December 2005
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Tuesday December 13, 2005:
sorry I haven't updated in a while, I have been battling the scale and I am not winning.  I'm back up to 195 and I don't see where this weight is coming from.  Can it really be from having my "friend" this week?  I know I haven't been really drinking water so I started last week with making sure I drink my water.  I'm back up to 48 oz a day and I know I have to move that up another 16 ounces.

I must admit I have the holiday blues.  I really do hope this new year will be a better one.  It's been a really rough and emotional year for me. 

Well I have to cut this short, I will update later this week.  Nite.
Thursday December 22, 2005:
Hey everybody....hope everyone is ready for the holidays.  It came up so quickly it's unbelievable.  To be honest I haven't been much in the holiday spirit.  Work is rough and getting rougher and I'm just looking forward to starting a new year and hoping it's a hell of a lot better than this year has been to us.  I guess as you get older the more realistic the world gets and the less we live in our fantasy land. 

Enough of the humbug attitude.  I dropped the 3 pounds I gained last week.  Amazing what happens when you don't eat dinner for two nights in a row.  Not that I am condoning that kind of action, but I have been eating better nowadays.  I bring my lunch to work every day now....need to save for the deposits for the wedding.  And not only that but no more junky lunches that are hidden with so many delicious calories...hahahaha!!!!  I don't want to be a jolly fat person anymore. 

So my Christmas shopping is done in the nick of time and I'm ready to start wrapping and cooking tomorrow.  Yep I am officially grown up enoughto contribute to the holiday dinners.  I actually started last year but now it's my given role.  Which is cool, now I bring more to the table than my stomach.

Well I may not be able to update for a bit so I will wishyou all a very Merry Christmas and a happy New Year.  See I may be without the pc for 2 weeks, and I don't think my work pc has java to update my pages, but I will try.  My computer is going in for maintence.  Much needed maintence.  So I hope everyone has been good **wink wink*** and gets lots a goodies, and just has a beautiful day with family and friends.  see you all next year. 

January '06
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