feeling: tired
You know it's funny, but in getting so caught up in all the hubbub and humdrum of Kpop, I've forgotten just how much I love my good old Cpop. LOL well not really, just David Tao and Tension. I'm not going to rant about Tension today [oh nooo, I'll save that for another day.. I've gotta milk it out, don't I? =P], but I will however re-proclaim my undying love for David Tao! =D
For anyone who doesn't already know about him, David Tao is a Taiwanese singer who's been around for quite a while (as in since 1997-ish!). Although he might seem old (he's 30+ now haha), that doesn't change the fact that he's still an amazing artist. He's been hailed as the godfather of Chinese R&B, among other flattering titles, which I think he entirely deserves.
So what's so good about him? Well.. He sings, he writes, he composes his own songs and he plays several instruments.. Haha.. Which kind of reminds me of KangTa, except that, well.. KangTa also has looks whereas David Tao doesn't =P But rest assured, even though he isn't exactly the best looking artist around, David Tao's voice is exceptional. He truly backs up my theory that the good singers are the ugly ones [haha although KangTa is an exception! =P]. Oh GOSH that was mean.. David Tao isn't ugly >__< He just.. isn't the best looking singer around, that's all -__-.. Anyway *cough* He sings more than just R&B! He also branches out into other styles like pop, beautiful acapellas, ballads, barbershop and even tinges on a little bit of rock, which is also part of the reason why he's so amazing. His voice is just so versatile and he adapts so well to whatever style he chooses. On top of that, he English is NOT fobby!! Hallelujah! LOL okay so it could do with a liiiittle bit of improvement, but if you can sit through Se7en or KangTa singing in their fobby Engrish, then David Tao's English will be like absolute music to your ears. Ahhhahaha.. Literally!
Finally, my last point is the amount of enthusiasm and emotion he puts into his songs. Seriously. Some of his ballads will make your heart hurt.. =(
I would seriously recommend you sample some of his music if you haven't already done so.. In fact, here's one right now: Tian Tian [Close to You]. Not really one of my favourites, but it's still a nice song none the less.
Enjoy! ^^

Yatta!! KangTa on Xman again!!
~~>Sunday 06.08.06<~~
Feeling: guilty
So I should be working on my assignment but... I'm getting side tracked as usual -__-
Anyway.. I just learned KangTa is on the most recent Xman episode! YATTA!! I've totally lost count what number episode they're up to now, but it's the one where the shows were aired last Sunday and the one before that.. And by the looks of it, they have some new games too! Involving monkey bars! w00t! Hahahaha
I sure hope someone subs those eps soon T__T Ah who am I kidding, I'd watch them without subs anyway =P Oooh.. I wonder if KangTa does any singing again this time around?! O__O *crosses fingers*
Well.. back to work for me.. This PR assignment is coming along craptacularly. =(
*****
Hehe I'm back again, with another Kpop-related ramble. *tsk tsk*
And here I was thinking Se7en's English was actually getting better.. Then he goes and signs with Anson Hu [and some other dude, I'll get to that in a moment] to release a horribly fobby song titled "And Want You Know". Yessiree, this is fobby Engrish at its very best -__-
While some Se7en and Anson [and the third guy, yes I WILL get to him in a moment =P] fans are willing to tactfully overlook the title, there's just no sweeping under the rug the horrible Engrish lyrics inside the actual song. "Just tell me the reason you feel"... "hey you, I never want you say you quit baby"... "and you know what to do, just to do, and want you know..." .__. Like seriously.. Who is the mastermind behind these gramatically atrocious lyrics?? They should be demoted to housecat! And as for Se7en.. I'm just finding it hard to believe that he didn't know any better.. Surely he must've realised that the words he was singing just.. aren't.. right. o__o
Aaaanyway, onto this mysterious "third guy".. I just poked around and found out his name Liu Xiang, but I would never have known he was in it if I hadn't watched the video for myself. Everyone's been leaving his name off it when they upload the file, labelling the song as being sung by Anson Hu and Se7en, completely ignoring the fact that one third of the song DOES belong to him. The poor guy hah -__-
Anyway, if you can somehow manage to blot out the fobby Engrish parts enough to sit through it without cringing uncontrollably [pretty hard, since it seems to constitute a main part of the chorus], I would actually recommend you listen to the song. Not because of Se7en [*cough* -__-], but because it's a nice upbeat kind of song and the melody is quite catchy. Oh yes, it's in Mandarin/English, not Korean =P Apparently Se7en is feeling the need to improve his Chinese as well.

The ice cream industry is extremely volatile.
~~>Friday 04.08.06<~~
Feeling: dreary
Today after our ethics lecture I dragged Davina to the Korean shop in the city for ice cream muahaha >=D It never fails to amaze me how quickly the Korean ice cream industry moves. It is extremely volatile and if you don't keep up with it, you'll find you're soon left behind. T__T It's also extremely unpredictable and random - you never know what they'll have in stock from week to week, or even day to day.
Today I wanted to try that pink, rocket-looking ice cream I saw only 3 days earlier [when I was tossing up between that, or the GooGoo Cone], but I got there only to find they were completely gone. In the space of 3 days... All.. Gone.. And so too were all the GooGoo Cones.. T__T Amazing, on Wednesday I visited like 3 different Korean shops with Jaclyn and was astounded to find they all suddenly had GooGoo Cones in their freezers.. o__o See, if I'd known that was going happen, I would've opted for that pink ice cream on Tuesday instead of the GooGoo Cone.. *sigh* Stupid Eric Moon, I blame you for your GooGoo-Cone-selling-persuasive-sex-appeal!!
Let this be a timely lesson for all ice cream lovers that you need to check in with your local KOZ supermaket at least once a week! For the sake of the ice creams, dear GOD.. The ice creams.... T__T

Now let us celebrate this decision, with the adding of chocolate to milk. ^_______^
~~>Thursday 03.08.06<~~
Feeling: happy
Oooooh yes, it's Thursday night and I am feeling quite happy. Good GOD, is there something wrong with me?? Did the universe collapse and flip inside out so that everything is working in reverse order??
LOL, well sons.. Let me introduce you to the two halves of my brain: Rational Yenny and Radioactive Yenny. [Okay the Rational half makes sense, but I don't know where I pulled Radioactive from. Let's just pretend it's like that because I got sizzled with radioactive material, hence making that half of my brain super impulsive and illogical.. ^__^]
I got through today's tute quite well, and I'm really proud of myself for not feeling overly nauseated and wanting to cry and stamp and sulk like I did last week. Anyway.. Had an hour break between the tute and the lecture, and that's when Radioactive Yenny decided to put in her two cents.
*At uni...
Radioactive Yenny: Let's skip the lecture!
Rational Yenny: Hmmm... I don't knooooow... *consults lecture slides*... Okay, let's. On ONE condition: we go home and finish studying chapter 2 of advertising.
And away we went.
*At home...
Radioactive Yenny: Nuts to studying, let's get on the net!
Rational Yenny: Hmmm... I don't knooooow... But okay!
... -__-
So the bottom line? Both halves of my brain are working against me. Rational Yenny, who is supposed to be, well.. RATIONAL.. Is really not so rational at all. And this is why I have issues saying no and simply can't stop myself from acting impulsively.
But anyway.. That's my roundabout explanation of why I'm so happy tonight. Simply because I skipped the lecture, so as far as I'm concerned, the unpleasantness for this week is now totally over. ^^ This calls for a celebration! w00t! =D

A day for seeing people... =]
~~>Tuesday 01.08.06<~~
Feeling: content
Ahh I had an awesome day today! I don't even feel the need to complain about the 8am start, or the craziness of the fact that I'm actually passing up the chance to complain about something =P Well.. It wasn't like a totally fantabulous, whacktastic day [oookay now I'm just going overboard with made-up words].. But nothing went wrong, and I should be grateful for that. And that's why it was awesome.
Today I saw quite a few people ^______^ It's always nice seeing people around. Well, people that you like anyway =P *cough* not Thursdays *cough*. Today I ran into William Wong twice, met up with Kevin in the city, had tea and brocoli with Emroze [LOL], bumped into Imrar, got surprised by Sam, sat with Romeo at the bus stop, and managed to catch the same bus home with Jaclyn-sama. w00t! So I'm feeling pretty damn cheerful now =]
Oh oh oh!! And guess what I ate today!! Muahahaha... A Goo-Goo Cone!! Teeheehee.. I was so ecstatic that I finally got to try one ^_______^ *whaleface* Okay so it wasn't peanut butter flavoured, but it did have peanuts! [One of which decided to get stuck halfway down my throat =P] And it DID taste delicious! The ice cream is so rich, and thick, and solid, and HOMGItWasJustAbsolutelyDelicious!! And I'm not just saying that just because it's Eric-branded icecream ^__~
Anyhoo I'm taking the rest of the night off haha.. Since I'm in a good mood I may as well try to prolong the lifespan of my endorphins before Thursday when it all comes crashing down again. I think I'll finish watching 'Guns and Talks' over a nice steaming bowl of soupy 2 minute noodles.. *droool* Hahaha am I the only person who gets all drooly over instant noodles? o__O =P
Later days sons ^^

Briiiight and early...
~~>Tuesday 01.08.06<~~
Feeling: optimistic
Wooow it's like 9.05 in the morning, I'm here at uni in the library comp labs, I've been here since 7.30 in the morning and I have to stick around until 5pm... I am surely going to crash and burn. �__�
So.. Why is Uncle Yenny at uni so early? Well sons, this is the first step towards my become a morning person =P Every Tuesday I now have the joy of waking up at 5.45am to get to my advertising tute by 8am. Oh, goody! =D
Well all sarcasm aside, I think I might actually enjoy this class. I hate the early start, but my tutor seems really cool and so far the content of the unit doesn't seem drastically hard which is good because that's precisely the reason why I changed out of Jap and into this one ^^
Well I'm in the mood to rant at the moment, probably because I'm trying to put off getting any work done. [I'm going to be here for the next 5 hours until my lecture in the afternoon so I planned to do lots of research for my PR assignment, but you know how it is.. =P]
Hmm.. Well.. I guess I'd better get started. Expect lots more ranting and bitching from me later on in the day, particularly along the lines of "OhGODIHatePROhGODIHateItSoMuch".. =P

Mondays, thank GOD for Mondays!
~~>Monday 31.07.06<~~
Feeling: cheerful
I am like a human yo-yo. My mood swings go up and down. Fortunately today I'm feeling relatively "up" rather than "down." I'm surprised how cheerful I am actually, considering how nothing is really working out the way I want it to at the moment.. But I guess there's only so much bitching and whining a person can do before they themselves get sick of it too.
Anyway I've thought of a strategy, a way to get around my extreme discomfort regarding Thursday night's PR classes... It's quite simple, really. I just won't go. =P
Yeeeeah, I'm taking the easy cowardly way out. I'll go to lectures but where I can afford to skip tutes, I will. And as long as I put that time to good use instead of blowing it on frivilous things like watching 'Diary of June' [=P], I think I should be able to get by okay in that subject. Actually I'd be happy to pass with a 4, so I'm just going to rely on doing extreeemely well in my other units to bring up my shitty GPA. Is that a little optimistic? Putting all my eggs in one basket? Indeedy-doo. But this is me we're talking about. Uncle Yenny is a highly illogical person.
I'm actually at uni right now, I've just come from my IMC tute. It's amazing... I really thought I would hate IMC but so far I'm liking it just fine. Hah hah hah. Mondays are a God-send compared to Thursdays =(
While I'm in the process of rambling randomly and illogically, I woke up this morning with the sudden urge to eat peanut butter ice cream and chocolate cookies that come in a box with 'Binch' printed on the front. Ahhhahaha... Yes, even though I no longer swoon over Eric Mooooon, the youth-oriented product positioning in his CFs still really get to me =P
By the way, did you know Eric of Shinhwa's last name is actually pronounced as Moon, not Mun like how everyone spells it? Amazing.. Jaclyn and I discovered this a couple of weeks back, which means we have to eat our words and take back all the times we laughed at people who spelt it as Moon instead of Mun. *shakes head*
Well anyways I'm off to my IMC lecture now. I hope it's good =]
Later days son!

Just...
~~>Sunday 30.07.06<~~
Feeling: okily-dokily =]
The stuff below came up in a conversation with someone.. I don't mean to be disrespectful or anything, that's why I'm leaving it anonymous.. I just found it somewhat poetic, and it got to me on a more emotional/thinking level so.. I'm sharing. If that person happens to be reading this [you know who you are] and don't want this up here.. Tell me and I'll take it down straight away =]
...
I want someone to roll aorund in the grass with

To sneak out at night aorund the side of the house...

Who shows up at my place out of the blue to call me names

Who'll go to gigs with me

Who'll get drunk with me in one of those group meeting library rooms

Who'll actually be interested in playing video games with me sometimes

Not much romance

No pretty restaurants

No expensive gifts... Just thoughtful, sentimental ones...


*sigh*
If only the world went the way we wanted it to.

Tying up loose ends
~~>Saturday 29.07.06<~~ Happy birthday to Tim
Feeling: *sigh*
My Nova job offer came in the mail yesterday.. I guess I was kind of surprised, but I think maybe because I wasn't expecting it so soon. It just adds more pressure to the load now because I have to hurry up and make up my mind before August the 11th.
In all honesty, I wish I could just throw all my belongings in a suitcase and up and go right now. I don't want to be here anymore. If it were up to me right now, I would take the offer. Take it and run. Just so I could get away right now. Am I stuck in some kind of rut? I feel so.. useless. I can't do anything right. I hate the way things are at the moment. What am I doing with my life? Where am I going? I'm here once again.. Going in circles.. Doing nothing.. Wasting time away..
I'm useless.
I hate uni. I wish I'd planned out my final year properly instead of leaving everything to the last minute. I hate PR. I hate my classes. God, I just hate everything under the goddamn sun don't I. But even worse, I hate the fact that I can't seem to do anything except bitch and moan about it. Why can't I do something useful? Why can't I get my act together?
I hate this feeling that I can't shake off. I feel nervous, anxious, all fluttery... I don't know how to get rid of it. How is it that I can let something get to me so badly?
I don't feel like I'm going to do very well this semester, in fact.. Forget about raising my GPA.. Right now I feel like I'd be lucky to even pass.
I'm pathetic.

Take me away...
Won't you take me away...
Far, far away from here...
Away from it all
Away from everyone
Away from everything

I don't want to be here anymore...

Won't you save me...
Save me from myself
From what I've become
From the pain of it all

I don't want to go on anymore...

Please won't you help me...
Help me to be strong
Help me to cope
Help me not to lose myself

I need someone to save me...

Aiigooo...
~~>riday 28.07.06<~~
Feeling: crushed
I feel like I'm having a midlife crisis at the moment. I hate uni, I hate the way things are, I wish I could just quit, quit, quit.. Or run away and never come back.. It's taking the easy way out, sure, but who gives a shit as long as it gets me far, far away from here..
*sigh*
I know I only made that KangTa & Vanness banner a couple of weeks ago but I feel like a change, so I'm putting this Se7en one up instead [since I can't change how shitty life is at the moment, I may as well change what little I can do -__-]. Do you think the picture itself looks okay though? Hah.. Well.. That's because I didn't design it myself! [Clearly not talented enough -__-]. Nope, full credits for the original image go to Mel [FiNaY] at K-popper. *hugs* ^__^ The rest was done by me about five minutes ago, and that is why the final banner result looks so crap. Uncle Yenny did a lame-o job with the blending and layering -__-

Daaargh >__<
~~>Thursday 27.07.06<~~
Feeling: nervous
Sooo... I came online to do my PR tutework but somehow ended up watching 'Diary of June'.. �__�
*cough* It's not my fault the PR crap is so confusing and so I don't know what they freaking well want from us!
Now it's time to haul ass off to uni so I can get my head filled with even more wishy washy useless PR propaganda and cry in despair as I realise that what little work I did do for the tute turns out to be all totally wrong and I'm just completely off-track.
=(

Because I can't say no...
~~>Wednesday 26.07.06<~~
Feeling: annoyed
I'm annoyed at myself for having no self control whatsoever.. Grrrr...
Anyway before I skulk off to bed to toss and turn and sulk before I finally fall asleep, I'm uploading a couple of mp3s:
KangTa's 'Persona' - Chinese version
Shin Jung Hwan's 'Because You're Pretty'
The second one, Shin Jung Hwan, is an interesting one [to me anyway] because I've seen him on Xman a couple of times but I never knew he was a singer. Although I suppose it shouldn't be THAT surprising since he's supposedly a celebrity of some sort, so if he doesn't sing then what does he do? He certainly doesn't look like an actor �__� He's a real crackup on Xman though muahahaha.
Well anyway his song is a pretty catchy one haha. Apologies for the fuzziness in quality for both, as they're just audio rips, but they'll just have to do until I manage to track down better quality versions [if I ever do].
Credits to me, by me, for ripping, cutting and editing all of the above-listed audio [yes, I'm doing that self-glorication thing again =P].
Goodnight sons.

Because I'm a git...
~~>Tuesday 25.07.06<~~
Feeling: upset
It finally hit me today: I no longer want to study Japanese. This breakthrough came while walking to the language computer lab... I think what pushed me over the edge was the fact I was having a really shit day and that the one friend I'd managed to make last week ditched me for some other chick. Figures, since they're both crazy asians, so of course that was bound to happen. But it made me realise how I really dislike the class, I've lost all interest in learning the language and I'm struggling to keep up even though it's only week 2 because I can't remember all my vocab from last year. I'm not at the stage of failing it hopelessly or anything, and I know if I apply myself I'll be able to get a half decent mark. But I don't think I can pull off the grade that I want to achieve, and even if I could, it would take a LOT of motivation to make me want to apply myself to that point. And I know this sounds really ridiculous but try as I might I can't motivate myself anymore. The more I try, the more I want to learn Korean instead. If I'm not motivated, how will I be able to survive?
Tomorrow I'm going to go try enrol in an advertising unit, hopefully the unit coordinator will let me in. *sigh* If not.. Then I guess I have only two choices left: stick with Jap 2, or drop it and take another unit during summer school which will mean I'll only be able to graduate at the April ceremony instead of the February one. God QUT's sytem is so gay.
Let's just hope I don't have to cross that bridge, because I really don't want to continue with Japanese, nor do I want to wait till freaking April to graduate.
Anyways, on the brighter side..
Davi, my beeeautiful angel, brought me back something from Sydney...

Heeheehee... *droooool* When Dav said she was buying me back a donut, I thought she meant 'a donut' as in.. ONE donut.. Not one BOX of donuts o__o But in the spirit of being generous, I shared them left right and centre, with Emroze, and my underboss Moeie [because he knows how to appreciate good food! =P], and the travel agents at STA.. LOL, I'm so generous, I swear =P Muahahaha... Just kidding.
I had to walk to uni carrying that huge box and I could see people eyeballing it too LOL. Fat people, business people, even the little kids who were in the botanical gardens next to our campus. Ahhahahaha.. That's right, stare away dudes cuz they're miiiine, aaaaall miiiiine! >=D
Thank you Dav!! ^__^

Sometimes...
~~>Monday 24.07.06<~~
Feeling: untired
Ever had one of those days where you just wake up looking like absolute shit, and no amount of makeup in the world could make you look better?
I think today was one of those days for me. -__-

Kim! Dong! Wan!
~~>Sunday 23.07.06<~~
Feeling: drooley
Ahhh I just finished watching 'Spin Kick' starring my faaaavourite Shinhwa member, Kim Dongwan.. No one told me it also had Hyun Bin in it too?? *gasp* Oh GOD I adore Hyun Bin too! Ahhahaha.. Which makes this movie worth double the drools! They kind of geekified him up though so I barely recognised him at the start, and it looks like he's lost weight too o__o
Anyway, as far as movies go I wouldn't say it's the best one I've ever seen [lol even though I'm sooo biased towards Dongwan, I'm going to take off my rose-tinted glasses just this once =P].. The plot was okay, at least it actually had a storyline.. But sometimes things didn't seem explained properly, like Dongwan suddenly having a shaved head from about midway through the movie without any explanation whatsoever. And there was sort of an anti-climax in the end.. Kind of disappointing that it was all over, just like that. Iiii dunno.. I find it really hard to truly enjoy movies these days.. Maybe I'm just being too picky?
There were good points about it though.. Some scenes were funny, and some were nice and meaningful. LOL and of course the main highlight? When Dongwan strips down to his underwear! Unnnhghghgeuirfhdtythkltr49za'p....
*wipes drool off keyboard*
O___O
Well at least I know I can go to sleep a happy girl tonight =P

Maybe there is hope afterall -__-"
~~>Sunday 23.07.06<~~
Feeling: silly
You know what's really fun? =D Sitting up in front of the comp at 2am doing silly DBSK quizzes =P I discovered this last night online with Jaclyn-sama.. And I never thought I would find myself saying this, but I think I'm actually beginning to like DBSK -__- God forbid the universe should collapse in on itself and the sun burn itself out.. Because I swore black and blue ages ago I would never get hooked on them! >__<
Okay, so I'm not obsessed with them like how I was with Shinhwa. I've enjoyed watching some of their Banjun Dramas and listening to a few of their songs, and I like to drool over JaeJoon, but that's as far as it goes! I think? o__o Lol anyway I still have trouble remembering all their names and what they look like, so I've come up with a rough guide to tell them apart:
Changmin [Max]: the youngest one. The second best looking.
Xiah Junsu: currently the most girly. And we're talking Hyesung kind of girly. <~~ credits to Jaclyn-sama for that one! =P Bears resemblance to Moon Heejun from H.O.T.
JaeJoong [Hero]: previously the most girly. Currently the best looking.
U-know Yunho: pixie boy. He has a pointy face and pointy eyebrows.
Yoochun [Micky]: the Andy Lee look-a-like!! Bears resemblance to Andy fom Shinhwa! *shudder* =P
I also like to laugh at their lame-o English names, like 'Micky', 'Max' and 'Hero' =P Omg and 'U-know'... Ahhahaha.. That's a classic.. Almost tops Hwanhee's [from FTTS] 'Fanny'.. Muahaha
Anyways before I leave, I'm sharing this: click me ^__~
It's the cover Xiah Junsu sang of JunJin's 'I Painfully Loved Her' in the Banjun Drama, 'Dangerous Love'. Credits to me, by me, for ripping and cutting the audio. Yes. Yes, I'm pretty self-absorbed, yes =P

Amazing...
~~>Sunday 23.07.06<~~
Feeling: amazed
Wow.. YG does it again! Lol not really, I don't know what I'm talking about when I say that =P But I was just looking at the new faces of YG Entertainment [YG Entertainment is the record label that artists like JinuSean, 1TYM, se7en, Lexy, etc, are signed with.. Wheesung used to be with them as well but he's moved to Orange now I think?], they're a group called Big Bang and my GOD they're so young! >__<
It's so weird.. Just last night Jaclyn-sama and I were talking about young artists, and it's come up in past discussions the way record companies *cough SM* gobble up, chew, and spit out artists at a younger and younger age..
My theory is that it's to fill the gap when all the older artists born around 1979-1982 have to go off to do their 2 year military service. Aish.. It's all just a timely reminder that everyone's just getting older and older =( *cries*
Jaclyn's theory? Money, money, money! *Cha ching cha ching* Haha.
But anyway back to Big Bang.. I think YG's hitting two birds with one stone.. There's 6 of them, so they'd fill the gap Shinhwa will leave quite well, and age-wise I think they're like YG's answer to SM's DBSK.. They're in direct competition with each other! w00t! Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight! Ahhhahaha I'm so mature -__- But anyway I'm still shocked at how young these guys are; I cannot believe that I myself am actually older than every single one of them! [Yes, I need to get over it.. All my life I've been so used to being younger than everyone else, everyone's bday is always before mine.. Well except for Monkey Son Denise ^^] Here is a photo with their names and details:

People might already recognise G-Dragon and Taekwon from singing 'Run' with Se7en on his third album.. G-Dragon also featured with Perry on the intro song for Se7en's very first album.. Since Se7en's first album came out in 2003, that means G-Dragon would've been about.. 16 or 17 at the time.. Daaaaaang... Never realised he was just so young!
Hmm.. On a semi-related rant, I have a newfound respect for YG now [stands for Yang Goon, aka Yang Hyun Suk]. He's only 36, actually 35 until the end of the year, and already he's a successful businessman.. Since he was formerly with Seo Taiji & Boys [personally their music was a little too hmm.. full-on? for my liking, but hey.. whatever lights your candle =P], he sings and raps, and since establishing YG Entertainment in 1998 he produces albums for the artists who've signed with him.. Practically all of whom are successful.. So I bet he's really raking in the big bucks. I think out of all the record labels in South Korea, his is one of the most realistic. Certainly more than SM Entertainment anyway. There is a rant behind that, but I don't want to bore you stupid any further =P

*yawn*
~~>Sunday 23.07.06<~~
I woke up this morning with Moon Hee Jun hair LOL.. Boofy, awful hair! =P Too bad I don't have a pic of him to demonstrate. Ahh I haven't washed my hair since like.. Wednesday.. LOL yes, I'm disgusting, grotty person, but who cares.. I've been at home all weekend anyway, not like I'm taking my grubby hair out in public and letting the grease infest everyone else =P
I'm quite proud of myself for getting through my designated reading for today - finished chapter 1 from my IMC textbook - so I'm allowing myself time to kick back and bum around on the comp for now =D *grins*
After reading my IMC text, I think I might actually like this unit.. The content anyway, definitely not the groupwork involved in it -__- It doesn't seem as complicated or scary as I'd thought.. I can HANDLE this! w00t! Haha well I say "seem" because it seems like it now but later on it'll probably all go to hell and get hard and confusing and just plain BLAH.
Ahh I don't know what I'm babbling about anymore, I'm guna go watch some clips or something. That's always fun! =P

Because I'm a DJ ^__~
~~>Saturday 22.07.06<~~
Feeling: honoured XD
mpinkii: he sounds pretty good....the song is nice n everything but whenever it gets to the part "coz im ur girl" i burst into laughter hahhahhahahaa thank you sooo much jayce_gal -----you're my favorite DJ!! xoxxo
Awww.. Totally made my day! Muahahaha

Because I'm not such a failure after all =P
~~>Saturday 22.07.06<~~
Feeling: better ^^
Haha yay, I'm back and I've finished my Jap study for this week, and memorized all the kanji we were supposed to learn, so I don't feel so guilty now =P Haha.. I feel like such a nerd. I mean, who studies in week one?! LOL. Well, certainly not people who can afford not to. Sadly I'm not one of them, and I still feel kind of overwhelmed and lost but for now I've done what I was supposed to do today and that's all that matters. ^^ Therefore, I can sit back and kick up my heels for the rest of the night. Tomorrow I will start on my PR tute work and finish reading my IMC chapter for this week. Like my "CEO" Phil used to say, happy days people, happy days! =P
Also uploading some stuff atm, hehe I'm so generous sometimes =P Sharing makes me happy though, I get a real kick out of uploading stuff for peoples' requests. Am I just weird?? o__o
Maybe it's cuz I'm in a good mood at the moment lol. I managed to find some No Regret Life mp3s on Limewire [until Thursday I hadn't used that program in aaaaages, but I guess this proves it's good to crack it open once in a while.. Never know what you might find!].. Those things are so freaking hard to come by, I swear! No one seems to have the album on the net, the album itself if you buy it is nearly double the normal price of any other Jrock album on Yesasia.com, and the only individual mp3s floating around are versions of the one song, Nakushita Kotoba. Actually it was that song that prompted me to look into their music more after hearing it as one of the ending theme songs on Naruto, and I'm glad I did. Because they rock! Literally! Ahhhahaha.
Hmm, yes, I'm in a splendiferous mood now =D Someone on a forum has just dubbed me as their DJ kekeke *feels useful* ahh I'm so silly, but it's all in good in fun.
In the spirit of feeling generous I've done an audio rip of Kang Sung Hoon's 'Things Gone Through in Love' MV which will have to tide me over until I manage to get my grubby paws on his fourth album *drooool*.. The quality isn't so good, but I like the song! And it's amazing how much he's grown since The Sechskies.. You can hear how his voice has changed [it used to be oh so girly! Haha good old teeny-bopper days! =P], but it really suits. It seems he's branching out into doing mostly ballads lately, and I love that he can pull them off so well. His voice is so smooth and soothing, it really conveys the messages in his music so effortlessly. It's such a shame he's not more widely known and his stuff isn't more readily available. It's seems like that with all the Sechskies members that went solo too.. o__o They've all just disappeared into the background and even though they pull out albums here and there, no one pays much attention to them =( *sigh*

Because I finally remember!! =D
~~>Saturday 22.07.06<~~
Feeling: guilty
Should be studying and brushing up on my Japanese, but I guess I'll do that later tonight =P
In the meantime, now I remember the kpop-related stuff I was meant to rant about yesterday...
*Son Ho Young [formerly of G.O.D] is releasing a solo album in August!! YATTA!! ^__^ And after that will launch his acting career.. Haha, I'd like to see how well that goes down .__. But can't wait to hear his album eeeek XD And I wish Kim Taewoo would release more solo songs too.. *sigh*
*YG Entertainment plans to enter the American [and Japanese] market.. Amazing.. Does this mean se7en will finally properly crack into the US? o__O

Waaay too much time on my hands -__-"
~~>Friday 21.07.06<~~
Feeling: glazed over
So on the bus today, on the way home, out of sheer boredom and having nothing else to do, I started thinking... Here's a direct sneak into my train of thoughts =P
...
If Shinhwa were the Backstreet Boys...

Minwoo would be Nick Carter. Nobody really cares that he can't sing all that well, everybody likes him just because he's "good looking".

JunJin - A.J. McLean. Weird, abstract. Does whacky things. Just is.

Hyesung - Brian Littrell. Always gets the best roles and the best parts in each song.

Eric - Kevin Richardson. Tall, dark, charismatic. Can't sing for crap. Also the oldest.

Dongwan - Howie D. The nicest, the sweetest and vocally strong, but always overlooked in favour of people like Minwoo/Nick Carter or Hyesung/Brian Littrell.

Andy - The odd one out.

LOL.

And here's why Andy is the odd one out: put bluntly, Andy sucks. His voice is weak. His English is fobby to the Nth degree, which is turn makes his tryhard rapping even harder to listen to. Also, he is not hot. If he were to be cut from Shinhwa, the group wouldn't be any worse off because the things that he contributes are already things that the other members do. So what does he bring to the group? Absolutely nothing.
Ahhhaha jeez I'm so mean. Not to worry people, I like Andy just as much as the other members. [Which isn't hard to do, considering I dislike them all now anyway =P Oh except Dongwan, of course =P] I'm sure he's special.. In his.. own.. er.. Andy-like way.
w00t!
Anyway here's more Kpop news for anyone who cares or is interested in the Kpop scene [yes, I do realise that not everyone is -__-"]:
*Taebin's next solo album should be coming out in 2007
*Hwanhee of FTTS is starring in a new Kdrama called 'Over the Rainbow', which should be airing around the end of this month
Umm.. That's about it. LOL. There was more but my brain is having difficulties remembering anything atm. Will come back and edit this entry as appropriate later on ^^

'Jian Dan Ai' | Jay Chou
'Simple Love'

說不上為什麼
Shuo bu shang wei shen me
Couldn�t really say why

我變得很主動
Wo bian de hen zhu dong
I became so bold

若愛上一個人什麼都會值得去做
Re ai shang yi ge ren shen me dou hui zhi de qu zuo
If you fall in love with someone, anything is worth doing

我想大聲宣佈
Wo xiang da sheng shun bu
I want to announce loudly

對妳依依不捨
Dui ni yi yi bu she
I can�t bear to be apart from you

連隔壁鄰居都猜到我現在的感受
Lian ge bi ling ju dou cai dao wo xian zai de gan shao
Even my nextdoor neighbors can guess my feelings right now

河邊的風在吹著頭髮飄動
He bian de feng zai chui zhe tou fa piao dong
The breeze by the river is blowing your hair, swaying

牽著妳的手一陣莫名感動
Qian zhe ni de shou yi zhen mo ming gan dong
Holding your hand, a sense of unknowingly being touched

我想帶妳回我的外婆家
Wo xiang dai ni hui wo de wai po jia
I want to take you back to my grandma�s home

一起看著日落一直到我們都睡著
Yi qi kan zhe ri luo yi zhi dao wo men dou shui jiao
I want to watch the sunset together until we fall asleep

我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開
Wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
I want to just hold your hand like this and not let go

愛能不能夠永遠單純沒有悲哀
Ai neng bu neng gou yung yuan dan chun mei you bei ai
Can love be forever innocent without sadness?

我 想帶妳騎單車
Wo xiang dai ni qi dan che
I want to take you bike-riding

我 想和妳看棒球
Wo xiang he ni kan bang qiu
I want to watch baseball with you

想這樣沒擔憂 唱著歌 一直走
Xiang zhe yang mei dan you chang zhe ge yi zhi zou
Want to be like this with no worries, singing as we walk along

我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開
Wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou be fang kai
I want to just hold your hand like this and not let go

愛可不可以簡簡單單沒有傷害
Ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai
Can love be simple without pain?

妳 靠著我的肩膀
Ni kao zhe wo de jian pang
You leaning on my shoulder

妳 在我胸口睡著
Ni zai wo xiong kou shui jiao
You sleeping on my chest

像這樣的生活 我愛妳 妳愛我...
Xiang zhe yang de sheng huo wo ai ni, ni ai wo...
Like this kind of life, I love you, you love me...

想 簡!簡!單!單! 愛
Xiang... Jian jian dan dan ai...
I want... Simple simple love...

Gargh!!
~~>Wednesday 19.07.06<~~
Feeling: overwhelmed
I just came from my L2 class for Jap. It's only the first week in and already I feel like crying. I know I know, I'm a whinger and a quitter, but seriously.. When did Japanese get this freaking hard and this freaking confusing? Was there something they covered in the content for Japanese 1 last sem that they didn't cover when I did Jap 1 last year?? I feel like I'm missing a huge chunk of info somewhere!! >__<
Now I finally understand why there are less people doing Jap 2.. It's just too hard. If you aced Jap 1, you were either genuinely good at Japanese or you just got lucky. And you'll soon find out who belongs in which category because Jap 2 will weed out the people who got lucky and can't pull their own weight now that they're further into the course. Unfortunately, sons, I fall into the latter category and that may be why I have this unshakeable feeling of impending doom.
My head is absolutely swimming with past tense positive and negative i/na adjectives right now, which is prompting me to raise the following gripe in question form: Why the frick would you need past tense of an adjective? Why can't people stick to making the verbs past tense?? In English we say "It was cold" or "It wasn't cold". The adjective doesn't change! Only the verb! There's no such thing as "*Word-for-postitive-past-tense-of-cold* it was" or "Word-for-negative-past-tense-of-cold it was"!! Gaaargh I swear I'm going insaaane, and I don't think I've ever had such a strong urge to quit and take up Korean instead. >__<
Oddly enough there seem to be equally as many white people in my L2 class as there are are Asians (if not more!) o__o I find that really bizarre, like not complaining or anything.. It's just interesting. They all seem nice anyway, so yeah.. Hopefully will make more friends in the coming weeks XD
I'm really dreading tomorrow's Nova interview. I simply detest the idea of having to get up at the crack of dawn to catch a bus into the city for a session that starts at 8am but you're supposed to arrive at least 15 minutes early, and the order you arrive in determines the order of your interview so the later you come the later you have to stick around for yours, and thus the more screwed over you are. After that I get to haul ass back into the city for uni at 7pm so I'm seriously considering not going.. Especially cuz it's the PR unit. I loathe PR, which is all the more incentive for me to skip it.
Well I think I'm done ranting for now. I'm going to go home now, wash my hair and hopefully get to sleep early enough so that I won't look and feel like utter trash in the morning.
Later days sons..

