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| September 2005: |
| Monday September 12, 2005: Ahhh, another week another dollar, another bill paid. Sometimes I feel that is all I do is work work work. This weekend we had inventory at our Ny warehouse and man oh man it was nuts. The place is huge!!!! You can get lost in it....lol. But it was cool we had fun riding around on the lifts with the guys who work in the warehouse and an extra 10 hrs of overtime always looks good to me. I'm still maintaining this week at 191. I'm praying another pound will shed by Wednsday weigh in day. But I'm feeling good and I'm just trying to look ahead with looking for a new place to live and hoping that this annoucement for the supervisor position gets put out so I can out my name in the hat. I have been working my tail off to prove that I can handle the job, and my manager has already told me she wants me to have it. So now we just wait to see when they do this. I think I am going to put my gym membership on hold. My knee is really starting to kill, and its getting swollen a lot. I think it's time to have surgery :(. It's no biggie, I just wanted to be lighter on my feet, but I don't think I can put it off much longer. We are still looking for a new place to live, but I'm not pushing it, I want to save some more money before I do that. But hey if something good comes along we have to take it, and the sooner the better. Well I'll check back in on Wednsday to see if I manage to drop the pound, keep those fingers crossed :) ciao!!!! |
| thursday September 29, 2005: sorry it's been so long, my computer is acting up and throwing tantrums. I'm ready to throw one myself. I gained 2 lbs and it's all my own fault. I completely jumped off the water wagon and was a munching maniac last week. I was only 3 lbs shy of finally hitting 100 lbs and I start gaining. So yes I am not in the best of moods. But that's okay, I am putting myself back on track and I will start putting the brakes on again. I'm also finally going to see my doc to get a referal so I can have my knee surgery. Which reminds me, I really need to put a hold on my gym membership. What a waste of money, my own fault. When my knee blew out over the summer I should have held it then. So now I have to reset me goal to November for a 100 lbs loss. I will get there. i have to, I didn't come this far to fail. I keep finding old pics of how much more I weighed and I look at myself and can see a differene and then I can't. I don't want to see this fat face anymore. So tonight I start my crunches and that will be every night hereafter. So before my pc crashes again for the uptenith time I have to say goodbye. And somebody please kick my behind into gear. Nite!!!! |
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