Monday April 26, 2004:
Sorry it's been so long since my last post, I've had a fabulously crazy weekend. It didn't start out that way. Things haven't been going so great between my BF and myself, it was to the point I told him Friday I was talking with another man. I was but no one I was interested in being with, talk about grabbing someone my the webbos and making him stand to attention. He almost had a cow that morning. Well I came home to a changed person that night. I was greeted with a "Hi baby", went to dinner actually had a good conversation...unreal right? Well it gets better.
Saturday he had some work to do in the garage which was fine, I needed to scrub the house and the dog and her bed too. His friend sold him his tickets to see Queensryche that night...yeah baby. So we took off to the city later and enjoyed the best 2 1/2 show they've ever played. We rocked all night!!!! Hahahaha!!!! It was great, then since neither one of us ate dinner nor had money for a diner,he made breakfast at midnight. We had pancakes and bacon, well I had two
tiny pancakes and one strip of bacon.
Sunday we were on for a bike run with the Hell's Angels.....cool huh? Well we made it to the clubhouse but not the run, we were 5 minutes late and those boys were off hauling some major ass. We went down the parkway for a good hour, but never caught sight of them, which was probably for the best, (we were riding with two other bikes). So we went to meet some friends at a biker bar not too far away and hung out for a while. We had a couple of drinks...okay just us ladies drank and just chilled. I felt like I was on a date, he gave me money for the jukebox, and to play pool. I really felt like his ole lady again. We noticed the sky darkening and knew it was going to rain so we all took off for home...see what I mean by it was for the best we didn't catch up with the Angels. We pulled in to the garage just seconds before it started raining. Talk about timing. We ended up taking a 4 hour nap, we were both exhausted from the night before and our long ride, let me tell you riding on a harley, particularly one that is a rigid, is exhausting. We made dinner and after dinner had a little "special time" if you know what I mean......LOL. Yep this girl is smiling like the cat that ate the canary. And we ended it with a nice hot shower and my back being washed, man I love that.
I don't know what it is, but I'm going try keeping it this way for as long as possible. I hate it when things are bad between us, but let me kid you not I was ready to move on with someone else if that what is was coming to. I want us to keep moving forward, to get married, have a real home, and possibly have a child. But I will not keep holding back my life anymore if someone doesn't want to move forward with me. If there is one thing I have learned in all this is that I have to stop putting my life on hold.
Well that's it for now. I will catch up with you on Wednesday when I weigh in, and Friday I have my 3 month check up. Wish me luck. |