Blah.
~~>Tuesday 18.07.06<~~
Feeling: nervous
Yeeeap, I knew it. Japanese 2 blows. Hah I guess that was a bit harsh. It's not THAT bad, it just.. doesn't look like I'm going to enjoy it much. I made this prediction earlier and it seems to be coming true. So far anyway.
Had my first L1 class today [L2 is tomorrow >__<] and in all honesty after about 5 minutes of it I felt like running out the door and never coming back. The class is alot smaller than the class last year [which I guess is only to be expected, most people drop out after the first unit], but yeah.. Didn't know a single person and although we did a little revision of level one work, I was shocked at how much I'd forgotten. *sigh* Guess I'd better get my act together and start revising, quick smart.
It really sucks though.. All the bad things are coming back to haunt me, like my never fully getting a grasp on those damn class 1, class 2 and class 3 verbs, and those 17 different types of counters, and the way words just change so damn randomly. Gaaargh!!
On top of that I think it was a bad idea to get so engrossed in Korean things during the last few months. Today when the teacher asked us questions to revise what we'd learnt, I think I was the only person in the class who shouted out "Annio!" [Korean for 'no'] instead of 'iie' [Japanese for 'no'].. �__� Good thing not many people heard me, cuz that would've just been embarrassing >__<
Jap 2 also brings back a lot of memories, and I miss our class from last year. This time there's no Maria, no Jolly, no Cindy, no Ella, no Conway, no Noisyfucker Patrol.. [LOL damn I miss those guys =P] *sigh* I wish I could rewind back to last year.. =(
Hmm there is more stuff I wanted to rant about but the focus of my energy has now switched to freaking out about that Nova info session/interview coming up on Thursday. I didn't realise I had to bring a passport-sized photo with me, so good thing I read the email again I guess. I really don't want to go.. Who the hell wants to get up at the crack of dawn to get to the city by 8am? What kind of insane person set the time and date for this freaking thing anyway? -__-
Looks like I'll be hauling ass to the Hypermarket tomorrow to get my passport photo taken.. *sigh* I really don't want to, and I was planning to spend the day revising my Japanese before I have to go to uni for L2 in the evening..
Stupid me for leaving everything so late .___.

Just because...
~~>Monday 17.07.06<~~
Feeling: drowsy
I made it back home alive, w00t! Uni today wasn't so bad after all =D Well, maybe because I only had to go for one lecture. Can't wait till next week when the tutes start �__�
Today's class was Integrated Marketing Communication, which I've been absolutely dreading ever since I found out it was compulsory for me to do in order to graduate [I would've gone to the ends of the earth to avoid it if I could've -__-]. But what do you know, it doesn't seem half as bad as I'd thought it would be. The lecturer seems pretty cool, although I was kind of disappointed it wasn't Edwina from Consumer Behaviour. She's seriously one of the best lecturers I've ever had, and not just because she's the queen of CFs =P [She always shows interesting ads and clips in lectures.. All in the name of education, of course ^__~]
As soon as I sat down I was really surprised to see Sam walk into the room. He's this Malaysian dude who was in my E-Marketing tute last sem, he's a nice kid. Ahhahaha okay so he's a shitload taller than me [let's face it though, there's not many people who aren't =P] but I'm in third year and he's only in first. So bleah! =P Anyway, it was nice to have someone to sit with. I mean I've sat through enough freaking lectures as a loner to be used to it by now, but company is always nice ^__^
I'm still nervous about Japanese class tomorrow though >__< I also can't remember where my workbook for it is, I guess I'd better get up early tomorrow to find it. *sigh*
Anyhoo.. I've changed the banner for this site again. I'm still feeling slightly negative towards Shinhwa at the moment, I guess what that ex-fan wrote really got to me good. Incredible. I find it hard to watch or read or listen to anything Shinhwa-related without getting somewhat angry or cynical. When I watch video clips of them now, my brain won't stop screaming "You FAAAKES!!" And I know this sounds really lame, but I've been having bad dreams about them too. Hah.. Crazy, I know. But anyway since the only member I have any respect for right now is Kim Dongwan, I've taken the Shinhwa banner down and adopted a KangTa & Vanness banner instead, which I quickly threw together earlier this afternoon [oh who am I kidding, I've been looking for an excuse to muck around with my new image editor for ages now =P]. I'm not actually that fond of Vanness, but I'm still a devout KangTa fan! ^^ And I think the whole thing actually goes better with the color scheme and layout than the Shinhwa banner did huh? o__o I'm considering making a banner where it's just aaaall KangTa [because KangTa is a spunk and you know it! ^__~] but we'll see how much time I have once the weekend comes. Anyway for now I'm avoiding all things Shinhwa until I get a grip and start getting back into the Shinhwa swing of things again. Because if I keep exposing myself to their stuff I know I'll just keep feeling disgusted or get sick of them even quicker. [Lol knowing how fickle I am though, this probably won't take long. Anyone want to make wagers on how long my Shinhwa boycotting will last? =P]
But anyway.. I guess I should get to sleep. Another day of uni tomorrow.. *sigh*
Goodnight sons!

Because I have too much time on my hands...
~~>Sunday 16.07.06<~~
Feeling: mediocre
I'm still reeling from this forum post Jaclyn-sama showed me yesterday about the nasty experience one fan [or perhaps I should say ex-fan] had with Shinhwa.. Basically after reading all of it, Dongwan appears to be the nicest, although Andy is unaccounted for since she didn't actually try to approach him. It's really quite shocking and I feel disappointed that they could be that uncaring towards their fans but I dunno.. I guess still like reading stuff about them, which is why I'm posting the stuff below.. But whenever I think of them now I find it hard to imagine what they're like. Not that I knew to begin with, but it's kinda hard to imagine them as nice people now. Except Dongwan, of course.. Hehehe.. Now he's totally justified for being my favourite! I might consider putting up a copy of the post [with full credits of course =P], so people can make up their own minds up about it.. But anyways for now, this is a reeeally old transcript of an interview from around the time of their first/second album. Enjoy ^^ [Once again, touched up some of the grammar myself =P]

Which member is most afraid of Ghosts?

Group: Hyesung, we can't choose anyone else! When he watches scary shows like 'To Yo Mystery' he runs away and when we start telling scary stories, he covers his ears with his hands and says, "Stop it!!"

Which member seems like they catch bugs best and why?

Group: Eric. Eric probably hates mosquitos the most. When he sleeps, if there's even one mosquito, he won't sleep until he kills it.

Andy: Eric hyung really hates bugs but he's fascinated by them. I've seen him say "Wow, how can they look like this??" and put the bug on a sheet of paper and burn it. Hyung!! You're scary!

Who has the worst sleeping habits?

Minwoo: Eric. He has sleeping habits that a normal person can't have. If you talk to him he'll answer you, if you sing he'll rap for you. Once I did a beatbox and he did one too, and sometimes he sleeps with his eyes open.

Who trusts others too much?

Hyesung: JunJin. Once we hid his sunglasses and watched for his reaction. Jinnie was searching around the house but he didn't suspect any of the members so I told him "We hid it so you have an hour to find it, if you don't find it in the hour, we'll give it to you." Anyone else would have been like "Give it back now!" and would have gotten mad.. But Jinnie searched for an hour and after an hour he gave up and was sitting down looking depressed.. We saw that and we had to give his sunglasses back and tell him we were sorry.

Which member can laugh and forget about ANYTHING no matter what, and can be carefree?

Dongwan: I can never be carefree, just my laugh is carefree. Puhahahaha!!

Eric: Minwoo has a carefree personality, he laughs a lot too. Even when he gets mad, he lets it go quickly and makes everyone else comfortable

Which member, when they get mad, is so scary that nobody else can go near him?

Eric: Andy. Not enough that nobody can go near him, but when he gets scary enough that he can't control his strength, he turns the house upside down. When he's mad he's as strong as Hercules. Even if he just hits the person next to him, it hurts enough that you think you're going to go flying. But once he calms down, he says in a cute voice, "Hyu-uh-ung, I'm sorry, heh heh heh."

Andy: I don't get mad unless they don't give me food and I have to eat ramen!

Who seems like they'd be a family man?

Minwoo: Dongwan, he's good at washing dishes.

Eric: Hyesung, he's good at taking care of others and he's good at arranging his things.

Dongwan: Minwoo, he's good at taking care of his friends. He's busy so that wouldn't be easy, but when you see him call up his friends in a city frequently, then you think later on, "He'll have a nice family."

Which member would look the BEST with a shaved head?

Group: Eric. The shape of his head is nice and he looks like a primitive person! Heehee just kidding. We've seen an old picture of him with a shaved head, and it looked good on him.

Which member uses money the least?

Minwoo: Jin! Will a day come when Jin uses money? Or is he someone that doesn't know he has to use money?? When we go to the supermarket to buy things, he says he left his wallet at home. Jinnie-ya I'm sorry, I'm not saying you're a scrooge or anything.

Hyesung: It's true, Jinnie doesn't spend money but that's cuz he doesn't carry around his wallet.

Which member would look the best as a girl?

Dongwan: Jinnie. He looks pretty .

Hyesung: We went to Kangwon for a an ENG shoot and we went to my uncle's house. When my aunt saw JunJin, she asked, "Is that a girl member?"

Who is most stubborn?

Eric: Dongwan. Once he starts getting stubborn nobody can do anything about it. If he even THINKS he's right he won't give up, but after he realizes he's wrong he stops being stubborn and says he's sorry.

Who's the mama's boy?

Group: Andy of course!!

Who has trouble riding scary rides?

Group: Manager hyung! When we went to an amusement park we were riding roller coasters, but he was riding a sing-song car.

Who would be the best fighter?

Hyesung: Andy. He's strong. I've never see him fighting with anyone before but when he gets mad he becomes as strong as Hercules, so he would be a good fighter too.

Eric: Jinnie. He looks mild but his hands are big, so if he lets his fists fly... You're screwed! Our height is similar but his hands are bigger, you should compare our hands sometime.

You're at Lotte world and there's a lot of people. A little girl 2 or 3 years old starts following you around saying, "Daddy!!" A lot of people are staring and thinking this is interesting. What would you say/do?

Eric: I'd buy her icecream and quietly admonish her and then send her off... But if she keeps doing it then I'd get mad.

Dongwan: I'd call the little one, "MOM!!" and follow her around!

Hyesung: "She says I'm her dad!" and brag to the other people.

Minwoo: "Aigoo, my daughter!" and hug her.

JunJin: "What's wrong? There's your dad, right there!" and let someone else deal with her.

Andy: "YAH! I'm not your dad!" (Meanie!! >__<)

What would you do if you're watching TV with your parents and a really heavy something-you-just-can't-watch, kiss scene comes on??

Eric: I'd start doing something else.

Dongwan: I'd say "NEWS!" and change the channel, or start talking to my mom about her day.

Hyesung: I'd just watch.

Minwoo: I'd watch my parents closely and say, "MOM, you did this with dad too huh?" Embarass them!

JunJin: I'd turn the volume on louder and TRY to embarass my parents.

Andy: I'd say, "MOM! What's that? How do you do that??"

Who cries easily?

Eric: Hyesung. He cries when we see sad movies.

Dongwan: JunJin. He's most sensitive.

Hyesung: None, I've never seen any of them crying... ((he was prolly the one crying ^-^ V))

Minwoo: Hyesung. He cried when he read 'Father' and when Andy asked "Hyung, did the father die??" Hyesungie ran away crying.

Credits to Soompi.com I think? ^__^

Attention all QUT students...
~~>Sunday 16.07.06<~~
Feeling: jumpy
You, yes you, that's right, YOU! Ready your pens, fellow QUT-ians [or Griffith-ians, or UQ-ians, or TAFE-ians, or any other tertiary-studying-ians too =P], for the end of semester unit evaluation and feedback forms! It seems uni actually does take into account the feedback students submit and, not only that, actually DOES something about it.
I discovered this just earlier when I was getting myself prepared for week one - in the unit outline for my Integrated Marking Communication subject were the words:
"MODIFICATIONS TO UNIT FROM STUDENT FEEDBACK:
The number of assessment pieces has been reduced from student feedback."

Hallelujah!! =P
Also, thanks to the feedback from some other kind-souled, altruistic students, it seems my PR unit has been revised and the central exam... removed!! ^______________^ *whale face* So you see? Feedback really does make a difference afterall!
Ahhh I'm so happy! So now, contrary to what I'd been worrying about before, I only have 1 mid semester exam and 2 final exams. Praise be to the beings responsible for this!! On top of that, there's a shitload less group work than I thought there would be, so I'm definitely happy about that. *phew*
I'm actually feeling pretty optimistic now about the semester ahead [although I get like this at the start of pretty much every new semester, so I've learned to ignore the feeling pretty well =P]. The unit I'm most scared about is Japanese 2. I think it's because I barely got the grade I did for Japanese 1 by the skin of my teeth [and there was a shitload of fluking involved in that as well >__<]. I don't know if I can pull off a decent enough grade to raise my GPA this time? *sigh* Also.. I don't know how much I'm going to enjoy taking the class this time around because I'm expecting it to be nothing like last year. Probably because I enjoyed Japanese last year for all the wrong reasons [because hey.. Whatever gets you through, right?] *sigh* None of the same people, none of the same friends.. =( I hope I can make new ones, even though I still feel kind of odd about the whole thing.. Hmm.. -__-
Anyways.. Today I finally satisfied my craving for kebabs which sprouted yesterday [*cough* no thanks to my underboss mOeie =P]. Went to Market Suare with Jaclyn-sama and we ate our fill, then afterwards we just sat in the car and chatted and took some silly photos. Chatting is fun ^^ [Especially when over food =P]. I think it's times like this that I'll miss the most next year.. *sigh* ={
But anyway, for now it's time to enjoy my last few hours of freedom before the new semester officially begins. Because I'm feeling so positive, I'm not even going to complain about how us QUT-ians are jipped of an extra week of holidays, or how time flies way too quickly for my liking, or how I wish I'd done this, that and the other but didn't get around to doing it... =P
Later days sons!

KangTa fever strikes again!
~~>Saturday 15.07.06<~~
Feeling: bummed
I just did an audio rip of KangTa performing a cover of the Chinese song Lao Shu Ai Da Mi [Mouse Loves Big Rice] ^^ Download the song here.
Unfortunately someone had cut a chunk of the video out in the middle so it's is a bit short. Terrible quality too, and because it's live there's also alot of screaming in the background.. But hey, it's KangTa! And that makes it worth it! =P You can imagine how wonderful it'd be if he'd sung this in a studio though... *sigh* =F
Also you might notice his voice drops out a few times in song as well, which was because he held his mic out for the crowd to sing into.. Ahh.. *swoons* He's such a good performer! He sings, dances, performs and composes like none other.. *sigh* Is there anything he CAN'T do?! XD

Bleeeahhh...
~~>Friday 14.07.06<~~
Feeling: unsatisfied
Has anyone noticed how bad my driving has become lately? o__o Not that I was the greatest driver in the world to begin with, but these days my driving has really gone downhill... I have trouble making proper judgement, I get nervous alot really easily and I just don't take risks anymore like I used to... [Lol okay, so taking less risks doesn't sound like such a bad thing but when you're at the point of being paranoid and mousey, it really isn't good at all.] *sigh* What's happening to me?? >__<
Today I nearly ran over a cop. Even worse, it was at a pedestrian crossing -__- I was trying to cross from Sunnybank to Sunny Park to get Tamie to work so I'm going to put the blame down to being in a rush. But seriously.. Argh, I dunno.. It seemed like he just appeared out of nowhere! I hit the brakes straight away and apologised profusely by waving but he still gave me the dirtiest, crankiest glare. And it was one of those stares where the person continues to turn their head as they walk so they can keep staring at you! Like wtf.. I already said sorry! So even though I was at fault, he was a jerk so I hope I scared him GOOD.
Anyways.. Last night was Real Situation Thursday with Jaclyn-sama!! Ahhahaha okay so it's meant to be "Real Situation Sunday" but yesterday was Thursday, and so I thought it would be appropriate to make lame jokes, and yeah.. You get my drift =P *cough* It's amazing how much time you can actually spending watching these crazy shows.. We managed to watch our way through about 7 hours of X-man and Banjun Drama, and probably would've continued with more if I hadn't had to go home =P Too bad we didn't have any Loveletter episodes or it really would've been Variety Thursday hehe.
Hmm.. What else.. Oh yes, latest uploads:
Shinhwa mp3s!! w00t! Haha.. Some old songs:
Just Be My Love
How Do I Say
Wish [I Swear]
All of which are highly recommended! The first two are nice and upbeat.. Feel-good sort of songs ^__^ And the last is a beautiful ballad showcasing Hyesung's amazing vocals.
Also, a video clip of cuts from various shows/situations showing Eric and Minwoo being.. Hmm.. Extremely affectionate? =P It's cute though, although I must say nothing quite tops how cute Eric is in that clip of him singing The Banana Song muahahaha..
While I'm on the topic of Shinhwa-related things, there's something about this layout that I'm not quite satisfied with. I think it's the banner and the colour of the borders so I'm going to tweak and toggle around with them until I'm satisfied. Bear with me sons ^^

w00t w00t! Let's rock and roll! ^__~
~~>Thursday 13.07.06<~~
Feeling: satisfied
I've been working through the night like a madman to finally pull off this new layout with minimal downtime. Ahhhahaha okay I lie, it's only 2am, and it's not like anyone really cares how long this site is down for. But I am now officially exhausted! -__-zzZzzZzz
So... New laaaayout? o__o Kekeke.. Since I've well and truly been rekindling my love for Shinhwa of late, I figured I might as well make a layout devoted to them so.. Here it is! Some people might be thinking, "Gray font and orange links? That's a major fashion NO-NO!" Well, to those people I say... SHOVE IT! Ahhahahha kidding, kidding.. Come back, please!! >__<
Hah.. There's a perfectly logical explanation behind the colour scheme: orange is the Shinhwa colour! ^__^ I'm also keeping this layout nicely plain and simple because like they say, less is more. Buahahaha no, who am I kidding.. It's like this because I didn't know how to do anything else with my limited html knowledge. [Wow, being tired does wonders for my honesty levels .__.]
Before I go to bed, I would just like to reiterate that html is SUCH a bitch to deal with at 2 o'clock in the morning!! >__<
Well that's it for me now.. At least I can successfully cross one thing off that to-do list, w00t! ^^
Goodnight sons!

Jam-packed excitement!
~~>Wednesday 12.07.06<~~
Feeling: ambitious
Well I've had a pretty boring holiday so far, how about you sons? There were a few days when I did some fun stuff with people, but other than that I've mostly been sitting at home wasting the time away. Oddly enough, even when you're doing nothing, time still seems to fly.. O_O Now it's only a few more days left till uni starts again and I'm desperately trying to cram in all the activities I've been meaning to do but haven't gotten around to. There just aren't enough hours in a day!
So the next few days will be jam-packed with lots [hopefully =P] of fun stuff to do.. Variety Thursday with Jaclyn-sama!! [We're so over the Kdramas, it's onto variety game shows like Xman for us =P] Lunch with my sis Tamie, and CrAzY AsIaN grocercy shopping afterwards!!
Actually.. That's about all I have lined up haha. w00t, I'm so popular aren't I -__-
But I have a to-do list which includes finishing up that fanfic I started ages ago and never got around to completing, making a new layout for this site [I've been inspired by some graphics I.. saw.. *cough* stole *cough*.. from the Samsung website XD] and lots and lots of downloading!! Yaaaay! =P
Better get started now haha. Later days sons

>__<
~~>Monday 10.07.06<~~
Feeling: guilty
Oookay.. I've uploaded and posted in a forum an unreleased song by Shinhwa and I don't know if I should have >__<" I just realised that one of the sources might actually be a member of the place where I posted it up, and even though I did give full credit to the original sources in my post I feel kind of bad.. What if I wasn't meant to take it and splay it around elsewhere?
Hnmmm...
Well... What's done is done I guess. It's already uploaded, so for anyone else who wants to hear the song, here's the link: Shinhwa - The Street.
Credit: Samsung.com, n!kk! @ shinhwachangjo.net for downloading and converting, and .:: Stacey ::. @ kpopper.
I did go to the website myself and try to rip my own copy, but that pretty much went to hell after a few attempts. I managed to rip SOMETHING, god knows what, but it refused to play or be encoded into a decent audio format either. So... Everyone should be extremely grateful to the person who did manage to convert it! XD And like I said earlier, this song hasn't been released yet so not even money can buy it =P w00t!
Anyway.. Shinhwa fans should definitely head to the website [here: click me ^__~]. It has an interactive Shinhwa fansite where you can sample some of their music videos, songs, screensavers, wallpapers, etc, and apparently you can even send a message to Shinhwa themselves, or individual members [but who knows whether they'll actually be read or not -__-]... Oh haha and there's also this funky "Who is my Shinhwa soulmate?" quiz.. I liked it because after each round of questions it narrows down your options and you actually get to see who remains after each stage as you progress. Needless to say, I did the quiz straight away =P I was surprised and ecstatic when Dongwan was still in the final two, because he still stands as my favourite member =D But in the end...? It seems my "soul mate" is...
Took a screenshot of it haha.. Click the thumbnail to see who it is:
LOL what a crack up, he already has a girlfriend! =P But oh well, all in good fun =]
Anyways I'm off to go drink chamomile tea in my Shinhwa magic cup. I know I trashed them in my last post, but I simply can't stop myself from drooling over them =P
Later days!

Mmm.. Toast..
~~>Monday 10.07.06<~~
Feeling: content
I ate the strangest thing today! Haha well not really, but it wasn't something I would've expected to find in an Asian restaurant. Went to Market Square with Eric, this little boy I met on the bus ages ago. Oh boy, does that sound wrong hah. Well he's not a little boy as such, I just assumed he was younger cuz he's in first year and I'm already in third. Turns out he's actually older than me by a few years �__�
We ate at Coffee Square and I actually enjoyed myself. I used to avoid the place because it's notorious for all the Hongkies that congregate there, so I've only ever eaten there once before. [And that was with Bao who refused to recommend anything good, so I ended up haphazardly picking the only dish that looked familiar... Good old char kway tiao hah =P] This time around I tried this really bizarre snack that Eric recommended.. Peanut butter and condensed milk toast o__o Haha I don't know about you, but it was a bizarre combination if I ever did see one, and I'd never heard of such a thing before so I was kind of dubious.. But it was actually really nice! Basically it's just a sandwich made with a spread of peanut butter mixed with condensed milk, dipped in some sort of egg mixture or something like that, and then fried [kind of like French toast] to make it crispy on the outside... Then they serve it with this massive slab of butter on top and a bottle of syrup for you to drizzle over it as well. Absolutely delicious! Wish I'd taken a photo of it hah.

Digging up Shinhwa dirt
~~>Sunday 09.07.06<~~
Feeling: amused
I'm bored and attempting to get over my lousy results for uni, so I'm posting this. Stumbled across these diary entries on the net and I was surprised to learn that they ARE learning Japanese after all and not just having lyrics handed to them on a plate to be memorized. Okay, so that DOES happen, but at least they're attempting to learn the language to back it up, that's a plus I guess =] On the other hand I was also shocked to learn that contrary to what I'd thought, Dongwan DOES smoke after all. I'm so disappointed... *sigh* It seems the more I learn about Shinhwa, the more I realise they're just normal human beings. [Okay, people are probably rolling their eyes now and going 'DUH!' .__.] But anyway.. So many people idolize them, look up to them, go nuts over them.. They're good looking, they can sing, they can dance, rah, rah, rah.. But so what? At the end of the day, they're just normal people like you and me. They swear, they bitch, they rant, they're materialistic, they look like shit without make up on... They're just like everyone else, except that they get paid a shitload to do what they do [for example, Eric was recently offered the equivalent of about $1.7 million USD for just ONE Kdrama series.. Shiiiiit..] Eventually you wake up and realize that they aren't always what you perceived them to be and that, just like everyone else, they have sides to them that you don't always see.
But anyway.. I think I'm starting to change my perspective on them. On top of all the stuff I read today, I also watched this video of Shinhwa arriving in Shanghai, where more than 2500 fans had shown up to the greet them at the airport. It was insane how many supporters had shown up, waiting for a single glimpse of their idols... And then when they finally did stroll through the gates and everyone started cheering, did they even acknowledge their fans? Hell no, they just kept walking! Only two people waved [I think one was Minwoo, the other is still undetermined =P because the video quality wasn't all that good, and they looked like they had long, girly hair.. So it could've even been someone who wasn't in the group!]... The rest of them just kept walking straight ahead. Jeeez! Talk about ungrateful and snobby! And fair enough, people suffer from jetlag [although if they were flying over from Korea, being so close to China, I can't imagine the jetlag being so severe that they couldn't even lift a hand to wave]... Bah!!
On the other side of the scale I did read some nice stuff about them today, so I dunno.. Hard to judge I guess. One of the nicest ones was Dongwan's fan meeting.. When a fan who had flown all the way over from Japan just to attend asked, "Do you remember me?" he replied, "Of course!" and then surprised everyone in the crowd by proceeding to recall all the details of when they'd last met. Also, when filming Wolf, Eric was involved in that accident where the stunt driver didn't hit the brakes in time and crashed into Eric and the lead actress [can't remember her name though >__<].. As soon as Eric realised what was happening, he grabbed the actress and wrapped his arms around her so she would be protected from the force of the hit.. Of course this lead to him being knocked unconscious and needing surgery, but.. how noble!! *sigh*
Anyways, crapping on again haha.. Here are some of the diary entries that I found interesting ^^ Although I did touch up the grammar myself, MASSIVE credits go to: girlswalker, shinhwachina, orenji728, ShinhwaChangJo.net, Good EMG...

Hyesung: 10.12.05
Back in Japan.
Overtire myself when I was in Korea. Feeling sleepy now (TヘTo) クゥ
Manager was late. Had no choice but to hide in the toilet when I reached the airport ||wc||- ̄)/
The fans must have thought I had a bad stomach ( ̄- ̄;).。o○(imagining)
Didn't have the chance to use Japanese in Korea. My spoken Japanese will get worse. (ー_ー;
OK! Will go to bed after memorising a few hiragana words.

Hyesung: [Not sure of the date and can't be bothered to backtrack and find it]
Met the new vocal teacher to learn how to express my feelings better and appropriately when singing Japanese songs.
The teacher told me to persevere however difficult it may be.
Seems to be really difficult. (TωT)ウルウル
Went out looking for some tasty sushi at night, but didn't manage to find any. Ate hamburger (TωT)ウルウル
(TωT)ウルウル = baby crying softly

LOL! Hyesung is more adorable than I used to think [for some reason I'd always thought of him as kind of vain and arrogant hah.. my bad! XD].. He does complain about how difficult learning hiragana is, but daaamn.. That's one of the easiest parts, isn't it? o_O I guess he hasn't met the likes of kanji yet -__- Anyways, read on!

Dongwan: The reasons I have to quit smoking.
[Dated sometime this year but again I forgot and can't be bothered to backtrack.]
I have an irregular pulse.
It smells.
I have to pay money to get scaling and whitening.
The chance of going senile is higher.
Hands get colder.
Abilty to exercise gets lower.
I feel suffocated..
When I smoke I feel suffocated..
Aaahhh~~ Why do I smoke?
Aaaaaaaaackkk!!

Dongwan: 15.02.06 On valentines day..
Chocolates are expensive.
Traffic jams occur.
Useless people call you.
Girls that you don't really like call you.
I too call uselessly.
Text messages come.
You get useless chocolates. (Still this year I got one Fererro Rocher chocolate!)
Parties happen.
What else is there?
We've fallen for chocolate companies' commercialism..
Today I went to City Hall. Went to motorbike store. Went to fix my car. Did heaps of working out. Came home and raged while watching SOS..
Thus the end of my valentines day diary..

Dongwan: 22.01.06 Hi Everyone
Me, its me. Kiddo Kim Dongwan.
Kiddo Kim Dongwan today ate too much potato soup that sour burps keep coming out, and from the abdominal inflation I can't fall asleep..
Ah fark I feel like I want to at least vomit or something~ ㅜㅜ
In the olden days when I went 'Gonna vomit!' I did, but these days when I actually think about doing it I feel sorry for the food so.. boohooㅜ ㅜ
Ahhhh~~ My stomach is hot probably from eating it too spicy...huk! I'm gonna try drinking soya milk.
Ohhhhhhhhhhock!!!
I'm even more full from drinking the soy milk..! Sigh~~
Maybe I'll try dieting?

JunJin: 29.12.05 Hello~~~!!!
Hellllooo~!! It's Jun Jin!!
I bet you're all curious because I'm hard to see these days? keke
These days I'm working hard on studying Japanese...
and planning to really get down to exercising...
and working hard on singing too.. heehee
and I'm practicing dancing hard too~~!!
Soon I will greet you all with another good drama or movie so..
♡ me Chungjae a lot okayyy~!!
Be careful of colds..
and Shinhwa 8th album thats going to come out soon.. look forward to it a lot x2~~!!!!
heehee~~
from Chungjae since a while....

Going backwards...
~~>Sunday 09.07.06<~~
Feeling: shit
Yeah... Okay so Jaclyn-sama just informed me that QUT has FINALLY gotten off its ass and released our results.. I'm so disappointed. I honestly had high hopes for this sem, but I've done really shit. Okay, not shit shit. But definitely not good enough by my standards. Once again for two of my units I missed the higher grade by 1% and 2% respectively. And I know that's not as extreme a case as other peoples'.. Jaclyn said she missed a 7 by 0.8%, and Conway just mentioned he missed a 7 by 0.2%.. People in THOSE situations deserve the right to complain more than I do.. But if I'd just gotten those damn few more percentages I would've raised my GPA to a half decent level! Honestly.. I'm going backwards. And instead of raising my GPA, I've lowered it. I'm so angry with myself right now!
Emroze has just advised me that I should ask to get my grades reviewed but I dunno.. Knowing my luck they'll probably just mark me down instead of up. I haven't even gotten my damn assignment results back yet, I assume because the stupid slackass tutors haven't finished marking them.. And the deadline for applying is within 10 days of results being released. On top of that I just looked up some info about it and it seems it costs 20 fucking dollars for each unit that you want reviewed. 30$ if you want to take it the next level up.
What a crock of shit.
Sure, I can appreciate that they have to have some kind of mechanism in place otherwise you'd get idiots left right and centre applying to have their grades reveiwed if it were free.. But shit.. What if someone genuinely did deserve a better grade than what they got? Why the hell should a student have to fork out money to get the grade that's rightfully theirs??
Not saying that I do deserve better grades.. But argh I'm so frustrated. Why the fuck can't they give us back our assignments already so I can damn well know whether I do or not?! Should I go see my lecturers about reviewing my grades? Or just cross my fingers and hope for the best that next sem I can actually do half decently?
I don't know what to do... =(

Another Winter day...
~~>Friday 07.07.06<~~
Feeling: bland
It's just another mediocre day, I'm at home once again doing nothing all that productive. Glazing over a couple of fanfics here and there. Just uploaded a couple more mp3s, some Lee Minwoo [or "M", as he likes to call himself] songs:
Last First Kiss [Pop Mix Version] - I absolutely love, love, LOVE this remix! I hated the original version and I actually used to cringe at some of the lyrics but for some reason I don't mind this one. o_O Two thumbs up from me =D
Annyong - off Shinhwa's most recent Winter Story album where each member did a solo song. It's.. cute? Not sure how to describe it, but it's nice and mellow anyway. Good to relax to.
In other music related news, apparently Taebin's second album will be released in 2007. YES!! About freaking time too muahaha. I wish it were sooner though =(
Well that's about all.. Back to fanfics for me now =D
Later days...

If you were a kindergarten teacher...
~~>Wednesday 05.07.06<~~
Came across this while browsing the net.. It's a transcript of an interview with Shinhwa. I thought some of their answers were really cute and I adore Shinhwa, so I'm posting it up =P Touched up some of the lousy grammar here and there too =]
Credit: asianfanatics.com

Q: If your student came to you crying that they pooped in their pants, what would you do/say?

Eric:"WHAT? You pooped! Uuuaccckkk~"
Dongwan: "Eeeeey..Don't lie~"
Junjin: "REALLY?"
Minwoo: "Don't worry! I'll go change you into new clothes."
Hyesung: I'll go to the bathroom and start washing them up.
Andy: "OH WELL"

Q: What would you do if your student said "I want to marry you when I grow up"?

Eric: If it's a girl I'll be nice to her, but if it's a guy I'll punish him.
Dongwan: I'll wait.
Junjin: I'll just laugh, and take it as a yes.
Minwoo: "SURE! Okay!"
Hyesung: I'll feed them with food so that they can grow, but I'll feed them with food they dislike, like vegetables.

Q: If you are driving the kindergarten bus and a kid started crying...

Eric: I'll give them some dried fruit.
Dongwan: I'll stop by McDonalds and buy them an ice cream.
Junjin: I'll first find out why they're crying, and make them stop.
Minwoo: I'll turn on some exciting music.. Change the music to "TELETUBBY TECHNO".
Hyesung: I'll try to make them stop crying.
Andy: I'll stop the car first and calm them down.

Q: If you liked one of the female teachers that worked at the same school as you, what would you do for her to like you?

Eric: I'll give the kids money and tell them to go do something for me.
Dongwan: I'll go sneak on her.
Junjin: ????
Minwoo: "Umm~ do you like to dance?"
Hyesung: How about writing her a letter?
Andy: I'll listen carefully.

Q: One of your kids just peed in their pants, and now two other kids are fighting and kicking each other...

Eric: First I'll judge them, and give a penalty to whoever caused the fight.
Dongwan: I'll teach them TAEKWONDO.
Junjin: I'll just leave them alone.
Minwoo: "They shouldn't fight because if they do fight then they're bad kids."
Hyesung: First of all I'll calm them down, but will slightly punish them.
Andy: I'll stop the fighting and punish them.

LOL. Go the Techno Teletubbies!

