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| November 2005: |
| Monday November 7, 2005: Hey guys.....I hate the scale, I truly hate the scale. And food, and calories...why are there so many calories in this world?!!!!! I gained another 2 lbs and I have no flipping idea where they came from. Honestly I haven't eaten much at all. And as far as candy goes nile. So what the hell is going on with me?!!!!! I really need to find a way to get back on the losing track and soon, because I need to start dress shopping real soon. Maybe it's stress. I have been overworked and overstressed and really in a pissy mood at work. So I had to fight for a couple days off. I had a great time on Friday as I hung out with my old boss. I can honestly say that she truly has become a dear friend to me. Man I miss her at work. The weekend was uneventful, just cleaning and relaxing as much as possible. Today was a bit hectic though. I feel like I lived in my poor car today. I took four interviews (one was a job agency), and honestly I wasn't happy with any of them. Which means I am stuck at my job for now. I do have an interview scheduled on my lunch tomorrow, this guy is coming out to meet me at a diner for the interview. Cool huh? But I'm not feeling it either, but I have to try. Hey at least I still have a job, so I can count my blessings. Well the wedding planning is in full gear. I placed a call to the church and I'm waiting to hear from the deacon about setting an appointment. We are going to check out at least 3 more places, but I am still in love with the second place we saw. I should probably book it, but I need to make sure I am making the right choice. Sorry it's so short right now, I'll unpdate later this week, but I am exhauted and I need to finish making dinner. A healthy one at that :) |
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| Wednesday November 9, 2005: I've been online for awhile tonight surfing the weighloss surgery sites, and it sad to see all the sites I used to keep up on, just left unattended. I know life goes on, and with a lot of people with losing all this weight your life changes and you move on into the world out there. I just wish that if people start something finish it. But hey to each his own. For me it will be three years in January since I started this site. For me this is my lifeline to keeping it real and truthful and kicking myself in the rear. And hopefully along the way I can help someone who stops here. My long term goal is to keep this site going for at least five years, realisticly. And one thing I promise, I will always keep it real. So on to better news.... I lost one of those nasty pounds I gained. About time. I pray they continue to come off. I have a wedding to plan and a dress to pick out real soon. We are going to see a couple of more reception halls, but I have a feeling we are going with the second place we went to. But we do have an appointment with the Deacon at the church Monday night....I can't believe this is happening. Wow!!!! I never thought I would do this. I'm actually getting excited. Oh my!!!!!! so much to plan, do and so little time, I must be crazy...hahaha!!!! Have a great weekend, if I don't stop by!!!! Ciao!!!! |
| Monday November 21, 2005: Sorry I didn't update last week I have been feeling really sick and I don't know why. I have been having alot of headaches and feeling really dizzy. I know I'm not pregnant because I had my period last week. I have been even feeling like I can puke. Not pretty I know. I have to admit it has me a bit worried because out of no where. I don't even have an appetite. That's the only good thing out of all this. Maybe it is all the stress of work and getting money together to set the date and sign the contracts. I know I will feel better once the date is set, maybe it's all stress because I have been way too weepy. I promise you I'm not preggers, really..... see you in a couple of days. |
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