Sunday June 27, 2004:
It's been a gorgeous weekend and today is no exception. It still amazes me that I can clean the entire house in only 2 hours. It used to take me two days, breaking every 20 minutes to sit and take a breather. It feels so good to have the stamina that I know have and the energy to get through mundane tasks. I know I still have a long way to go, but it can only get better.
Well things on our living front are not going well. Our landlady has been put into a nursing home a couple of months ago and the daught is now dead set in selling the house. I can't blame her, even though I find myself really angry about the whole situation. I've been looking for other apartments but everything is so expensive and no one allows pets. I am not giving up my babies!!!!! And my BF is not giving up his bikes. This is making things very tense and nervewracking. She's offered to sell us the house at a cheaper price than she's been offered. It hurts having peopel looking at our apratment knowing that we could be pushed out soon. I can see buying the house. It needs work but with a second apartment we could rent it would pay the mortgage leaving us to use our money for taxes and home repairs.
I don't know what's going to happen to us or where we are going to end up. I just hope we don't end up on the losing side of things. I'm just trying to keep the faith and hold my anxieties back to keep from binging like I used to. Keep us in your thoughts....thanks. |