She's got the Midas touch
~~>Wednesday 05.07.06<~~
Feeling: mehh
No, I'm sorry, I lied. I don't have the Midas touch. What I DO have however is some kind of uncanny ability to destroy digital cameras; every camera I touch turns into a useless heap of plastic. I shipped my Canon off to the repair centre in Sydney a couple of days ago, figuring that I could just use my old HP one in the meantime. Well.. Apparently not. My HP refuses to work now too! I can't even turn the damn thing on, the indicator lights just flicker once and that's it. Yesterday I figured it was just dead batteries but when I tried again today with fresh batteries it didn't work either. Crock of fucking shit. I'm just not destined to own a digital camera hah �__�
On the bright side I went out with Bubby for a bit today and managed to snag two pairs of shoes for 45$. Well actually, it's one pair of shoes and a pair of boots.. All for 45 bucks.. Absolute bargain! >=D I should really stop spending money though.. *sigh* Oh well.. All in the name of good investments! =P
My mom's "lunch party" yesterday was pretty craptacular. Thankfully Jaclyn-sama came over and made it remotely bearable. My mom really drives me up the wall sometimes, I swear! >=( *growls*
After lunch we quickly made off with Jaclyn's car to Sunnybank, where we sat with Jimmy at work for two and a half whole hours. Yes, we're sad and we have too much time on our hands, but hey.. It was better than hanging around my house with my mom on the warpath.
I really like Jimmy's workplace, it's nice and clean and tidy. Plus it's situated in the less busy area of Sunnybank so you don't have to cop an eyeful of morons and tryhards going past like you would if you were near, say, the foodcourt. Since Jimmy's boss wasn't there, we took the liberty of sitting ourselves down and trying on pair after pair of glasses and rummaging through their stationery drawer. Fun stuff! Muahahaha >=D
After closing time we were forced to leave, and eventually we ended up at Will's house where I attempted to learn how to ride a bike. I've never learned how to ride =( *feels ashamed* I don't even OWN a bike, so there's never really been any point in learning =P But it's something I'd like to do before I go overseas because it could come in miiiighty handy. Needless to say, I failed miserably and I gave up after a while. I'm a quitter, yes =P Oh well. Guess I'd better pack my rollerblades -__-
From Will's house we migrated to Sonny's house, where we watched Russell Peters on Rove Live. He was only on for like 2 minutes though, what a shame he didn't get a longer time slot.. I think he's fricking hilarious! Can't wait till the end of the year when he'll be in Brisbane, hopefully get tickets to his show XD
Other than that, I haven't done much other stuff these holidays. Not being very productive at all. I've given up on learning Korean too hah. I've taught myself to read and write, but that doesn't take a genius cuz the Hangul alphabet is relatively easy to pick up. That's as far as it goes though, I just can't be bothered anymore. I think I'm slowly getting over the Korean infatuation hah. I'm over K-dramas. I'm over K-movies. I still love my K-pop and my kimchi fried rice but that's about it. Just as well too, since once next semester starts I'm guna need to focus all my efforts on uni and Japanese 2. Trying to juggle Korean and Japanese at the same time would just be stupid, not to mention confusing. Speaking of which.. The other day, out of desperation, I was just about ready to pick French or German as my final elective for next sem.. Simply because I did NOT want to blow one of my precious electives on something marketing-related. Crazy as it sounds, I would've chosen Indonesian [had it been available], since Indonesian and Malay is somewhat similar and I've always wanted to learn Malay. Since my parents ARE Malaysian -__-. It's a shame I'm not more in touch with my roots. Sadly they don't offer Indonesian in semester 2, and I realised that 3 of my subjects have end of semester exams and I'm not on the hunt for a fourth exam. Eventually I decided to just stick with marketing ethics as my final unit.. Hopefully it'll be a cruisy one >__<
And speaking of uni.. Where the fuck are our fucking grades already?! Griffith and UQ already have theirs! Faaaar out, I hate that QUT is always, always, always the slowest to release results! We also have the shittiest exam schedules and crappiest holidays that end earlier than everyone else's. One person said that results will come out on the 10th, Sonny said on the 12th. Either way, what the frick! Honestly, what a crock of shit.. We go back to uni on the 17th, couldn't they make a LITTLE more effort to give us our grades BEFORE we start the next sem? T-t-t-today, jerkasses �__�
Bah! Now I'm in a cranky, ranting mood. Stupid uni.
-__-

It's out! =D
~~>Monday 03.07.06<~~
Feeling: dampened
w00t, the full version of the 127 Days MV by KangTa & Vanness is finally out! It's the Chinese version only, can't find the Korean one yet. I guess they're doing it this way cuz the Korean video for Scandal was released before the Chinese one so this makes it somewhat fair hah. But if they're doing anything like what they did with the Scandal video, the Korean version will be exactly the same except with the Korean lyrics dubbed into it instead. =P Their album was like that too, which was kind of disappointing. It was exactly the same songs that were released with the Korean Scandal single but done over in Chinese, no new songs at all. Bummer. Oh well, I've downloaded it anyway haha. She can't help herself, can she? -__-"
Well I've just finished uploading 127 Days, get your copy of the MV here. Even though it's a sad video, I think the sadness of it all is what makes it good. Worth the watch =]

FFS!!!
~~>Sunday 02.07.06<~~
Feeling: angry
Okay boys and girls, hands up who here hates people who spoil endings?!? Well I for one loathe the fact that you can't browse through a fricking forum thread about a drama without some moron ruining the fricking ending for you!
I'm a bit slow off the mark but I just learned that KangTa did a Chinese drama last year called "The Magic Touch of Fate". Intrigued, because I hadn't previously heard anything about it before, I decided to delve into it further only to have the ending spoiled by some moron out there.
Forum member 1: ... Hope you guys will enjoy it, the ending is surprising.
Forum member 2 [aka the jerkass who spoilt it for everyone]: yes, stupid ending, they were siblings....
[note that I blanked out that last part because I for one do not want to ruin the ending for anyone else who might happen to be reading this and want to watch the ending for themselves -__- if you do want to read it though, hold down your left button and drag your mouse across the white space to highlight the text.]
It's just as well I've lost interest in watching the series now; for one thing the episodes seem incredibly hard to find unless you're a big user of bittorrent or Clubbox.. Bittorrent gives me the shits, and as for Clubbox.. Well let's just say I'm not proficient enough in Korean to know how to work the damn thing [hell, I'm not proficient at ALL -__-]. On top of that, the reviews weren't all that great and it's typically another series about love, love triangles, and mushy crap [I don't think I can stand that kind of storyline anymore, unless they balance it off with some good comedy on the side.. God only knows KangTa's other love triangle series Loveholic was hard enough to watch -__-]. I also learned that KangTa's voice was dubbed throughout the series since he doesn't speak Chinese.. I don't know about everyone else but that's a major turnoff.. There's just something so.. wrong.. about watching dubbed stuff! *shudder* o__o
In other slightly less angry news, KangTa and Vanness' newest music video is out, this one is for 127 Day[s] [that "[s]" is there because I'm not sure whether it's "Day" or "Days" - I've seen a combination of both being used on the net.. Perhaps it's the work of Engrish once again -__-]. Unfortunately what's circulating on the net is only a 2 minute preview, but I've heard it's an extremely sad video. Quite fitting I guess, since it IS somewhat of a slow ballad song. I didn't bother to watch it since I'm hanging out for the full version, but once again some loser's managed to spoil the ending of the video for me anyway. Since I'm such a considerate person though, I'm not going to disclose how it ends =P Instead you can watch it for yourself here: via Youtube.com [this is actually the Chinese version, which I personally don't think sounds quite as good as the Korean one.. The music and all is the same, it's just the sounds of the words they sing.. Doesn't feel like it flows as well.. I know, I'm picky -__- I'm not sure if a Korean preview has been released yet. Actually I might look into that o_O]
Oh yes, and while I'm on the topic of ranting about KangTa, Scandal has now topped music charts in China, Taiwan, Thailand and god only knows where else.
Yay, go KangTa! >=D Aja aja! Or, to quote those annoyingly ditsy girls, "Oppa fighting!!" Ahhhahahaha -__-

=(
~~>Sunday 02.07.06<~~
Feeling: disappointed
My camera has officially gone bung. I hate the way technology screws up on you, especially technology that you buy off the Internet!! >=( I've always thought Canon was a good brand for cameras, but I'm not sure anymore.. Mine refuses to function properly and it's only 8 months old! It takes 5 photos before it tells you the batteries are dead [and no it's not a problem with the batteries because I've tried taking photos with 3 different sets], and then sometimes it just freezes altogether and dies.. No photos, no playback, nothing. The lens is even still extended. Crazy shit -__-
Anyway I managed to find the receipt for it but I can't find any "warranty card" that may or may not have come with the camera itself [can't remember �__�], so I guess I'll just have to call Canon up tomorrow and see what to do about it. I don't really want to ship my camera all the way back to the store in Sydney, and I have the feeling they'd just tell me to take it straight to the manufacturer anyway. *sigh* This is the last time I buy anything technomological off the Internet! At least if I'd bought it from a store here in Brisbane I could just take it back there and get them to sort it out. Gargh it's so problematic when Internet things goes wrong!
Also, I've just realised from finally sorting out my timetable yesterday that I only have about 2 weeks of holidays left before uni starts again.. Like what the fuckshit! Where has the time gone, and why couldn't the dang holidays be longer?? >__< I haven't done anything overly productive so far these holidays, and it feels like it was only yesterday that they started. Bah!! So far I've gone to the DFO with Jaclyn [that was remotely productive though, I ended up blowing about 250$ that day >=D Hey, what can I say, future investments dude, future investments =P], watched one movie, eaten out at one restaurant, dyed my hair pink and bummed around a bit with Krystle. Whoo0o0o, that's a whole lot of productiveness there! I wanted to take lots of photos and stuff these holidays too, of anyone I hung out with and anything that we ended up doing, since I don't have all that many photos and I won't be getting too many photos of people next year -__- Looks like that won't be happening anytime soon now though.. Stupid camera!
Alright well I'm done bitching for now, my eyes are sore anyway -__- Bah to it all!!

Saturday blues...
~~>Saturday 01.07.06<~~
Feeling: amused
Well it's Saturday, it's a beautiful day out, and once again I'm here at home like a loser. No money, no transport, no anything! =( Not that there's much to do out anyway.. Going out has just lost it's appeal altogether. *shakes head*
Looks like it's just me, my computer and my Shinhwa videos.. Hmmm.. Well I'm sure we can make something fun of it >=D

Gripe of the Week
~~>Friday 30.06.06<~~
Feeing: cranky
Mmm.. Make that gripeS with an 's'. A BIG 's', because I have many gripes to vent. I'm in a griping mood, so gripe I will.
Why is it that jerkfaces always wait until my status on msn says "busy" before they'll message me? Any other time of the day when I'm online, do they say a single word to me? Oh noooo, let's just especially wait until her status becomes busy before we start bugging her, shall we?
Fucken 'tards.
Why do jerkfaces continually make promises they can't keep? I'm sick of people swearing they'll do something or go somewhere with me, acting like as though they wouldn't NOT go through with it, come hell or high water. And then at the last minute they pike out.
Fucken pricks.
And contrary to what some people might like to think, I am NOT a fucken taxi service. I am not anyone's personal chauffeur either, or errand-runner for that matter.
For fuck's sake...

Stuuuuuff..
~~>Friday 30.06.06<~~
Feeling: apprehensive
Does green + pink = purple?
Theoretically, no. But Rusk defies all theoretical logic so let's all cross our fingers, sons, and hope for the best.
=P
Wednesday night's attempt to bleach the remaining green out of my hair didn't go down too well. Instead of making my hair the nice honey blonde it should so rightfully be, it turned the streaks into a limey green kind of colour -__- That Rusk bottle should seriously come with a warning label on it.
Anyway, in one last attempt to get rid of the green in a creative way, I coated my hair with pink Rusk this morning and left it to soak in its own juices in a shower cap. Now I'm sitting in front of the computer, pyjamas and all, anxiously counting down the minutes until I wash it out.
On a somewhat related note, I'm chatting to Moju on msn, who just informed me that Snoop Dogg goes about wearing shower caps too. Only he wears them out in public -__- LOL I laughed so hard when I heard that. It's the latest trend, folks.. Ahhahaha.
Yesterday I finally went to see The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift with Jaclyn-sama. Okay I have numerous gripes about the whole ordeal, let's start from the very beginning shall we? =P
It's been aaaages since I went to see a movie, let alone one at Garbo. I hate that place even more now >=( I know movie tickets are expensive, and yes, I am a little behind the times, but shit.. When did a single movie ticket at Garbo become 15 bucks?! What a crock of shit! Other places do them for like half that price.. Stupid Garbo. I vow never to go see a movie there again >=(
The movie itself wasn't all that flash, in my opinion not worth the 15 bucks. [I know sound like a stingy tightass, but I don't care!]
Note - contains spoilers from this point on. To read, drag your mouse across the white area to highlight the text.
The movie itself was unrealistic. Like we're supposed to believe that the main character got shipped off to Tokyo and managed to survive school where classes were taught in Japanese, even though he couldn't speak a word of the language? Oh yeah, and that all his classmates just happened to be in on the underground racing scene.. That's believable too -__- And yes, people are so generous as to just regularly hand over their keys to random strangers and let them use their car to race. They never introduced the secondary characters either, which was lame. It was like one moment they were just his classmates, and then the next they were a group of bum buddies that he tagged around with and helped him to do up his car. And how did the producers possibly think the main character would look like a high school kid? With wrinkles on his forehead? I don't THINK so!
On top of that there were a lot of things that weren't explained properly, and as for the storyline.. Um.. WHAT storyline? What exactly was the main point of the movie? Was it that the main character was supposed to learn how to drift so that he could challenge the reigning "drift king" and steal his girlfriend? Because that's not what it seemed like. They spent about 10 minutes showing him attempting to learn how to drift by himself. No one got in the car with him and taught him, instead they just let him rip down the mountainside on his own, and then hey presto! He was suddenly good enough to take on the drift king. The rest of the time the movie focused on him prancing around with the drift king's right hand man, collecting money and going clubbing.
In short, it was just an Americanized rip off of Initial D. The whole downhill racing scene, and the underdog with a crap car coming out of nowhere to beat his opponent.. Sound familiar? �__�
Good things about the movie? Well.. You get an eyeful of nicely done up cars, even if it does seem like a massive Veilside and Toyo product push [what marketing geniuses thought up that one, I wonder?]. Guy viewers would probably enjoy the chicks. But sadly, for female viewers, there aren't too many droolworthy guys in that movie, or none that are on screen long enough for you to get a decent drool over anyway [all the good looking guys are extras and crowd-fillers -__-]

Okay, so I guess I was a bit harsh.. Hah.. The movie wasn't SO bad and the soundtrack will really get you pumped. But if you can hold out till it comes out on dvd, I'd say you may as well rent it from Blockbuster.
Hmm there was more I wanted to rant about but can't seem to remember. Oh well, good timing too. Looks like it's time to go wash the Rusk out of my hair.

Mmmmm...
~~>Monday 26.06.06<~~
Feeling: hungry
Move over KangTa, Eric Mun fever has hit! Ahhhahaha looks like yet another one of Uncle Yenny's fickle, finnicky collecting sprees again.. -__- I've started collecting some Eric Mun CFs *drool* which are all examples of youth-oriented product positioning at it's best =P
Check out the following [as per above, ** means highly recommended.. clips available for downloading until 03.07.06]:
Megapass - hot!! And it leaves you in no doubt as to his dancing skills >=D
Plusminus - is it any wonder he was voted one of Korea's hottest men last year?
Domino's Pizza** - Domino's pizza has never looked so good! I don't even LIKE Domino's but this makes me crave it.. muahaha =P And the chick in this ad reminds me of the lead actress from Loveholic? o_O
Domino's Pizza 2 - avocado sauce on pizza?? Omg.. YUM!! T__T
Binch** - LOL cracks me up =D
Anycall - worth the download even if you don't like Eric Mun, just to see the phone with the 3 megapixel camera.. Mmmm.. Technologyyyyy... =F
Rinnai - dunno what Rinnai is, a camera brand maybe? o_O
Spam** - cute!! And the grease, omg.. I love this ad! =P
...
Oh yes at and at someone's request I've also uploaded the Christmas dance battle featuring Shinhwa, Bi, Se7en, DBSK, etc, etc with the host from X-man, MC Yoo [I think]. It's quite old but a great watch none the less, and fkn hilarious when the host gets in on the dancing.. Ooh ooh and how adorable is Dongwan when he runs away like a little kid!! Muhahaha.. Get it here.
Well that's it from me sons, I'm off to eat and watch some Fullmetal Alchemist. I vow to finally get around to finishing it these holidays haha. Later days.

Sweeeeeet...
~~>Monday 26.06.06<~~
Feeling: excited
Move over Taebin, KangTa fever has hit! w00t! Can't find anymore Taebin cover songs, so now I've taken up collecting KangTa cover songs.. I've only gathered a few though *sigh* =( Wish he would do more!

Uncle Yenny is a nerd, part II
~~>Saturday 24.06.06<~~
Feeling: relieved
I hate being capped!! >__< That's all I have to say >=(
Well, not really. I'm going to rant a bit more.. =P It took me 4 and half freaking hours just to download the Wheesung album I wanted because the speed was absolutely crawling... 4kb/second!!
Needless to say, I was in front of the computer for every minute of that time.. Yes, I truly am a nerd -__- Since I was in front of the computer for so long, I took the liberty of uploading a bunch of stuff for forum requests, so there are some new mp3s available for download [as can be seen from the links above].
I guess I should just be thankful that the download actually finished.. In the past when I've been capped, even the most reliable of free host servers had a notorious habit of cutting me off midway through the download and I ended up wasting like 3 hours for nothing each and every time. Bah!!
But as for me now.. My eyes are squinting from tiredness, so I think I might head to sleep. Along with my preeecious new Wheesung album, of course ^^ *plugs mp3 player in* >=D
Fare thee well sons.

I love KangTa!! T__T
~~>Friday 23.06.06<~~
Feeling: amazed
Oookay, so this is kind of old but I only learned that KangTa performed twice on the Korean show X-man. I knew about the first performance in April, where he sang 'Because of You' - a song he'd composed in one day and performed just on the show. But I didn't know he did it again in May, with another song 'Just Like Now'..
I'm not usually a fan of live performances because all the shrieking and screaming totally ruins the song, and in my opinion there are a shitload of singers out there who can't hold a tune in a wheelbarrow when it comes to singing live, even if their lives depended on it..
But anyway.. Listening to these songs will change all that! I cannot stress how much I love them.. Omg.. *tear* lol.. KangTa TRULY is a god when it comes to writing music; he can write, compose, sing AND play the instruments for himself.. That, and he can actually sing live! Hallelujah! =P *sigh* I wish he would release these as offical singles, it would be awesome to hear the songs without all the screaming and laughing in the background! Let's all cross our fingers and send ESP messages to him.. Muahahaha.
But seriously though, I think KangTa is one of the most talented artists around.. If you don't know of him, educate yourself NOW, cuz you're missing out! =P
At someone's request, I've uploaded the two songs here:
Because of You | Just Like Now
These are fully worth listening to and since they were a one-off for X-man, they're something that even money can't buy.. =]

CV writing sucks
~~>Thursday 22.06.06<~~
Feeling: blehhed out
Here's what I think of resume/CV writing: BLEH!!
It seems I have to submit a copy my resume with that Nova application, and my resume just happens to be waaay overdue for a total overhaul >__< Yucky, yucky, yucky poo!
In my opinion, the only fun part of resume writing is taking what little you have and exploding it into something that sounds super good.. You know.. It's not lying, it's just sprucing it up and making it sound more jazzy than what it really is =P Haha.. I'm weird, I know, but I really get a kick out of putting a positive spin on things like that. Well in any case, it's what public relations people do, and I've just spent 2 and a half years mastering the art of spin doctoring so you'd hope I'd enjoy it =P
What I don't like about resumes though is having to include a section on hobbies and interests. Like, what the hell.. Previously I hadn't included it in my resume because I thought it was childish and pointless.. What employer is going to care about what I like or what I'm interested in?? -__- But since working at the Careers and Employment office, I've had my resume absolutely butchered by one of the counsellors there, and she insisted that I include it. *sigh*
Which brings me to my next point.. I don't really HAVE any hobbies or interests.. Unless you include K-drama watching and K-pop listening? -__- What have I been DOING all this time?? >__< Absolutely nothing! My life revolves around one big cycle of going to uni, coming home, watching K-dramas and listening to K-pop music. That's about it. Oooh, I lead an EXCITING existence don't I..
I don't even know if it's acceptable to put those down -__-
"Yeah, uh.. My hobbies are watching CrAzY AsiAn shows. My interests are Shinhwa, Shinhwa, and Shinhwa. Yeahhh.."
And you can just imagine how it'll go down at the interview..
"You say you like.. Shin....Hwa..? Don't you have any other interests?"
...
"Um..... I like Taebin?"
-__-
I think I'm going to have to sit on this one for a while longer.. At least until I can come up with something half decent and acceptable as a "hobby" -__-" Aish!!
Oh.. On a completely unrelated note, the Summer 06 album by SMTown has been released.. Jeebers, it's amazing they're still going! The cover looks alright, there's a shitload of people on it.. But that's probably because there's 13 freaking members in Super Junior, so they take up the majority of the space �__� I think I'm just hanging out for KangTa's track, and that'll be it.. Hopefully it'll be good! =D

Green hair blues...
~~>Thursday 22.06.06<~~
Feeling: disgruntled
So.. Last Friday Uncle Yenny finally traded in her green locks for classic black with L'Oreal Casting - that stuff is absolutely the best smelling hair dye to grace the shelves in our stores.. *drool* =F It's like pouring tropical punch over your hair muahaha.. *drool*
Anyway.. Everything was all fine and dandy until last night, when I had the brilliant idea of bleaching some streaks into my hair again. [I can never sit still when it comes to tampering with my hair =(] The bleach stripped away the L'Oreal dye just fine, but did it give me the colour I wanted? Oh nooo, instead the stripping away of the black dye revealed a resilient layer of green underneath, which proved stubbornly unremoveable!
I, for one, am shocked. I've never come across a semi-permanent hair dye that's so damn permanent! I mean kudos to Rusk for designing such a strong product, and I'd be happy... If I weren't already over the whole alien hair look! I want the green out of my hair, dammit! >__<
The worst thing is.. The bleach worked fine on my regrowth that hadn't been tainted by the Rusk, so now my hair is a mess of half green, half bronze streaks and purple-ish black. w00t. And it's not the deep kind of green that it was two months ago, it's a sickly, faded kind of yellowy green. Yay for me, I just love that my hair looks like someone's front lawn has died on my head. If ever there was anyone who deserved the title of "Freak", I think it would be me.
*sigh*
I'll give it one more coat of bleach in a couple of days, but if that doesn't get rid of the green then I give up >__<
In the meantime.. *reaches for hat* -__-
Luckily I'm not going far in the next couple of days. I don't think so anyway. o_O Although tonight I'm going over to Jaclyn-sama's place and we're going to begin the first of our long-awaited K-drama nights, w00t! I can't hardly wait =D
Anyway I'm off to finalise my Nova application. I'm really not putting in much effort with it, I guess I just don't really care. When it comes down to it, there are heaps of options for getting into Japan so I'm not too worried about that. It's getting into South Korea that's more difficult. But since I still don't know where I want to go, I'm not willing to commit much effort to Nova. The form ask gives space for 2 "professional or work referees" but I don't have 2 -__- Well I do, but I don't feel like listing my old donut shop boss as one, since she probably doesn't even remember me, and I don't know if high school teachers count, since they're certainly not "work" referees. I think I'll just leave that field blank. LOL it'd be interesting to see how that pans out.

The Angry Asian vs. God
~~>Tuesday 20.06.06<~~
You know who God is? God is the jerk who lets the clouds build up all week then waits till the one day you have to leave the house to finally let the rain pour. That's right. The same jerk who also endorses cheap Chinese slave labour when it comes to mass production of umbrellas.
And as of today, I'm officially disowning my umbrella.
Hmm..
Perhaps I'll continue this rant later.

Perhaps Love
~~>HowL and J | Goong OST<~~
Onjeyodongonji giognaji anha
I don't remember from when it was

Chakku nae moriga noro ojirobdon shijak
That my mind started to fill up with thoughts of you

Handubonsshik doorudon saenggak
It began with one or two thoughts

Chakku nurogaso chogum donghwangsurowon i maum
But as each day passed there were more, and my heart was surprised

Byoriri anir su idago sasohan maumirago
I kept thinking to myself it was nothing

Naega nege jaggu marur hanunge osaeghangor...
But it was awkward when I talked to you...

Sarang ingayo? Kudae nawa gatdamyon shijakingayo?
Is it love? If you're thinking the same thing, then is this the beginning?

Mamichakku kudae saranghandaeyo
My heart keeps loving you

Onsesangi dudorok sorichineyo
It's screaming for the whole world to hear

Wae ijeya dullijyo?
Why do I hear it only now?

Sorul mannagi wihae ijeya sarang chajaldago...
I've found love now that I've found you...

I'm so hooked on that song! Daaaaamn! >__<

Psychology Blues...
~~>Monday 19.06.06<~~
Feeling: dampened
Huzzah huzzah, the long-awaited Psychology exam will finally take place tomorrow.. Eek! >__< I've been online for a few hours now and, like yesterday, I came online to finish off the practice exam questions but instead ended up on a multimedia laundering spree [uploading/downloading things =P].
This is fantastic! With each semester that passes, I find it harder and harder to concentrate when exam time rolls around. No matter how many times I sit down and try to focus on revising my notes, I aboslutely can't stay still. I don't know why and it's driving me nuts!
Nova finally got back to me about my application form *cough* -__- I guess I kind of misjudged them; the lady who's been responding to my queries seems a lot nicer than I gave her credit for hah. I'm not still not sure about everything though, I should really just hurry up and make up my mind about where I want to go. *sigh* But anyway... I was handed a spot in their "graduate recruitment program" [they make it sound all elaborate and important, but really.. they'd employ just about anyone as long as they had a degree -__-], and I get to go along to some info session in July, followed straight away by an interview. Yikes.. They really don't waste any time do they?
Well enough rambling, I really need to get cracking on my revision.
w00t w00t! Freedom in 24 hours!! Well.. technically 28 -__-

Because I am fickle...
~~>Sunday 18.06.06<~~
Feeling: ambitious
Yes, my new goal in life has changed from collecting all the Korean no smoking songs to collecting all of Taebin's cover songs [see download links above =P]. Because I am fickle. Very much so, yes. Yes I am.
I actually came online to do my Psych quizzes on the OLT but I've been here for about two hours and haven't even started yet. I don't think I need to explain why. I have STRONG self control, as you can see -__-
I guess I'd better get started, those quizzes aren't going to grade themselves. *sigh*

Forum Blues...
~~>Friday 16.06.06<~~
Feeling: disappointed =(
Thaaank YOU, some random moron on a forum for ruining the ending of Goong for me! >=( In the hunt for subtitles, I happened to scroll down to some bozo's post which haphazardly blurted out the way the series had ended.. I mean really.. First of all, subtitle forums are for subtitles, not spoiling endings for people.. And secondly.. people should give warning about spoilers!! Grrr...
I'm sick of people ruining endings for me. Like A Love to Kill, and Full Metal Alchemist, the movie. *cough*
Yeah yeah, they're all old news now and I must be pretty damn ignorant to have not watched them yet. But still.. I was planning to do so during the holidays.
Boo to people who spoil things!

Soccer Blues...
~~>Wednesday 14.06.06<~~
Feeling: disappointed =(
I just learnt that Shinhwa was at the World Cup! DAMN! I knew I should've watched the Korea vs. Togo match last night T__T *cries* But anyway, I hear they won 2-1. Yay for Korea! =D
Haha.. I'm still shocked though that Australia beat Japan o_O What in the name of heck! Yes, I'm so totally unpatriotic, but it really defies all logic if you think about it.. o__o I did laugh a fair bit through the game though, there was just so much blatant pushing and shoving and yellow card giving. Seriously.. What were the Socceroos thinking, or perhaps were they just not thinking at all? At one point mOeie was like "They think they're playing AFL -__-" Crazy, pushing Aussies. Muahaha
Anyways I'm off to drown my bitter disappointment at the possiblity of missing Shinhwa on Australian TV with a good dose of healthy K-drama watching. My latest spree has been involving Goong, aka Palace, aka Princess Hours, aka whatever you want to call it. Okay, so I've gotta admit.. Goong IS pretty addictive once you get past the first 5 or 6 episodes. Some parts still annoy the heck out of me though, like the way they attach "mama" to end the of every royal's name [something about the word "mama" just really irks me �__�"], and that manly chick who plays the Camilla Parker-Bowles wannabe role. Damn she really irks me. OMG and the way the old people talk sooo slowly.. I know, I know, it's supposed to be the old, palace-royal-style way of speaking but jeez.. T-t-t-today, junior! We don't have all day..
Hehe but all in all, I think I'm just hanging out for one big, massive explosion fest where one party at long last wreaks sweeeet revenge on the other.. Muahahaha..
Well enough ranting, more watching is what I say. Later days!

Uncle Yenny is a "n00b"
~~>Saturday 10.06.06<~~
Feeling: -
It's one minute past midnight, so technically that makes it Saturday today =P
Anyway.. Far be it from me to use geekatron language, like "l33t" or "n00b", but it seems Uncle Yenny really IS one. A "n00b", that is. I've just spent the past couple of hours transferring images from my Geocities account to a new image host [in the hope that it will reduce the amount of bandwidth that gets used up, seeing as Geocities only gives an hourly limit of 4.2mb *cough* stingy *cough*]. It took me a while to realise that you could import images via URL, i.e. everything that I've already uploaded onto my Geocities account could be transferred at the snap of my fingers just by typing in the Geocities URL [yes, I am a dorkus-malorkus �__�]. Furthermore, it took me a while to realise as well that you could upload more than one image at a time.. There was I was painfully inputting one URL, then clicking submit, then entering the next one, then clicking submit, over and over and ooooover again. Yes.. I truly have created a new level of "n00b"-ness -__-"
Now it's past midnight and like I do with so many other things, I've stopped halfway and said to myself "Argh bugger it, I'll do the rest next time." So if there are photos or images missing here and there as you navigate around, my apologies. They've probably been lost in transit somewhere, or I've managed to fark up the re-writing of the image sources.
For now I'm off to sleepy sleep. Goodnight, sons.

Uncle Yenny is a nerd
~~>Thursday 08.06.06<~~
Today was the second time I handed in an assignment early, simply because I cannoteth be fuckedeth making an extra trip all the way to uni tomorrow when I might as well hand it in while I was there today. Yes, I am a nerd. What a shame I just don't have the grades to match -__-
I did my last shift at the Careers and Employment office for the semester today.. Heehee >=D No more till next sem, w00t! Actually I've kinda grown to like working there. The people are nice [well, mostly anyway -__-] and it's doing wonders for my resume lol. On top of that, there's something just delightfully entertaining about working in an office where you get access to nifty stationery muahahaha. I'm a strange one, yes. If there's one thing I absolutely love doing [besides looking in peoples' fridges when I go over to their houses =P], it's admiring equipment and stationery in an office *cheesy grin* =D And QUT's Careers and Employment office is no exception - the storage closet is jammed with stacks and stacks of stationery just absolutely BEGGING to be misappropriated >=D Name tags, business cards, reply paid envelopes, paper that comes in all imagineable colours of the rainbow.. You name it and it's there. *drool* On top of that, the office equipment is really fun to use once you get the hang of it. Things like the label maker, the paper cutter, the hole puncher and of course let's not forget the old classic.. The photocopier! I don't think I need to go into detail how much fun you can have with photocopiers muhahaha.
Oh yes, here's something out of the usual routine.. Today when I was manning the phone I got to speak to someone in South Korea =D w00t! Okay, so he sounded like an arrogant prick, but still. International long-distance call! *feels important* haha �__� He rang looking for one of the career advisers, Ellie, who supervises international student issues but since she'd disappeared to somewhere I got the privilege of picking up the call. I tried to be polite, but I guess he thought I was just one of those dimwitted secretary types who wouldn't know anything even if it came up and hit them in the face. I told him Ellie was away from her desk and asked if he could leave a number for her to call him back.
I have seriously never taken a call from anyone with a more exagerrated sense of self importance than this guy.
"Yeah, my name is Jim Lim."
At that point I nearly laughed out loud. LOL okay so maybe I'm being a bit childish, but I found it amusing that his first name rhymes with his last name. I wonder if he ever has issues getting respect from other people? .__.
He continued with, "I'm calling from Korea and I'm the country manager of a company called Assa Abloy.."
Enter the ever cheerful brain of Uncle Yenny.
Brain: I didn't ask for your lifestory, dude. I asked for a phone number!
Jim Lim: "Assa Abloy. That's spelt A-S-S-A, A-B-L-O-Y."
Brain: No shit!
Jim Lim: "I'm calling in regards to an email Ellie sent to such-and-such, and about something-something-something, at such-and-such a time."
Brain: I didn't ask for Ellie's lifestory either.
Jim Lim: "It's very important that she calls me back as soon as possible because I'm going to be away for the next few days."
Brain: You're lucky I'm so biased towards Korean things...
Lol okay, maybe that was a little negative. But oddly enough he didn't sound all that Korean. He didn't even sound Asian. He just sounded like some Americanized dude, maybe he was born overseas and went to work in Korea. But I guess that's what multinationals are all about anyway. Anything Americanized MUST be good �__�
Hmm well I've successfully managed to make my eyes sore again from all the reading and typing. I think I might sleep early tonight. Tomorrow I have great plans to throw myself into my Psych cramming like a person hurling themself off a cliff. Let's see how far I get -__-
Later days.

Out of the loop...
~~>Wednesday 07.06.06<~~
I was just looking at Sonny's msn blog and I saw in his photo album he had pictures from the Brisbane Autosalon.. I never knew it was on.. Now I feel like punching something because if I'd known I totally would've gone! No one tells me these things!! >__< *screeches* Haha okay so it's my own fault for being so wrapped up in my own little world that I don't pay attention to what's going on around me, but still. Uncle Yenny is not one to shoulder the fault herself when she came blame someone else =P
Anyway as I was looking through his photos [toootally droolworthy by the way - take a look here. LOL oh damn.. I hope he doesn't mind me posting up his link.. Oh well, I'll take his silence as consent =P] I came across this licence plate that looked really familiar. Then it hit me - this Mazda 6 was the one at Market Square that I'd tried to take a picture of and the owner had caught me in the act. Haha that was some embarrassing shiiiiet.. Krystle and I were killing time around Market Square one night and we passed it as we were walking through the parking lot. It had a really nice bodykit!! I suggested Krystle get her cousin in Melbourne to do up their Mazda 6 like that too, and so I attempted to take a photo of it. I had to go up real close and stalk around because the camera on my phone is absolutely craptacular at night. Just as I was doing that, the lights on the car suddenly flicked on as the owner unlocked the door with his remote. It scared the crap out of me and I jumped about a foot in the air LOL. I managed to recover and tried to act dignified (about as dignified as a little kid looks when they've just been caught with their hand in the cookie jar), and asked the person nearest to me if they'd gotten the kit here in Australia. Incidentally the person happened to be a girl, his girlfriend I assume, and she looked at me with the blankest look on her face that just said "Zuhh..?? o_O" LOL �__� I then turned to ask the guy, and he was quite nice and didn't mind me taking the photo. I guess guys become really malleable at any hint of a compliment about their cars muahaha =P It wasn't such a big deal I guess since he didn't mind, but still.. I felt somewhat embarrased. Let this be a lesson to only take photos in the daytime, when you can actually see if anyone is approaching or not =P I still have the photo on my phone actually haha o_O Hmm well.. Yay for them, getting into the Autosalon.
Anyway there was one other point I wanted to rant about.. Oh yeah. Sonny's pictures also showed a bunch of awesome personalised plates, or should I say prestige plates. Stuff like "PLAY R", "2TOXIC", "HI ROLA" [on a Corolla], "I PLEZA", "MR VTEC" [on a Civic], and "ERUPT".. Thank GOD there are people out there who drive nice cars with half decent licence plates, not loser-ised ones. I swear, that's one of my absolute pet peeves.. People get stupid licence plates like "BMW 380" if they drive a BMW, or "FTO 88" when they drive a Mitsubishi FTO. It's so laaame.. Like DUH, we can SEE what kind of car you're driving! �__� Well.. At least it'll screw them over when they buy a new car.. Muahahaha >=D
Today I also went shopping with Jaclyn-sama. We should've been studying, but like Jaclyn says, "There's always tomorrow!" [Well, no actually there isn't. Because my exam is tomorrow. Ahhahaha jk jk. It's not till the 20th w00t! *evil grin*] I was hunting for Converse shoes, and I could've sworn I saw an ad from A Mart All Sports last night saying they were selling them for like 40 bucks.. Cheap as!! >__< Of course when we got there, there were none in sight. Making me look like a big fat liar. They didn't even HAVE Converse shoes, just thongs. Restock, people, restock!! I was so disappointed because that was specifically the reason I'd dragged Jaclyn out with me =( *sigh*
No worries though, I will continue the hunt and won't rest until I find them! I've even decided on a colour already ehhhehehe >=D

"Your Butt is Pretty"
~~>Monday 05.06.06<~~
Feeling: amused
I'm loving this song by Kang Sung Hoon [of the Sechskies.. w00t!! Uncle Yenny loves the Sechskies =D] It's called Ondong Iga Yeppoyo, the first track off his third album. The melody and instruments in it kind of remind me of music from like the 50s, and his voice really compliments it. If you listen to it closely, it's almost like you can tell he's smiling as he's singing, it's such a cute tune hehe.
Anyway I finally decided to look around for translations and when I found them I was shocked. The song I'd spent all that time fawning over was called "Your Butt is Pretty"?! At that point I began to think Kang Sung Hoon was nothing more than a chauvanist womanizer and I was severely disappointed. But then I read on and found that it really wasn't what it seemed.. Hehe so I've decided to share. Please excuse the shoddy romanization >__< Read on! =D
[Credit to Aheeyah.com]

Gamjagil manhun biga neryojyo hokshina hago gajyo on usan
Rain started to pour suddenly but I'd brought my umbrella with me just in case

Achime biondanmal obsodon tora irijori twinun saramdul
There wasn't any word of rain in the morning so people were running about

Dangdanghalge borandushi gotgoinun na kume gurin chonsahana
I walked confidently, wanting everyone to see me all dry, but then I saw an angel only seen in my dreams

Apdi jelgod opshi dallyogan anjol bujol gunyoae sone
Without a doubt I went up to her and in her hand

Ne usanul usumyonso gonnejugoson namjadabge dorasojyo
I gave her my umbrella as I smiled and like a man, I wordlessly turned and walked away

Dogbune kamgie kollyo myochildongan byongwonuro chulgunheyajyo...
Because of her I caught a cold and I had to stay in hospital for a few days...

Yonggilneso jusashillo durogan sungan hapil gunyo nollam olgul
With courage, the moment I stepped into the room to get a shot... Why.. Why did it have to be her surprised face?

Parul majumyon andoelkayo?? Darun bunul bullojuseyo??
Can't I get that shot in my arm?? Can't you call someone else to do it??

Waegoroke naui mamul morushinayo sanaiui jajonshimul....
Why don't you know how I feel right know! A mans pride....

Sesang gajang sulpun unmyung gunyowa najyo yeah
The world's saddest destiny.. Is that girl and myself

Hedo hedo nomuhan hanurineyo!
The heavens are too harsh on me!

Ondong iga yeppudan.. gu mal namja hante hal soringayo??
Saying that my butt is pretty.. Is that something to say to a man??

Jalmodoedo igon monga jalmodoengajyo
If something's wrong, this is definately wrong

Kuredo.. nan haengbokheyo hehe..
But still.. I feel so happy hehe..

LOL! cute story huh =P

Because I'm a maniac, maaaaniac.. >__<
~~>Monday 05.06.06<~~
Feeling: guilty
So get this.. it's only 5 days into the new month and already I've used 26% of my cable download limit.. I feel like crying! It's because I'm so greedy and manic when it comes to downloading, isn't it?! I simply can't stop! >__< I don't even know where all the downloads have gone.. Okay, so I did go on that My 19-Year-Old Sister-in-Law spree, but still.. I haven't downloaded much else! A couple of albums here, an MV or two there, and BOOM.. There's more than a quarter of my limit gone! T__T How totally sucky, because I officially go on holidays after the 20th of this month. At this rate I won't have any bandwidth left by then to download any Kdramas to watch during the holidays!! >__<
Maybe I should stop uploading things.. o_O
... ... ....... -__-"
Neveeeeer, neeeveeeeeer! Sharing is caaaaring!!
LOL.
Hmm.. We'll see I guess.
Hopefully for the coming couple of weeks I'll be able to keep myself offline thanks to a wonderful, torturous little process called cramming.
Yes. It's time to cram for my Psych exam. I'm so glad I only have one exam this semester, but even so it's proving to be a real bitch to study for! I know because today I sat down and tried. Needless to say, I didn't get too far -__- Perhaps I shouldn't have stopped for that two hour Law & Order break in between hah.
Ooh speaking of which, while I was watching the Law & Order that I'd recorded from last night I also saw the ad for The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift. I'd already seen an ad for it on the side of the bus, but I was in another moving bus at the time so I didn't get to look at it properly. Today when I saw the ad though, I nearly drooled. I wasn't a big fan of the original movie, in fact I thought it was just a lamer rip off version of Gone in 60 Seconds [which was waaay better =P] and that's why I didn't bother to watch the second movie. But anyway.. I think the whole underground Japanese racing theme this time around is what's got me drooling.. Muahaha.. And I think I might actually make the pilgrimage to the local cinema during the holidays to watch it [I rarely go to the movies these days, haven't been to one since like the start of the year]. Hopefully it'll be good.. And BETTER than Initial D! *shakes fist* I mean I absolutely love Initial D the anime, but that Initial D live action movie with Jay Cho really SUCKED >=( What the hell were they thinking cutting out the best-looking car and character in the series?? *cough* RX-7!! *cough*
Well, that's pretty much my tale of today's events. I managed to convince myself that I couldn't do anything overly productive today because I had forgotten to copy out the notes on the text references that one of the lecturers emailed out ages ago and I couldn't do anything without them, and therefore I shouldn't feel too bad. Haha.. I'm good at lying to myself aren't I?
It's also been such a long time since I've written anything down. I'm not kidding, I haven't picked up a pen and written that many notes in a long, looooong time [as I haven't been to lectures in a long, looooong time =P], and my writing came out all scrappy and uggo. Yucky yuck yuck. I used to like writing things, and I liked my style of handwriting too, but it's hard to maintain that love when it starts to come out so ugly lol.
No more studying for me tonight though. My excuse is that I can only study by day because at night the glossiness of the pages in my textbook reflect the light from the lamp and the glariness really makes my eyes sore. Hah hah hah. You can tell I'm going to ace this exam with flying colours, can't you? =P
But no matter! Tomorrow I will try again. After all, tomorrow is ANOTHER day! Muahahahaha..

Because I deserve a break..
~~>Sunday 04.06.06<~~
Feeling: deserving =P
I've just finished a rough draft for my PR assignment and I feel like I deserve a break so I've returned to do more blogging and earbashing while I munch away on chocolate chip cookies.. *drool*
So.... The World Cup is coming up real soon! YES!! I can't wait!
LOL okay, I'll confess. I actually had no idea until a couple of weeks ago that the World Cup was coming up. Even then, it was only because a bunch of Korean artists [like Bi, Shinhwa, FTTS] had released "World Cup cheer songs" haha -__-"
This isn't to say that I didn't enjoy watching soccer until now [I'm not THAT biased towards Korean things =P]. Keke Uncle Yenny has never been a fan of participating in sports, but watching them is an entirely different story =D And soccer, well.. It's definitely high on the list. [Soccer, ice skating and extreme sports like blading, skateboarding, snowboarding, and so on.. These are what really make me tick =D] When I was a little girl soccer was one of the few sports I could watch on TV with my dad seeing as we both loathe rugby and he disapproves of most extreme sports, as most old-fashioned parents would. *cough* neurotic *cough* �__�
I remember I used to watch the weekly matches they broadcasted from the UK, nothing exciting but just small ones like between Chelsea and Manchester. Ah, good memories.. *sigh*
Anyways.. My good source, Underboss mOeie, tells me Asutralia's first match is against Japan. Ahhhahaha.. No prizes for guessing who I'll be rooting for =P I see Australia is also versing Brazil in the second match lol. Not to be a downer, but I'm starting to feel kind of sorry for our team. From what I can see so far though, the match I'm hanging really hanging out for is Japan vs. Brazil and then maybe Korea vs. France.. Should be good =D
Moving onto sadder news.. =( Sharingan Kakashi's days are numbered I think. He's been lying at the bottom of his tank for ages now and his breathing is extremely laboured. I know it's the same damn disease that killed all the rest of my fish, where first their scales start to flare out, then they begin to spend longer and longer periods of time lying dormant at the bottom and eventually they stop eating altogether. I guess even though I tried to protect him by moving him to a separate tank it was too late by then. He's such a little trooper though, he's been like this for weeks now and he's still hanging on even though he hasn't been eating properly, his tail and fins are tattered, and he struggles with direction. I wish I knew what was wrong so I could fix it. Even the broad spectrum medicine I bought isn't helping.. *sigh*
Ah I don't feel so crash hot anymore, I think I'm going to get back to work. Maybe that'll help.

It's finally here!!
~~>Sunday 04.06.06<~~
Feeling: excited!
Yes, KangTa and Vanness's new MV is finally out! =D I've posted up the link [as above], or if you're too lazy to scroll up a centimeter or two, here's the link again: Scandal. Re-uploaded by yours truly, but original credit goes to oct23ria at Kpopper.com ^__^ This download is TOTALLY recommended if you're a fan of KangTa, [or Vanness for that matter =P] simply because KangTa is... KangTa. And that makes him droolworthy. Yes. Yes it does =P
I don't usually care for this kind of showy video clip, but I'm making an exception this time because this kind of collaboration is revolutionary. I love it! It's nothing fantastic but in the clip they sort of rival each other over some skank *cough*. Personally I like Vanness's role better, purely because of the car he gets to drive hahaha [lucky punk] -__- Because I say yes to Porsche over Mercedes ANY day! I mean jeez.. What were they even thinking putting those two together? =P
Oh oh! And today I finally got around to watching one of Se7en's more recent videos, Come Back to Me - Part II. OMG! No one told me it guest-starred Taebin! *frowns* If I'd known, I soooo would've watched it earlier! =P Okay, so he was only in there for about three seconds but still.. -__-" Haha I love the song, but I think Se7en's latest haircut makes him look a little *cough* more feminine than necessary =P I don't know how though, it's not like he's grown his hair super long or anything. It's bizarre O_O.
Well.. This has totally put a hole in my productiveness for today =( I've spent the last few hours giggling and skylarking in various forums posting up KangTa and Vanness links. Unfortunately though, it's time to get back on track. Back to schedule, sons. *sigh*
Enjoy the video..
Toodle-oo ^^

It was worth it =P
~~>Saturday 03.06.06<~~
Feeling: moved
Winter is finally here and the cold has well and truly set in! It's been freezing in the mornings and night times, especially at home though I have no idea why.. You wouldn't think it'd be colder inside a house than out, and it's strange but that's the way it is. But at least now I have an excuse to wear the Paul Frank slippers Jaclyn-sama brought back from her last trip to Melbournia hehe. They're lovely blue Julius bedroom slippers and I swear they are the most comfortable thing to pad around in. It's like walking on cotton candy with every step you take.. Not that the insoles are sticky or anything =P It's just so soft and cushiony! I think there must be like 3 inches worth of insulating spongey stuff in the soles that makes it like that. *droooool* spongey stuff *drool* Thank you, Jaclyn. =D
Uncle Yenny has just finished watching My 19-Year-Old Sister-In-Law, w00t! I was hooked right from episode one, undoubtedly it was hands down the best Kdrama I've seen since Full House! O_O And we all know how much Uncle Yenny loved Full House, so that's really saying something =D Some parts were kinda tacky though, and the ending.... Well.. Let's just say it wasn't as lousy as the endings in Loveholic, or The Successful Story of a Bright Girl [I don't think ANYTHING could top that one -__-], but it wasn't all that super either. A little rushed and kind of sloppy I think. What a shame, I would've loved for them to milk it a little more.. But anyway.. All's well that ends well, and although I successfully managed to blow five hours in finishing the series today I think it was worth it ^__^ I absolutely adore the soundtrack as well, some of the songs are really beautiful. If anyone is interested, supply me with dvds and I'll burn a copy for you or head to the Kpopper.com forums for the download links. OST is available at Soompi.com ^^

New day, new layout
~~>Friday 02.06.06<~~
Feeling: pleased
Megaupload has gone BONKERS!! Today I downloaded four episodes of My 19-Year-Old Sister-In-Law at about 189kb/s. Insaaaaane.. Ordinarily it would've stopped me after the second download, and 189kbs is a speed that you wouldn't get even if you paid for premium membership.. =O Lol not that I'm in the least bit complaining, if anything I'm urging everyone to exploit it. Exploit it now!! w00t!! =D
Well sons, Uncle Yenny has implemented a new layout... What do you think? LOL okay so it's pretty much exactly the same except I've just changed the wallpaper and the colour scheme.. Still.. I don't care what anyone says, I'm going to continue feeling proud of myself =P Also, new background music! Finally! w00t! =P
This new layout features... Taebin! w00t! OMG and my 1 key is actually working today so I can type exclaimation marks instead of having to use retarded ~~~ signs everytime I want to emphasise something!! YES!!
Haha anyway �__�.. *cough*
Taebin, aka the lovely Danny Im of 1tym... Don't you just love him?? I don't think anyone's ever made a mouldy green colour scheme look this good. *sigh* =P I decided to take down the previous wallpaper of Matsumoto Jun not because I've thrown away my Arashi and Matsujun patrioticism, but simply because.. as SOMEONE *cough* Jaclyn *cough* said, that picture simply didn't do him justice.
Anyway.. Something I'd just like to voice.. The problem with Taebin is that he takes his shirt off too much. I had extreme difficulty finding a nice, decent sized picture to blow up for a background where he hadn't stripped off everything except his pants. I don't know if it's Taebin himself behind it, or maybe his stylist and his agent (assuming they're both male) are secretly gay and collaborate with each other to get as many photos as possible of Taebin with a bare upper torso. Granted, he has a nice body, so it's not like you can blame them I guess. But just once... Make it through a photoshoot with your clothes ON! -__-"
Moving along.. I submitted my Markstrat assignment today. I wasn't too happy about having to haul my lazy ass all the way into uni just for a couple of minutes to hand in an assignment, but I didn't really have a choice. Unless I could've finished it two days earlier and handed it in on Wednesday instead. I think I might do that next week.. There's one last PR assignment due so I'm going to try finish it by Thursday so I can hand it in then since I have to go to uni for a little bit on that day. Hahaha.. A little optimistic isn't it? "Good luck with that �__�," I can hear you saying =P
Anyway to celebrate I'm going to give myself the rest of the night off. Tomorrow the fun stuff begins! Yay for me, I get to work on my PR assignment all weekend and then start cramming for my Psych exam on Monday. The fun just never ends! -__-

Full speed ahead!
~~>Thursday 01.06.06<~~
Feeling: ecstatic!
It's the first of June today, which means my cable net has been RESTORED! w00t!! It's 9.48 in the morning, I've got G.O.D blaring on my speakers, and hallelujah, my download speeds are back to the way they should be! *drool* [Uncle Yenny doesn't waste any time does she? =P]
It's been a long time since I voluntarily got out of bed this early, but I'm in a good mood so I guess that's why I have energy. By the end of the day I'll probably be drooping again. *sigh*
Last night's presentation went off without a hitch, which is probably why I'm in such a good mood. Lol that's a lie actually. We rehearsed it all just fine but when it came to the presentation people forgot their stuff and suddenly there were a whole bunch of impromptu lines that hadn't been there during rehearsal but were suddenly popping up because the only thing you can really do when you forget is make things up on the spot. Hahaha..
I think I did pretty well if I do say so myself =P I managed to survive without any palm cards, and didn't blank out once. Which is good because I'd hate it if I'd done badly and brought the rest of the group's marks down because of that.
But I'm glad it's all over.. *phew* After that we went to the Pankcake Manor and I ordered a hash brown because I had a craving for greasy food. [The last time we went there I observed Kim's order and nearly drooled with envy when I saw them plonk down a massive potato patty the size of someone's face in front of her..] It wasn't as good as I thought though and in the ended I felt like throwing up.. Let this be a lesson to all - the Pankcake Manor is for pancakes and pancakes ONLY =P
Well I'm off to work on my Markstrat assignment which is due tomorrow. It's an absolute mess atm.. -__-
Later days sons.

Revelation
~~>Wednesday 31.05.06<~~
Feeling: nasty
I don't know if it's a result of pre-oral presentation tension, but I have the incredible urge to say something bitchy. So here's how it is:
I was looking at some photos before, hah won't say where from. And basically it got me thinking..
You. You prance around thinking you're top shit, acting like you're god's gift to the world. But you.. You treat people like shit, you think you can just walk over everyone, you think you can just lie and bullshit your way around and people will accept it because you're so wonderful. You're nothing more than a fat, ugly, two-faced bitch who has an ego inflated beyond any justification. It takes a million pounds of makeup everyday to make you feel good, doesn't it? What a shame that even with all the layers slathered on your face you still look like shit. I absolutely shudder to think what you'd look like without it. Do you scare yourself when you wake up in the morning and look in the mirror? Does the mirror break?
And yeah, I'm ugly. But so what? At least I'm not fake like you. At least I don't delude myself into thinking I'm perfect. At least I don't try to pretend I am either.
You act like you're doing things in everyone else's best interests but it all comes down to your own selfish ulterior motives.
I'm not scared of you. I don't need your approval or your fake concern. I don't care for anything you say or do either, you're an absolute joke. I'm glad I've woken up to the kind of person you are. Live your life and I'll live mine, and we'll see who goes further.

~~>Tuesday 30.05.06<~~
Feeling: uncooperative
As though I hadn't had enough retail therapy on Saturday with Davina, today I once again hit the shops, but this time at Stones Corner with just me, myself and the Visa-meister. It seems I haven't been giving him much exercise lately, he's getting a bit tubby around the edges =P
I didn't buy that much today so I'm kind of proud of myself, although maybe it's because the shops are one by one closing up and moving away. Just Jeans left earlier this year, or some time last year, which is a shame because that was one of the few reasons why I liked going to Stones Corner [I love the clothes at Just Jeans because they're the only ones that fit me. Okay, granted that I only ever wear jeans from their kids section but hey, it's not my fault I'm vertically challenged]. Today I also noticed that Portmans was gone, and just on the day when I needed some nice office clothing too. Damn!
Oh well.. Managed to find most of the stuff I was looking for anyway. And yay for me, now I finally own a pair of decent black pants that don't look like bellbottoms from an ABBA video gone wrong =D I'm going to wear them for tomorrow night's presentation.
*sigh* Speaking of which.. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow night at all. Well in a way I suppose I am because soon it'll all be over and done with, and then I can concentrate on the remaining two assignments and the Psych exam. But I hate orals. And I hate the way this has to be all professional, like as though the client really gives a damn about our craptacular campaign plan. If they wanted a proper PR campaign, they should have taken their business to a proper PR consultancy instead of taking advantage of free work by third rate uni students.
Well I'm off to go rehearse my speech and work on finishing my Markstrat assignment. Isn't it funny.. I crowed on and on in my blog about our wonderful performance in the Markstrat simulation, and now that I have to write about it in a report my mind goes blank...

Drifting...
~~>Saturday 27.05.06<~~
Feeling: grouchy
I overslept this morning and I was half an hour late to my group meeting -__-" Yesterday I made that comment about meetings being too early in the morning, and how some people never learn.. Perhaps I should learn to go to sleep earlier instead. Hmm... *ponders* I'm not sure if it's the lack of sleep, or perhaps lack of food [I didn't have breakfast this morning because of the rush, and somehow managed to function until 1:00 without anything in my stomach o_O], but I was exhausted all day and when I came home I began to feel somewhat feverish. Strange.. I pulled myself into bed for a while after dinner and it seems to be gone now so I think it's all good.
After the meeting today I went shopping with Dav. This was something we'd planned from ages ago but never got around to it because stupid things, namely uni-related ones, kept cropping up and hindering us from the retail therapy we so thoroughly deserved. I was on the hunt for some nice "office" shoes, as I have been for a while now - something with heels that make one look AND sound important [the clacking of heels along an office corridor always gives the impression of someone of great importance.. in my mind anyway =P], while being stable enough to support body weight and not so thin that they'd caught between the gaps in a grate or cracks in the pavement [you would be AMAZED the countless number of friends who have reported stories of getting the heel of their shoe caught in a drain, or in the gaps between planks on an overhead bridge.. *cough* =P].
Anyway, today I finally found them! Lovely brown pumps with sensibly sized heels that are too thick for the likes of any pavement crack or drain, and hell.. It only took about four hours to find them! By the end of it all I was pretty exhausted but Dav on the other hand was as resilient as ever, even though I'd dragged her through an ungodly number of shops on my relentless hunt for the perfect shoe - Dare, Myer, Shoo Biz, Nine West, Witchery, Pulp, Mathers, Shoe City, Myer again, and finally when we got desparate, Target and Payless Shoes.. I was tired and cranky and getting pretty sick of myself actually, but all the while she remained bright and enthusiastic like nothing I've ever seen before. No doubt about it, that girl was BORN to shop. O_O
While we were in Myer I saw Haley, who's from the department I used to be in when I worked there last year. LOL it was awkward like anything because I didn't know what to say to her. We both knew each had seen the other, there was no point trying to deny it, and so I sauntered over to the knits and jumpers where she'd disappeared between, almost like she was trying to blend in with the clothes racks, and said hello. She's a really lovely person though, and she's always so cheery. Wish I was more like her.
Speaking of which. I knew the spirit of free goodwill wouldn't last long. Uncle Yenny simply isn't that generous -__- For everything that I upload to post on a K-pop forum, there's be at least one idiot out there who just HAS to tip my scales. Idiots who say things like: "I don't know how to download from Rapidshare, can you upload it to Megaupload?"
You don't know how to download from Rapidshare?
Then LEARN, dipshit!
Like hell I'm going reupload everything onto a different server just because you're too lazy or too stupid to take 2 seconds to read the screen and learn how to download files!
What really shits me off is that just the day before I'd posted up instructions on how to download from there. Honestly!! Some people!! -__-
Yes, I have a short fuse. Uncle Yenny just wasn't made to share.

The things you learn from K-pop ^__~
~~>Friday 26.05.06<~~
Feeling: tired
Lol okay, so it should be K-dramas rather than K-pop. But anyway.. This week in Psychology we learnt about sleep, dreams, and states of consciousness [our very last lecture ever.. Oh! *tear* oh.. T__T Lol]. It was all rather intriguing and quite probably the best Psych lecture I've been to in a long time.. That's good though, kind of like saving the best for last. It would've sucked to have a terribly boring final lecture =(
But anyway.. Eventually we progressed from dreams and sleep onto sleep disorders, and of course up came the the topic of narcolepsy which I can proudly say I had learnt about loooong before, thanks to watching "Loveholic", the K-drama starring Kangta. LOL. Yes, I am rather proud of myself =P I was surprised that the series actually nailed the symptoms of the disorder quite accurately, although I dare say they played it down quite a bit. I think the disorder in real life is a lot more devastating than what they made it out to be in the show. Like for example you certainly wouldn't let a narcoleptic behind the wheel of a car on their own, although they quite frequently showed the main character driving and wandering through the streets of Seoul by herself.
But anyway, my point is.. You CAN gain something beneficial/educational from watching K-dramas, so it's not just a total waste of time after all =P
Today I went out with Jaclyn-sama to her uni because she had an assignment to hand in. I was supposed to stay home and work on my Strategic Marketing assignment, but I say YES to spontaneity and doing things on impulse. I'm also going to devoutly stand by my excuse that I couldn't work on it today because I'd forgotten to email home everything that I'd done on it at uni last night. -__- Since I have a group meeting tomorrow at 9am [ouchy ouchy.. There should seriously be a law against meeting any time earlier than 11am, but some people just never learn -__- LOL] I'll email my stuff home then and work on it either tomorrow night or Sunday.
But anyways I'm off track again.. Yes, I went to uni with Jaclyn-sama. 'Twas an interesting experience, and I've always wanted to infiltrate Griffith uni to spy on the multitude of Korean and Japanese international students there. I remember ages ago Jimmy and I were like "We should crash at Griffith one day.. We reeeeally should.." Of course that day never came, and now that Jimmy's busy with his girlfriend [w00t w00000t.. None other than my lovely sis Tamie!! ^__~] I don't see it happening anytime soon either. So I may as well infiltrate the place on my own.
Ahh.. Off track again, I see! After handing in the assignment we went to Garbo and then came back to my house to indulge in K-dramas. Hehehe >=D
I'm not sure where this story is going actually, I don't think I even had a point in the first place. Alls I know is, everything I rant about somehow ends up leading back to something Korean-related. *sigh*
I really should've taken Korean this sem at UQ.. =(

The things I do for K-pop -__-"
~~>Tuesday 23.05.06<~~
Feeling: alarmed
Hmm.. My poor computer seems to be having some issues =( Today Windows Media Player refused to work for me, which prompted me to use the System Restore tool once again [a stupid thing to do I know.. I didn't even try to restart my computer first to see if that would fix it -__- I think I just assumed it was the result of one of the numerous programs I'd installed last night that was causing the problem]. I suppose there can be too much of a good thing, because even though System Restore worked beautifully for me last time, this time it only made my computer laggier at start up. *sigh* And then being the idiot that I am, I proceeded to use it about 3 more times, trying to restore it back to several different points.. Ahhh I'm a moron, I know. So now I'm confused about the whole thing, don't really know what's what on my computer anymore. I think it's somewhat unstable at the moment though cuz alot of programs are starting to malfunction on me. No doubt a result of downloading and installing program after unverified program. *sigh* I've gone through and installed about 8 different programs in that last week. Maybe not too healthy.. Ahh, the things I do for K-pop.. -__-"
I think in the holidays I'm just going to reformat the whole thing, which I absolutely dread the thought of... Backing up all my reserves of music and dramas will take freaking forever =( But I don't think I have any choice. For now I'll just have to tread extra carefully.. I think I'm lucky as it is that my computer is still alive! No more installing or mass downloading for me =(

PLEASURE OVERLOAD!!
~~>Monday 22.05.06<~~
Feeling: on the verge of explosion
OMG! I'm practically foaming at the mouth [in a GOOD way, not an angry way =P] over some new discoveries I've made today..
But FIRST!
I have a new goal in life. No longer is it my lifelong dream to watch Arashi perform live, or Oguri Shun act in one of his live stageplays. My new reason for existence is to collect all of the Korean "No Smoking" songs [mp3s AND videos.. because I am greedy ^__~].
If you haven't heard of the No Smoking song, it's basically this catchy little tune that a bunch of Korean singers each did different renditions of as part of an anti-smoking campaign from 2004 I think. From what I've found so far, it was done by artists who are signed with the infamous SM Entertainment [who produced such drool-worthy bands as Shinhwa, H.O.T and Fly to the Sky.. *drooool*].. But maybe the campaign extended to include artists outside of the SM label? I just found one by Bi, and I didn't know he was with SM? o_O Or perhaps I'm just ignorant haha. Anyway.. I don't even know how many there are out there, but I won't rest until my collection is complete!! Teeheehee.
I've also discovered the most AMAZING little download tool and by golly, it's a marvellous little contraption!! Being the generous soul that I am *cough cough*, I am sharing the link with all: www.videodownloader.net I'm not kidding sons, it is really fantastic! With this nifty little tool you can download pretty much any video from storage sites like Youtube.com, which means you can save hours and hours of painfully searching through forums or useless websites looking for links to download a clip! And we all KNOW how much stuff is on Youtube.com, so the possibilities are endless!! So whoever invented this add-on is a genious!! =D *tips hat*
Oh! And here's a video at Youtube.com I stumbled across while looking for the anti-smoking stuff... [click here] Haha it's freaking hilarious! And kinda cute too.. LOL. If you've seen the Shinhwa No Smoking clip then you'll especially appreciate it heehee.

Strange relations
~~>Sunday 21.05.06<~~
Feeling: restless
I think a slight problem has arisen. I have become re-addicted to blogging.
I remember when this happened last year, right before end of sem exam period. And by jeebers, didn't I pay dearly for that.
Hmm.. Well perhaps it isn't blogging that's the problem. I think it might just be a general addiction to my computer, because my computer is my fountain of K-, J- and all the other Asian-ised shows and music that I've managed to develop an unhealthy passion for. And I think my tendency to blog sprouts from that.. Just the whole being on the computer all the time thing.
*sigh*
It's kind of strange how sometimes I absolutely can't stand my parents, and other times we get along fantastically. The latter prevails in this case. My fahjah and I have recently established a secret biscuit partnership, whereby we squirrel away hoardes of edible goodies from my mom. Last night I shared half my More-ish Macadamia cookies with him, so now half of them are stashed downstairs in the loungeroom behind the sofa and the other half are upstairs in my computer room. He gave me a tin of cheese crackers, which we've also hidden away behind the door in my computer room. As a general rule, my mom doesn't allow eating upstairs [yes, she's a peculiar, fastidious one -__-] so all these stashes of cookies and crackers must remain top secret!
Puahahaha.. �__�

Uncle Yenny is a communist
~~>Saturday 20.05.06<~~
Feeling: generous! =D
LOL I've been feeling so generous lately that I've been uploading files for K-pop forums in an attempt to fill requests.. w00t! *feels altruistic* This is purely because I endorse the principle "sharing is caring".
"Sharing isn't caring. Sharing is communism!" you might say.
Well then, so be it. I am a communist =P
It seems lately all I do is take, take and take.. When it comes to downloading K- J- and T- pop/dramas, I am a greedy sod. I have no qualms about embarking on downloading sprees and grabbing file after file that people so painstakingly took the time to upload. So now it's my turn to give back to society.. LOL [Call it what you want I guess, it's just another elaborate name for illegitimate file sharing =P].
Anyway for everything that I upload, I will post a link up at the top of this scrolley i-frame, for all you lovely readers to download. So far it's all crazy Korean music, but some songs are really good.. I'll be sure to leave notes besides the ones that I highly recommend hehe ^__~
That's it for now..

K-Pop, Computer Ink, and Cookies
~~>Saturday 20.05.06<~~
Feeling: optimistic
I've made it back alive from the outskirt streets of Garbo. Hah -__-". I had to go to Officeworks to stock up on printer ink and 6 months worth of document wallets... Damn uni and their stupid new administration systems, like that damn new printing system that's taken everyone the damn entire semester to get used to! And the damn "Assignment Minder" system where they force you to submit everything in a damn document wallet! Damn-diddly-amn. Damn-diddly-DIDDLY-doodly-doddly-diddly-amn.
Ooookay. �__�
After Garden City I stopped off at Coles at Sunnybank and made my way to the ever famous Aisle 14. That place has become like a favourite stake-out for me.. I love it. I make a point of visiting it regularly. I could stumble down it blindfolded and still know my way around. I know it like the back of my hand... Why? Because it's the aisle where there's a point of sales display shelf dedicated to my favourite cookies!! *cheesy grin*
Today I decided to try something different and bought 2 new flavours - More-ish Macadamia and Chocolate Chip Indulgence, as well as my usual Triple Choc Tempation... Muahahaha. Because I say YES to death by chocolate.
It was hot out today, even though it's practically winter.. On top of that there were many bad drivers on the road. And heat + bad drivers = a very angry Uncle Yenny. Yes. Yes indeed. Now I'm dehydrated and angry, but... at least I have my cookies.
I posted my application to Nova today [Nova is that "Teach English is Japan" company]. Actually it's not really an application, but a sort of expression of interest form I guess. Just registering your interest and they call you back to attend a seminar later in the year. I've been putting it off for a while now, well ever since I got the form at the careers fair back in March =P But the deadline is coming up somewhat soon so I figured I should get my act together. I was planning to buy a couple of stamps from the post office and use one of those to put on my envelope but the line took sooo freaking long that eventually I gave up. I remembered I had a stamp in my wallet that I've carried around for a couple of years now.. I don't know why I never used it, I just kept it there. "Emergency stamp" I guess =P Or just waiting for the right time to use it. So today I finally did. It registers in my head as kind of symbolic.. Like something that's been around through all the things in my past is finally being put to use for something to do with my future..
Ahhhaha or maybe I'm just dramatizing everything again. I'm pretty good at doing that -__-.
Last night I posted up those Kangta and Vanness download links in a K-pop forum, which has given me a nice, warm fuzzy feeling. I feel like I'm finally contributing something positive to society =P Some people have left lovely little thank you notes in the thread as well, which further contributes to my warm, fuzzy feeling. And further inflates my ego. Lol.
Today my schedule will involve completing the individual tactic pieces for my PR assignment. My lame-ass pitch letter, useless brochure and that feature lead which is supposed grab and retain readers' attention but really just reeks of "BOOOOORING!!".. =(
I think I'll go get some cookies to help get me motivated. Muahahaha..

It's official!
~~>Friday 19.05.06<~~
Feeling: shocked
OMG.. I was going to start ranting about how Bi [Rain] was ranked by Time magazine as one of the most influential artists/entertainers, but something else has come up =P
Kangta has teamed up with Vanness Wu to form a new singing group called "Kangta and Vanness". They've produced an album, the first single of which is "Scandal". o_O I'm just as confused as the next person..
As one forum contributor put it, "i dont get it.. how did they end up together?"
My thoughts exactly!
Vanness Wu is from the Taiwanese band, F4. He speaks Taiwanese. Kangta is from Korea. He speaks Korean. So.. how did this happen?? Unless they both collaborated with each other in English? o_O Although as far as I can see all the songs just have Kangta singing in Korean and then Vanness stepping in somewhere and crapping on in English.
It's just so.. random! Not that I'm against it, but does anyone else find this bizarre??
On the bright side, it looks like Vanness's English has improved.. ALOT. *shock* It's much better than in the old F4 songs I used to listen to. Thank god! Rapping in fobby Asian English is soooo 1990s.. LOL =P Looks like he's also gotten himself a spiffy new haircut. I wonder if the rest of F4 finally have too? Muahahaha...
Anyway, because I'm in such a generous mood *cough* =P I've uploaded the song "Scandal" here: [click to download] and the English version here: [click to download].
I also uploaded other tracks released on the single:
127 Day [in true Kangta style, it's a nice slow-ish kind of song.. i recommend this one over "Scandal" ^^]
Faint
Good Vibration
One Day
so you people BETTER download them!! *shakes fist* Puahahaha.
Also, a lovely image here:
Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us
Haha they look kind of lesbianised there.. o_O
Moving on to other disturbing news.. Shinhwa is going backward!! Came across a song they performed live in Japan just last year... None other than "As Long As You Love Me" by the Backstreet Boys, from waaaay back in like 1997. Now THAT'S old school! LOL. I remember that used to be my favourite BSB song waaaay back in the day when I used to like them. Hahahaha..
*shakes head* �__�

Damn ridiculousness.
~~>Friday 19.05.06<~~
Feeling: annoyed
This is ridiculous. For the theory part of the PR assignment, we were set a word limit of 500 words. I'd just like to vocally retiterate how ridiculous I think that is. Somehow, we're supposed to manage to fit in "at least 6 or 7" references to academic sources when explaining and justifying what campaign approach we chose, and how it compares to other two or three other campaign alternatives, as well as how it all fits into the "strategic planning framework".
All in the space of 500 words.
All in the space of 500 words?
Over my dead body!
There is no way anyone can stick to the word limit, it just defies all physical logic. Not even me, and I'm even having trouble finding a sufficient amount of literature to make references to.
How ridiculous.
And if anyone is wondering why I'm still ranting angrily about this damn PR assignment even though I swore black and blue that I would finish it yesterday.. Well, I LIED. I didn't finish it. Boo to me.
Yeah, I know I suck. �__�

Damn public relations.
~~>Thursday 18.05.06<~~
Feeling: overwhelmed
Damn public relations. Damn it all to hell-diddly-ell. I hate it, I loathe it, I absolutely.. [*insert any other hatred synonyms here*] ... it.
That's how much I hate it, that I can't even find the words to describe my feelings. I hate it so much that it causes me mind blanks whenever I try to think of words that are fitting enough to describe how much I hate it.
BAH!!
This theory section of my PR assignment that's due on Monday is absolutely killing me. I've done shit all for it and I've kept on putting it off and off and off but now it's time to face the music. No more time to beat around the bush or pretend like I can afford to leave it till tomorrow, or the tomorrow after that. I'm in the B Block labs right now, and I'm going to staple my sorry ass to the seat for as long as it takes to get this damn theory part done. I won't let myself leave until it's finished.
[By the way, I AM aware that blogging here is just another attempt to delay the process and put it off even further �__�].
Anyway.. Wish me luck sons. =(

Damn slow reactions.
~~>Wednesday 17.05.06<~~
Feeling: proud
w00t! I'm back for the third time today, this time to rant [once again] about the success of our Markstrat team. We made our decisions last week for the very last time, which was kind of saddening. Results came out yesterday and once again we kicked everyone's butt. w00t! Our stock price index went up by 400 points to 3,727 whereas our nearest competitor's is still at 1,895, and our retail sales are through the roof once again. We tapped into the new Vodite market only three periods ago with just one brand, but since then that one brand has managed to snag 57.2% of the market. And that single brand is generating more retail sales and revenue for us than any of the other firms' brands combined, even though they all have two to three Vodite brands in their product portfolios. In the Sonite market we sold more than a million units this period and now own more than half of the market, whereas our closest rival only sold 600,000 units. Ahhhhahahaha. It feels good to own everyone else! w0000t!
I can't believe it's taken this long to get so into the simulation. Jeez, talk about a slow reaction.. If only we'd had this kind of enthusiasm at the start. Then we could've kicked everyone else's asses sooner. Bahhhahahaha.
Wow, I sure am good at blowing my own trumpet.
I know, I know, it's so sad and terribly, terribly lame. I actually came back to blog and rant positively about something uni-related. LOL �__� I guess it's only because our team is doing so well. If we were doing crappily I probably wouldn't give two hoots, in fact I'd be more likely to be bitching about the whole thing rather than anything else.
Mehhh oh well.. At least I'm enjoying it while it lasts =P

Damn Advertisers.
~~>Wednesday 17.05.06<~~
Feeling: jolly
Back again I am, in a much better mood now. LOL probably because I just boosted my endorphin levels with a dose of healthy K-pop and other K-pop related things. Speaking of which.. I didn't know Shinhwa had released their 8th album...? Perhaps I'm a little behind...? Hmm.. Actually wait, I just looked it up. That might be because it was only released 6 days ago... -__- A Shinhwa album that Uncle Yenny doesn't have?? o_O *gasp* Oh well, a trip to the downloading depository soon took care of that =D haha.
I just watched this Hyundai ad, even though I dislike Hyundai [as anyone who knows me can tell you.. Pretty ironic that both my parents drive them.. -__-]. But I watched it purely because it had Eric of Shinhwa in it =P Apparently he's the new model for their latest car, the Avante. It was kind of jip because the CF only showed Eric right at the end, and even then it was only for about 5 seconds. But it did the trick cuz they dressed him up incredibly geekily, almost beyond recognition. That, among other things, really made me laugh. The ad showed the Avante overtaking this souped up 200sx, which if you ask me is totally unrealistic.. Unless he was driving the 2L model. Even then I still have my pessimistic doubts. Lol oh well. I'm just one of those devout pro-Japan people when it comes to anything technology related. Maybe I'll show my dad the CF, since he's so into Hyundai and all. �__�
I also helped myself to a CF starring Andy [of Shinhwa], where he's dressed up as the "Kiwi Fruit King", and he prances around with this chick dressed up as an aloe vera plant. Hahahaha.. And now suddenly I have a craving to try aloe vera and kiwi fruit ice cream..
Damn advertisers and their super effective product positioning!!

Damn Asians.
~~>Wednesday 17.05.06<~~
Feeling: irritable
Today while I was waiting at the bus stop, Pierre rocked up with some chick who I presume is his friend, or maybe even girlfriend. Who knows. And who CARES. Anyway.. Said hello to him and stuff, and he sat down with his chick friend and they then proceeded to talk in Crazy Asian. I don't know where along the line Pierre became one of those jerkfaced Crazy Asian guys.. After a while I sort of felt like punching him. I felt like punching his friend even more though, because she had the most annoying, whiny sort of voice.. Kind of like that Fukushima chick from Kimi wa Petto, except more whiny and more annoying, and it didn't sound any better that she was using her whiny, annoying voice to do nothing but whine in Crazy Asian. Jeeeeez...
I don't know if I was just really irritable and grouchy this morning from lack of sleep or something, but my hands started itching and my fingers felt ready to claw at her face while my brain screamed inwardly at her to shut the hell up.
Later on, on the way to the bus stop back to Sunnybank, I passed this Asian couple in the line for the 140. I didn't think anything of it until I turned back to see what time that bus was leaving, and saw the chick's face screw up in disgust and her saying with disdain "Her hair's green!" in Crazy Asian. After she saw me turn around, she quickly averted her eyes. �__� Damn right, bitch. You BET I heard you, and you bet I understood you too.
I gave her a dirty look and took the 130 instead.
Fucking Crazy Asians.

Stuff...
~~>Monday 15.05.06<~~
Feeling: drained
My PR campaign strategy and tactics assignment is due in a week but I haven't even finished half of it. I feel so behind.. Last week I sat down and drew up a schedule covering all the things that need to be done for those four assignments due next week. And of course I've managed to successfully NOT stick to it. I've even managed to bludge away all the spare time that I had which could have been used to catch up. Boo to me, I really suck at time management. Oh well.. I'll try my best after I finish this, and I'll stay up all night in front of the computer if I have to.. >__<
I went iceskating on Saturday night for Jaclyn-sama's birthday. It was awesome, I really had fun, although maybe not for all the right reasons.. *sigh* Actually I'm still sore.. Unbelievable. My legs hurt, my ankles hurt, even my arms [although I can't think why.. About the only thing I did with my arms was latch onto the back of peoples' jumpers and force them to drag me around the rink because I got too lazy to move my legs.. Hahaha you can tell I'm such a fit, healthy person can't you? =P] Anyway, photos from that will go up in the album soon when I have time to sort them out and upload them. I was surprised to see some of the people who were there, but it wasn't a like huge deal or anything. Lol umm.. People like Phalla, that's someone I haven't seen in a long time and that I certainly didn't expect to be there. *cough* [I'm only bringing this up because there's a point I want to rave about that I think overrides the strength of my *cough* previous opinions of him =P] I didn't recognise him at first, then when it finally registered, it suddenly struck me how much he resembles Oguri Shun [of Gokusen, Hana Yori Dango, Summer Snow, Azumi and many, many other Japanese productions].. Unbelievably uncanny! I don't know if anyone else agrees with me? Oh hell, who am I kidding. I don't CARE if you agree with me or not =P The fact of the matter is, I say so, and so it is. Because I can. Muahahaha =P
Of course what is a statement like that without evidence to back it up? Behold.. The pictures to prove my point:
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[Er.. in case you couldn't tell, Oguri Shun is the one in the picture on the left.. Hot damn! *drool* haha] Okay, that picture of Oguri Shun doesn't really do justice to my point but I'm having an extremely hard time finding photos of him when he had his hair short and black. But if you watch him in shows like Gokusen and Summer Snow, you'll see the facial resemblance! *nods*
*cough* Moving along...
Kudos to me for getting Jaclyn-sama stuck into K-dramas, J-dramas and cRaZy aSiaN music. w00t!! Yeahhhh.. I'm just spreading the love.. Hahaha.. I was extremely proud of her for finishing Kimi wa Petto in like the space of one day keke ^__~ I'm also pleased that she now shares the same passion for Full House, Bi, Kangta and Taebin. Hey, if I exert enough influence, reckon I just might be able to convert her into a Shinhwa fanatic like myself?? Muahahaha >=D

Wen Shi de Hua
~~>Monday 15.05.06<~~
Ji de guo zhong shi de wo men, ai fa bairi meng de tian zhen
Remember our high school years, the innocence of our daydreams

Sha sha de shuo zhang da xian jia ren, zhen ai de ren
Stupidly saying we will marry when we grow up, marry our one true love

Wo men xiang shi wenshi de hua, bu cheng jing guo feng chui yu da
We were like greenhouse flowers, never weathered storms or rain

Xiang xiang zhong de shi jie shi wan mei, wan mei wu xia
Thinking the world was perfect, perfect without a doubt

...Wo yao bao liu de chun zhen
...Such innocence I wanted to preserve

...Mei you shen me zhi de qian gua...
...Nothing was worth worrying about...

Kan kan zhang da hou de wo men, ge zi bei ai shang de hen sheng
Look at us grown up now, each hurt deeply by love

Cai fa xian zhe shi jie shi can ren, tai shao cheng ken
Only realising now how cruel the world is, has too little honesty

Sui ran you dian xin hui yi leng, chang chang ge ran qing xu nuan re
Although a little despaired, I sing a song to warm up my thoughts

Xiang xiang qu shi ye mei you shen me, da bu liao de
Thinking 'This is not a big deal, not a big deal at all

...Wo hai shi yi yang kai lang
...I'm still happy-go-lucky

...Mei you shen me zhi de fan ya
...Nothing is worth getting frustrated over

...Mei you shen me zhi de qian gua...
...Nothing is worth worrying about...'

The Lonely Princess
Once upon a time there was a lucky princess. She was lucky because she had almost everything she wanted. But above all, she was lucky because she had found her prince charming. He was someone who understood her perfectly. And he loved her unconditonally. No matter how unfair she was, how badly she treated him, he continued to love her. She knew she would never find any other prince like him, that he was the only one.
But she threw him away.
Why? Was she crazy?
Most probably.
Was she stupid?
Must be.
You see, on the outside this princess was lovely. But on the inside she was horrid.
She was fickle, indecisive, and got distracted easily. She neglected her prince. She paid more attention to unimportant things than to the one person who loved her. She didn't know what she wanted, sometimes she would say one thing and then do another. She took her prince for granted. All in all, she was just a selfish person.
It took her a long time to realise how unfair her actions were and how badly she had treated him. It was only afterwards that she realised the only selfless thing she had done for him was letting him go. It took her a long time too to realise how much she missed him. All along she had thought she was fine, she'd coped perfectly without him because she had thought she didn't need him. Now that she knew it wasn't true, it brought her great sadness. For what seemed like an eternity, she had not shed a single tear. But at long last the tears finally fell.
But no matter how bad she felt, the princess knew she had done the right thing. It was better this way. Because this way, the prince could find another princess to love. One who was beautiful both inside and out and, more importantly, one who would return his love equally and never hurt him.
The lucky princess had become a lonely princess.
And she still is.
The lonely princess isn't afraid though. She still knows that she will never find another prince charming like the one she once had. But she knows she isn't able to love him the way she should, and it isn't fair for him to suffer because of her. That's why she isn't afraid of going through the rest of her life alone.
She knows it's what she deserves.

All the small things...
~~>Thursday 08.05.06<~~
Feeling: pleased
For the fourth period now, Team E is continuing to dominate the Pink Markstrat industry. w00t!! =D We've captured nearly 50% of the total market [amazing!!], but what's even more astounding is that in the Vodite product market we nearly doubled our market share from 26% last week to 49% this week. When Anna and I saw this we could not stop giggling or proclaiming "That's insaaaaaane!!" keke =P Our share price is through-the-roof, in fact it's nearly double that of our closest competitor. It's just unbelievable, considering we don't really do anything out of the ordinary. What the heck have all the other teams been doing with their budgets?? Maybe we're just extremely lucky.. o_O
Of course it's all only a game, which is a bummer because if this were the real world we would be millionaires by now. LOL. I seriously think they should give out prizes to the teams that win in each industry, like those online share investment competitions you get forced to do in high school when you study economics. I'm going to be sorry to see it all come to an end next week.. It's been heaps of fun since we started kicking everyone's ass hehe =P Last week in the tute, one group started asking everyone if they were Team E [because it's all anonymous, sort of. You rock up to the tute, hunch up around a computer with your group and make your decisions in a secretive manner.. There's certainly no going around announcing "Hey everyone, we're Team E!"]. When Oystein finally owned up, the guy was like "You guys fuckin' rock!"
Haha yes, YES we do. Thank you, thank you. *bows*
Okay so that's enough of blowing my own trumpet. Moving along...
Bevan bought me the nicest drink the other night. It was a "hot chocolate teamilk" from Tea Etc., which is a place I haven't been all that fond of lately because I think their drinks suck. Everytime I'm with someone who orders chocolate with pearls from that place, it just really doesn't cut it. There's no flavour! As Moeie would say, "it tastes like ass". =P But now I know why.. No wonder it tastes so mediocre when it's cold.. Because it's meant to be served hot! Ahh it was so delicious.. I've seriously never tasted such a nice warm drink. I can't even remember the last time I had hot chocolate. Oh wait now I can. When I went out with Bao and he insisted on ordering a full scale dinner and all I had was hot chocolate and a bowl of chips. LOL. Pig �__�
I got an sms the other day from Chin. I was really surprised when I opened up my inbox and saw it was from him, it really made my day. It's not often I get international sms-es [haha don't know how to spell it properly], especially not from people called Yeejiun �__� *cough SLACK *cough* haha. It was just a really nice gesture though. ^^ Little things, but so thoughtful.
The next couple of weeks are guna be a bit hectic I think. I have numerous assignments due, most of them being from my PR unit.. And I absolutely loathe PR, so they're definitely not something I'm looking forward to. It won't be too bad I suppose, as long as I stay on track. It just means that my schedule will be really tight and I can't afford to slack off like I've been doing for these last few weeks since the holidays.
Wow this semester is really going quickly.. Dang.. I wish time would slow down a little =( There's been hardly any time to stop and enjoy alot of things..
*sigh*

Detailed Rationale...
~~>Tuesday 08.05.06<~~
Feeling: angry
I still stand by the statement that my E-Marketing tutor is wanker. Here's my story, you be the judge:
Tonight we had our E-Marketing oral presentation. Basically, as the unit outline said, our presentation was supposed to be based on our written E-Marketing plan which involved taking an existing business and creating a marketing plan that demonstrates how creating a website, or modifying their existing one, would help them. In the plan we were also supposed to develop tactics as to how these "benefits" would be achieved, i.e. changing the colours, putting in interactive features, etc, etc.
According to the unit outline, the purpose of the oral presentation was to pitch our written E-Marketing plan to the business client, basically explaining why they should put it into use. And this is precisely what we did. We explained how our planned tactics would work, i.e. introduction of an interactive segment on the website to appeal to customers, introduction of games page to appeal to younger customers, introduction of online forum, pop-ups, red, black and white colour theme, etc, etc. We even had a nice timeline going: June 15 2006, build basic website. June 17 2006, list with directories and begin offline promotions, and so on.
This is what a marketing plan involves, no?
Fucking wank of a tutor decided we were totally off track. But let me start at the beginning, because that's the good part. Throughout our presentation, he sat there with these hideous expressions on his face, constantly shaking his head and sighing impatiently. First he looked confused. Then he looked annoyed. Then he looked downright angry. At one point he even covered his face with his hands. Now correct me if I'm wrong, but is that not fucking RUDE? We were about ten minutes into the presentation when Marnie faltered because the frown on his face just absolutely threw her and she lost her place. And after the presentation was over he started yelling at us. Apparently his idea of an ideal presentation was one that had plenty of "visuals" in it, i.e. an actual picture of how the final website and all its pages would look.
What. The. Fuck.
To get to what the final website would look like, we would've had to actually BUILD the damn thing. What the fuck do we look like, I.T. students? For fuck's sake, we're supposed to be marketing students! Fucked if we know how to build damn websites, we just create the plans that propose what features and promotions the site would have, not what it would look like in the end! It's not our job to build the fricking website, that's what website design companies are for! Furthermore, he claimed he couldn't "visualise" the website because we hadn't described it properly. BULLSHIT! We had an entire section dedicated to the functionality, including its theme colours, its features interactive sections, game sections, forum sections and everything else! It's not our fucking fault he wasn't fucking listening.
What REALLY made us mad though was the way he yelled at us. After the presentation he stood up, stormed towards us and yelled "WHERE ARE THE VISUALS?! WHERE ARE THE GRAPHICS?!"
Well, right here, Mister Dickhead. Visuals = Powerpoint slides, as verified by the unit outline!
He also muttered under his breath "I've had bad classes before, but jeez..."
He made it out as though we'd insulted him just because the content of our presentation didn't meet his ideas of what was supposed to be talked about, even though he was the one insulting us by being so fucking rude.
This led to a vicious 20 minute debate about whether or not what we'd presented was relevant, and what other groups had expected was supposed to be in the plan. Of course it got nowhere, because that's how dickhead tutors are. What chance do you have against someone who's throwing their weight around like that? He said he would take the matter to the lecturer. Like as if a lecturer would take the students' side over a fellow staff member's.
Crock of fucking shit.
After the tute Marnie, Olli and myself sat around bitching and ranting for half an hour, until finally Olli came up with the constructive idea that we should write down all the reasons why we were angry so we could email it to the lecturer to justify our case. And so we did. Back into the room we went, opened up his laptop, and fired off line after line of vented anger. It was kind of bizarre really, because I don't think I've ever channeled my anger like that so constructively. And the sight of the three of us huddled around the computer brainstorming about such a topic would've been quite a sight. I might even have laughed, if I weren't in such a foul mood.
I think we're going to email the lecturer tomorrow.
Let's just hope she doesn't side with him and decide to mark us down even futher.

Stupidhead.
~~>Tuesday 08.05.06<~~
Feeling: furious.
My E-Marketing tutor is the biggest dickhead in the world. He is a jerk.
Jerk, jerk, jerk, jerk, JERK!!!
I loathe him very much. Yes, yes I do.
He should NOT be an E-Marketing tutor if he doesn't know anything about marketing. Hell, he should NOT be a tutor full stop if this is how he treats his students.
JERK!!

Only too familiar...
~~>Monday 08.05.06<~~
Feeling: stressed
Yesterday's good mood was relatively short-lived. All the positively-charged endorphins have been replaced by negatively-charged ions of stress, anger, annoyance and utter fed-up-ness. [Yay for me, I've just invented a new word. I'm so clever sometimes, I swear. -__-]
I'm taking a short break right now from that stupid E-Marketing assignment because if I look at it any longer I think I will implode. I've drunk nothing but tea all day, and I've started on a mug of chamomile now because I've heard it's supposed to be calming and soothing... NOT WORKING!! Bah!!
I spent hours on the computer last night proofreading, editing and re-writing the assignment, and ages on the phone with Oliver, well past midnight, trying to pull it all together. Is it just me, or are we the only ones who actually give a damn about this freaking assignment? Excluding Shelley, who's put in an enormous effort on a heap of individual sections, no one else seems to care that this stupid plan is due tomorrow, along with our 30 minute presentation. And they refuse to acknowledge that groupwork requires actual group meetings and group cohesiveness!!
DOUBLE BAH!!
Today it looks like myself and Olli slogging it out again until the supposed group meeting at 5.30, which is totally unfair. Why should we have to go around picking up after everyone else? It's not so much the workload that irks me, it's more the fact that people can't stick to simple deadlines and are always changing their freaking availability! We all have our own parts to work on, especially for the oral presentation, but it's damn hard to be productive when we have to wait for group members to send us their parts that were supposed to be done by freaking Saturday night! It is now Monday fucking afternoon! Olli is still waiting for everyone to send him their visuals so he can pull together the powerpoint presentation, and I'm still waiting for two more sections of the written assignment.
This whole situtation only serves as a timely reminder why I hate groupwork so much.. �__�

YATTA!!!
~~>Sunday 07.05.06<~~
Feeling: ecstatic
YES! I just won an auction on Ebay.. Don't you love that feeling? It's like instant gratification! Yes! I totally ROCK!! Ahhhahahaha..
I bookmarked it earlier with the intention of staking it out. And I kid you not, in the lead up to the final countdown my hands were actually sweating and I was getting all jittery in my seat.. But it's all good now! Kekeke >=D
I'm thrilled to pieces with my impulse buy, even though this is going to put a massive hole in my already gaping bank account deficit.
Meh, you only live once.
Later days! =D

~~>Sunday 07.05.06<~~
Feeling: nervous
OMG 2 minutes, 35 seconds to go!!! =O TENSION STATIC TENSION ooooomg... *hyped up*
*drool* *drool*

Won't someone PLEEEEASE think of the environment?! =P
~~>Saturday 06.05.06<~~
Feeling: happy =D
Back for the second time today keke. I've just finished all my E-Marketing parts and I'm feeling mighty proud of myself. I think I deserve a break. I've 14% left of a download to go, so rather than leave my computer running while I go off to study my Psych notes [because that would just be a blatant waste of electricity!!], I think I'll stay and watch some J-drama while I'm waiting for it to finish. Now that's what I call being environmentally friendly! ^__~

Better days...
~~>Saturday 06.05.06<~~
Feeling: better =]
LOL. Back I am, sons, and feeling a little better today. I made a list of all the things that I need to do this weekend, and I'm proud to say that I'm making good progress. Of course that could all go downhill if I don't pull my weight today.. But it's still early, so I'm feeling optimistic =P
The highlight of my weekend will be going shopping with Jaclyn-sama tomorrow. w00t! I've dedicated all of tomorrow daytime to shopping time, and come nightfall I shall begin proofreading/editing our E-Marketing plan that's due on Tuesday.. Aish.. Fingers crossed we get a good mark for that, as well as for our presentation on Tuesday.
In fact I'm quite looking forward to Tuesday now. In one swift motion, two of our assessments for that unit will be over and done with, leaving only one behind =D It's to write an executive summary of our E-Marketing plan, which in my opinion is like the stupidest possible idea for an assignment.. Whoever heard of making an executive summary worth 25% of our grade?? Maybe in a writing unit, or a researching unit, but E-Marketing?? o_O Weirdos.. -__-
Whatever though.. As long as it's easy marks, I'm cool with it. Lol getting cocky again I guess. Hmm.. We'll see how that goes...
Well time to get back to work. Must finish up my part for E-Marketing, then get started on studying for Psych.
Later days sons =]

Open for inspection...
~~>Friday 05.05.06<~~
Feeling: peeved
So how do I tell my crazy Asian parents that I failed my Strategic Marketing exam? Hmm.. Well, quite simply.. I don't.
Last night after I got home I told my fahjah that I'd got a 6 for my exam. In essence, that was the truth - by some miracle I had managed to get a 6 for my E-Marketing exam. So I just went ahead and pretended I'd gotten 6s for both of them. Half a lie, half not.
I can't pretend I'm not disappointed that I failed, obviously. That's the first time I've failed anything and I was pretty shocked at myself. All I can do is thank my lucky stars that we got such a good mark on our group assignment, or I'd be failing this unit right now. I've also just realised that even if I score 100% on the final piece of assessment, I still won't be able to get anything more than 5 as an overall grade. -__- Well, I successfully managed to screw myself over with that exam didn't I? So much for trying to raise my GPA this semester.
I also recently found out that the one single unit I've spent the greater half of my degree trying to avoid is mandatory if I intend to graduate. *sigh* That's right, fucking Integrated Marketing Communication. I've hated it right from the beginning, ever since I laid eyes on the lecture notes waaay back in the core Marketing unit in first year. I've been told countless, horrible stories about how hard it is, how terribly stressful the assessments are, and what a crock of shit the whole unit is in general. I thought it was odd that so many people in my course were doing it even though it wasn't listed on the course structure. Well now I know why. There's an overlap in second year between Marketing and PR majors, so that creates a gap for an extra unit. Stupid old me had thought I could just select any Marketing or PR subject to fill the gap, but it turns out the faculty has taken it upon itself to designate IMC as the compulsory gap-filler. Of all the lousy fudging units to pick... It's just great that I get to spend my last semester doing something I absolutely loathe. I wish I'd known about it earlier, then I could've done it in previous semesters and got it over and done with. Stupid, stupid, stupid! Good thing Anna told me about it or I probably would've been denied the right to graduate at the end of the year. Hah. Wouldn't that be terribly ironic. �__�
The person I emailed to ask about this whole gap business forwarded my query to some lady [that's right.. toooo freaking important to answer the emails of lowly students himself, I suppose, even though he IS supposed to be the first point of contact for Marketing students. Fucking twerp]. And this lady took it upon herself to log right into my student account, and of course proceeded to tell me that the units I'm doing this semester are actually meant to be done NEXT semester, though there's nothing I can do about it now. Well DUH, you think I don't know that about my own enrolment? Shiiiit.. Obviously there's a reason why I did it. And talk about no fucking privacy.. I asked a simple question that had to do with general course structure, who the fuck asked her to log into my account personally? It's not as though she needed to do it in order to answer my question! For fuck's sake..
I'm in one heck of a foul fucking mood tonight.

Freaking Asian parents!!
~~>Tuesday 02.05.06<~~ *Happy birthday to Oomrar!*
Feeling: cold
It's farking freezing in this computer lab and my fingers feel ready to drop off everytime I touch the keyboard.. But I'm thankful I'm alive and in one piece after a traumatic car ride to uni with my dad. He insisted on dropping me off as he was on his way to the airport to pick up my mom and aunty.
Kudos to me for being able to survive an entire car ride all the way to the city without screaming, instead merely letting out occasional sharp gasps whenever he came within inches of smashing into the car in front of us.
In my opinion the cops should confiscate my dad's licence and never give it back. Not even for a million dollars.
On top of his lousy turning, inability to drive within the centre of his lane and not over the catseyes/markers, and refusal to SLOW DOWN when approaching red lights or stationary vehicles in front of us, he has an annoying habit of turning the engine off everytime he pulls up at an intersection. It drives me inSAAAAAANE!! I don't know where the hell he got the idea from, but he seems to love clinging to the notion that turning off your car engine when you get to a traffic light will a) save you petrol, and b) be better for your engine.
Now I'm no mechanic or car whizz, but really.. How much petrol does he think he can save just by turning his car off for like 10 seconds at a time? Even worse, sometimes when he doesn't turn the engine off he forgets and, when the light turns green, attempts to start up the already-running engine!! Jeezuz.. I'm sure scratching the engine is REALLY better for it than leaving it running.. -__-
I know car idling is a big pollution issue and countries like Japan have introduced anti-idling policies. And hey, I totally agree with these.. But they're for vehicles that idle for long periods of time, key word there being "LONG"!! Drivers should turn off their car engines if they're in a traffic jam, or making a quick dash into the shops, or dropping off goods in a loading dock, or waiting for someone to get their sorry ass out of their house and into the car.. [*cough* >__>] But NOT everytime you pull up at a freaking red light!
Aaaaargh... If he's so damn bent on saving fuel, maybe he should go buy a manual car instead. And stop accelerating so crazily so he doesn't have to brake so sharply and then re-accelerate so hard! And roll up the freaking windows instead of leaving them partially down [especially when the air con is on!!] to lower wind resistance!!
BAH!!
You can tell my parents really get to me sometimes huh. �__�

Cinematic News.. =P
~~>Monday 01.05.06<~~
Feeling: eager
BIG NEWS!! My Internet has been restored to full cable speed *drool drool* lol and I've been snooping around looking for new things to download. Well that's not my big news, in fact it's quite useless information to anybody really. Here's the exciting stuff: I've just discovered that a live-action version has been made of Isao Takahata's Grave of the Fireflies!! =O I'm stunned, but still contemplating whether I should download it or not.. Not sure I'll be able to handle the movie I guess. For one thing I know they've changed the characters a little bit and, movie producers being movie producers, they've probably changed the plot as well to make it a real tear-jerker. As if the Studio Ghibli original wasn't already sad enough. Ahh.. dilemmas, dilemmas.. Hah =P
Things I've finished watching recently:
*'Gokusen' - as one particular website that I came across put it: "delightfully retarded." LOL. Some parts are genuinely funny, others make for a massive eye-rolling fest. Although I suppose it helps to keep in mind that it was originally a manga, so some parts of the story are extremely "out there", as only manga storylines can be.. Good for watching if you're a Matsumoto Jun fan! ^__~
*'Kimi wa Petto' - watched this one purely because I'd heard rave reviews about it from other Matsujun fans. Apart from the eyecandy viewing, it turned out to be a pretty damn good Jdrama. Highly recommended!
*'Loveholic' - the primary reason for this one was Kangta lol. I think he does pretty well as a singer-turned-actor, but the series dragged on for waaaay too long in my opinion. It had a good storyline but seriously could've been compressed into fewer episodes. Dragging a story out for that long pulls any series dangerously close to the borderline of becoming boring.
*'Innocent Steps' - beautiful movie! A must-watch if you like dancing [i.e. artistic dancing like ballroom or Latin dancing, not random drunken nightclub dancing], or if you liked the main actress from 'My Little Bride'.
*'The Successful Story of a Bright Girl' - YES!! I finally did finish watching the last 3 episodes of this Kdrama, and boy did they really suck! Hah those reviewers were right.. The plot towards the end really makes you go "WTF??" It's a shame, because the story started off so well. In the end everything works out nicely I suppose, even with the "WTF" bit, but still.. I stuck through with it purely because I like the actors and actresses in this particular series so much.
Titles on my already growing must-watch-as-soon-as-possible list:
*'Waterboys'
*'My 19 Year Old Sister-In-Law' - because everybody loves Kim Jaewon.. *drool drool* lol
*'1% of Anything' - been curious about the actor Kang Dongwon for a while now, plus I'm a sucker for the typical comedy/romance kind of series.
*'A Millionaire's First Love' - purely because of Hyun Bin =P
Speaking of which, if I get the chance, i.e. have enough download limit left before the end of the month, I'll have a go at re-downloading 'My Name is Kim Sam Soon'. This time I'll make sure to get it from a source where the subtitles are actually understandable!
Some good sources for Asian-ised viewing material like the above: forums at Soompi.com, solid07.net, BWW2, jpopmusic.com, koreanfilm.org.
Later days sons =]

Getting there...
~~>Sunday 30.04.06<~~
Feeling: restless
I made a sandwich earlier, with lettuce, tomato, cheese, and about 7 slices of ham. Because I say yes to premature heart disease.
Lol �__�
No, I lie. I'm not suicidal, I just have too much ham in the fridge that I need to get rid of before my dad discovers how much of it I bought.
I've also got my fingers in the chocolate pie, or should I say two chocolate pies. Hah hah hah. I crack me up. Huzzah for double chocolate gratification!
Thank you, Jaclyn. >=D

Temporary solution
~~>Saturday 29.04.06<~~
Feeling: cheerful
Back again I am, my sons, this time in a much improved mood from before. I've discovered an amazing tool that I think has solved the computer problems I've been having, i.e. sluggishness, excessive lagging, extreme inability to handle running more than 3 programs at once... But all that seems to have disappeared, with the aid of... System Restore! w00t! Basically it's like a massive "undo" button for your computer that restores everything back to the way it was at a previous date and takes care of all the bloopers and stupid things that you installed because they seemed cool at the time, but upon closer inspection suddenly weren't so "cool" afterall. Lol. Fear not sons, it doesn't touch anything in your My Documents folder though, so everything that you've saved will still be up to date. Yes, call me slow if you must, but I only discovered it today even though I've been using XP for years now �__�
Anyway like I said before, eveything seems fine and dandy now. So I can only assume that the root of all my computer troubles was something that I had installed or done to hurt my poor computer baby sometime between the 28th of January this year, and today. Lol. That narrows it down a heck of a lot, doesn't it? =P
Although 5 minutes into starting up my newly restored system an alarming message flashed up that I'd never seen before, saying that my computer was too low on virtual memory. But that's gone now, with the help of a wonderful little button called "OK." And hey, out of sight, out of mind, right? =P
We'll see how it goes. If I get really desperate I'll just undo the undo that I just did [what a lame pun. hah].
I never thought I would hear myself saying this, but.. God bless Microsoft! For their XP System Recovery tool anyway haha >__>
Oh on a completely unrelated note.. It's come to my attention how hard it is to read large amounts of text against certain areas of my current background, i.e. Matsumoto Jun's leg. Since I am a Matsujun patriot, and I love my current background way too much to change it, even for the better physical wellbeing of readers' eyeballs [yes, I'm quite the selfish one aren't I? =P] I've decided to simply change the text colour of large chunks of writing. Pure genius, if I do say so myself =P
While I was hunting around for the right html codes to do so, I came across a bunch of other wonderful html codes which either proved totally useless but are still fun to use, or caused me great amazement that html could create such an effect. Examples?
SuperScript
SubScript
I think it'd add a whole new dimension to a bunch of peoples' lives, you know those stupid Asian delinquents who "TyPe LyKe DiZzzZZz"?? You could just imagine what would happen if they ever started using those html codes.
"i HaB aN iDeA, LeTZz tYpe eBeN m0re ReTaRdedLy d3n we aLrEaDii d0o!!"
*cough* �__�
This one goes in the amazing category though:
Pretty cool huh?
Muahahaha...
Well I guess I'm done being an idiot for now. I'm off to go change the font colours for the blog archives =D
Later days.

Random loose ends
~~>Saturday 29.04.06<~~
Feeling: unproductive
Pros and cons of bullshitting your way through assessments...
Pro: Fluking something doesn't require as much effort as actually sitting down and straining your brain.
Con: When it comes time to putting your flukey ideas into action, you will be totally and utterly screwed because you won't know what the heck is going on.
And this is why pulling things out of your ass and getting lucky doesn't help anyone in the long run. Which is really a shame, because it seems that's what PR is all about. In my experience, anyway.
On Wednesday night we had consultation with our supervisor about strategy statements that each group member had to come up with regarding our overall campaign for the end of the semester. She seemed to like my strategy statement quite a lot and even chose it as the main focus out of everyone's, which quite shocked me because it was something I'd pulled out of my ass at the last minute. I'd bumbled on in a very broad manner about communication and building reputations, which I'd figured would be relatively safe. The less specific something is, the less narrow it is, which means you have less chance of being totally wrong. -__-
Too bad she liked my strategy so much because since I had no idea what the hell I was rambling about in the first place, I now have no idea what tactics to devise in order to back it up. Ahh yes, a classic example of things backfiring and coming back to bite you squarely on the ass.
Moving onto something else PR-related.. Remember that group proposal from a couple of weeks ago that was supposed to be only 3000 words, but had somehow exploded into a 33 page document? I think Karma must have been having a hangover that day, because somehow we managed to get a fantastic mark for it. And not just ANY fantastic mark, we were 3% off getting a 7. Now if that's not a miracle, then I don't know what is! Because I can't think of any logical justification as to how an assignment 6000 words over the limit got such a great mark. [I say 'great' in terms of the quality of our work proportionate to the mark.. By any other standards I would've thought our assignment was quite lousy, and had actually braced myself for a 4, at the very most a 5.] Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely not complaining =P It's just kind of bizarre how things work out sometimes.. *nods*
In other uni-related areas, our Markstrat simulation seems to be going quite well. For the second period in a row, our team is dominating the industry and our share price is at an all time high. w00t! ^^ Ahh yes, the whole thing is actually somewhat fun when we're winning =P The meeting before last Oystein came stomping into the room, armed as usual with his coffee in one hand, Snickers bar in the other, demanding "What the hell happened with our SELF brand? Because we lost a LOT of money there!"
LOL. Anna and I were like.. "Woooooah k..."
So I think our group is really getting into the whole thing, wouldn't you say? Well, those in the group who actually ATTEND the freaking meetings. >__>
Hmm anyways.. enough idle rambling about uni, it's time to actually do some work for it.
Later days sons.

Stupid everything!!
~~>Friday 28.04.06<~~
Feeling: frustrated
I'm in a bitchin' mood tonight. I've been capped for the past week or so which didn't seem so bad initially, but tonight my Internet speed is absolutely craaawling! Apparently Bigpond caps you at speeds of 64K or, at the very worst, dialup speed of 56K. But I personally don't ever recall my dialup being this freaking slow! Fucking liars!!
I'm damn well trying to register for online banking, while shopping around for presents for upcoming birthdays, but it's damn fucking hard when the damn fucking pages won't even load up because my net is either too damn slow, or the whole operation times out [which may well be the result of the net being too damn slow in the first place, so it's just one sick cycle over and over again].
I'm also fucking annoyed with the stupid bank. My negative bank balance of $139.95 has somehow mysteriously disappeared. Today I deposited the $200 I'd managed to scrape together to take care of the negative balance, then when I went to check my account at the ATM I discovered that I suddenly had $280 in my account. What the FUCK. So not counting that $200 I'd just deposited, where did that $80 come from? I checked the recent transaction list, and discovered that the bank had also supposedly charged me a $30 fee for overwithdrawing, or whatever the stupid fee was called, which I think is absolutely ridiculous. 30 fucking dollars.. jeez.. But even so that doesn't explain how the surplus $80 got in there.. Why the fuck does money keep coming and going in and out of my freaking bank account even though I haven't touched my freaking keycard in well over three weeks?!? I bet the bank fucked up somewhere and deposited money into my account by mistake, and soon enough they'll come back and withdraw it, plus extra, because they're all stupid, greedy wankers.
Fucking oath I'm so frustrated! Thank god it's only three more days till the start of next month when my Internet will be restored to full speed!! I think living without the facilities that I'm used to drives me logey. �_�

The calm before the storm...
~~>Monday 24.04.06<~~
Feeling: tired
I was relieved to learn today that I passed my psych exam. Of course, I did better than I'd thought, but scored less than I'd hoped. Ah yes, I am indeed a difficult one.
I also learned that for our Strategic Marketing group assignment, we passed with flying colours ^^ In fact, along with several other groups, we got the 3rd highest mark - 20 out of 25, third only to 21 and 21.87 [how they make .87 part of a mark is simply beyond me]. I was thrilled to pieces, although a little annoyed that now the fourth member of our group gets a lovely, big fat 6 next to her name even though she contributed absolutely shit all towards this assignment. Ahh well.. I guess I shouldn't be such a biatch. Who am I to make nasty statements right now.. -__-
Anyway, these good marks are just lucky. They constitute the good stuff that happens before everything comes crashing down. You know how it is.
I'm dreading the results of my other two exams. At any rate I suppose I deserve to fail.
I don't deserve to be happy anyway.

What a crock of ....
~~>Monday 24.04.06<~~
Feeling: temperamental
Well Uncle Yenny is well and truly getting into the holiday-planning spirit. I'm really looking forward to the end of the year when I get to go on a long, long, looong holiday far, faaaar away..
Anyway.. Following on from yesterday's research I decided to hit up the government website, Smarttraveller.gov.au. All I have to say is: What a crock of shit. It teaches you nothing that you don't already know, but you could just imagine some neurotic idiot camped out in front of their computer reading the website and actually taking their advice seriously.
And whoever wrote the section on Malaysia ought to be fired.
"Beware of terrorism attacks." Yeah, when Malaysia is a country where the premdominant religion is Islam. Because there's a HIGH chance they're going to bomb their own buildings and kill their own Muslims. >__>
"Do not go to the east coast of Sabah because of high threat of kidnapping by terrorists." Like wtf.. Jeez.. I'm not even going to bother disputing that.
Reading that stupid website made me angry. Angry indeed. There isn't anything remotely positive on that site, only stupid neurotic pieces of advice that make every foreign country seem like a danger zone that should be avoided. You can only hope people out there aren't stupid enough to take the advice literally, otherwise everyone in the travel industry would go bankrupt.

Transition II
~~>Friday 21.04.06<~~
Feeling: content
Ah.. So Yeejiun just called from the airport to say goodbye.. Lol. You could practically hear the irony dripping from his voice when he said, "Just rang to say goodbye.. again." -__- keke.
Last year I nearly cried. But this time around, I'm actually grinning. There're heaps of reasons to be sad, but at the same time there are just as many reasons to smile about.. well.. everything, really.
Oh and I think I have an idea now why his mom had such a disapproving look on her face the whole time - the pendant around my neck that says "snake" in Chinese. Green hair and multiple earrings aside, apparently she'd thought I was born in the year of the snake, hence making me "16" years old - probably a little TOO young to be tagging around with her 22 year old son. That, or I was born in 1977, thus making me some kind of rampant paedophile.
Hahahaha. That's put a cheesy smile on Uncle Yenny's dial; the thought alone really cracks me up.
Anyway.. Hmm.. I think I'm feeling pretty damn good at the moment. And back to the Loveholic spree we gooooo! =D

The more things change, the more they stay the same...
~~>Friday 21.04.06<~~ *happy birthday to Sheannal*
Feeling: mellow
Ever heard that saying before? I think it might hold true. On occasion anyway. Some things never change, and I'm kind of glad they don't.
Last night I got woken up at 2am by NoisyFucker2 messaging my phone, which is soo reminiscent of last year.. heh. I'd spent the better half of yesterday skulking around the house feeling sorry for myself, and yesterday evening's plans going down the drain wasn't all that uplifting either *cough* urge to bitch rising, riiiiising.. haha.. But somehow being woken up at an unsightly hour by Yeejiun was kind of comforting. Anyone else and I probably would've been hurling telepathic abuse at them. But I figured I should enjoy it while it lasts, since he's leaving tonight and all. It's nice to know he's still nocturnal like anything =]
Later on I'm going to go out for pearl tea, but for now.. I think I'm finally ready to sit through a session of Loveholic. Fear not sons, I've braced my eyeballs and my brain, and I have a full box of tissues on standby keke.
Later days.

Because...
~~>Thursday 20.04.06<~~
Because I'm young,
Because I'm beautiful,
Because I'm stronger than you give me credit for,
Because I'm intelligent,
Because I'm unique,
Because I'm worth more than how much you value me,
Because I'm me.
And I don't need you to make my happiness complete.

Almost...
~~>Wednesday 19.04.06<~~
Feeling: glummy
I can feel everything sinking back into old ways again. It sucks.
I hung out with Yeejiun for a while after my dental appointment today [which by the way was excruciating! I was five minutes late for the appointment, and I swear the dentist was gouging my gums out extra hard with his little picking tools as a means of payback -__-]. Wasn't for very long, which was a shame, but still. Any time is better than none. I think.
I got to meet his family today. Once again the ever-famous language barrier made things extra awkward, but it was nice to finally be able to put a face to the names and the people that he's talked about in the past. I don't think his mom liked me too much though hah >__> Do I detect an emerging trend here? What IS it with guys' moms and not liking me? Jeez. I'm not a bad girl, I just happen to have a strong appreciation for freedom and a lack of patience for stereotypical "norms" society holds that I don't agree with. And I may have oddly coloured hair and a disproportionate number of ear piercings, but I'm still a good girl. -__-
But anyway.. I had lots of fun today. I'm glad our friendship is the kind that can be put on hold for ages at a time, and when it picks up again it's just like always. If that even makes any sense.. We just bummed around for a bit over drinks, and I paid off some more off my one-million-minus-one coffee debt. [Make that one-million-minus-two now. Hah.] I put sprinkles in his coffee ^^ Pink, green, orange and chocolate. Because everything deserves the chance to be pretty! Yes, even cups of flat white coffee. Togi would be so proud of me! Kekeke.
It's kind of strange.. Things have changed. It's probably safe to say things have changed quite a lot. But not enough to alter our friendship. Which is a relief. Who knows how it'll be in the future though? There's no way of knowing how everything will pan out when things change too much.
Ah.. I sense another chapter of history about to repeat itself again. *sigh* There seems to be a very fine line between Yeejiun and myself that's sort of acting as a border between the now and the past. If that even makes any sense either.. I think I'm doing a little too much rambling at the moment and I also have a headache =(
I feel like a dweeb as well for getting all upset about him leaving last time because I thought that would've been the last time I saw him. Well now I know I was wrong. Hah. Won't be able to see him again before he leaves, but I'm figuring when I go overseas at the end of the year we'll catch up again. Hopefully. If not, then today's brief encounter will have to do as the fading last memory.. *sigh*
Memories, memories...
I'm going to head out now because if I stay home I'll probably just launch myself on a Loveholic spree, which would only result in something quite negative, because I've been warned that Loveholic is a real tear-jerker of a drama. Thanks alot, Kangta. -__-

Love those Tuesdays... ^__~
~~>Tuesday 18.04.06<~~
Feeling: surprised O_O
Lol.. Yeah, I've always said that I loved Tuesdays and it's a well-known fact that good things happen on Tuesdays.. Since last year anyway. Haha.. Or is that just my superstitious thinking again? -__=
Guess who's back in town..? Yeejiun! =D I was totally surprised, and ready to kick his butt for not telling me he was coming back keke.. He's only here for a few days though, for his graduation ceremony, which is a massive shame. Who would fly all the way from Malaysia to Australia and only stay for a few days?? *rolls eyes* hah.. Hmm.. I wonder.. Does that mean Benny and Tay are back too?! Woo0o0oooh it'd be like the ultimate NoisyFucker Patrol reunion!! kekeke
Anyways talk about lousy luck.. He asked if I was free tomorrow to go pick up his graduation gown with him from somewhere in Acacia Ridge, which would've been awesome fun - Uncle Yenny loves road trips =P And then I remembered I had that dratted dentist appointment at 10am. And of course what time is his appointment tomorrow? Spot on at 10am too >__> What are the freaking odds of that?! >=(
At the moment I have the strangest feeling that something else lousy will happen and I won't be able to catch up with him at all before he leaves again.. Which would totally suck.. *sigh* Fingers crossed it's just my neurotic thinking and that nothing happens, I guess.
Mmm.. anyways.. another piece of evidence that Tuesdays are the best day of the week =P - I had an awesome day today. Went out with Jaclyn-sama to Sunnybank and Garbo, which aren't like super spectacular places or anything but it was fun since I haven't seen her in so freaking long. I'm not exactly sure what brought it on, but at Garbo we suddenly had a whizzbang impulsive idea: wouldn't it be FUN to dye her hair funky pink and green like mine?! Hehehe. And so we promptly bought some Rusk and some bleach and set to work. It was so much fun.. I love doing other peoples' hair hehe. Added bonus if it actually comes out alright =P LOL!
I had to leave her place before I got to see the final results after all the dye had been rinsed out, but from what I could see the pink turned out quite well. I couldn't see the blue all that much, which was kind of a shame. Multicoloured hair would've been awesome - I wish I had pink and green/blue hair!! =(
Ah anyways should probably go to sleep since I have to get up early tomorrow =(
Farewell sons ^^

Back in the Business! ^__~
~~>Monday 17.04.06<~~
Feeling: productive ^^
w00t!! So this site is finally back up and running again, and Uncle Yenny has a glowing sense of self-satisfaction for a job well done hehe. It's taken me several days to get my sorry act together, but then again I did stop for numerous J-drama and K-drama watching breaks along the way. For aaaages now I've always wanted to make a layout using frames because in my opinion it just makes everything so much more tidier and organised, and now I've finally done it! w00t! yay for me =P Although I cannot believe it's taken me this long to figure out how to use frames.. *cringes* >__< Sshhh.. Don't tell anyone!
My apologies to people who are running on 1024x768 resolutions, or higher - everything might look somewhat spaced out and retarded, but that's because I'm running on 800x600 =P
Anyway.. This new layout features the newest addition to my eye candy collection, Matsumoto Jun from the band Arashi, and also star of various shows such as Hana Yori Dango, Kimi wa Petto and Gokusen.
Hmm... moving along...
Yesterday I dyed my hair green.
Because everybody should have green hair at least once in their lifetime =P [Well technically the dye was blue, but I was really pleased with the result - some parts actually did come out quite blue, although I was expecting it all to turn green, because that's what happens when you mix blonde Asian hair with blue dye =P] On that note, I'm also pleased to announce that I've found an alternative to the much overrated Fudge Paintbox! =D It goes by the name of Rusk Scream, and it's much thicker, and stronger, and comes in significantly more generous portions than Fudge [125ml as opposed to a mere 75ml] for a cheaper price. And for those of you who thrive on celebrity endorsements, Rusk is the brand Lindsay Lohan's stylist uses in her hair - Lindsay's hair, that is. Not that I particularly care for Lindsay Lohan, but I just thought I'd throw that in to show off my amazing sleuthing skills when it comes to discovering totally useless pieces information -__-
Like a horrible episode of history repeating itself, I managed to stain the shower, the tiles, the vanity basin, my fingernails, my scalp and my skin with the dye. And because Rusk is so much stronger [or seems to be anyway] than Fudge, it was a lot harder to get out. I was in the shower for ages trying to rinse my hair until the water ran clear and as the dye water ran down my face it stained my skin blue. By the end of it all I looked like that Violet chick from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory who gets turned into a blueberry. Terrible. But anyway, for anyone who's looking for dynamic hair colours, Rusk has two thumbs up from me. ^__^
Last night I was up till 3am watching Gokusen. Because I say yes to Oguri Shun and Matsumoto Jun acting together in the same show [hehe I love my toffee sis Togi for inventing that phrase ^__~].
And now I have the urge to rewatch all my episodes of 'Hana Yori Dango'. Because.. Well.. Do I NEED an explanation?! o_O
Haha yes, I believe that's what I'll go do now.
Later days sons!

Today is...
~~>Friday 14.04.06<~~
Feeling: genki desu!! ^__~
I am sooo relieved the holidays are finally here!! w000t! =D I have been in holiday mode since the end of Tuesday's exam, which wasn't all that healthy seeing as I still had two exams left to go. Hah.. I know I did really shit on those exams, but it's all good.. You know how you get to that stage where you just don't care anymore? Well that's where I've been since Tuesday =P I don't care how badly I did anymore because the holidays are here, and the overwhelming sense of relief flooding over me right now is enough to override my feelings of shame and guilt =D Now there's a logical theory if I ever did see one =P
Last night after my last exam I was in such a good mood I decided to take the 130 and walk all the way home from Pinelands, seeing as I'd just missed my normal bus [Yes, that's how much of a good mood I was in - that I would readily consent to exercise like that =P]. By lucky coincidence Romeo took the same bus, and we ended up stopping off at Sunnybank for pearl tea and food. I like impulsiveness, it's rather fun. I also haven't seen Romeo [or anybody for that matter] in quite a while, so it was nice to catch up a little. A good start to the holidays, I say.
That being said, my inbox has already been bombarded with a flood of emails about scheduling group meetings for the holidays and what not, and once again I feel like crying. I've barely been on holidays for 12 hours, I don't neeeeed this right now! I don't even wanna THINK about assignments or study or anything remotely uni-related!! *sigh*
Oh well.. I guess I'll just deal with it later..
For now, today is aaaall about me. I've made plans for the rest of the day that involve doing only things I enjoy and have been looking forward to doing for QUITE some time now.. muahaha >=D
Happy Easter all, hope everyone has a safe and lovely break. ^^

Bah to false advertising!!
~~>Wednesday 12.04.06<~~
Feeling: restless
Red Bull does NOT give you wings. It makes you twitchy, and fidgety, but does nothing to substantiate its product slogan. I know this because after drinking it, my attention span was still as short as ever and furthermore I had extreme difficulty concentrating for longer than 10 minutes at a time.
Damn those false advertising claims!!

The height of desperation...
~~>Saturday 08.04.06<~~
Feeling: panicky
Allow me to sum up my current situation for you: I have hollows under my eyes that I like to refer to as 'The Deeper Valleys of Sleep Deprivation', I've been thriving on barely any other liquid than Ceylon tea for the last 3 days, and my stomach is incredibly fluttery and tense. Do we all know what time of the semester it is?? *ding ding ding* That's riiiight, it's mid-sem exam time!
I've spent the greater half of today typing up answers to the practice exam questions for one of my subjects, E-Marketing. From week 3 to week 6 [the week that just passed], our lecturer has been releasing practice exam questions at the end of every class, with the guarantee that one of the questions from each week will definitely appear on the exam. In the exam there are five short answer questions, of which we choose three to answer. This has prompted me to formulate a theory. Since one question from each week will definitely appear but we only need to answer three questions, then if I just choose three weeks to focus on and rote learn the answers to them impeccably, I will be able to pass the short answer question section of the exam. Correct? o_O
Ingenious theory if I do say so myself. Theoretically, it all makes perfect sense in my mind. But of course in practice, it's entirely different >__> After typing up answers for two of my chosen weeks [I've yet to do the final set, that's how long these DAMN answers take to formulate! >=(] it has become blatantly apparent how little knowledge I actually have about the subject. Everything that I've spent the last 6 weeks cramming into my undersized brain has gone in one eye and out the other [I say 'eye' because I learn by reading my material silently, not by chanting it out loud to my ears o__o]. This makes me feel like crying.
I'm going to follow the same strategy for my Strategic Marketing exam [as we have the same lecturer for that subject] and hope that somehow I can wing my way through. There are only two more full days left before my exam starts, so it's certainly too late to go by any other strategy now.. =( *sigh*
It's quite sad, isn't it? At the start of the semester I absolutely swore to myself that this year I would turn over a new leaf, study my ass off and get good grades. Now look at me... Plotting tactics that will hopefully get me through just by the skin of my teeth, even though I genuinely have tried to study right from week one. I don't know what's worse.. Not studying and failing miserably, or genuinely trying and STILL failing miserably. What a lousy dilemma. *sigh*
I think the highlight of my weekend will be venturing into the supermarket tomorrow to stock up on Red Bull for my cramming sessions. How sad...

She'd have to be manic... =P
~~>Friday 07.04.06<~~
Feeling: pressed
Ooookay so where has Uncle Yenny been for the last couple of weeks? Oh, only suffocating under a pile of textbooks, lecture notes and media-related artefacts for that stupid campaign I've been doing for work experience. >__>
Yay for me, I get to kick-start next week with a group assignment due on Monday, followed by a rapid succession of mid-semester exams on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. Bang, bang, bang, all in a row.. Which pretty much means: Ouch, ouch, ouch, all in a row =P But at least then it'll be over quickly.. lol. Wish me luck sons!^^
My last day of work with that PR company for Walk Safely to School Day was actually on the Monday that just passed [the campaign wraps up today]. I can say with all honesty that I never ever want to hear of the Pedestrian Council of Australia again, nor do I want anything to do with media-related work for a loooooong, looooooooong time. In a way it was rewarding I guess, I mean the work experience was definitely invaluable. I'll be sure to chuck that into my resume and spin-doctor it as much as is legally possible [which is precisely what PR people are supposed to be good at doing anyway, there's no point trying to beat around the bush about that =P]. I also managed to catch the CSA played on channel 10 during Futurama last week hehe. I know it wasn't my doing, because I'd been rejected outright by channel 10 Queensland just the week before.. But it still didn't stop me from leaping off the couch and screaming, "That's my ad!!" and bragging about it to anyone within earshot. For anyone who's curious about the ad, you can get a copy of it here: www.walk.com.au, under the advertising section. [That line became one of my catch cries in my phone calls and emails to the media lol.]
I was shocked when Steph [the chick I worked with mainly, she's really lovely!] told me they were considering offering me more work with different campaigns. Personally I thought I'd done such a horrible, lousy job that they would rather hire an underpaid phone monkey than call me back to do anymore work with them.. Lol. I'd love to get my fingers in the pie for some new avocado campaign they're supposedly working on [because we all know how much I love food! Haha] but I dunno... *sigh* We'll see.
On a completely unrelated note, Uncle Yenny has rekindled her love for Japanese things, thanks to a little help from Matsumoto Jun [aka "MatsuJun"] w000t! =P As a result, I've developed an unhealthy passion for J-dramas which could not possibly have sprouted at a worse time, considering mid-sems are just around the corner.. >__< My latest fetish is watching live-action series, which is where they take an anime/manga and turn it into live action, as the name suggests =P I managed to gobble my way through Hana Yori Dango [starring Matsumoto Jun], and some of Marmalade Boy, and Gokusen. Don't worry sons, I'm attempting to exert SOME level of self-control, so I won't be watching anymore stuff until my exams are well and truly over >__> I really enjoyed Hana Yori Dango, even though it was tacky as anything, and the soundtrack gives a whole Harry Potter vibe right from the beginning. [Funnily enough, they make reference to Harry Potter during the series, which I thought was rather uncanny.] I was also surprised that they hadn't been sued for the whole "F4" concept, as I'd previously known F4 to be a Taiwanese band who did songs for the soundtrack of a show called Meteor Garden. But I later learned that F4 the band had actually originated from Meteor Garden, and Meteor Garden was the Taiwanese version of Hana Yori Dango. [It's amazing what ignorant people can learn huh! keke] Ahh.. Might sound terribly confusing, but if you watch the show then you'll know what I'm rambling about ^__~ I really hope they make a sequel to it, because I'm dying to know how everything pans out between the main characters. I know there's a Meteor Garden II, so I'll keep my fingers crossed for the Japanese version keke.
MatsuJun is also the inspiraton for my next background/layout, which I'll attempt to work on over the Easter break. Doesn't mean I love Dongwan, or Shinhwa, or any of my preeecious k-pop any less =P But it feels good to be back in the rhythm with Jap stuff again. If that even makes any sense.. o_O It's also sort of given me a little more clarity on where I'd like to be next year, and rekindled my determination to do HHB082 next semester. Let's hope everything stays this nice and rosy .__.
Ngoc-iE left for Japan on Monday. I meant to at least send him a msg or call or something before his plane left, but I got so wrapped up in work on Monday that I totally forgot. Horrible, horrible excuse I know >__> Although I was kind of miffed when, last Thursday, I went to visit him one last time and he didn't really seem to give a crap. That would very well have been the last time I'll see him in two years, given the fact that he's not coming back until next April and also given my plans that span from next year and into 2008. He was more interested in talking to Chris, whom he was going to see on Sunday again anyway, about freaking car speakers than anything else. So I left in a kind of pissed off mood, but oh well. I still hope everything works out well for him in Tokyo.
Enough ranting from me sons.. I've tried to study, but haven't been very productive all day. *sigh* So I guess I'll head off and try to get some more work done now.. >__>
Later days..

2 more weeks...
~~>Saturday 25.03.06<~~
Feeling: stressed
After tomorrow it'll be week 5 of the uni semester. w00t! I just LOVE the way we're getting deeper and deeper into the semester at an increasing speed, and the way the stress piles up from all the assignments, study and upcoming exams. >__>
I'm sort of looking forward to week 7 though, crazy as it sounds. Why? Week 7 will be the pinnacle of all stress, hair-tearing and sleep deprivation as I have 3 exams in a row, plus assignments galore. But right after week 7 comes a lovely holiday break, which I'm totally looking forward to. And after week 7 I won't have to worry so much about studying my ass off because I only have one end of sem exam, as opposed to having four. w00t!^^
But until then, I have no choice but to take a deep breath and face it all head on - this means buckling down and studying hard out for the next 2 weeks as part of a rigid schedule whereby I don't leave the house for anything other than work, uni or group meetings. *sigh*
I've started "working" at a PR company in the city [since I'm not being paid for it, it's really more of a voluntary work experience position rather than anything else. But even though it's unpaid, it's still daunting! >__<] When I started on Friday, my job was to distribute copies of a community service announcement for an upcoming national event - Walk Safely to School Day - to all the radio and broadcast media in Queensland. Long and tedious? Yes. Scary? HELL YES! But the real fun starts on Monday, when I get to call up each and every media outlet that I emailed on Friday to harrass them into broadcasting the CSA. Frankly I find the whole thing nervewracking because if I make even one tiny mistake, I feel like I'm going to ruin the whole damn campaign for everyone. I suppose if I do the job right though it'll all be worth it in the end, and I'll have a glowing sense of self-satisfaction, and rah rah rah.. There's a big "if" involved in that though. Fingers crossed.. >__>
So anyway.. The next time you turn on the TV, keep your eyes peeled for an ad about Walk Safely to School Day. If you catch it, then you'll know Uncle Yenny somehow managed to pull it all off somewhat successfully! w00t! =P

Take that and SHOVE it!
~~>Friday 24.03.06<~~
Feeling: aggravated
What goes around, comes around.
Case One: On Tuesday night someone suddenly started talking to me on msn, right out of the blue. This particular person hasn't spoken to me in well over two years. Long story short, two years ago this supposed "friend" suddenly wasn't interested in being "friends" with me anymore because he'd started going out with a certain someone who didn't like me, even though I hadn't even done anything wrong by her to begin with.
On Tuesday I learned that not only had they recently broken up, but she was now seeing someone else.
I know it's wrong to take delight in other peoples' misery, and I already did my fair share of gloating that night to Moju, who also joined in the gloating.. heehee.. >=D But hey, what can I say.. What goes around comes around. Serves you right for being such a sellout, jerk.
Case Two: On Wednesday night in the computer room, the people using the comp next to mine suddenly started talking to me.. lol. It turned out the guy was the president of a certain student association, and his friend was the PR officer. Upon hearing what club they were from, I recalled that a certain.. someone.. [whom I and various other people dislike, on account of her being a two-faced bitch - pardon my language, but it's the truth!] had also joined the committee of that particular society. I absolutely loathe her because of all the nasty things she's done over years - not just to myself and my friends, but even to people that I wouldn't usually give two hoots about.
It turned out that all three of us had a mutual dislike for her [with reasons totally justified of course! =P], and that contrary to what she likes to believe, she really isn't so "popular" in this community after all. So there you go - more proof that what goes around really does come around.
Of course that being said I've probably just moved myself right up to the top of karma's "To be struck by lightening" list, but I don't really care right now. It's like sweet revenge for all the lousy things they've done by me, or put me through, except that it came without any effort on my part. Which is why that saying "What goes around, comes around" rings especially true in these cases.
Quoting Tuan-iE in one of his best moments, "Three cheers for sweet revenge!" =P

Ehhh...
~~>Saturday 18.03.06<~~
Feeling: lousy
It's the damnedest thing, but it seems there are just fewer and fewer hours in a day. I can't seem to find enough hours to be productive - technically all the days off I have should be enough to keep up with everything, but wouldn't you know it.. Somehow, I can't seem to do it! And furthermore, this bastard cold refuses to relinquish its hold on my voicebox, even though it's been a week already. Being sick is the last thing I need when I'm already short on time.
I feel like I'm suffocating, or drowning. And I can feel this tension in my bones that something lousy is about to happen. It's not a premonition; I'm not psychic. But things just don't feel right anymore..

Prepare the immunity drugs!
~~>Wednesday 15.03.06<~~
Feeling: smug
There is an infectious new disease out and about. I call it Chan-itis, or if you prefer the scientific technological name, See-how-much-of-Chan's-stuff-you-can-nick-off-with-before-he-notices-itis. It stems from a long history of being lied to, piked on, and cancelled on by people with the name 'Chan'. And my self diagnosis tells me I've come down with a severe case of the disorder.
Last week I took all of his cigarettes and his stainless steel cigarette case.
This week I took his tin of Eclipse, his supposed nicotine placebo for the cigarettes from the week before.
I wonder what I should take next time...

Behold, the mug of all envy!
~~>Monday 13.03.06<~~
Feeling: stuffy
There are some people in this world who possess many talents.
I, unfortunately, am not one of them.
What I do have, however, is a horrible cold, a slackass group of unco-operative teammates, a credit card, and an overwhelming sense of self-pity. Put the four together and what do you get? Ding-ding-ding! A dangerously impulsive splurging shopping spree! w0000t! [Talk about alliteration.. My English teacher would be PROUD! hehe =P]
Indeed, I have finally, finally, fiiiinally ordered that Shinhwa Magic Cup off Yesasia.com that I've been drooling after for the last six months. That's right.. The Shinhwa Magic Cup now belongs... to meeeeeeeeeee... muahahahaha!! >=D For anyone who hasn't heard me raving about "The Cup" [which I'm hoping is more of a mug size so that it'll hold more drink =P], or who doesn't know how big of a Shinhwa fanatic I am, let me explain.
I like Shinhwa.
I like them very much.
Hence it's only logical for me to want to buy the Shinhwa Magic Cup.
Let the product description from the website explain my reasoning:
This stylish mug appears to have nothing more than a simple black design on it. But when it is filled with hot liquid, the gorgeous boys from Shinwa suddenly appear - as if by magic! As the mug cools down, the boys again disappear, until the next time you're in the mood for some hot stuff!
Kekeke...
While I was browsing Yesasia.com, I also discovered that if I just spent an extra 25 dollars, I could qualify for free shipping! And qualify I did! =D I thought veeery long and hard about whether to order movies/tv shows, or other Shinhwa merchandise instead [keyrings, towels, vinyl bags, tattoos.. you name it, and you can bet those crazy marketers at Good Entertainment have already come up with it as a means to suck your wallet dry =P], or even that No Regret Life album that I've waited ohhh so long for the release of! In the end I decided on the movies - if I don't like them, then I'll sell them away =P
Not so long ago I'd promised myself that I wouldn't go splurging on my credit card for a while at least, but I guess this just goes to prove that I can't go two weeks without it. *sigh*
Not to worry though. This time I promise not to go on any more plastic-fantastic splurges for a looooong time, with the exception of perhaps the remaining two uni textbooks I have yet to buy >__> So think of this splurge as a retirement party for my Visa-meister. At least, that's the way I try to justify it =P

As luck would have it...
~~>Sunday 12.03.06<~~
Feeling: sick
Yes, as luck would have it, it seems my health has taken a turn for the worse and what started off as a tingly sore throat is on the way to becoming a full-scale cold. gaaargh how annoying! There is nothing more irritating than being sick in summer! Well technically we've reached autumn now, but the temperatures across Brisbane are still soaring so it may as well still be summer >=( It's annoying because it's too hot to wear a jacket to keep your body warm, and having a runny nose while sweating your skin off isn't the most wonderful experience on earth. I'm sure we've all been there before.. =(
I think I'm going to have an eeeearly night tonight. But in the mean time, since my head feels tooooo stuffy to do any decent work [or at least that's my excuse and I'm guna stick with it! =P], I might start looking around at advertised graduate positions. I've kept putting it off and off and off, but I don't think I can keep doing it for much longer =(
*sigh* Needless to say, I have a lousy feeling about my lousy chances, so I don't know why I bother...

Procrastination is the key...
~~>Sunday 12.03.06<~~
Feeling: eew
Wow, so here I am on a lovely Sunday afternoon tucked away in the Z Block computer lab at uni. Unbelievable.. Who would ever have imagined lazy old Uncle Yenny would be at uni [of ALL places!] on a Sunday??
Fear not, children! No, the world hasn't turned upside down, nor has the universe collapsed into chaos. I'm only here because of a group meeting =P Although the meeting starts at 2; I figured I might come here early to use the Markstrat program - I need it for that retarded Strategic Marketing group assignment, and it's only installed on business faculty computers.
'What is Markstrat?' you may ask. Well, good sons.. It's a simulation marketing game whereby each group becomes a company in the Markstrat World, the aim being to increase our share price index by the end of it all. This means making real live decisions by weekly deadlines, regarding market research, sales force teams, and all other confusing terminology you might vaguely recall if you've ever had to listen to the finance section of the news. To be honest, the program is shit confusing. It's got as many buttons and options and tabs as a poker machine [and my God, if you've been to the Treasury Casino lately, you'd know how damn complicated those machines are!], and I fear that just by attempting to navigate my way around it I've probably caused my company's stocks to crash =(
It's made even worse by the fact that I have a lousy group who of course don't know about the deadline coming up this Tuesday because they didn't attend the lecture, and I'm torn between making the decisions of my own accord right here, right now, or waiting for them to get their slack asses online and reply to the email I sent them so they can have a choice in what decisions to make this week. Hmmmmm... o_O
Well I should probably start heading over to the library to meet the rest of my PR group. It's kind of a shame, because the Z Block labs were totally empty and I was the only one in here [past tense because a couple of people just strolled in]. I suppose it's a good thing though; whenever I have an empty room all to myself, I always get the urge to run around hysterically, or do something whacky like log myself into all 30 computers at once.
Later days, sons.

Pressure, pressure...
~~>Saturday 11.03.06<~~
Yes, I think it's safe to say I'm finally starting to feel the pressure from uni. Second week back and the heat is already on =( Assignments and deadlines are pressing forward from left, right and centre. I feel like I'm suffocating under an armour of textbooks, while being kicked in the stomach by group members who are supposed to be on my side, but really might as well be collaborating with the enemy, for all the work they're doing.. This is going to be one heeeell of a semester, I can tell you that. >__>
You might also notice that I'm attempting to type with perfect punctuation like an absolute priss. =P This is purely because I need to get into the habit. Unfortunately, I can't go on typing like a delinquent forever, even though I very much wish I could.
*sigh*
There's so much stuff I want to do right now, which is being suppressed by all the stuff that I need to do [i.e. uni-related crap]. This of course leads to stress and, combined with being sick, makes for a sure-fire recipe for disaster. I've tried to draw up a schedule so that I can use the meagre time I have to be productive but it only makes me feel even more so that there are just not enough hours in a day =( I'm actually feeling kind of relieved that I don't have a job at the moment. Stupid, I know, because I desperately need the money, but even if the opportunity did come up I don't think I could squeeze out the time for it. >__<
I'm also still coming to terms with having to do so much groupwork this semester. My PR group seems the best, which is a shock, but also a massive relief. I was surprised when Davina took the initiative to draw up an agenda for tomorrow's group meeting - she's so on task! Makes me feel much better about our prospects of achieving a half decent grade. Other than that, I can't say much else for my other subjects. For E-Marketing we don't have to finalise any groups until next week, but I think half of mine has already been set in stone - on Tuesday I met this guy from Germany called Oliver. He's a lovely person [or seems like it anyway], and after sitting through the lecture and the tute, he proposed that we work together. Mostly probably because he doesn't know anyone else in the subject >__>. Ordinarily I would've jumped for joy at making a new friend and finding someone to work with so easily, but I've had my *cough* fair share of bad experiences with international students. He's wonderfully nice and all, but sometimes that just doesn't cut it when it comes to work. I know, I know. I'm horrible. But the world is harsh like that. Sometimes if you want to get anywhere, you have to be cruel. Apparently for that subject we have to work in groups of 3-4, so the remainder of our group is yet to be decided. I hope it turns out alright.. >__< And finally, for Strategic Marketing, which looks to be the hardest freaking subject of all, my group is absolutely lousy. In this subject we have no choice over what group we get to work in; instead everyone is put in a group by random computer allocation, the theory being that this is how life works in the real world - you very rarely get to pick and choose who you want to work with. I think I could not possibly have asked for a crappier group >__> Like I mentioned in an earlier post, none of them had even bothered to attend last week's lecture, one guy left early to attend a pub crawl, one chick turned around and started gossiping and talking down about pub crawls as soon as the guy had left, and the last chick just sat there laughing and nodding and agreeing. So there you have it - a beer guzzler, a two-faced sneak, a yes-woman, and myself. WONDERFUL.
I really hope everyone else has had a better week than I have.

Transition...
~~>Thursday 09.03.06<~~ *happy birthday to Darren T.*
Feeling: disgruntled
this week hasn't been all that spectacular. i have multiple blisters on my feet [serves me right for stalking around in heels all day], i just got lumped into the most lousy group for strategic marketing [none of them attended last week's lecture, and one guy even left the tute early to attend a freaking pub crawl..], and i'm still coming to grips with just how stingy some people really are.
i'm in the mood to rant and gripe and bitch. yes, i believe i will.
so.. yesterday i went to this newly opened donut shop with conway. i haven't seen conway in quite a while, but the first thing he brought up when it came time to pay was "you still owe me $6.95!"
what. the. fuck.
it's true, we rented out a dvd from blockbuster ages ago [i personally don't recall it being so freaking expensive, but oh well] but hey, i've shouted him on numerous occasions - for food, drinks, pearl tea.. his response always being "oh, i'll shout you next time." *cough* needless to say i have yet to see that "next time" come around. i can also recall putting in money for my share of something, and never receiving the change back from it. i mean, not that i'm so fucking stingy that i'd ask for a few cents worth of change back. but if he's guna operate on such stingy principles, then i might as well too. and hey, while we're in the process of stooping that low, then why don't i chuck in petrol charges for all the times i've driven him around? for fuck's sake...
i guess i can understand if he wasn't thrilled at forking out for the whole 6.95 on his own.. even though i can safely say the number of times i've shouted him food would easily equal that amount.. but why should i owe him the whole 6.95? didn't he watch the movie too? so then technically shouldn't he pay for half of it, not just expect me to pay for the whole damn thing?
it really made my blood boil. and when i get angry, i get stubborn and my pride swells up to the point where it blocks any line of logical vision i might have. in my angry state, i snappily paid the $6 for the four donuts and refused the $3 he offered - that's my stubborn pride acting up for you -__- now that i think about it, it was a stupid thing to do. i should've taken his money and abused him more, but like i said.. when i get angry i become irrational. i suppose i'd better hurry up and pay him back the remaining 95 cents, lest he accuse me of oweing him a further outstanding sum >__>
and just for the record, i don't give a fuck if conway reads this post. it's not as though we live in a third world country. if we were, it'd be a different story. since we're not, i find it amazing the way some people act like such misers.
and yes, i do realise the incredible irony involved in my griping about it -__-"
on the bright side, i've helped myself to fly to the sky's latest album, transition, and also one of shinhwa's.. FTTS's album isn't bad, although i think i'm enjoying shinhwa's a bit more. haha.. call me a shinhwa freak, but that's just the way it goes.. =P listening to it now makes me feel a little better.. there's a lovely little track sung purely by dongwan on his own called 'girl on the second floor' which will bring a mellow smile to anyone's face =] and who would've guessed.. contrary to what jimmeh and i previously thought, it seems andy can sing after all. he does a solo track on this album too. it's not bad.. ^^
ahh yes.. sweet, sweeeeet kpop cures what ails ya!

Stroke of Luck...
~~>Monday 06.03.06<~~
Feeling: relieved
well thank my lucky stars, it seems my mom HAS found someone to go to the awards dinner with afterall. apparently she took up my suggestion of asking one of her *cough* friends, who [for reasons that are completely beyond me] actually agreed to go. amaaazing. O_O
today i went "shopping" for bodykits with bevan. i was kind of disappointed; i figured it would be grand because i've never seen actual pieces on their own or anything like that, and if i got lucky maybe i'd even get to see them attaching the pieces to somebody's car. apparently not >__>
we went to this place in logan where the neighbouring streets are filled with vehicle-related shops [i say that because there were a fair few motorcycle shops there, so it's not just aaall cars ^^]. i actually recognised the area, having been there previously with chan, but couldn't for the life of me recall whether i'd seen the shop he was looking for. so basically we circled like vultures for half an hour, hunting for this one particular place he wanted to get a quote from.. only to discover it had moved. since he didn't have a refidex in his car, we had no idea how to get to the new location >__> lol. we then went to another store that specialises in rims and all things wheel-related, where the airconditioning was turned up waaay too high, and the guy behind the counter was shifty-looking and had an attitude problem. and finally we went for korean ice cream at sunnybank. i was surprised that bevan hadn't ever tried korean ice cream before, even though he loves other korean things. haha.. but korean ice cream always puts a nice touch to any occassion. it'll put a smiiiile on your diiiial! like this --> ^_____^ kekeke =P
ummm hmmm.. there's heaps more stuff i would love to blog about at the moment, but i think i might have to hold out till next time.
i'll post a note to myself! ^^

Nauseating Guilt Trips...
~~>Monday 06.03.06<~~ *it's howie's birthday!^^*
Feeling: sickened
so here's the dilemma of the moment: to go, or not to go? o_O my mom's been on my tail to accompany her to some black tie dinner ceremony thing her work is holding. personally, i wouldn't want to be caught dead on the end of a ten foot pole at any kind of full-scale public event like this with my mom. past experience has taught me only too well that going anywhere with my mom is like signing away your sanity to the devil. i don't care how flashy or swish the place and the food is [given that it's being held at the grand ballroom in the Hilton.. not too shabby huh? =P], my sanity is waaay too precious a commodity for me to part with so easily. unfortunately [and often MUCH to my frustration] my mom is a very persistent person, with skin as thick as a grapefruit, who doesn't know how to take no for a damn answer. i honestly tried my best to get out of it tactfully by suggesting various other people she could take, and even trying to discourage her by reminding her how much she disliked people at her office [it's TRUE! it's not a lie that my mom's not very popular, nor does she have many friends. is it any wonder why?! -__-"]. eventually i caved in and conceded to going, grumbling and pulling sour faces all the while. but then feeling sick at the thought of truly having to go through with the whole ordeal, i decided to come clean and told her straight up that i didn't want to go. she took it quite well, i think, and announced that she would ask my dad [you know by this point that she must be really desperate, because much like i hate accompanying her anywhere in public, she hates going anywhere with my fahjah]. inevitably my dad said no, and who can blame him??
it's frustrating though! i don't understand why the hell she wants to go.. she has no sense of how to dress, i'm sure she'll manage to pull together some shocking outfit that should've been buried back in the 80's.. it's being held in the city on a friday night, and she never lets me out to the city on a friday night.. [how fkn hypocritical! another point that makes me angry] and to top it all off, she doesn't even like the people from her work; she comes home with endless stories about how nasty and stupid she thinks they all are!
but even though i have no idea why she would want to attend the damn thing, i'm starting to feel kind of bad now that she doesn't have anyone to accompany her. ahhh talk about guilt trips and lousy consciences..
should i go? gaaargh... i guess i'll just think about this a little more.. *sigh*

Routine gripes...
~~>Thursday 02.03.06<~~
Feeling: dowdy
my face is like zit city at the moment, population 200 and growing. i've had a bad hair day that's lasted all bloody week, and it seems that my butt has expanded outwardly of late. i'm not usually one to complain about gaining weight, but it's alarming the way my backside has burst itself out of proportion with my upper body. lovely. all of the above combined do absolute wonders for my self esteem, and if you couldn't tell that statement was dripping in sarcasm, there's plenty more to come so you'll have many a chance to get used to it.
yes, i like to complain. =] i love it, in fact. but you know what i love even more? this shitty weather we've been having lately. if the miserable on again-off again drizzle doesn't dampen your already soggy spirits, then i don't know what will. so much for queensland being the sunshine state >__>
well on a brighter note, it's almost the end of the week! the finish line is in sight! w00t! i can't wait till tonight's class is over because that means a nice long four day weekend before i have to endure the pain of another uni week all over again.
maddy is supposed to be coming up tomorrow afternoon, and i was really looking forward to her arrival. well actually i still am, although i don't really have much wish to advertise to her my role as the mayor of zit city. hmm.. -__-"
lol. anyway it should be a fun weekend. hopefully. -__-" i say hopefully because we all know if you're looking for excitement, brisboner is not the most enthralling of places to go. ideas people, i need ideas! .__. i'm willing to bet that pearl tea hasn't taken off in the UK yet, so i'll make sure that she gets a good dose of the stuff. haha.. it's always hilarious watching people get their first ever taste of pearl tea, and especially rewarding if it turns out they like it ^^
anyway before my lecture starts tonight [yes, a 7-9pm lecture.. who ever invented such a time slot for classes should really be shot -__-] i might catch up on some fanfic reading.
toodle-oo!

2 down, 2 to go...
~~>01.03.06<~~
Feeling: relieved
well i'm relieved that at least one of my subjects will be remotely enjoyable this sem.. and of course, it's PSYCH! w00t! =P
today had my first psych lecture for the semester; i think i'm really guna enjoy this subject ^^ it's so cruisy, there're no tutes, only lectures, you get 10% by default just for doing online quizzes, and you can even gain up to an extra 3% for your overall score just by participating in voluntary psych research.. how sweet is that?! today after class i stayed behind and did 3 surveys, which amounts to 1.5% keke [i know 1.5% sounds quite piddly, but after repeatedly missing the cut-off for a higher grade by 1 or 2 marks, you begin to realise that an extra 1% can really make a difference]. the unit content seems good too - apparently we'll be delving into all kinds of fascinating issues like personality, schizophrenia, obsessive compulsive disorder, and hypnotism.. i for one can't wait to sink my teeth into it! w00t! i have a gooooood feeling about this unit, even though after last sem i thought i might never look at electives the same way again..
last night's lecture wasn't so bad i guess. i did recognise a few people. no one overly enthralling or anything, but it's a remotely interesting way to pass time looking for people you recognize. assuming they're people that you don't hate =P i saw the dude from high school who once swore at me over msn, another guy also from high school [but the grade below i think] who's somewhat of a pretty boy, a guy i almost mistook for being tuan-iE but on closer inspection i realised he worked at myer and i'd met him once, very briefly [back then i'd also made comments to him about how he looked like tuan-iE]. and i also saw some strange, shifty-looking asian dude that i've seen last year around sunnybank, the city, and on the buses i catch, and that i once thought was tay. haha what a lovely summary. i quite like my lecturer for that subject, she's a lady with this lovely british accent that i wish i could emulate but would probably sound like a dickhead in doing so. she's also going to be the lecturer for tomorrow's class, so that should make it somewhat bearable.
i'm just bracing myself for tonight's PR lecture though.. i hate PR, so i'm not looking forward to it. but at least since i've had the lecturer last year, it shouldn't be toooo bad. i hope. i know the tutes are guna suck though.. while i was previously allocated in the same tute as dav, i think they're going to jumble up all the tutorials and re-allocate people again.. something to do with different tutes for different clients, with regards to the group assignment.. *sigh* how lousy! >__<
hmm anyway.. since i have some time on my hands i think i might go read over last night's lecture content. haha yes, that's right.. uncle yenny is actually reading materials of her own accord! -__-
later days sons =]

And now that i think about it...
~~>28.02.06<~~
Feeling: edgy
now that i think about it, my timetable kind of sucks. -__- [yes, i'm well aware that i have a sloooow reaction. what are YOU guna do about it? o_O]
i'm at home atm, came back from a job interview at uni a while ago. it was for a volunteer adminstration position with the career and employment department, and i think i can honestly say that was the worst interview i've ever pulled off - not that i've been to very many anyway >__> for starters i was late, the bus was crammed full of people, thus slowing it down and also making it late, and when i realised i was late i started power walking my way into uni [i have made it a point never to run in public; the day you see me doing so must be the day that hell has frozen over]. as anyone knows, i am lazy like a sack of a potatoes, i very rarely exercise, and hence any form of physical exertion causes me to sweat and feel extreme discomfort =( and that's how it was today. i burst through the office doors, sweaty and sticky like an ice cream left to melt in the sun, and somehow managed to sit through an excruciating one-on-one session where the interviewer got a nice close-up view of all the sweat trickling down my face. wow, i must've been a sight to see >__>
she says i did a good interview and will call me by the end of the week, but in my opinion, that's what they all say when they're trying to let you down gently -__- *sigh* rejected from a volunteer position? daaamn that's pretty sad.
on the bright side, i ran into darren chan at sunnybank this morning. he even wished me good luck several times, although probably to no avail, seeing as how lousy i fared this morning. but yes. lousy bus rides are always more endurable if you have someone decent to pass the time with. ^^
ahhh.. i'm fighting some vicious nerves right now - i always get jittery at the start of the semester, and also right before exams. i guess i just don't like change all that much, or having to deal with unpredictable situations. hmm. my first class is at 5pm, which can be a good or a bad thing, depending on how you choose to interpret it o_O the majority of my classes are at night, which is a bonus for lazy sods like me who like to sleep in alot. on the down side, while it's nice and summery for now, once winter comes the sun will set a lot earlier.. and no one really wants to wait in the cold and the dark at night for a bus into the city.
aaargh.. this sucks! i think i might go make myself some kimchi and noodle stew to soothe my jangled nerves before i have to leave..

Sucky, sucky, sucky!!
~~>27.02.06<~~ *happy b'day to togo!*
Feeling: crushed
hmm.. so i finally got off my ass and actually took a look at the unit outlines for for three of the four subjects i'll be doing this sem.. and i can't say i'm overly thrilled. there's a shitload more groupwork than i'd anticipated, which really blows. if there's one thing i despise, it's groupwork. at least with individual assessments, you have control over what kind of grades you can achieve. and if you get a lousy grade, then that's your own freaking fault. but with groupwork, there's no control whatsoever.. bah!! sucky, sucky, sucky!! as my vegemite sis, togi, would say, i say NO to groupwork! =( even worse, because of the vast amount of groupwork there're are very few individual assessments - including no end of sem exams. as far as i can see, the only one i'll have is for psych.. i say another big NO to this! hmm.. i suppose i sound a little crazy.. i know in previous semesters, subjects without final exams were like a god-send.. but not when i'm trying to raise my GPA like this. boo000o0oo! sucky, sucky groupwork!
umm.. i guess there's nothing else i really want to complain about at the moment haha. well that's just taken the wind out of my sails hasn't it -__- haha
last night, for the first time in aaages, i spoke to peter on msn. i was greatly surprised to learn that he'd quit his job and is packing up and heading off for a year to... south korea! w00t!! hehe. he should be leaving around the 7th-8th of march, after his visa gets sorted out. it was kind of comforting to learn of someone else taking the plunge, and it's almost given me the courage to make up my mind about carrying through with my own plans for next year. i'm still not too sure though, but it's a while away.. so we'll see how it all pans out.. i accused him of stealing my plan, and questioned his ability to survive over there, seeing as he doesn't speak a word of their language. haha.. his response? "just use english." he seems to think that lots of people over there speak english? o_O haha.. i myself wouldn't be so sure, and my korean sure as hell isn't up to scratch either. so let's hope he's right about that.. otherwise there'll be a couple of looooost little asians wandering around south korea keke.
hmm.. moving on.. uni well and truly will have started tomorrow =( i'm a little nervous, a little edgy, and very full of dread.. =(
*sigh*
i'll keep my fingers crossed that this year will be a good one. ^^
for now... it's my last chance to cram in as much multimedia-viewing as i can before uni starts - after this i've decided to limit myself to no more than 3 hours viewing per week.. haha. we'll see long that lasts >__>
and awaaaaay we go!

Exhausted resources... =(
~~>Sunday 26.02.06<~~
Feeling: disappointed
ahhh so here i go again.. i've run out of episodes of 'the successful story of a bright girl' to watch T__T i've gotten up to episode 13 but can't seem to find anymore resources for the remaining three eps.. which is such a shame, because i'm really looking forwarding to seeing how this series pans out! although i've heard the ending is real sheee-ite. hmm.. .__." lol. damn my curious, undersized brain and its compulsions to read spoilers! *sigh* oh well.. guess i'll just have to sit tight on this one for a while.
anyways, like always after a good watching session, i've gone out and developed a wholesome appreciation of the lead actor.. in this case, jang hyuk =P after scouting around, i discovered that he was also the lead in 'volcano high', which i watched sometime last year. haha what are the odds.. i didn't even realise -__-" but in any case, i recognised him from 'windstruck' and i suppose that's why i enjoy watching him so much - i really enjoyed 'windstruck'!
here's a link to a website i stumbled across: www.acejanghyuk.com. i just really like the flash intro hehe.
and now to get cracking on 'my little bride' as recommended by davina. maybe after this i'll finally appreciate why dav loves kim rae won so much? o_O kekeke
later days sons!

Mediocre days...
~~>Sunday 26.02.06<~~
Feeling: glummy
so.. uni starts the day after tomorrow for me. i was considering going to market day tomorrow, but i don't think i'll end up doing so. and it's not as though i'll be missing anything; everyone knows that nobody throws a market day quite like UQ =P
just before, i was looking over lecture notes and unit outlines for one of my subjects.. it's quite depressing.. and i can't believe that more than 3 months of holidays have flown by so damn quickly. *sigh* i wish i could get that time back. i really do. i've become so used to just going out, wasting my days away, you know.. doing things that i want to do. and like with every other semester, i'm not looking forward to going back.. i think this year is going to be even worse, since it's my final year and all. i've done a bit of thinking, and i've calculated that if i truly want to raise my GPA to something i can be proud of, i'll have to pull off a minimum of one 7 this year, and nothing less than a 6. that in itself is scary. why do i get the feeling of impending failure? o_O" hmmm.. -__- of course when i think about it, if i'd just managed to get that freaking 7 in jap last sem then i wouldn't be so hardpressed this year.. and that makes me really angry. but i guess there's nothing i can do about it now except keep looking forward and work on the things that can be changed.
went out with bao for a bit the other night. i haven't seen him in a while either, i think the last time i hung out with him was well over half a year ago. [i'm quite good at keeping in touch with people, aren't i? -__-"] 'twas fun, and i finally got to see his prize possession up and running - the car he's been fiddling with for aaages now. he's taken the engine of a prelude and dumped it in a civic [i think he's just being greedy -__-]. it's one hell of a noisy car, the engine is too low [apparently], the dashboard lights are out, and it leaks petrol like you wouldn't believe [the entire time i was inside i was literally getting high off the fumes].. but he did it himself, so i'm proud of him. ahhhahaha.. yes. i'm proud of ALL of my sons! ^^
i've been watching this kdrama, 'the successful story of a bright girl'. [i'm inclined to think there's a different title for it, something that's shorter at least.. possibly 'a bright girl's story', or something like that =P] at first i thought it was just an amalgamation of every cliche i have ever seen in korean stories - guy in his late twenties meets some high school chick, somehow they end up forming a contract whereby she becomes his house maid, they hate each other at first, but lo and behold they somehow fall in love [who would've guessed -__-].. but it's better than i thought. tacky, lame, and predictable, yes. but still rather enjoyable. it's kind of like 'super rookie' meets 'full house' and 'sweet 18' while on vacation with 'fruits basket'. haha.. plus it's got a bunch of actors in it from different shows that i've been watching over the holidays, which is an added bonus. it's good to see familiar faces =D
that being said i think i might go and indulge in some more sweeet kdrama now.. while i still have the chance. yes.. lots of things i must do before time runs out and uni starts -__-"
later days sons.

Lessons that should be learnt the first time...
~~>Saturday 25.02.06<~~
Feeling: bitter
Lesson 1: my mom is not someone you can go shopping with.
Lesson 2: my mom is not someone you can go out in public with.
Lesson 3: going anywhere with my mom is not only physically and mentally exhausting, but degrading, and always results in something negative.
you'd think i would know that by now.
i am in a FOUL fucking mood.

All talk, no action...
~~>Wednesday 22.02.06<~~
Feeling: restless
there's a strange, fluttery feeling in the pit of my stomach at the moment that i can't seem to shake off. i have bags under my eyes from repeated bouts of severe insomnia; i'm tired but i can never fall asleep at night without first tossing and turning for a few hours. i have an inkling that it might have something to do with nerves about uni resuming, stress from worrying about trying to find a graduate job, and tension from creeping around on eggshells while trying to appease everybody else.
i hope it goes away.
today i crashed griffith's and UQ's market day with dav, which was tiring, but quite entertaining. well sure beats the hell out of my usual boring routine, so i can't complain. i've always thought it's a bummer that both those universities hold their market days on exactly the same day - sort of like they're in direct competition with each other [well.. i suppose they ARE =P]. but it worked out to be a good thing this time i guess because we spent alot less time at griffith than we'd anticipated, and so headed straight over to UQ in the hope of scavenging freebies galore.. we were disappointed after griffith, because we couldn't find their korean club - and that had been the sole purpose of our infilitrating a foreign campus in the first place - even after we walked back and forth a couple of times. haha.. but knowing my luck, it's probably just because i need glasses. badly. =P
not to worry though, we ended up joining the korean club at UQ, and again for me, japsoc.. also saw a few people that i haven't seen in ages, like song, sisi, ngoc-iE, haha and babyface and angie [woo0o0oo w0o0ot!! ^__~ kekeke] also saw some people i definitely could've done without seeing but hey.. you win some, you lose some i suppose. *cough*
moving on..
last night while out with bevan, a solitary police officer on his gung-ho motorbike decided to tail us until we pulled over for a random vehicle inspection. i've never had this kind of experience before, so i found it quite exciting. i've always wanted to be pulled over by the cops for, say, a random breath test, just so i can laugh when i test negative and they have to let me go without making a booking. yes. i'm quite sad >__> we figured it was purely because bevan drives a sports car - if we'd been in any other vehicle he probably would've bypassed us straight away. the police officer stalked around the car a few times checking it out, which i thought was quite sad because bevan's car isn't even remotely done up, except for the muffler. [no booking for illegal mods tonight, buddy. sucks to be you =P] he then proceeded to give bevan a breath test, and the crestfallen look on his face when it read negative probably would've won gold as a kodak moment. but i mean really.. it was a freaking tuesday night! -__- i think the city council has some serious reconsideration issues on their hands..
hmm.. anyways.. that's about all the exciting happenings i have to rant about.. i still feel a bit weird in the stomach, but i think it's time to sit back and watch some gooood ol' k-drama. ah yes.. k-drama will cure what ails ya!
lol. later days sons.

Groceries are an expensive drug =P
~~>Tuesday 21.02.06<~~
Feeling: hungry
keke today i went out with babyface, the aim being to get pearl tea and catch up. [ah yes, 'tis good days for catching up, 'tis.. =P] it was awesome, since i don't him very often either [well hot damn! what do you know.. there's a LOT of people i don't see very often huh o_O], and lazing around on your bum with a full cup of pearl tea in front of you is a lovely way to pass time. things that i've learned today? well.. it's a small world. a VERY small world. a very small and BIZARRE world. o__o that, and buying novelty groceries is addictive and expensive. asian-ised groceries are like drugs.
after a while, we went walkies and ended up going grocery shopping at yuen's - this is yet another case to prove that novelty asian groceries are like drugs =P we even got a trolley and pushed it around the store for a couple of hours, chucking random goodies in. ahh yes, nothing takes the piss out of your bank account quite like novelty grocery shopping. we ended up spending like 30 bucks combined on ramen, fanta lactic, kaya and illegal asian jellies [you know.. the kind that was supposedly banned because some kid choked on it, by sucking it down too quickly, and died. tragic, but ironic in the most stupid way possible.]
i had a lot of fun and, as seems to be the case with babyface, met some lovely people [everytime i hang out with him i always meet someone new. the guy is like a social magnet]. turns out he knows the owner of the hair salon at market square, which i had previously thought was run by a bunch of freaky-deaky gay crazy asians. instead, the owner is a lovely man from hong kong who has the closest that i have ever seen to an asian afro. haha it's awesome. and everyone there was really nice. *feels inclined to return*
i have a couple of photos of today's goodies, which i will post up a little later. mmm... food.. *drool*

Multimedia for ALL! w00t!
~~>Monday 20.02.06<~~ entry #2
Feeling: sticky. yucky weather! >=(
i retuuuurn! lol. it seems i'll be spending the rest of this stinky, sweltering day in front of the computer.. oooh, yucky-poo.. =P
but on the brightside, i've decided to use the time wisely to find, download and upload lots of sweet, sweeeet multimedia. *drool*
i've found a couple of links that may be of interest to some people? o_O
link one: music video for 'Out of Control' by M.O.V.E.. i found this pretty amusing. fans of initial D might recognise that name M.O.V.E as being the group that does most of the initial D opening and ending theme songs. this video features takumi, and also a veeery nice custom RX-7 FD. *drooool*
link two: a supposedly 'banned' commercial for the xbox 360. hahaha it's fkn hilarious.. i love it!
all credit goes to the two sites that host the videos..
...
back again, i am! and this time i am pleased to report some actual progress haha =P
the playlists section is now online, and i have uploaded the first of several playlists for people to download. w00t! *feels generous*
happy listening, peoples! ^^

Diary of a Speed-a-holic...
Day One.
~~>Monday 20.02.06<~~
Feeling: hot
keke.. just kidding.. i haven't become some kind of craaaazy thug racer, nor have i attempted to emulate any of the stunts takumi pulls in initial D. but i can't deny it.. i like speed. =D
last night bevan-sama and i went for tea at market square. i don't get to see him very often, so it was a nice catch-up session ^^ but as anyone knows, suburbian brisbane on a sunday night is not exactly the most exciting of places to be. so after a while of being stuck for things to do, we went driving in his new car. and drive we did.
i am not a big fan of hondas - i find them to be overrated - but after sitting in with bevan practicing his launching skills, i think i have at least a little bit of newfound respect for them.. well integras at least.
bevan seems to think his car isn't fast enough. >__> on the contrary, blasting through the back streets of runcorn from 0 to 150kms an hour isn't something i do on a regular basis, so i found it to be quite fast. yes. quite fast indeed.
it was frightening, dangerous, ridiculous, exhilarating and addictive all at once.
iiii LIKE it.
i hope in my next life i come back reincarnated as one of the takahashi brothers. kakaka =P

Wake-up call...
~~>Saturday 18.02.06<~~
Feeling: deflated
hmm.. after tomorrow, there'll only be one more week of holidays left before uni starts.. *sigh* where does the time go??
it's time to get in shape! i've worked out that by the end of the year i'll need to have saved a minimum of about 8 grand, especially if i want to go on that nice long vacation to celebrate the end of uni. i was snooping around on an asian travel website just before, and i discovered that flights from kuala lumpur to the cities i'd like to visit - seoul, tokyo, hong kong, etc - are really quite cheap. significantly cheaper when compared to airfares if flying directly from australia. of course it's only logical, since malaysia is closer to those countries than australia is. still.. it's guna be one miiiighty expensive holiday, and it's no secret that saving isn't really one of my strong points >__> but that's okay.. i have a feeling i might just make it, as long as i find a steady source of income.
and so, the hunt for a new job must begin..
another idea that has planted itself firmly in the back of my mind over the last few days - a while ago jaclyn-sama asked if i wanted to go to perth with her sometime. i think i'd like to make that trip this year, if possible. i don't know why, but i suppose it might have something to do with this year being the last year of uni for me. who knows what next year will be like? i don't even know where i'll be anymore.
moving on to more depressing things.. i had a somewhat serious talk with franky boy the other day [haha.. not really 'serious' as such, but it's the most straightfoward conversation i have ever had with the guy.. usually you can't get a straight answer without him mooning off onto some other unsavoury topic]. he's moved to canberra now, after finishing uni last year. and i'm glad for him, really ^^ but he kinda scared me with talk about finding jobs and whatnot. it was sort of like a wake-up call. it's opened my eyes as to how ill-prepared i am for the 'real world', which is kind of ironic seeing as that's exactly what QUT prides itself on being - "a university for the REAL world." where will i be in a few years time? what will i be doing? i don't even know where to begin - i wouldn't have the slightest clue as to what kind of job i can get with my degree, i have no real, practical experience in my field of study, and perhaps even worse.. i have very little interest in it. so there's 3 years of studying wishy-washy crap down the freaking drain.
initially i had planned on going overseas to teach english for a year at least, but it's becoming increasingly clear that the practical thing to do would be hunt for a job in my home country first, and leave moving overseas as a last resort. canberra seems a good option as it isn't the most over-populated city in the world [*cough* =P], and with a great number of large corporations basing their head offices there, jobs shouldn't be overly scarce. but i feel like.. no company out there is going to take me seriously. who would give a 19 year old graduate, with no relevant work experience and only mediocre grades, a proper job? i just don't stand a chance..
and there is still a very large part of me that desperately wants to escape to overseas. but even then, it's not something i can do forever. sooner or later i'll have to come back and face the music. if i do go overseas, i'll miss out on graduate job opprtunities [pfft.. well assuming that i even stand a chance with those in the first place], and i run the risk of coming back with obsolete knowledge and hence a worthless degree.
i feel really.. immature. i can't think of any other word to describe it. i'm not ready to grow up and face the real world.

Strange people >__>
~~>Friday 17.02.06<~~
Feeling: curious
last night around 3am some strange person pranked my mobile phone. when i heard it vibrating, my initial thought was "get lost bao!" [because 9 times out of 10 when someone pranks my phone at odd hours in the night, you can guarantee it'll be bao. i suppose he likes to drag people kicking and screaming down into his nocturnal-ness with him >__>]. i was half-awake by then but after groping around blindly for my phone and not being able to find it, i gave up and went back to sleep. in the morning i discovered that it was actually a mobile number from malaysia that had pranked.
yes, how bizarre. who in their right mind goes around pranking people like that? sure, some people like to make up random numbers and prank them... but you usually only do that to numbers in your own country >__>. now it's really got my curiousity aroused, and it can't be any of my relatives because they don't know my mobile number. i've tried calling them back, but all i get is the line making strange beepy noises at me.. ahhh yes, the state of craptacular malaysian technology hah =P so i dunno if it's because their phone is switched off, or if the reception over there is really just that lousy.
hmm. i think i'll wait for chin to come online and then ask him a maaaassive favour.. *muahahaha* >=D

Blown away...
~~>Wednesday 15.02.06<~~
Feeling: content
lol just finished watching the korean movie, 'windstruck'.. i was told that if i liked 'my sassy girl', then i would like 'windstruck.' the truth is, i didn't enjoy 'my sassy girl' all that much. i think maybe because all the hype everyone had generated about it made the movie overrated, so i expected alot more from it when i finally sat down to watch it. but anyway.. i finally decided to take a chance on 'windstruck'.. and the ending was so shocking! haha but not in a bad way, in a good way! it was just such a surprise keke. towards the end of it all when you know that the ending is just around the corner, and you think you have an inkling of how the story will finish up, you think "noo00o0o0oooo! it can't end like that!"... but then.. when you finally see it.. it's alright. and it'll definitely make you smile.
i agree with the reviews. 'windstruck' is an absolute must-see if you liked 'my sassy girl'.. for more reasons than one ^__~

Bubblegum blues...
~~>Wednesday 15.02.06<~~
Feeling: excited
on sunday krystle and i diligently chewed our way through exactly 20 dollars and 80 cents worth of novelty japanese bubblegum, chocolate, gummies and pastilles. lol. needless to say, by the end of the day we both had splitting headaches, and our teeth will probably deteriorate and fall out in a couple of days as a result of our recklessly impulsive sugar binge. but on the bright side, we got to sample some of the cutest and most tasty confectionery in the world. keke. yes. i think it might almost make up for our skyrocketing dental bills. w00t!
our source? the KOZ supermarket in elizabeth street in the city.. yes sons, that place isn't just great for ice cream and candy.. i've also discovered that their ramen prices are incredibly competitive as well! oh yes.. an amendment to one of my earlier posts from ages ago - the cheapest kimchi isn't from the sunnybank korean shop, but from the pinelands KOZ. $4 people, $4! =P
on another exciting note.. my longtime buddy from the UK, maddy, will hopefully be coming to visit soon =D maddy's in sydney at the moment but will hopefully, on the way back from byron bay and surfers paradise, make a detour and stopover in brisbane for a couple of nights. ah yes.. it'll be grand to finally get to meet her. i'm excited!! *grins* hehe
what else.. hmm.. jaclyn son will be coming back from vietnam soon^^ can't wait.. it feels like forever since she left =(
oh yes! and today another of the items i ordered off ebay arrived =D *big grin* keke.. it's a pendant of the chinese character 'se', meaning 'snake'. i guess most asians wouldn't find it too appealing to have 'snake' strung around their neck, but i don't give a damn. that's right, i'm breaking the mould! from now on if anyone asks, i was born in the year of the snake, not the tiger =P
hmm moving along.. my last shift for work is next friday. i received a letter in the mail yesterday that "confirmed the ceasing of the contract with myer", so that's that. when i ran into sam at blockbuster yesterday, we had a nice big bitch-up about it all, and she shared her plans to suck myer dry by scumming as many shifts as she can off them before the end of the contract. lol. in between now and next friday i don't have any other shifts, but it's all good though.. since uni will be starting quite soon, i guess it's best to try and enjoy what's left of my holidays.
well that's pretty much all i have to ramble about at the moment.. i'm dreading the start of uni though.. eeek!! >__< but i'll deal with that later. for now, it's time to partaaay DOWN.. *cough* haha =P
later days sons!

Strange child... >__>
~~>Tuesday 14.02.06<~~
Feeling: lighthearted
today my mom and i were eating these alcomoholic chocolates that she'd bought a while ago. it didn't take long for her face to screw up in disgust after the first few bites. she asked if i liked alcohol, which was kind of strange because we don't usually talk about things like this [i very rarely like letting my parents get a glimpse of my life to do with anything anywhere outside of the house]. i didn't know what to say - i certainly don't want her knowing what kind of drinking habits i have. but anyway.. she explained how she can't handle alcohol, and how she hates the taste of it. then she went on to tell me the strangest story.. when i was about two years old and we'd just moved into our house, she threw a housewarming party where one of the drinks she made for the guests was shandy [beer mixed with lemonade]. and apparently, at the end of the party when the guests were leaving and my mom was seeing them off, i went around helping myself to all the leftover shandy in everyone's glasses...
haha.. when i heard this i laughed so hard at the idea of a greedy little two year old me stumbling around gulping down everyone's leftover shandy.. must be true.. i mean, look how greedy i am now.. the description fits like a charm! =P
even though shandy is a really light drink, you can just imagine how strong it is for a two year old.. hah. yes. so there you have it.. my very first drunken experience =P

'The Reason I Close My Eyes'
~~>Sunday 12.02.06<~~
'Manhi jichyodo iji motedo uljihangireul
Even if I'm tired, even if I can't forget you, I hope I will not cry

...nohreul pogi halsu ige..
...so I will be able to give you up..

Bogoshiphodo gojishirado haengbok hagireul
Even if I miss you, even if it's all a lie, I hope you will be happy

...nohl bohnel su issulmankhum..
...as much as I can let you go..

Ijenun gojimal chorom giomani namassodo
Now even if like a lie, only our memories remain

Dodashi nuhnul gahmumyon ni mosubi gadughande
When I close my eyes, my head is full of your images

Giyoh hejoh nega nuneul gamnun iyu..
Remember the reason why I close my eyes..

Ije dashi nega kumul kunun iyu...'
The reason why I dream again...'

Even beautiful things become ugly...
~~>Saturday 11.02.06<~~
Feeling: drained
yes, even the most beautiful of things in the world can one day become ugly.
language is a beautiful thing. every language in the world has the capacity to be beautiful. the delicacy of the sound as each word is pronounced, the intricacy and shape of each written character... every language can be beautiful. until the day it's abused.
i used to love listening to people speaking in languages that i didn't understand. back in the day.. long, long, long ago.. when i used to talk to friends over the phone, like sna or don.. sometimes i had the pleasure of listening on as they briefly spoke to someone in their family, talking in their own language. and i would listen and think how lovely it sounded, how beautiful their voices were with the shaping of each word.
but not anymore. there are some languages that now, to me, seem just plain ugly. is it because i'm biased? who knows. my mind is a very strange thing indeed. but if anything, my negative, biased attitudes are caused only by negative experiences.
sometimes now.. it drives me insane listening to people talking in other languages. the words spouting from their mouths are no longer beautiful, but ugly, and unpleasant, and jarring. theirs is a language that i will never understand, of a culture which i will never be able to appreciate.
here is my promise to myself: when i leave this country, it will only be to a place whose language and culture i am willing to truly love. one where i can grasp everything there is to offer with wide, open arms. one where i won't be left feeling like an outsider.
i guess i sound like a nonsense-ranter once again.
oh well.
just venting my thoughts and frustrations in an indirect way i guess.
later days.

Fringes work miracles...
~~>Thursday 09.02.06<~~
Feeling: happy
last night i cut myself a fringe.
haha what a statement to make =P
i'm no genius with scissors, but i felt like doing it, so i did. of course i've always had a fringe of some sort, ever since primary school. but this time i decided to hack off some length and convert my diagonalised fringe into one of those straight, eyeball-gauging ones. you know.. the kind that pretty much resemble an asian bowl hair cut, except it's deemed "fashionable" when white people have them.
lol. i'm not white, so it should go without saying that it doesn't look like i'll be catwalk material anytime soon. mehhh oh well. i'm actually quite happy with it. and strangely enough, i now look like i actually have eyebrows. was it the result of chopping myself a fringe? hmm...
i guess fringes really DO work wonders for your face =P

3 cheers for Japanese technology!
~~>Wednesday 08.02.06<~~ *happy birthday to sela^^*
Feeling: amused
well before i begin my rant dedicated to the wonders of japanese technology, i'll make some amendments to my previous post - my ebay dvds have arrived safe and sound, and clive anthony's is putting the credit back onto my card after i went to harrass them yesterday. of course, the subtitles on the dvds are absolutely terrible [some are virtually incoherent due to bad grammar, lousy spelling, and all that jazz - it probably would've been better to download the rest of the series and put up with the dodgy,-but-not-QUITE-as-dodgy-as-ebay's subtitles rather than blow money on a dvd set with subtitles that make no sense whatsoever *sigh*], and of course, the money hasn't been returned onto my credit card yet because apparently it can take up to 48 hours? o_O but i guess it's a start. anyway, all credit card gripes aside, let this be a lesson that crazy asian dvds should only ever be ordered off somewhere like amazon.com or yesasia.com. at least this way you'll know that they're official, and not just cheaply subbed copies.
moving right along.. a while ago tim mentioned he'd seen someone at his uni with a USB flash disk the size of his thumbnail. at the time, the mere concept of such an object seemed to defy all physical logic, and so i promptly deemed him to be a "liar liar, pants on fire." [of course i didn't actually say this out loud to him, i phrased it in a much more tactful way. *cough* =P]
finally today i decided to embark on a search for the world's smallest USB. first i checked out ebay, which yielded results for "thumb drive" usb sticks, which vary in measurement from about 5-7cms, and are supposedly the smallest USB drives in the world. now i don't know about you, but i've never seen anyone with a nail on their thumb that ranges from 5-7cms in size, so i took my search to google where i discovered that perhaps tim really wasn't such a liar liar, pants on fire afterall.
and now let us begin the ranting praise to japan, and their ever increasing array of novelty technology that never fails to astound. lovers of technology, and all things novelty, gather around and have a seat, for this will surely blow your plants away [if you haven't learned of it already]: the smallest USB in the world is the iDisk Diamond, which indeed measures about 2.7cm by 1.2cm by 2mm and weighs 1 gram - about the size of a sim card [btw, please free to correct me if those measurements are wrong - i'm only going by the figures that i remember off the top of my head]. it's manufactured by solid alliance, a japanese company which manufactures the infamous sushi USBs. upon rummaging around some more, i discovered that solid alliance manaufactures lots of other novelties including rubber ducky-shaped USBs, noodle-shaped USBs, and get this - ghost radars. i kid you not, you can now detect spirits and unsavoury supernatural beings around you with your trusty ghost radar, which also doubles as a USB stick.. =P read more about it here.
as for the world's smallest USB, while it's not available in australia [and for that matter, i've only found ONE site on the net that sells it, and of course it's based in the US.. how's that for exclusivity! o_O], here's a couple of promo pictures to leave you in wonderment:
and finally, i leave you with a picture of the sushi USBs to whet your appetite.. i have my eye on the salmon roe one! heehee ^__~
later days, sons!

Bleh.
~~>Monday 06.02.06<~~
Feeling: angry
it's a well-known theory that mondays are nothing but trouble. hah well not really, but that's garfield's philosophy and i've been a long-time garfield fan, so i stand by his teachings. -__-
i'm annoyed because my dvds from ebay still haven't arrived yet. i have the sinking feeling that they've been lost somewhere in the mail and now i'll never get to watch the damn series, and that annoys me thoroughly.
i'm also annoyed because i spent a LONG time downloading 'my boyfriend is type B'. 3 days and 700mb later, i've finally gathered all the parts and extracted them, only to find the file is corrupt or something stupid. no matter what player i use to try to open it, they all come up with the message "sorry, an error has occurred and we need to close." damn right you're sorry!
gaaargh!!
and i'm annoyed at my fish who refuses to eat anything, even when i shove the food right in front of his nose. i know, i know. he's sick, but i want him to eat dammit! how the hell else is he supposed to have any chance of recovery if he doesn't eat?
on top of that i'm annoyed at the clive anthony's electronics store for charging 508$ to my credit card for my mom's new dvd recorder, when it should've only been about 450$. even after my mom called them and harrassed them, and they said they'd refund the difference in the amount, they clearly haven't. my credit card statement does not lie. =__=
i'm considering driving out to sunnybank to take a look at a few things but i'm in such a foul mood that i don't think even retail therapy would help.
bah! what a lousy day.
i'm going to go drown my anger in kimchi now. i hope everyone else is having a better day.

She...
~~>Saturday 04.02.06<~~
***
"Foolish Love"
She'd thought these things could be easily forgotten.
She was wrong.
She loved everything she knew about him. She loved all the memories she had of him. She loved the way he was hers. She loved that out of the so many surrounding him, she, and she alone, had captured his heart.
She loved when he waited for her. The sight of him waiting for her alone, no one else, and the smile that spread across his face at her approach... The smile on his face always brought one to hers.
She loved the way he did things just for her. She loved the things he did. She loved that he was a different person because of her.
She loved the way he made her feel. She loved that he could make her giddy with happiness, that he could make her heart flutter with just his presence alone.
She was a fool. She knew it.
But she didn't care.
***

Self ignorance calls for a chu-chu pop
~~>Friday 03.02.06<~~
Feeling: irritated
it feels like 40 degrees today, and the heat does nothing but contribute to my foul mood. i realise that i'm a little slow off the mark, but today it finally came to my attention that the due date for UQ applications is this coming monday. in all my ignorance, i had somehow caused myself to believe that the 6th of febraury was still a long time away - well certainly longer than monday at least. i would've dashed all the way over there to turn in my application today, but suddenly realised that i've ruled myself out of the running to study korean because i failed to read the fine print on the application form - MUST submit officially certified statements of academic transcripts of all tertiary-level studies undertaken. horrified, i looked into this 'academic transcipt' business further, only to learn that it's none other than a print out of your academic record which costs 10 bucks and takes 10 working days to process.
what an absolute crock of shit.
i considered printing out the statement they give us on QUT virtual which has the list of all our studied units and the grades we achieved for them [because an 'academic record' would be exactly the same thing, just printed on paper that has a QUT letterhead, or something equally as tacky], but of course in big bold letters at the bottom of the page were the words "THIS IS NOT AN OFFICIAL ACADEMIC RECORD."
bah!!
i then proceeded to the griffith website to look around for units that i might take up as an elective, and of course the damn thing was as hard to navigate as a sailing ship without a rudder. not that QUT's website isn't equally as shoddy - i couldn't get straight answers from either university, and typing in keywords to search for certainly doesn't help. *stupid QUT faculty of education >__>*
finally in desperation i shifted one of my semester 2 units into semester 1, and dropped that hideous international marketing unit that i would've dropped had i taken up korean. it's left a gaping big hole in my sem 2 structure - and if for some reason i'm not able to refill that gap then i will have successfully screwed myself over - but hopefully it'll buy me some more time to think about what i want to blow my remaining elective[s] on and to actually get all the necessary procedures done on time.
that being said, studying korean at all is now out of the picture unless it's offered as a summer unit at either uni, and i realise that by only being able to take an elective in semester 2 or summer i've drastically narrowed any range of choice that i might've had.. *sigh*.. however i'm setting my eyes on griffith uni, nathan, because it sure as hell beats travelling all the way to UQ for classes [although griffith's online enrolment process looks terribly complicated. hmm.. i might have to engage jaclyn-sama's help >=D]
there's a lot that has to be thought about.. *sigh* alot of weighing up of costs vs. benefits, and what not. i think i might go stew over this while i consume some sort of icy material... a chu-chu pop it is!!
curse this wretched heat!

Buy Hormel! =P
~~>Wednesday 01.02.06 entry #3<~~
Feeling: good. =P
ahhHAH.. three entries in one day?? has uncle yenny gone MAD? *puts on british accent* hmm.. why, yes! .__.
i've just returned from the korean shop [ahhaha.. the question is, which ONE? =P], i've got a chu-chu pop in the freezer, a tub of kimchi in the fridge, se7en blaring on my speakers, cable speed internet fully restored, and shows a-plenty to watch... so i'm feeling pretty darn good. ^^
well.. all sillyness aside..
before the korean shop, i was supposed to hmm.. do something with someone, which didn't end up happening. i know, i know. this will sound extremely lame, and all i can do is hang my head and say "so much for my new year's resolutions..." but.. well let's take the story in a 3rd person perspective:
Ms X [yours truly =P] was due to arrive at a Mrs Y's place in the afternoon. upon turning into Mrs Y's street, Ms X noticed a familiar car parked outside Mrs Y's house. indeed, it was none other than that of Mr Q's. Ms X and Mr Q had not seen or spoken to each other in close to a year. In fact, just the sight alone of Mr Q's car outside Mrs Y's house made Ms X feel rather queasy.
so, sons... what do you suppose Ms X did?
hmm. let's revert back to first person now.
in the greatest show of cowardice that i have displayed in a VERY long time, i threw my car into reverse and sped off before anyone had a chance to realise i'd made it into the street. jeez... how's that for spinelessness? -__-"
it's kind of weird, really. i'm pretty sure that over the past year i've changed alot. in some ways for the better, but then again some might see it for the worse. i dunno. i think i've become slightly more extroverted, which is a plus i suppose. i'd like to think that i'm slowly learning how to be more of a "people" person, and less of an introverted mouse. so it kind of hits me as bizarre that i can strike up conversations with random strangers, but i can't muster up the courage to face one small, simple obstacle from the past - one that shouldn't even really matter at all.
it's quite sad, isn't it?
oh well. i suppose it's something i'll have to work on .__.
*sigh*
it's so easy to just lump things into the "too hard" basket huh? -__-
well anyway moving onto something less depressing..
as mentioned earlier, i went to the korean shop and bought myself a tub of kimchi, a can of luncheon meat, and a chu-chu pop. can anyone guess what i'm going to make?? =D [hahaha.. okay so i actually got the luncheon meat from coles, and, well, you can't really "make" anything from a chu-chu pop, except maybe a through-the-roof endorphin level ^^]
thaaat's right sons! uncle yenny is going to try her hand at making kimchi fried rice tomorrow! w0000t! i'll be sure to let you know how that turned out ^__~
hehe.. at the counter of the korean shop, the lady took my shopping and proceeded to greet me in korean. it then dawned on me that she must've assumed i was korean - maybe she hasn't met many non-koreans who'll readily gobble down kimchi at a moment's notice? o_O *oooh.. *feels honoured* keke*. i guess it would've been easy to carry on the charade, i.e. respond with "annyong haseyo", keep my mouth shut, and then finish up with "kamsa hamnida!".. i could've strolled out of there with my precious kimchi and chu-chu pop, and them none the wiser muahahaha >=).... but noo0o0o.. instead i opened my big, fat mouth halfway through because i wasn't sure if she'd said "5 dollars twenty" or "5 dollars seventy". -__- *feels disappointed*
ahhahaha..
oh man how sad is that.. i'm all cheery because someone nearly mistook me for being korean. i really need to get over this whole korean infatuation.. *sigh*
on a slightly more amusing note.. [maybe no one else out there will find this "amusing", even though i did. but then again i'm amused by all the tiniest things. god bless my undersized brain! =P] when i went to coles for the luncheon meat, i noticed there was a significant price difference between a brand called Hormel and the infamous brand Spam. i wouldn't usually think of myself as a stingy person, but when you see something like this, it really makes you wonder.. i picked up the Hormel and the Spam and proceeded to compare them. Both 140 grams, both made in the USA, both made of chicken and pork... so why the evident price difference? i would've put it down to Hormel perhaps being one of those strange generic brands for which no one is willing to risk their stomach, but then i noticed the print on the side of the Spam tin: Manufactured by Hormel Foods Company USA.
i nearly laughed out loud, because the idea that two cans made by the exact same company should go for two different prices is really ridiculous.
hmm.. well i just wanted to share that with you sons. so if ever practicing the fine art of luncheon meat-buying, always remember.. buy Hormel! =P

Now it's personal!! >=(
~~>Wednesday 01.02.06 entry #2<~~
Feeling: disappointed
hmm.. so that took a total of about five minutes. yes, i'm back from fiona's office with somewhat disappointing news =(
it seems gary was sort of half right half wrong. after studying the unit, QUT will not award him any credit points for it unless he achieves a grade of pass or higher. however, QUT will not accept his actual grade, no matter how high it is, towards his GPA. so it's completely irrelevant as to whether he scores a 7, or a 6, or anything else, because they don't count it towards his GPA. rather disappointing, no?
what i didn't realise is that the same rule also applies to me.
so.. no matter how well i do, or how hard i try, my efforts will be wasted anyway when it comes to trying to raise my GPA. and that blows because, in my opinion, electives are supposed to be one of the surest means you can rely upon to boost your GPA - it's your choice of a unit across any field, so naturally you'd choose something you're interested in, and when you're interested in a particular subject, you're motivated to do better than you would with a subject that you absolutely loathe and are only taking because you're being forced to. *cough* BSB114 *cough*
so we're still contemplating whether or not to study korean. i would love to take up the unit - anyone could tell you that. but.. when it comes down to it, can i really count on doing well in my remaining three subjects to boost my GPA? hmm.. strategic marketing, PR campaigns, and psych... hmmmmmm... =S
i dunno sons.. this one looks like a toughy.
*sigh* i'll keep you posted o__o

13 minutes to D-Day
~~>Wednesday 01.02.06<~~
Feeling: pleased ^^
hmm.. i've been sitting in the computer lab in Z block waiting for gary to finish his lecture so we can go see fiona [12 minutes to go till we're due to go to her office]
in the meantime, i've been browsing and taking advantage of the high speed internet [the kind you can only get at a large-scale tertiary institution or some sort of gigantic business coporation], to make up for all the lost time thanks to my home internet connection being capped =P
here is a link to a website/blog archive i stumbled across while attempting to google a recipe for kimchi fried rice hehe =P:
http://deliciousbiting.typepad.com/blogs/food_korean/ index.html
i've fallen in love with the author's style of writing.. for anyone out there who likes to read random blog posts [YOU there, yes YOU. if you're reading my blog now, then you know i'm talking about YOU =P], even if written by someone you know absolutely nothing about, i strongly recommend the above website.
well i'm off to go battle it out with the uni people now.
happy reading, sons!

The Angry Asians vs. QUT, round II.
~~>Tuesday 31.01.06<~~
Feeling: annoyed
well, who would've guessed.. gary's application to study korean was approved afterall, which came as a very nice surprise. but of course when it comes to our shoddy uni, you never get anything positive from it without also being on the receiving end of something lousy.
last night gary messaged my phone, terribly upset. it seems that while he's been approved, the letter also stated that the maximum grade they're willing to award him is a passing grade of 4 [out of 7] after he completes the unit. since i haven't actually seen the letter for myself, i figured it must just be some kind of horrible misunderstanding. a million plausible reasons ran through my mind - it's a mistake.. it's a typo... they sent the wrong letter... gary can't read...
because when it comes down to it, the whole concept in itself seems illogical, idiotic, stupid, and not to mention completely unfair. what if gary were to get a high distinction? they'd deprive him of 3 extra levels of credit and demote him down to a 4??
understandably, gary doesn't want to study the subject if that's the case. and i guess i don't blame him. why should he have to sacrifice his GPA because someone on some stupid board of education somewhere made up such a stupid rule?
it annoys me because we came so close to being able to study it! i've been approved, and now gary's been approved.. the only thing standing in the way is this stupid grading system... aigoo.. so, so close!! >__<
but anyway.. we made an appointment to go see fiona again tomorrow [the nice lady from last time heehee ^^], and hopefully it'll all just turn out to be some big, fat misunderstanding, or something that she can help us fix.
fingers crossed again, sons.

The height of insanity...
~~>Monday 30.01.06<~~
Feeling: ambitious!
i guess it's kind of ridiculous to say this [especially considering that just a couple of months ago i made that resolution about self-taught HHB082], but i have decided to embark upon a self-taught crash course in korean. is uncle yenny insaaaane? HAH HAH HAH... most probably ^^
i sort of have a lousy vibe about the odds of gary and myself studying korean at UQ - for starters they still haven't responded to his application yet. i mean honestly! it's such a simple request.. like it'd kill them to get up off their asses and approve it already! the guy just wants to LEARN! for crying out looooud, why won't they let him leeeaaarn?!
*cough*
so anyway.. since i've been doing nothing but sitting around wasting my days [lack of work shifts at myer, and also a continuous putting off of cleaning my room =P], i may as well take things into my own hands and kickstart my learning career in korean kekeke =D and if it turns out that we DO end up studying it at UQ, then huzzah! i'll have given myself somewhat of a head start.. hopefully =P
on a somewhat related topic, i have found myself some new favourite asian shops to raid on a regular basis! =D kekeke.. here's a bit of free goodwill advertising to get everyone's juices pumping =P
KOZ, Pinelands: today i finally visited the KOZ korean grocery shop at pinelands [been meaning to check it out for ages now but just never got around to it].. upon entering i made thorough rounds throughout the entire shop, starting from the instant noodle aisle at the back. and my god, i have never seen such patriotism to nong shim in all my life! i think they singlehandedly sell every line of instant noodle products that nong shim has ever released on the market. it's amazing! rows upon rows of bright little nong shim packages, lined up like battlions of little ramen cake soldiers.. i've never seen so many varieties of korean ramen, and they have the best prices for them as well ^^ heehee.. on top of that they're the only place i've seen that actually sells the ramen in bulk, as in packs of 5, rather than just inidividual packets.. *drool* so i know i'll be returning to that place soon enough! also, brownie points for having convenient parking located riiiight in front of its doorstep, so lazyasses like me don't have to walk very far =P
KOZ, [aka Kimchi Grocery Store??] Sunnybank Plaza: this place is fast becoming my favourite source of korean ice cream.. soon, it might even overtake the KOZ shop in the city =P i go to this place mainly for the ice cream, it's the only place in which i've ever come across a chu-chu pop hehe.. so massive kudos to them for that! also, when tamie and i visited the other day, we discovered they sold... mangosteen chewing gum!! o_O now doesn't that take me back... [mangosteen = a kind of fruit they have in malaysia]. it was so bizarre.. i'd never imagined they even had mangosteen in korea.. singapore, sure. thailand even. but korea? amazing! =D and while the ramen at this particular KOZ is a bit more expensive, it has the best prices for kimchi as far as i've seen. haha.. i guess different places all sort of even themselves up. but anyway.. a must-visit place for anyone interested in korean ice cream!
Welcome Fresh Food, Sunnybank Plaza: ahhhahaha.. it's got a horrible name, but the store itself is pretty neat. they have really cheap crazy asian drinks directly imported from taiwan, china, etc., and i've noticed they've recently expanded into the korean and japanese snackfood markets. =D they're also the only place where i've found these great little chewy candies.. i don't know how to explain them, and i can't read the chinese on the packet hah -__-.. but they're called "... chewy" as in "passionfruit chewy", or "peach chewy", or whatever flavour the candy happens to be. so all up, it's a great place to go if you're thirsty or you wanna stock up on novelty snacks keke..
well anyways.. maybe my 3-shop guide will help someone out there =P
for now, it's time for me to depart on an eating spree. later days sons!

Banzai! Booya! Aja aja! and all other victory cheers... =P
~~>Saturday 28.01.06<~~
Feeling: ecstatic
heehee good news, sons! after a gruelling bidding battle on ebay, uncle yenny will soon be the proud new owner of the 'my name is kim sam soon' dvd set.. w000t!!
ehhehehe okay, so that's a bit of a lie. it wasn't anything like a battle at all; in fact before i placed my bid, no one had made any moves on the dvds in several hours. lol.. takes the fun out of the whole auctioning experience huh? but i guess it's just as well, because my internet has been capped and at this crawling speed i don't think i could handle a full-scale ebay battle royal =S [yes.. for the first time in nearly a year, i've actually reached and exceeded my download limit thanks to all those k-drama episodes i've been gobbling down.. shocking! hehe..]
i think i might head out to sunnybank to take a squiz at the chinese shops. chinese new year is finally here, and you can't walk past one of those crazy asian supermarkets without them letting you know about it -__- but anyways since it's my dad's birthday on monday i might make his birthday present something CNY-related.. hehe.. double whammy!! =P
while i'm there i might as well stock up on snacks and whatnot. the other day tamie and i had lunch again.. to kill time before lunch we went crazy asian shopping and discovered a multitude of delicious chinese, korean and japanese snacks, candy, and knickknacks that wouldn't go astray in my stomach right now.. =P mmmm *drool* stuuuuuff.. keke
hmm.. yes. i believe that's what i'll do. crazy asian food, here i come! =D

All things Bi-utiful...
~~>Wednesday 25.01.06<~~
keke.. pardon the pun =P
finally just finished watching the series 'full house', starring singer/actor bi [aka rain] and song hye kyo heehee =D
hmm.. well i've gotta say that like so many other sappy things, it had that cheesy kind of element to it towards the end, and of course it's the kind of series where you know right from episode one how the ending will turn out. but still.. it's worth the watch; some parts are just hilarious, again, the "chemistry" between the two main characters makes it worthwhile, and i'm rather sorry that it's all come to an end so soon.. ^^
so.. move over hyun bin, an unwholesome appreciation of bi [pronounced 'bee', as in 'bumblebee', not 'bi' as in 'bicycle' =P] has sprouted! since i've never really been a big fan of bi, except for a couple of songs that i liked, i blame davina for getting me started on downloading the whole series in the first place =P
*sigh*
hmm well.. looks like i'll need to find another series to tickle my insatiable appetite for korean things..
*sigh* ohhh well.. for now:
aja aja! fighting!
kekeke
later days sons ^__~

The side-effects of boredom...
~~>Monday 23.01.06<~~
Feeling: bored. bore-diddly-ored.
it's a lovely, balmy day outside, my credit card is on standby in my wallet, and my dad's car is sitting in the garage downstairs, absolutely begging to be driven [he's nicked off with my mom's car once again -__-]. so why am i sitting on my ass at home doing nothing like a loser? hmm.. good question.. i don't really know the answer myself either .__.
maybe it's because i have no cash? i've taken to living on my credit card for now; yesterday when i checked my bank account at the atm it said i had a balance of -$83.96.. haha.. can you believe it? negative 83.. -__-.. i didn't even think the bank LET accounts go into negatives like that. i wonder what they do about it when that happens? o_O
i was thinking of going to stones corner today.. woke up at 7.30 and in my half-asleep state, i had the sudden urge to go outlet shopping there hehe. but yeah..
anyway.. in my boredom, i decided to run a random search on the internet. [i do a lot of strange things when i'm bored.. i call them the side-effects of boredom, because they aren't things that you would normally do in your right mind. the other day i hopped on my mom's new treadmill out of sheer boredom and having nothing else to do. i walked exactly one kilometer, and burned 63 calories. which i promptly gained back anyway by consuming more jubes and passionfruit tictacs than can be burned off in 3 weeks =P] oh yes.. back to my rambling.. since i was so bored, i went to google and did a search of my name. haha yes. quite sad. but anyways, this is what it came back with: http://www.moderntales.com/series.phpname=yenny&view =current
rather interesting haha.
well that's it for now. for the rest of today i guess i'll just take it easy and continue on my downloading spree; tomorrow i'll make tracks to blockbuster and rent out some stuff to keep me entertained [hopefully for a little while at least].
later days sons!

To study, or not to study...?
~~>Saturday 21.01.06<~~
Feeling: satisfied
yes.. more korean ramblings to keep you spinning in your grave =P so here's a little of what i've been meaning to blog about for aaages now but just never got around to >__>
all summer long, uncle yenny has pondered over a meaningful decision: to study, or not to study, that is the question?
ahhhaha how lame -__-"
in all honesty i did mull over the idea of studying korean at UQ for a while, debating whether or not i should. but then, like with so many other things, i pushed it right to the back of my mind and figured i'd deal with it later; after all, uni was still a very long time away. and instead, i concentrated most of my effort on work and pearl tea guzzling.
well, sons.. it seems the answer to my question has finally presented itself in its true form...
one day at work, i was approached by a couple of asian guys who asked in their fobby accents if i could direct them to where the kettles were. [well huzzah! what do you know, kettle sales are a booming trend afterall! -__-] being the wonderful service person i am, i not only pointed them in the right direction, but also proceeded to walk them the rest of the way there. making small talk with customers is usually one way to start a good sale, so i decided to make conversation about where they were from [clearly overseas, since they had such fobby accents =P]. and isn't it funny...
they looked korean.
they sounded korean.
but my god, didn't i make an ass of myself that day.
[i'd now like to take this opportunity to reinforce that fobby accents can be grossly misleading -__-]
i asked, "are you from korea?"
...
"no. japan."
...
it's strange, because i can't really pinpoint the exact moment when i lost my obsession with japanese things and became hooked on korean things instead. o_O
i should have sealed the sale by wowing them with "hajimemashite! doozo yoroshiku!" or something equally as fitting, but i was so disappointed to learn they weren't korean that i slunk away from them quietly, completely forgetting that i had just spent an entire semester studying japanese, and an entire semester mooning over japanese pop artists, and naruto, and various other japanese-related things .__."
so there you go sons.. if that ISN'T a sign that i should take up korean next semester, then i don't know what is... -__-
that being established, it's alot easier said than done - in some ways. and in other ways, it's a lot easier than i thought.
on tuesday gary and i finally dragged ourselves into uni to apply for permission for cross-institutional study. [dang.. even the title alone for it makes it sound hard and complicated huh!] lucky for me gary had already taken everything into his own hands; he'd printed out copies of all the forms i needed to fill in, and gone ahead and made an appointment with the adminstrative staff that we needed to see. [*phew* so much for my earlier resolutions huh -__-]
but that's where the good stuff ended.
since i'm a domestic student, the lady [who, by the way, was extremely lovely.. she was so nice and helpful!] approved my form on the spot without hesitation. but gary on the other hand found himself the victim of a loooong and painful process, of which is still ongoing as far as i know >__< since he's an international student, the lady we saw wasn't able to approve his form; instead his application has to go through the faculty of business and some other international student office thingy, right up to the head of the school.
frankly, i think the whole thing is bullshit. on his form gary had to write out some horrendously detailed explanation as to why he wants to study korean at UQ, i.e. "when i finish my course i want to use my degree to work in korea, as my korea and my home country are very close, and there are many job opportunities in korea. to do that i will need at least a basic understanding of the language and culture. in order to achieve this, i need to study korean, but QUT doesn't offer this language as a subject" [whereas my reason of "i want to study korean as an elective, but QUT doesn't offer it" is enough for a domestic student to be granted approval]. bullshit, isn't it?
on top of that, gary's still waiting for a response on his application since it has to pass through so many hands before it gets approved. assuming it DOES get approved. the lady who helped us explained that it was very rare for an international student to be allowed to do such a thing.
after a long bitching session about it, gary and i decided it must be the money. it's no secret that universities thrive on the profit they derive from international students' fees, and our uni simply wants to hog the 2 grand for itself, rather than let UQ take it.
*sigh*
so.. i've been approved to go ahead and enrol at UQ, but i'm still waiting on gary's pending application. if his doesn't get approved, then i've decided that i won't go through with it either.
well.. keep your fingers crossed, sons. =\

w00t! No more stocktake!
~~>Thursday 19.01.06<~~
Feeling: body - alright. eyes - sore. =P
Day Three of stocktake. i'm thanking my lucky, lucky stars [assuming i even HAVE any -__-] that i only had to do three days of stocktake. i swear.. any more and i'd be pushed over the brink into insanity >__<
once again today i was "checking", but this time in women's clothing and intimate apparel [basically a fancy name for bras, undies, and g-strings -__-]. again, the day was made bearable purely because i had people to talk to in the reserves i was "checking".
hmm.. today on my way back from my ten minute break, as i stepped off the escalator gorging myself with a cheeseburger, i came face to face with someone who was so strikingly familiar that i kinda just stalled for a second. you know when you see someone or something that sort of makes you just stop for a second while you try to gather your wits as to what's going on around you? haha. my brain's first reaction was: "howie??" [of course i realised soon enough that it couldn't be howie, since he should be well and truly back in melb by now.. but incidentally, since i ran into him at the sticker photo place last week, i keep seeing all these people around that i keep thinking are him.. it's so bizarre! haha.. i must be tripping out >__>] but anyway.. i guess the guy noticed my point blank staring and reacted with "hey! i know you from somewhere!"
and it was the damndest thing.. for a while i was totally lost, because his face was just so familiar, but in a way that i couldn't really recognise. i just couldn't recall his name, or where i knew him from. but then, suddenly it dawned on me.. he was the kfc dude! the little boy who used to work at kfc, and once told me when i was buying something there that kfc was bad for me, and i shouldn't eat it =P kakaka. turns out he doesn't work there anymore, which is a shame because he was one of the only people there that actually listened to me when i said i wanted extra salt on my chips lol -__-" instead he now works at a men's clothing store, which explained why he was all dressed up like some kind of crazy asian metro - part of the reason why i almost didn't recognise him. that, and he's grown. a LOT. i guess i can't really get away with calling him a 'little boy' anymore, because he seems to have embarked on a growth spurt and he's now taller than i am. [mm.. not that that's unusual.. most people are taller than me anyway -__-] hehe oh well. i still have everyone else to call 'my son' =P but anyways.. it was a nice surprise to run into him, since i've never officially met him or anything.
on a slightly more sombre note, james from electrical told me today that he'd resigned and his last shift will be on friday [i think?? o_O]. i mean, not that it'll matter because my contract's guna expire soon, so even if he hadn't resigned, i wouldn't see him around for much longer anyway. but for the next two weeks, i have 0 hours [none of the christmas casuals in my department got any shifts at all.. i mean, i know they're trying to cut back and all now but jeez.. none at all! unbelievable..] so it's kinda sad to think that when i come back after two weeks, if i do get any more shifts, he'll already be gone. it's a shame, cuz he's a really nice guy. he even asked if i wanted him to put in a good word for me, since they're starting to suss out which casuals they want to extend contracts for, but i said no. [rumours have been flying around like crazy between all the christmas casuals about contracts getting extended, and what not.. it's insane!] i dunno if i'm just insane myself, but i don't really feel like i want to stay on at myer. i doubt i'd be one of the chosen few to become permanent anyway, so nuts to that. but anyways.. before i left we had a nice little chat, and turns out james goes to my uni [different campus though, but he'll be based at my campus later on in the year], so maybe with a little luck i'll catch him around uni some time ^^
hmm.. this isn't even nearly half of what i wanted to blog about, but my stomach calls. urgently. "feeeeeed me" it says =P
i think i might once again have to roll over what i didn't get to cover into the next entry.. *sigh*
later days sons!

The fever continues...
~~>Wednesday 18.01.06<~~
Feeling: hopeful..
korean fever continues as uncle yenny is stricken by a gripping urge to download and watch more, moooore, MOOOOOORE of kim sam soon.. keke. i've solved the problem that was plagueing me last night [couldn't get access to downloading any more episodes, but i've managed to find some more off a different source.. and hopefully, maybe, just maybe, the download will turn out okay!! eeek! >__<], so i'm in a relatively good mood. i also helped myself to a song by clazziquai, which turned out to be one of the theme songs for kss, and that's really put a smile on uncle yenny's dial =P
i'm in a good mood to the extent where i don't even feel the urge to bitch about my 7am shift =P it started off a little shitty i guess, but eventually it worked turned out alright. basically i spent the day forraging around in the men's clothing reserve on level two for stocktake, and battling it out with simon for use of the step ladder. [honestly! the guy is tall as a fricking pine tree! he does NOT need a ladder!] this time my job was "checking", which meant manually counting each item stored in the list of designated fixtures i was given instead of using a scan gun. maaaaan.. ten hours of being jammed in a tiny reserve with about 20 other people would be enough to trigger off claustrophobia in even the most sturdy of minds. i do not EVER want to see the likes of country road, industrie, reserve, or any other brand of "man clothes" again! although.. i guess doing stocktake can be enjoyable, in a way. i mean it's monotonous as hell, and we'll all probably suffer from nightmares sooner or later involving the eerie beep.. beep.. beep.. noises the scanning guns make =P but at least there's no dealing with pushy, irritating customers, and no need to run back and forth answering the phone...
...
ahh... i'm back, after taking a *cough* slight break from blogging.. *sigh*
it seems i spoke too soon and my high hopes have once again been dashed - looks like the hunt for more kss episodes continues.. naaargh!! how frustrating! i can't even BUY the official dvds because they're sold out... *dies* T__T
*sigh*
i might continue this blog later, when i'm in a more healthy mood. but for now i shall depart to sleep early, as once again i have a god-forsaken 7am start tomorrow.

Feel the fever...
~~>Tuesday 17.01.06<~~ *bon voyaaaage to jaclyn son^^*
Feeling: tired.
yes, uncle yenny has well and truly been struck by korean fever. i've followed the trend and become addicted to the series 'my name is kim sam soon', aka 'my lovely sam soon', even though i've only managed to get my grubby little paws on three measly episodes. i have fallen head over heels in love with the hilarious "chemistry" between the two main characters and, as a result, have now sprouted an unhealthy obsession with hyun bin [real name actually kim tae pyung. hyun bin is just a screen name. ah-HAH i've been doing my research! =P]. if i ever manage to get my hands on any good images i might use one as a new background for this site [not likely though, since i've been hunting for ages now but haven't found any good sites or galleries >=( gaaargh.. frustrating!!].
there's a loooot more that i'd love to rant about right now but can't seem to muster up enough energy to do so.. =( tomorrow i have a 7am start for work [imagine me actually getting all the way to the city by 7am.. damn.. i don't even wake UP at 7am >__>]... i might just head off to sleep now. i'll finish this blog off next time.. remind me, sons. *posts note to self* -__-

Bleh...
~~>Saturday 07.01.06<~~
Feeling: neutral
once again, for the second day in a row, i had a date with mister plastic-fantastic. yes.. none other than my lovely credit card, the visa-meister.
and it seems once again uncle yenny was mistaken - when you're feeling like shit, retail therapy does NOT always help. -__- so there goes another one of my little theories down the drain. gosh, i'm just not cut out for the whole philosophy scene am i? -__-"
on an unrelated topic.. it's kind of dawned on me what a disappointing friend i must be to others. i guess.. i tend to only do the things i want to do, when i want to do them. i feel like i've been letting alot of people down lately. i've bailed on jimmeh twice in a row already, within the space of a week.. hmm 'bailed' isn't really the right word, but i'm too braindead at the moment to think of it. either way, makes me feel like a lousy friend. i've been saying "no" to alot of people lately. i go for ages at a time without keeping in touch with people. i whine and complain and gripe as soon as the smallest thing goes wrong. i barely keep to my commitments as it is.
*sigh*
i think that's something i'm going to have to work on this year. yet another item to add to my list of resolutions -__-
well.. on another completely randomised and unrelated note, i have now discovered a new shinhwa favourite... none other than... dongwan! [i actually told jimmy this yesterday when i saw him at his work hah.. what a great topic to bring up while harrassing someone on the job huh?] i don't know why, and i don't particularly care all that much. actually, i didn't previously used to have a favourite, i just liked shinhwa in general for their k-pop. hmm. maybe it's just sympathy, since people always look past dongwan and instead drool over the others like minwoo, or hyesung, or eric, or junjin. [lol well, that's pretty much everyone except andy. *phew* =P i actually used to think minwoo was quite ugly.. kaka don't worry sons, i now realise how grossly mistaken i was =P] but anyway.. i'm considering changing the background, and possibly the layout, to something dongwan-related.. but i dunno, we'll see how that goes. maybe when i'm in a more constructive mood.

Too much of a good thing .__.
~~>Wednesday 04.01.06<~~
Feeling: full
well, well, well... it seems, my dear sons, that uncle yenny was mistaken. perhaps there really is such a thing as too much kimchi...
good GOD, did i just say that? was that really me talking?? o_O ahhhaha.. ah yes.. the truth is painful, but there's no point in denying it.
today i took an hour and a half long train ride into conway territoy, aka the gold coast =P while i was there, i ate many, many good things. ah yes.. good things indeed. keke >=)
we had lunch at a korean restaurant that, i dare say, would put alot of other korean places to shame. today i finally got to try the kimchi omelette, which is pretty much a ginormous serving of kimchi fried rice [one of my all time favourites, ever since ordering it at madtongsan with tammy] encased in a shell of omelette with tomato sauce drizzled over the top. it was MOST delicious, and i can honestly say i thoroughly enjoyed it, even though i'm not the biggest fan of tomato sauce. i managed to finish all of my kimchi omelette rice, and i even whacked all of the kimchi they give you in the little side dishes with your meal. that was followed by a lovely, big dose of green tea smoothie.. hehe.. yes.. i am rather proud of myself at this moment in time for being able to stomach so much food without throwing up >=P
but unfortunately after lunch i found myself constantly needing to visit the bathroom. i guess my stomach wasn't too happy at the prospect of having to cope with a kimchi overdose.
and that, my sons, is how i can conclude, almost with certainty, that sometimes there really does exist a concept of "too much of a good thing". *cough* as you can see from this example of too much kimchi..
*sigh*
it's a cruel world out there, isn't it? =P

Flip reverse..
~~>Tuesday 03.01.06<~~
Feeling: tired
i had a fantastic day at work today =D i mean nothing really spectacular happened, and i was the only casual rostered on with the full-time staff - apart from haley, but she finished a couple of hours before i did - but still.. it was better than yesterday. which means it was a good day. all the customers i dealt with were really nice, and i think that kept me in a really good mood for the whole day. yes.. a complete flip reverse from yesterday. -__-
yesterday i had a massive, throbbing headache and i spent most of the day shuffling around half-heartedly, making mistake after mistake. it wasn't so bad though, until right towards the end of my shift. about two minutes before i was due to leave, i got stuck serving this absolute bitch of a customer. maybe i was extra sensitive because of my headache and fatigue but i dunno.. she just really, really got to me. the sale got really complicated, as in "that's ridiculous, i want to see a manager NOW" kind of complicated. it wasn't even my fault to begin with - she'd picked up products that had scanned at a price that she claimed to be higher than the tag on the shelf. turned out she'd picked up the wrong ones and it was her own fault for not reading the damn tag properly in the first place. but the whole way through, she made degrading comments in a nasty tone, and even raised her voice at me to tell me off. which really didn't help the situation at all, since i was already fucking doing my best to fix everything as quickly as possible. comments like "i don't know what she's done, but it's wrong." and "i don't even work here, and even I know that." in the end, i wound up staying behind nearly half hour extra because of her. and by the end of it all i actually began to cry, because she'd been so fucking nasty. i usually like to think that i never let any customers get the better of me, so there must be some substance behind the one time that a customer actually reduces me to tears. although that in itself isn't altogether comforting. and it was embarrassing. i think a couple of the full-time people saw, and they were somewhat comforting. but luckily since my shift was over, i just left as quickly as possible before anyone else could see. that one incident singlehandedly had me absolutely shitfaced for the rest of the night.
so much for my new year's resolution huh. -__-
it's alright though.. i think i'm over it now? i had a good venting session on the way home, and at home again as well.. so it should be out of my system by now. but anyhow.. guess you just gotta keep telling yourself that people like that just aren't worth the time of day.
mm.. anyways back to somewhat positive thinking.. today was my last day of work for the week, thanks to the shift swap scott conned me into doing. but it worked out in my favour i guess, cuz i worked yesterday instead of tomorrow, and yesterday was a public holiday.. ^^ keke.
tomorrow i'm heading up to the gold coast, which should be an interesting experience haha. i haven't taken the train in about 4 years, if you don't count the trains in melb. funnily enough, i'd say i'm more comfortable with the train system in melbourne than i am with the one in brisbane.. quite sad, since brisboner is my home =P haha oh well.. guess this will be a good time to learn.
that being said, i might go and cook myself some kimchi ramen and then head to bed early so i can actually wake up at a half-decent hour tomorrow. =P
later days, sons!

New leaf for a new year...
~~>Sunday 01.01.06<~~
Feeling: mellow
wow.. so it's finally here.. 2006. *sigh* we all knew it was unavoidable, and that someday, eventually, it would arrive. who knew it would be so soon though =(
mm.. before i carry on with more of that moany-droney crap.. lol. i took a look at this photo album that pierre posted up on some website thing [since he had the link to it posted in his nick on msn, i took the liberty of inviting myself in =D lol i know, i know. i don't make enough effort keep in touch with the guy like i should, but still]. he'd posted up a bunch of photos of himself and two other guys with their faces fully made up. haha i guess their idea of a hilarious joke =P haha but it was rather disturbing though .__. pierre has a nice face shape, and i love his asianised, metro-sised haircut^^ keke me thinks he has the potential to become a reeeeal prettyboy =P [except that i think he's too nice to take on that sort of personality haha]. so seeing him with lipstick, sparkly purple eyeshadow, and the whole horde was quite disturbing. kind of the same feeling you get from watching kangta cross-dressing in one of his music videos .__. makes me feel like crying haha.
lol but anyway, moving right along...
i guess most people are celebrating that the new year has arrived but.. i dunno. this year it doesn't seem to be something i can bring myself to do. i feel as though it's just another day, just another ordinary, mediocre day in the life of boring, ordinary, mediocre little me. it's just one more day closer to the end, and i'm just another day older. and at the same time it's another day closer to what lies ahead; the scary, the unpredictable, the unknown.. and another day further from the past; the comforting, the familiar, the things you know because you've conquered and experienced them. with each day that passes, your memories become older and older, and slip further and further away. and no matter how tightly you cling to them, they just keep on growing older and older, and more and more obsolete. that in itself makes me sad.. eventually, will i be the only one left that remembers? will everyone else who once shared that memory with me have moved on and forgotten?
*sigh*
i made some new year's resolutions with bubby today. i think we've moved past that regan/regan's baby thing, or perhaps there never really was a "thing" in the first place, and it was all just my imagination running away with my compulsive habit of reading into things too much? either way, i'm glad the new year's started on good terms. at least that's one thing that's gone right.
ah.. anyway.. new year's resolutions.. hah.. going along with the whole feeling of invincibility that you get when you're in a good mood [silly, misleading endorphins! =P], we agreed that new year's resolutions shouldn't necessarily be easy. and we decided to make ours something hard. the harder it is, the more worthwhile the feeling you get at the end of it all, should you manage to pull it off ^__~ *nods wisely*
and so, we decided over our cups of Tea Etc. pearl tea that after today, we wouldn't drink anymore anymore pearl tea for the rest of the year...
BOOYA! ohhhhh man that's a cracker of a hard resolution, if i ever did see one =P it's not impossible, just very, very, very hard.. considering how many cups of pearl tea krystle and i go through each week. i have the sneaking feeling it miiight just end up going down the drain.. -__-" but for now, i have every intention of sticking to the goal^^
i've also made some other resolutions for myself.. just personal stuff i guess. some are trivial, such as... i'm only guna let myself eat maccas/kfc once a month from now on [that's right! in her old age, uncle yenny has taken on a sudden health-conscious outlook to life =P].. and some are a little more meaningful. i've already promised myself that this year is going to be different. i don't know how, and i don't quite know in what context exactly... but it will be.
just watch and see.
yoshi!! i think i'll try to end this blog on that somewhat positive vibe, while i still have a trace of it reverberating around in my system.
"happy" new year to all, may the year ahead bring you much love, joy, happiness, prosperity, success, and all things wonderful...
best wishes to all =]

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